Rio saw the ship was on her course and looked out where his watch partner

was walking hesitatingly toward the wheelhouse. He waved him back.

Soon, the second mate came in without speaking. He looked at the compass

under the binnacle light. Then he stood up and silently regarded Rio, who

gave the wheel a spoke or two. The mate became exasperated. He walked up

and down, staring out of the glass. Suddenly he came over and looked at

the compass again.

“You’re off six degrees. Heading this way, we might make Jamaica.”

“I had a wife there once,” said Rio, his face impassive. “It’s a good

island.”

“Wife! You said—‘wife’?”

“Yeah. Up in the hills. She was a good worker, too.”

The mate lit a cigarette. It was twelve-thirty and Rio struck one bell.

Attentively, the officer waited for a few minutes.

“Where’s that god-damned lookout?” He fastened his pea-jacket and went

out on the bridge. Rio could hear voices through the wind and shrugged

his shoulders. After awhile, the second mate came back puffing.

“A fine lot—a fine lot to work with!” he said.

A seaman stepped inside the wheelhouse and addressed the mate.

“There’s a man missin’, sir.”

“A man missing—a man missing? What do you mean? What happened?”

“I dunno. The sailors’ delegate got drunk ashore. He was a little foggy

and fell on the deck. He didn’t seem to mind and said he’d take a little

air topside. When he didn’t come down we went up and looked around.”

“Mother of Christ!” cried the second mate. “Break out the crew—No!” He

recalled the man. “I’ll get the skipper.” He ran out of the wheelhouse,

his jacket open.

The man who had reported the accident looked at Rio. Rio’s face was dark

and kindly from the glow of the binnacle light.

* * * * *

Several nights later they passed the Gulf Stream and when Rio got

up about eleven in the morning he saw the deep-purple waters of the

Caribbean Sea. It was getting warmer. He put on clean dungarees and

went to the sailors’ mess for a plate of soup. He could tell little

from the expression of the men around him, but rather, felt their

sullen disapproval and was indifferent to it. He ate his soup, asked for

another plateful, ate it and went up to the wheelhouse again. He had been

steering for about five minutes with the second mate beside him when the

latter went out of the house. Rio could hear him climb the ladder to

the flying bridge to check the compass. When he came down, he walked in

front of Rio and closed the door on the weather side, although it was hot

already. He came back, looked at the compass and smiled a peculiar smile.

Suddenly, there was a sharp noise and a saccharine odor and the second

mate, still smiling, went out on the lee side of the bridge.

Rio held his nose.

“A virgin,” he said to himself, leaving the wheel and throwing open the

door.

The mate returned and brought the door to. A curious expression was on

his face; but he still smiled as he left once more for the bridge.

“_That_ fish was picked up in Nagasaki,” said Rio aloud, and opened the

door again.

The second mate slammed the door this time, standing by the wheel only a

moment before wind cracked at his heels. Rio could see his tiny, blond

mustache jump in the sunlight. But this time, Rio did not open the door.

He followed the mate and stood beside him.

“For God’s sake! Get back to that wheel, you damned fool!” yelled the

officer.

“Not till both doors are open and the weather’s cleared,” said Rio in an

even voice. He leaned on the rail, his fine eyes glistening.

The second mate rushed into the house where the wheel had turned until

the ship was twenty degrees off her course. Nervously, but with a

calculated deliberation, he gave her a few spokes at a time, trying to

protect himself from the captain’s eternal damnation. After awhile Rio

walked past him, opened the weather door and took over. Neither man spoke

until Rio was relieved.

The next day Rio was chipping spots on the deck when he felt a knee

against his side. He pulled off his goggles and looked up. It was the

second mate. Rio laid down his hammer and said, “I can hear.”

“You can hear—what?”

“I can hear trouble if that’s the way you wake me up again.”

The mate grew excited.

“Listen! What’s the matter with you? Don’t you know discipline?”

Rio got up. He didn’t say anything but his heavy brown face looked down

with contempt.

The officer tried to retain his dignity.

“Why did you raise hell in the wheelhouse?” he asked.

Rio continued to look down at him.

“Because I’m a quiet-livin’ man. I’m modest. And I don’t like to be

intimate.”

The second mate’s face turned red.

“Show me your union book,” he said briefly.

Rio shook his head.

“That’d be too intimate. You don’t carry your school-ship papers all the

time, do you?”

“By God!” shouted the mate. “I’ll have you thrown in the brig. It’s hot

in the forepeak.”

