CHAPTER XX

_Noel_

It was Christmas morning in southern France. For several hours a light

snow had been falling, but had not stayed upon the ground. Yet it

clothed the branches of the trees with white lace and filled the air

with jewels.

Walking alone a slender girl with dark hair and eyes lifted her face to

let the snow melt upon her cheeks. She looked fragile, as if she were

just recovering from an illness, nor did her expression betray any

special interest in Christmas.

"These woods are as lovely as I remember them," she said aloud. "It is

true, I never could find a place in Belgium I liked half so well."

Then she stopped a moment and glanced around her.

"I do hope Barbara and Dick won't discover I have run away. I feel as

much a truant as if I were a small girl. But they surely won't be

tramping through my woods at present, when they assured me they would

spend several hours at the chateau. So I can't be found out till it is

too late. I feel I must see Nicolete's little log house and Nona's 'Pool

of Melisande.'"

Ten minutes after Eugenia arrived at the desired place. The lake of

clear water which she had once described as the "pool of truth" was

today covered with a thin coating of ice at its edges. The center was as

untroubled as it had always been. Above it tall evergreen trees leaned

so close to one another that their summits almost touched.

Eugenia breathed deeply of the fragrance of the snow and the pine. The

day was an unusually cold one for this part of the country, but the

winter was being everywhere severe. It was as if nature would make no

easier the task of her children's destruction of each other.

But Eugenia was not thinking of warlike things at this hour. She was

merely feeling a physical pleasure in her own returning strength.

Yet just as she was congratulating herself on having been able to walk

so far without tiring, the girl experienced a sudden, overpowering

sensation of fatigue.

For several moments she stood upright fighting her weakness; she even

turned and started back toward home. Then recognizing her own folly,

Eugenia looked for a place to rest.

But she did not look very far nor in but one direction. Yes, the log was

there in the same place it had been six months before.

With a half smile at herself Eugenia sat down. She was not deceived, for

she understood perfectly why she had wished to come back to this

neighborhood and why today she had wanted to walk alone into these

woods.

But there could be no wrong in what she was doing, since no one would

ever guess her reason.

Eugenia was sincerely pleased over Barbara's and Dick's happiness. But

she would never confess herself so completely surprised as Barbara

demanded that she be. She merely announced that if one of the girls felt

compelled to marry (and she supposed they could not all hope to escape

the temptation of their nursing experiences in Europe), at least she was

grateful that Barbara had chosen to bestow her affection upon an

American. Personally, she felt convinced that no foreign marriage could

be a success.

Yet here sat Eugenia in an extremely sentimental attitude with the light

snow falling about her. More than this, she was in an equally

sentimental state of mind. But then nothing of this kind matters when

one chances to be entirely alone. Dreams are one's own possession.

Then the girl heard a sound that entirely accorded with her train of

thought.

It was a slow velvet-like tread moving in her direction.

In another moment Duke had approached and laid his great head in her

lap. He did not move again; there was no foolish wagging of his tail.

These expressions of emotion were meant for lesser beasts; Duke

revealed his joy and his affection in a beautiful, almost a thrilling

silence.

Eugenia had not seen her old friend since her arrival at the farmhouse a

few days before. For some reason he had not called there with François

and she had not been outside the house until today. Their trip had been

a long and tiring one and she was more exhausted than she had expected

to be.

But this was a far more satisfactory reunion and Eugenia was sincerely

moved.

She put her own thin cheek down on Duke's silver head and remained as

still as he was. Truly _he_ had not forgotten!

Captain Castaigne found them like this when he appeared within the next

few seconds.

He made no pretence of a greeting. Instead he frowned upon his one-time

friend as severely as she might have upon him had their positions been

reversed.

"It is not possible that you are in the woods in this snowstorm,

Eugenie! Miss Meade told me that I should find you at the little

farmhouse. Take my arm and we will return as quickly as possible."

With entire meekness Eugenia did as she was told. She did not even

remember to be amused at this young Frenchman's amazing fashion of

ordering her about. But she was surprised into speechlessness at his

unexpected appearance.

"Only yesterday your mother assured us you were in northern France with

your regiment," Eugenia murmured as she was being escorted along the

path toward home. "She insisted that there was no possible prospect of

your returning to this neighborhood in many months."

Captain Castaigne smiled. "Is that American frankness, Eugenie? We

French people prefer to leave certain things to the imagination. Of

course, I understand that you would never have come to the farmhouse had

you dreamed of my being nearby. However, I am here for the purpose of

seeing you. My mother did not intend to deceive you; I had not told her

of my intention. But we will not talk of these things until we arrive at

home. You are too weary to speak."

This was so manifestly true that Eugenia made no attempt at argument.

She was fatigued, and yet there was something else keeping her silent.

