She moved; his hand fell away. "No better," replied she. "Good night."

"You'll feel all right in the morning," he said. He kissed her crown of

hair and departed toward his own rooms--those that had been Basil's.

She heard him stirring about, first in his study just across the hall,

then in his bedroom. Half an hour, and she went on the balcony, to the

corner of the house, to see if his lights still showed. All his windows

were dark. She returned, listened at his door. No sound. She stole

down the stairs, unlatched the lake-front door, went out. She strolled

across the lawn, in full view--for the moon was rising. At the edge of

the shadows made by the bushes round the summer house, she halted.

"Basil!" she called softly.

He came from the summer house and stood before her. "It's safer to stay

here," she said. "We can watch the house."

He made no protest. He took her hands, drew her to his breast. Never

before had he touched her without feeling the glow and surge of passion;

now he had no sense of her physical beauty, of her physical charm, only

sense of the being he loved.

"Forgive me the horrible things I said, Courtney," he murmured. "It

wasn't I that was speaking. It was the beginnings of what I was fast

becoming."

"I know, I know," she answered. "Kiss me, dear."

Their lips met in a caress of tenderness. When she spoke again she

said: "Dear love, I never felt before how much you care."

"I never realized before. I'm beginning to realize. You won't be long

about arranging the divorce?"

"You must not get impatient--or misunderstand--if I'm longer than you

expect."

"I'll not misunderstand."

"There's Winchie, you know. I must have Winchie."

"Yes, indeed. You'll accomplish it," he said confidently. "Be careful

not to tell him too much. Even if he doesn't really love you, there's

his vanity. And that's often stronger in a man than anything else."

"I'll not forget what's at stake.... He suspects that you love me."

"I was afraid so, and this evening I told him I was engaged. He looked

astounded."

"I can tell him that I love you, and he will think-- No--no--what am I

saying? Lies, always lies! ... I'll do the best I can, Basil."

"I know you will."

"You see now I was right in feeling you must go?"

"I felt it, Courtney, the moment we three stood together there in my

room--though I wouldn't admit it to myself. If I stayed, there'd be a

crime, or a scandal that'd spatter you with mud and brand you with

shame. It simply could not be otherwise."

"I haven't told you the real deep-down reason why I felt you must go."

"No," he said. "Your real reason was the same as mine."

"Because it was all so vulgar and--and cheap?"

"Cheap--that's it!" he exclaimed. "Cheap!"

"I could stand it," she went on, "to commit and to have you commit, big,

bold sins, scarlet and black. I might even glory in it. I wasn't a bit

ashamed that first night. I think I even got a sort of joy out of

defying all I'd been brought up to believe was moral and right and

lady-like. But-- Not when we stood there, like two caught sneak

thieves."

"That was it, Courtney," eagerly assented he. And he went on, in a tone

in which a less love-blinded woman might have detected an accent of

repentance for masculine thoughts of disrespect: "No wonder I love you!

How happy we shall be, when you're free. How good and pure you are--and

innocent. It needn't be long--in this State--need it?"

"I think not," she laughed. "Being a judge's daughter, I ought to know.

But I don't."

"Look there!" he exclaimed, gazing toward the house.

She turned, saw a figure at the east corner of the house, apparently

looking toward where they were standing. The figure moved. "Nanny,"

she said under her breath. "I must go."

He caught her to his breast; for an instant they clung together, then

with a last lingering handclasp, she left him, to emerge from the deep

shadow of the trees and stroll back across the lawn. Presently she

pretended to catch sight of Nanny, halted, changed her course, went

toward her. "What is it, Nanny?" she asked.

Nanny turned without a word, started to go back toward her kitchen.

"Nanny!" said she sharply.

The old woman stopped, turned.

"What do you mean by not answering me when I speak to you?"

"I didn't know as you expected an answer," replied Nanny, sullen and

cowed, but insolent underneath.

"I asked you what you were doing here?"

The two women looked straight into each other's eyes. "I just came out

to get a breath of air--like you," said Nanny. "I don't see as there's

any harm in that."

"Certainly not," said Courtney. And she resumed her stroll, back and

forth across the lawn for three quarters of an hour.

She did not come down to breakfast. About nine o'clock Richard, at the

Smoke House, called her on the telephone.

"Gallatin cleared out on the midnight express," said he. "Now, what do

you think of that?"

"Why?"

"He left a note saying good-by and explaining that he found he could

make better time."

"Well?"

"Don't you think it a little queer?"

"No."

"Anyhow, he's gone. I feel better already. Don't you?"

"I can't say I do."

"Well--I'll see you at dinner."

"Yes--good-by."

She returned to her sitting room, all in a glow. Basil had gone because

he, sensitive and honorable, wished to spare himself the hypocrisy of a

farewell handshake with Richard--"and to end the suspense," she added.

"The suspense!" And she struck her hands against her throbbing temples.

A few days and there came from New York a crate of orchids, with only

his card. "That's what I call decent and very handsome," declared

Vaughan, roused to enthusiasm by this attention. "I must say I rather

miss Basil, now that he's really gone. Don't you?"

"Yes," said Courtney.

"Which means no. Don't even these orchids soften your heart? Think how

he used to let you work him. Oh, women! women! Orchids cost a lot of

money, don't they?"

"Some kinds."

"When you write thanking him, do put cordiality and friendliness into

the note."

"Very well."

She sent eighteen closely written pages--a line about the orchids, the

rest an outpouring of love and longing--a sad letter, yet hopeful--and

ending with the injunction that it be left unanswered. "You must not

write until you hear from me," she said. "And that will be soon--soon,

my love, my Basil!"

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