Rio grinned, a slow, malicious grin.

“And there’s dark nights and twenty-foot shark in the Gulf of Darien—a

hell of a place for a snotty little mate to slip.”

The officer walked away. His eyes seemed red in the sun and he seemed to

be thinking.

Rio adjusted his goggles and went to work. He liked to see each rusted,

brown flake disappear under the blows of his hammer and uncover the

bright blue steel below. Suddenly, once more, he felt a knee against his

side. The mate had come back. He ordered Rio to move over to the port

side and chip rust near the fishplate. Rio crossed the deck, watching

from the corner of his eye the vicious look of the officer who was

crawling into No. 2 hatch. Rio grinned again.

“A good place for ’im if a freak wave shifts the cargo,” he thought.

He had worked for an hour when he heard men shouting. The captain came

down and ran aft, then back to the fore deck. Seeing Rio at work he

hurried to him.

“Have you seen the second mate forward?” he asked.

“Yes, sir. About an hour ago. He told me to chip rust by the fishplate,”

answered Rio.

The captain looked puzzled.

“By the _fishplate_? Quick, man!—was that the last you saw him?”

“That’s the last, sir.”

“Put her about!” the captain shouted up at the bridge. “See that a boat’s

ready.”

The ship had just swung round when the second mate’s head appeared above

the hatch. He blinked in the sunlight. His shirt was torn, his flashlight

was crushed and he had a skinned right arm. He limped slowly toward the

captain.

“I was just checking the cargo, sir,” he said. He turned angrily toward

Rio. “I know that man saw me go down.”

The captain addressed his officer severely.

“Why aren’t you on the bridge, Mr. Birch? Do you check cargo on your own

watch?—And with a beam sea like this running?”

“I’m sorry, sir,” answered the mate, looking away.

“Go and clean yourself up, Mr. Birch.” The captain turned to speak to

Rio, but the steady blows of the chipping hammer were sounding by the

fishplate.

* * * * *

Rio was standing outside the galley on the _Nancy II_ when she steamed

along the South American coast into the harbor of Santa de Marina. Once

before, when he had entered the bay, it had been night; and there, tucked

at the feet of the Andes, the town was obliterated by the proximity

of the moon. This time, by day, he knew that nature had sustained a

lasting brilliance to endure around the many-colored houses—beyond, the

olive shade of mountain; and before, the whitest line of sand between

the elbows of the cliff that closed upon a canvas of blue harbor. Lesser

energies surrendered in an atmosphere of light that dominated cooler

tones.

It was late morning and Rio saw the ancient, Spanish town suspended.

Soon it would be siesta time—a quiet drink and heavy sleep while native

children watched the ship and languorously ate their fruit. Rio did not

know he had the same pure look of indolence. The shore’s breath and the

sound of hidden insects were leeward to the ship; but Rio recognized

them all. This was a town so close to him with heat and spiced, familiar

odors, its bright mantle turned away the thoughts of other things. New

York—its equidistant problems that changed with unexpectedness—was left

behind, or so he felt; and just before him was a point of tropics with a

sweet demand he understood.

As the _Nancy II_ came alongside the banana docks she pulled up aft of

another ship of about the same tonnage. The letters on her stern spelled

_Swamp Rat_.

Rio ran forward to help with the lines. The gangplank was lowered and he

went back to the fo’c’sle to wash up. Later, he saw the first mate, spoke

with him and went down the gangplank into the heavy glare of the sun.

Longshoremen were already unloading No. 4 hatch and the banana machine

was being set up. A large gang of peons waited patiently to go to work.

A sad-faced one with a skin of pure black saw Rio looking at them. He

smiled suddenly, and from his squatting position jumped six feet in the

air, clicking his bare heels together rapidly and coming down on one

foot, his ragged trousers flapping. The rest of the peons clapped and

laughed, shoving each other. But the black was watching Rio; and when

Rio smiled, the black clapped louder than all the rest. Then quickly,

as though he had just thought of it, he ran to a stack of freshly-cut

bananas of a lizard-green. Seizing a huge bunch from the pile, he tossed

it in the air and Rio, moving nearer, could see the hard muscles of the

man strain as he caught it in both hands before it hit the ground. Some

of the peons were chanting now, and some were slapping the boards of the

warehouse with a native rhythm. But the black still watched for Rio’s

approval and this time, when Rio clapped, the peon squatted down again,

rolling his big eyes and making a clucking sound.