How splendidly well Captain Castaigne looked! His face was less boyish

than she remembered it. But then she had not understood him at the

beginning of their acquaintance. It had been stupid of her too, because

no soldier receives the Cross of the Legion of Honor who has not put

aside boyish things.

Because it was Christmas day, Noel as the French term it, the living

room at the farmhouse was gay with evergreens. But better than this, a

real fire burned in the fireplace.

Eugenia let her companion take off her long nursing cloak and she

herself removed her cap.

Then she stood revealed a different Eugenia, because of Barbara's taste

and determination.

Instead of her uniform or her usual shabby, ill-made dress, she wore an

exquisite pale gray crepe de chine, which made a beauty of her

slenderness. About her throat there were folds of white and in her belt

a dull, rose-velvet rose. This costume had been purchased in Paris as

the girls passed through and Eugenia wore it today in honor of

Christmas.

Without a doubt Eugenia looked pale and ill, but her hair was twisted

about her head like a dull brown coronet and the shadows about her eyes

revealed their new depth and sweetness.

When she sat down again, drawing near the fire with a little shiver,

Captain Castaigne came and knelt beside her.

No American could have done this without awkwardness and

self-consciousness. Yet there was no hint of either in the young French

officer's attitude. Seeing him, Eugenia forgot her past narrowness and

the critical misunderstanding of a nature that cannot appreciate

temperaments and circumstances unlike their own. She was reminded of the

picture of a young French knight, the St. Louis of France, whom she had

seen among the frescoes of the Pantheon in Paris.

Very gravely Captain Castaigne raised Eugenia's hand to his lips.

"I care for you more than I did when I told you of my love and you would

not believe. I shall go on caring. How long must I serve before you

return my affection?"

Eugenia shook her head fretfully like a child.

"But it isn't a question of my caring. I told you that there were a

thousand other things that stood between us, Henri."

Then she drew her hand away and laid it lightly upon the young man's

head.

"This house has many memories for me. Perhaps when I am an old woman you

will let me come back here and live a part of each year. May I buy the

house from your mother? Ask her as a favor to me?"

Eugenia was trying her best to return to her old half maternal treatment

of the young officer. This had been the attitude which she had used in

the months of his illness in the little "Farmhouse with the Blue Front

Door."

But this time their positions were reversed.

"We will talk of that another time," he returned. "Now you must be fair

with me. I will not accept such an answer as you gave me before. I must

be told the truth."

Captain Castaigne had gotten up and stood looking down upon Eugenia.

"I return to my regiment tomorrow. You must tell me today."

In reply the girl let her hands fall gently into her lap and gazed

directly into the handsome, clear-cut face above her own.

"Why should I try to deceive you? It would be only sheer pretence. You

are the only man I have ever cared for or ever shall. But I'll never

marry you under any possible circumstances. I am too old and too

unattractive and too--oh, a hundred other things."

But Captain Castaigne was smiling in entire serenity.

"We will marry at the little 'Farmhouse with the Blue Front Door' during

my next leave of absence."

But Barbara and Dick were at this moment entering the blue front door.

Half an hour later, when they had finished Christmas dinner, Dick

Thornton drew a magazine from his pocket, which had on its cover the

sign of the Red Cross.

"Here is a poem some one in America has written called 'She of the Red

Cross.' Will you listen while I read it to you? To me the poem, of

course, means Barbara and to Captain Castaigne, Eugenia."

"She fulfills the dramatic destiny of woman,

Because she stands valiant, in the presence of pestilence,

And faces woe unafraid,

And binds up the wounds made by the wars of men.

She fights to defeat pain,

And to conquer torture,

And to cheat death of his untimely prey.

And her combat is for neither glory nor gain, but, with charity

and mercy and compassion as her weapons, she storms incessantly

the ramparts of grief.

There thrills through her life never the sharp, sudden thunder of

the charge, never the swift and ardent rush of the short,

decisive conflict--the tumult of applauding nations does not

reach her ears--and the courage that holds her heart high comes

from the voice of her invincible soul.

She fulfills the dramatic destiny of woman because,

reared to await the homage of man and to receive his service, she

becomes when the war trumps sound, the servitor of the world.

And because whenever men have gone into battle, women have borne

the real burden of the fray,

And because since the beginning of time, man when he is hurt or

maimed turns to her and finds, in her tenderness, the consolation

and comfort which she alone can give.

Thus she of the Red Cross stands today, as woman has stood always,

the most courageous and the most merciful figure in all history.

She is the Valor of the World."

* * * * * *

The fourth volume in the American Red Cross Girls series will be called

"The Red Cross Girls with the Russian Army."

In this volume the four girls will return to the scene of actual

fighting. They will be with the Russian army in their retreat. Moreover,

certain characters introduced in the first book will reappear in the

fourth, so increasing the excitement and interest of the plot. A new

romance differing from the others plays an unexpected part in the life

of one of the girls. The story may safely promise to have more important

developments than any of the past volumes.

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