CHAPTER XVII

The mail came irregularly to Shoulder-blade creek, but even irregular

deliveries may bring bad news. Halloway received a letter, one day,

containing a summons which he could not disregard. He had spoken

contemptuously to Brent of money-grubbing, but his inflated wealth

carried certain responsibilities which even he acknowledged.

He was perfectly willing that his world should see in him an

incorrigible scoffer at moral conventions. He rather enjoyed being the

object of maternal warnings to young daughters, but in financial

affairs no stern moralist could have been more observant of rigid

integrity, and in that, as in other things, he reversed the usual

order. The business involved in the letter does not concern this

narrative save in so far as it called him in peremptory terms away from

Alexander and, at that, he fumed sulphurously.

He had, for the present, one more evening with her and he meant to make

the most of it. If there was in him any power of hypnotism, and he

still believed there was, he meant to exert it to the full.

Even in midsummer, there are chill nights in the mountains, and as he

approached Alexander's house he thought gratefully of the fire that

would be burning on her hearth.

She was sitting alone when he entered, by a small table, sewing, and

she did not rise to welcome him. Lamp and firelight mingled in an

orange and carmine glow that fell softly upon her. For a moment, as

Halloway, pausing just inside the door, gazed at her, that adventurous

hunger that fed upon her beauty became a positive avidity. Perhaps

because he was leaving her, her beauty seemed what no earthly beauty

is--absolute.

"Alexander," said Halloway slowly, "I've got ter go away fer a spell,

an' I hates hit--I hates hit like all torment!"

She looked quickly up, and his narrow scrutiny told him that she had

given ever so slight a start and that into her eyes had come a quickly

repressed disappointment.

"I'll miss ye, Jack," she said simply. "What business calls ye away?"

That was an expected question and its answer was ready.

"I've done heired me a small piece of property from an uncle, way

acrost ther Verginny line, an' I've got ter fare over thar an' sign

some papers or do somethin' ter thet amount."

"How long does ye 'low ter be gone?"

He shook his head moodily. "Hit's a long journey through ther roughs

an' I don't know how much time I'll hev ter spend over ther business,

but I reckon ye knows thet I won't tarry no longer then need be."

"Don't hasten unduly on my account," she coolly counseled him. "I'll

strive ter mek shift somehow ter go on livin'."

The man had taken a chair near her and was bending forward, almost, but

not quite, touching her. Now he rose and his voice trembled.

"Fer God's sake, Alexander, don't belittle me ner mek light of me

ternight. I kain't endure hit. Heven't ye got no idee how master much

I loves ye? Don't ye see thet ther two of us war made fer each other?

I don't aim ter brag none--but ye knows I'm ther only man hyar-abouts

thet understands ye--thet holds ye in full-high appreciation!"

He paused and she inquired calmly, "Air ye?"

"Ye knows hit!" He was talking tumultuously with the onrush of that

dynamic spirit which drove him and gave him power. He stood there with

his coat open over his magnificent chest, and his eyes alight with the

forces that made him exceptional.

"Ye knows thet _you_ hain't no every-day woman nuther. Ye knows thet

ther like of yore beauty hain't been seed afore in these hills--not in

mortal feature ner in ther blossomin' woods ner in ther blue skies over

'em all!"

Again he paused, and even while he adhered to a crude vernacular, there

was, in the cadence of his voice, a forceful sort of eloquence. In the

latent intensity of his personality dwelt a sheer wizardry which few

women could have withstood.

"Hev ye ever seed a comet in ther heavens?" he abruptly demanded and

without waiting for a reply swept rapidly on. "Well ye're like ter a

comet, Alexander. Every star thet shines out thar ternight is hung

high up in heaven an' every one is bright. But when a comet goes

sweepin' acrost ther skies, with a furrow of light trailin' along

behind hit--we plum fergits them leetle stars--hit's like they'd all

been snuffed. Hit's ther same way with you, Alexander. Deep down in

yore heart thar's powerful fires a-burnin' thet no weak man kain't

satisfy. When I looks at ye I clean fergits every other star that ever

shone--because I've done seed _you_."

Once more Alexander began to feel that old uncertainty of reeling

senses. His intonations were caresses. His eyes were beacons, and she

took a tight hold on herself--for despite the hypnotic spell that he

was weaving about her, a voice within her cautioned, "Be steady!" That

indefinable ghost of suspicion stirred and troubled her.