Amused, yet abiding by an adolescent impulse to exhibit, Rio walked to

the bunch of bananas which the black had returned to the pile and took

firm hold of the large stem with one hand. He threw himself forward, then

backward and down, till the tip of the bunch was pointing upward and the

stem was braced against his neck. Slowly he came up, the veins pulsing

in his forehead and sweat trickling into his eyes. For a second he stood

at full height. Then the white heat, the black men and the misty, green

bananas began to turn. He staggered; but pulling himself together,

lowered the bananas to the pile again. The peons laughed loudly and the

big black jumped up and down. Easing closer, he examined Rio’s arm. At

last, he called out to the others.

“_Dos músculos en un brazo!_” he shouted triumphantly.

A young oiler from the _Swamp Rat_ nudged Rio.

“What did he say?” he asked.

“He said I have two muscles in one arm.” Rio turned to the black and

shook his head. “_Fué un engaño_—it was a trick!”

The peon grinned and his fellow-workers yelled, “_Engaño! Engaño!_—Trick!

Trick!”

They were still noisy when Rio started for town. Off the edge of the

wharf he heard children laughing happily. He noticed that a group of five

was huddled around a bunch of bananas which had fallen from a truck. One

of the children, a boy, dressed in a clean cotton shirt and ankle-length

trousers, had his back to him and was flicking a little whip at the

fruit. As Rio walked that way there was a shrill, warning whistle and the

boy with the whip turned as though he had been pinched. When he saw Rio

however, he straightened up and for a moment surveyed him carefully. Then

he modestly lowered his eyes.

“A penny, sir mate?” begged the child.

Rio stared at the boy and struggled to think clearly. The face was that

of Martin—the same chin, the same forehead. He had the same way of

standing. Yes, he was a dark replica of Martin, much younger and with a

more beautiful face—but still the face of his friend. One thing further

startled Rio. On each cheekbone of the child was a clearly defined disk

of rouge, the size of a dollar.

Rio felt a little angry and spoke roughly.

“What have you done to earn a penny?” he asked.

The boy seemed quietly mischievous and a flush appeared above the rouge.

Rio thought he posed against the sunlight.

“If I trap my enemy, sir tarantula, sir,” he said, “then will I earn a

penny?”

The rest of the children laughed.

“How will you catch him?” asked Rio, bending over the bananas for a

possible sight of the creature.

The boy cracked his whip and pointed to the edge of the wharf. At his

command several children ran and brought back an old piece of tarpaulin.

This they held silently over the bananas, making sure that no light

could filter in. Then the boy drew a line in the sand and spoke softly

in a jargon unfamiliar to Rio. Whereupon with a shout the others threw

back the canvas and a large, hairy spider which had crawled out into

the darkness was revealed. The boy flicked his little whip—and the

tarantula was divided. For a second, the halves quivered. The beauty of

the boy’s eyes sharpened and the other children shrieked with glee. When

the quivering ceased the lad stooped, and picking up one broken part of

the spider, fastened it to the end of his whip. Rio dropped a penny,

studying the little fellow, who looked down admiringly at his kill and at

the coin.

Rio was suddenly thirsty and headed down a road by the sea for the town.

It was a hot patch to cross that day and he stopped often to look at

the harbor which somehow gave him the illusion of coolness. Once, as he

stood, he noticed the boy with the little whip silently following. Rio

put his hands on his hips and waited for him.

The child was excited, but restrained. He had been running and was

breathing rapidly. His shirt was open and the damp cotton fabric was

plastered to his slender body. Ringlets of dark copper hung to the small

beads of perspiration on his forehead or curled away from his brow. His

intense brown eyes looked directly at Rio and he stood most straight as

though expectant and afraid. Rio was struck by the attitude and by the

sudden unnatural impression of maturity. He had never seen a lad so full

of fever—and knew this picture was as colorful as any wild and distant

fragment of his own. The boy stepped nearer and pointed toward the town.

“May I walk through you, sir mate?” he asked.

Rio nodded his head and when the boy came alongside he dropped his hand

on his shoulder. The lad was shaking. Rio took his hand away and the

boy quieted. Rio started sweating. This wasn’t sense. He walked on more

rapidly, the boy keeping pace with him.

“The Cafe El Americano stays open long, sir mate. Will you not see my

sister first? She comes from the sea.” The child took long strides,

matching those of Rio. He was nearly breathless. “Always ... out of the

sea ... come our sisters and daughters.... Even to your big hefty.”

