CHAPTER XVII

"_Sisters under the Skin_"

After a little while the silence between the girl and man grew self

conscious. Both of them seemed to recognize this at the same moment, and

Dick turned apologetically toward his companion.

"I am sorry to continue so stupid," he explained, "but I have been

thinking something over for the nine hundred and ninety-ninth time."

In spite of the coolness of the October afternoon Dick now took off his

hat and in a boyish fashion ran his fingers through his hair.

Immediately the curly pompadour he so detested arose, while under his

dark skin the color was rushing in warm waves.

"I say, Nona," he began in an awkward fashion, his charming manners

entirely deserting him, "has it ever struck you that I have had

something very much at heart for the past few months, something I have

not been able to mention? It has seemed to me as if the whole world must

know of it, although I have never spoken a word. Yet even Mildred has

appeared totally blind. Of course there was a reason once why I should

keep my dream to myself, but lately that reason no longer exists." Then

Dick laughed unexpectedly.

"Here I am talking like a school-boy who does not know his lesson! I

don't suppose you have the faintest idea of what I am trying to say?

Wonder if you have ever guessed my secret, Nona?"

Dick had swung himself around on the bench so that he might be able to

gaze more directly at his companion. But Nona Davis' head was for the

instant in profile.

Just then she preferred not to catch Dick's glance. Her own cheeks were

delicately flushed and indeed the world had acquired a new fragrance.

Yet oddly Nona wished to hug her emotion to herself.

There is a moment when the spirit of romance appears to every girl in

some lovely guise. Now Nona Davis felt that no moment and no scene

could be more picturesque than her own.

Dick Thornton was ideally handsome; moreover, the fact that one of his

arms was now useless only added to his value. For was not Dick a soldier

of peace rather than of war, yet one who had made the same sacrifice?

And he had given himself for a cause that was not his own.

"No, I have not guessed, Dick," Nona replied an instant later. "How

could I? If you have a secret you have certainly not betrayed yourself.

Besides, if I had been able to discover what you had in mind, I should

not have allowed myself to know. No one has the right to interpret

another person's thoughts."

Nona made this speech with entire innocence, but she was to recall the

last phrase within a few moments.

"Well, I'll start off with a piece of news I am sure you will be pleased

to hear," Dick began. "I wanted to tell Barbara first, but we were

interrupted the other afternoon. It is only that I think I am to have

better luck with this lame arm of mine than I deserve. When I was in

Paris the surgeons told me to leave it alone, that I stood a chance of

being able to use it later on. So I tried to forget the whole matter.

Then one day several weeks ago without thinking I discovered that I

could use my arm the least bit. Of course, it is by no means well, but

each day the arm grows stronger----"

With this news Nona stretched out her hand toward her companion. But

Dick did not see her, as he chanced to be gazing at his afflicted arm in

the half tender, half apologetic fashion in which one surveys a backward

child.

"The doctors I have seen since I made the discovery say my arm will be

as good as new in another few months," Dick went on. "I have only to

have it massaged daily and wait for the vigor to come back. So I may be

able to amount to a little something in the world after all. Perhaps a

man with a lot of brains may manage to get along with no arms, but I'm

afraid _I_ require the full amount."

By nature Nona Davis was inclined to be serious. Therefore she could

never understand the fashion in which Barbara and Dick were able to jest

over their deeper emotions.

Her yellow-brown eyes were serious now.

"I am sure _I_ have never doubted your future for a moment, Dick. It

sounds ridiculous to hear you make a speech like that. I am sure your

father is a distinguished man, yet I feel sure you will be a greater one

some day."

For half a moment Dick smiled upon his companion. "You are an optimist,

Nona, but just the same I am tremendously grateful to you."

Then in a surprising fashion his gay spirits suddenly deserted him. For

he frowned moodily toward the purple and rose colored sky on the far

western side of the horizon.

The sun was by this time about to retire and the colors in the evening

sky were merely the garments she had cast off in passing.

"I wish you could persuade Barbara Meade to share that idea of yours,

Nona?" Dick continued a moment later. "If you could you would be doing

me an immense service."

"Barbara?" Nona repeated her friend's name dully. She was so far away

from any thought of her at the time that it was difficult to readjust

her point of view. "What is it you wish me to persuade Barbara to

believe?" she demanded the next instant. For in her surprise she had

forgotten her own remark.

"Oh, that I am worthy of bearing my father's name and that there is a

chance I may not turn out a hopeless good-for-nothing," Dick went on,

with a scarcely concealed bitterness in his voice.