The sidewalks were narrow and Rio sat down on the curb and rocked and

laughed and rocked till the charming old ladies crossed both themselves

and the street for the rum this sailor must have taken. In solemn

condemnation, they shook their fingers behind black fans with each

other—but hastened away where they could laugh delightedly in their

loneliness. At last, Rio stood up and wiped his eyes. He gave the boy

ten cents in silver, looked at the drying tarantula still fastened to

the little whip, and entered the Cafe El Americano. The lad’s face was

wistful. He shook the spider violently, flinging up one delicate, brown

hand.

Instead of standing at the bar, a group of seamen had grabbed some chairs

and were sitting around while the proprietor brought drinks. Rio pulled

up a chair and asked for a rum punch. The seamen were from the other ship

and he did not know any of them. They were teasing a young sailor who was

apparently making his first trip. The boy looked sullen. One good-natured

seaman with the face of a German butcher whom the others called “Dutch,”

was particularly amused. He turned to Rio, who was near him, and said,

“The kid did like all of us, first time out—struck bells for stars,

thinkin’ they was ships’ lights. The pay-off came after the mate gave

him the devil and told him not to miss a god-damned ship, but to skip the

stars; for we met the whole Pacific Fleet doin’ maneuvers, and the kid

hit so many bells the Old Man came down and asked where in hell the fire

was.”

The sailors roared and Rio smiled; but the harassed young seaman said,

“Aw, shut up. God! You’ve told that fifteen times.” His face was as red

as the German’s.

Dutch was still laughing.

“Wait till I tell it the thirtieth, lad—wait till I tell it to your

mutter.”

“Wait till you tell it to my ‘mutter’!—God!” The kid threw himself at

Dutch, both arms flailing. The sailors laughed and scrambled for him,

holding him from Dutch who had his head in his lap and was howling louder

than ever. Finally the kid was exhausted and the sailors set him up in

his chair. Dutch got up, went over to him and gave him a pat on the back.

“I’ll tell you the last one I picked up,” he said. “I was in Iran when I

got this yarn out of a peddler who had brought it down from Baghdad. He

sold it to me for coffee.”

The kid grinned and the sailors settled down.

“This peddler,” continued Dutch, “said there was a couple up there soon

to be married when the Sultan spotted the woman. He takes her into his

harem and bein’ a cruel son-of-a-bitch, orders his Chief Barber to

castrate the man. Then he plans to bring the poor bastard into the Royal

Household as Chief Eunuch so he can watch the guy suffer every time he

sees his old girl. The fellow asks one favor—that his father, who is also

a barber, be the one to do the trick.

“The Sultan says yes, but that he’ll take a look afterwards to see

there’s no funny business. Well, the father’s a sport and gives his son a

stroke with his blade ’midships, and fastens him up with a few stitches.

The man takes it like a good egg, only he fans himself a bit and takes

a bottle of spirits in one swig. He lays around for several days, and

finally gets up, a little pale, but whole in body except for his watch

pocket. Then he goes to the Palace and the Sultan takes a few sights at

the evacuated area and is satisfied.

“Now the Sultan has led a hell of a life, and the girl tips off her

sweetheart that in spite of turtle eggs, snake wine, pampas beetles and

blended herbs from Crete, the old boy can’t get it up. So the Chief

Eunuch tells her he has a little surprise for her; and they go down to

the lily pond to observe the constellations. Then he returns to his post

and she to her couch to sleep sweetly. A few months later the Sultan gets

suspicious.

“The Favorite says, ‘You did it in your dreams, Celestial Master.’

“‘O.K., my little sugared rose leaf,’ says the Sultan.

“And when the brat is born the Sultan slices off the heads of twenty

prisoners to celebrate.

“Well, it wasn’t no time before the Favorite sidles up to him again.

“‘You had another dream, Celestial Master.’

“But this time he’s wise. He hides behind the reeds of the lily pond one

night, and sees the Eunuch and his old girl come down the trail. In a few

minutes the Sultan’s eyes pop out of his head. He hears the rustle of the

grass and the next thing he knows, a tight mainstay and a tall foremast

is reflected in the water of the pond beside the lily pads.

“Of course, both heads was thrown into the Tigris. But the Sultan,

thinkin’ maybe the first time was a dream, handed over ten concubines and

the Great Emerald of Phallis to his son.”

Dutch stopped talking. The seamen’s faces were blank.

“I don’t get it,” said one of the sailors. “How could Balled Billy swing

it?”

“That’s what I paid coffee to find out,” said Dutch, solemnly. “There was

a god-damned testicle under his vest. It didn’t come down when he was

born. It was hangin’ high—but it worked.”

There was a moment of silence.

“God!” said the kid.

Rio went to the bar, had a small rum straight and left the Cafe El

Americano.

The boy who looked like Martin sat, half sleeping, on the sidewalk where

there was shade. He still clutched his little whip and Rio noticed that

the dried portion of the spider was still fastened to it. When the child

saw Rio he jumped up.

“At last, sir mate, are you ready to go to the house of my sister?”

It was mid-afternoon and as hot as a volcano. Rio wanted to find the

coolest place he could and take a nap; but he looked at the youngster and

said yes.

The boy piloted him through a small market. The siesta hour was over and

the stalls were being reopened. The air was heavy with the odor of pawpaw

and fish; heavier still with the heat. The cloying scent of khus-khus

arose from one section of the market as an ageless woman, more Indian

than Spanish, smiled between her shoulders and bobbed in front of Rio,

one arm around a bundle of the grass. Rio, enjoying its fragrance, handed

her a coin. In the stalls much of the fruit was so thickly covered with

flies it was impossible to tell its original colors. The vendors, mostly

Spanish, seemed indifferent to sales and followed Rio apathetically.

Once, he stopped to admire a woven mat, then walked on laughing at the

obscene pattern.

Alongside him the child waved his whip at the flies. At the next corner

he stole a piece of dried fish. They passed the square gray box which

was the solitary bank, the stucco houses with their virulent colors well

moderated by the prodigality of vines, went on to the outskirts of town

and into the Street of Curtains.

There was no sidewalk. They walked unhurriedly along the dusty road.

Everywhere, the heat fell like individual hammers. It lay in a

transparent film between the rows of houses and gathered in blue puddles

across their path. It was too early for the girls to work and everything

was quiet except for a wind from the harbor which disturbed the curtains

that formed the entire front wall of each house. Once a small brown arm

reached out languidly, and once they heard a giggle and a soft whistle.

“I like this Street, sir mate,” said the boy. “Everyone gets happy here

by ten o’clock every night. Believe me, sir, they get fine and drunk

here. Last night a girl smoked weeds and ran nakedly down the Street.

She screamed beautifully and nakedly. And a seaman from the _Swamp Rat_

wouldn’t pay El Gaucho.” The boy laughed.

“Who’s El Gaucho?” asked Rio.

“She is the biggest woman on the Street, and has four Snakes working for

her. When the seaman didn’t pay for one of her girls, we all knew what.

Yes, he was fine and bloody when she finished whipping him with her

garbage can. Some of the girls, sir mate, call her ‘Mister.’ And that

might be truth, for I saw her give money for just a feel to a woman. But

sir, we are home.” He took Rio by the hand, pushed aside the curtains and

they went into the house.

A girl was sitting in the corner, reading a book by the dim light of

a lamp. The boy ran to the table upon which the lamp was burning and

turned up the flame, although it was blazing outside beyond the tightly

drawn curtains.

The girl closed her book and looked at Rio steadily for a moment; and Rio

felt that he had entered a different country. There was a wild perfume,

sharp as a chemical. In the angle of light and cut of the draperies the

girl’s skin became darker. Rio tried desperately to find her eyes which

were vague under the heavy lashes. She was not so beautiful as her little

brother; but some mystical quality outlined her charm more severely.

“Hello,” she said.

The boy went to her and caught her about the waist, holding on until the

girl bent over and kissed him on the forehead.

“Hello,” said Rio, feeling awkward, and yet wanting savagely to hold them

both in his arms. That might be his salvation. He desired them both with

such a horrible necessity that for a second he was paralyzed. They moved

apart and Rio felt that one moment of fruition had been blasted into

Hell. He took off his cap.

“My sister isn’t from here,” said the boy to him jubilantly. “I love her,

and I like it here. But I wouldn’t want her from here.” He turned to the

girl. “I’m going to make a cool green drink for sir mate, and bring him a

cool towel, sister. For he’s had that bad rum at the Americano.”

The girl’s expression did not change when the boy had gone; but she

motioned Rio into a chair.

“Where did you find him?” she asked. “Where did you find my little

brother? Marius is a strange child. He drifts around, but he seems safe

from everybody—” her voice rose passionately, “—everybody.”

Rio replied absently, fascinated by the girl’s frail dignity, so contrary

to her enterprise.

“I found him playin’ in the sand by the banana docks,” he said. “He kind

of reminded me of my best friend. Somehow, he made me think of Martin.”

The girl spoke frankly.

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