"Two years ago when I first met Barbara I suppose I was only a society

fellow, but really I was not so bad as I painted myself. Fact is, I

rather enjoyed arousing Mildred's little western friend in the early

days. Well, I accomplished my purpose with a vengeance, for Barbara has

never had an ounce of respect for me. Even if you and Mildred have never

guessed how much I care for her, the fact has been plain enough to

Barbara. What other reason could she have, except to spare me

humiliation, for refusing to have anything to do with me since I came to

Brussels? But you have understood the situation better than you confess,

Nona. Be sure that I appreciate your kindness immensely."

Still Nona made no reply. However, as Dick had been holding his emotions

in check for many weeks, he was glad now to have a chance to let them

overflow.

"I appreciated that you understood when I first asked you to write me,

after you left Paris," the young man continued. "Your letters meant so

much to me, for they used to tell me so many things of Barbara and your

life together in the little French farmhouse."

Interrupting himself, Dick glanced at his watch and then at his

companion.

"You look tired, Nona, and I am sorry, but I expect we must hurry if we

are to get to the station in time for the six o'clock train to Brussels.

You have been wonderfully patient with me this afternoon and I hope not

too bored. Perhaps I should have kept all this to myself, but at last it

has overflowed. I shall never refer to the matter again and shall be

grateful if you do not mention it."

Dick held out his right hand to help his companion arise.

But for another instant Nona did not stir. Neither did she glance

upward. Her eyes had dropped to her lap and were evidently fastened upon

her slender hands, which she held lightly clasped together.

Possibly she had become a shade paler, but not by a flicker of an

eyelash did she betray that her house of cards had suddenly fallen.

The next moment she gave her hand to Dick and got up.

"I am not tired, so let us walk on quickly if you think best. I am going

to be honest and tell you, Dick, that I have never dreamed you were

seriously interested in Barbara until this hour. I knew you were friends

at one time and that Barbara had done a beautiful thing for you. But I

thought you had probably quarreled, or that you did not find each other

so interesting as you had at first."

The girl was walking along swiftly as she talked.

Her delicate chin was lifted a little higher than usual and because of

her pallor her lips showed a deeper crimson. She was a lovely height and

slender and graceful, but beyond everything else she had the air of

perfect breeding.

Dick's own train of thought was diverted for a moment by a glance at

her.

"After all, it is not an impossibility, Nona Davis' mother may turn out

a foreign princess," he thought, and then smiled. For Dick was a typical

American man and to him a mystery in one's family was ridiculous when it

was not unpleasant.

On the train returning to Brussels neither he nor his companion cared to

talk a great deal. Indeed, Nona frankly explained that there was

something she wished to think about, and if Dick did not mind, would he

please leave her alone. So he was satisfied to continue sympathetically

silent.

He had unloosed certain thoughts of his own which were not so easy to

chain up again.

However, they still had a half hour before their arrival in Brussels

when Nona unexpectedly returned to their former subject of conversation.

"You asked me never to refer to your confession, Dick, and I won't again

after today. But first I must tell you something. Then if you'll forgive

me I want to offer you a piece of advice. I know it is an ungrateful

present, but you'll listen, won't you?" Nona pleaded.

Dick's brown eyes were very friendly. "I'll listen to whatever you wish

to tell me forever and ever," he insisted. "For there was never quite so

kind an audience as you have been to me!"

The girl was glad of the flickering lights in the railroad carriage,

when she spoke again.

"It is only that I have been thinking of you and Barbara ever since we

left Louvain," she added. "I told you I was surprised at the news. But

now I think it was stupid of me. What I want is to ask you to tell

Barbara what you have confided to me this afternoon. I understand that

when you were uncertain about your arm, you may have felt that a

drawback. Now you have every right to believe in your recovery

and"--Nona hesitated and smiled directly into Dick's somber brown

eyes--"oh, well, it is only fair that Barbara be allowed the same

information that I have received under the circumstances!"

At this moment it was Dick who would not be humorous.

"I suppose you think I ought to give Barbara the satisfaction of telling

me what she really thinks of me. But I am afraid I am not willing to

amuse her to that extent."

Nona shook her head. "That wasn't worthy of you, Dick; I know you did

not mean it. I am not going to give up. I want you to promise me that

whenever the chance comes you will let Barbara have some idea of your

feeling for her."

This time Nona held both her hands tight together.

"I can't explain to you, Dick, so please don't ask me why," she

continued. "But I have been thinking that there may be another reason

why Barbara has seemed less friendly with you since your arrival in

Brussels. Girls sometimes get strange ideas in their minds. But there we

are coming into Brussels. Thank you for my day in Louvain, I shall not

forget it!"

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