"An' so sence I'm ther comet amongst them numerous small stars," she

observed with an even voice, though her pulse beat was far from

regular, "ye 'lows thet I'd ought ter belong ter _you_?"

He ignored the teasing brightness of her eyes; a light of defensive

disguise.

"I 'lows thet hevin' oncet seed ye, an' loved ye, I hain't nuver goin'

ter be satisfied with no lesser star."

The fire had leaped up and the room had grown warm. Halloway, in his

impetuous fashion, ripped off his coat, flinging it to the floor, and

stood with his great shoulders and chest bulking mightily beneath his

flannel shirt.

Under the hurricane sweep of his love-making the girl from time to time

closed her eyes in an effort to hold to her waning steadiness. This

was one of those occasions when the fire in her responded to the fire

in him; when she felt, with a sense of deep misgiving, that she could

not resist him.

"Alexander," said the man, abruptly, dropping his voice from its

impetuous pitch, to a more quiet and yet more ardent quality, "Ye

'lowed oncet thet I shouldn't never tech ye withouten ye said I mout.

I've done obeyed ye--but now." He slowly extended both arms and stood

upright in gladiatorial strength and compelling erectness. "But now

ye're a-comin' inter my arms--of yore own accord--because we was made

fer one another."

Again her lids came down over the girl's eyes and her fingers tightly

gripped the chair-arms for support. Something in her heart was driving

her irresistibly into those outstretched arms and something

else--though that was growing weaker, she thought--kept whispering its

warning, "Steady! Go steady! This is a spell but it isn't love."

She heard the hypnotic voice again. "Ye're a-comin' inter my arms,

Alexander--ye're a-comin'--now!"

Her glance, ranging in desperation, fell on his coat at her feet, and

with the instinct of grasping at any pretext, for a moment of thought

and reprieve, she exclaimed:

"Give me thet coat, Jack!" Having breathlessly gone that far, she was

able to finish with greater self-command. "Ther linin's in sheer rags.

I kin be mendin' thet wust place by the sleeve thar--whilst ye talks."

"The coat kin wait," he declared. Her line of defense was bending now,

under the weight of his onslaught, and it was no time for trivial

interruption, but Alexander leaned forward and picked the thing up.

She had not yet begun to sew--her fingers lacked the needful

steadiness--but she was making a pretense of studying the torn lining.

She must avert her gaze from him for a moment or the tides that he was

lashing about her would lift and carry her on their outsweep.

Then suddenly she gave a violent start, and from her lips explosively

broke the one word, "Jack!"

He knew that she was under a strained tension of emotion, and though

the way she had flashed out that word was a marked contrast with her

past attempts to seem controlled, he construed it as an evidence of

final surrender to her feelings. She was already very pale and so she

turned no paler, but in that moment something had happened to

Alexander. Some thought or instinct or fact had brought her up

short--transformed her out of weakness into strength, and when she

spoke again it was with the self-containment of one who has been near

the cliff's edge but who has definitely drawn back.

"I hed hit in head ter ask ye a question," she announced, slowly, "but

I've done decided not ter do hit. This thread hain't suited ter ther

job. I'll git me another spool."

She rose from her chair, and dismayed at the astonishing swiftness of

her changed mood, Halloway took an impulsive step toward her. His arms

were still receptively outstretched, but suddenly he felt that attitude

to have become absurd. An altered light shone in her eyes now, and it

was unpleasantly suggestive of contempt. She turned, absent-mindedly

carrying the coat, and went into the other room.

What had happened, wondered the man. Something portentous had been

born and matured in a breathing space--but what it was he could not

guess. He knew only that victory had been between his open fingers and

had slipped away. In this new and hardened mood of Alexander's, he

might as well talk passionate love to the Sphinx.

But that was Alexander, he reflected. The tempestuous change from sun

to storm was the capricious climate of her nature. She had been close

to surrender and had wrested her independence out of his closing grasp

by pure will-power. The reaction, he inferred, had been

instantaneous--bringing the old resentment against being forced. Again

he had lost--but also again he would win.

Alexander was not gone long and she returned with a restored calm. The

fingers that stitched industriously at his torn coat, were as steady as

before his coming.

"I don't aim ter be fo'ced, Jack," she quietly announced. "Ye boasts

thet ye kin mek me come into yore arms of my own free will. If ye

kin--all right--but hit won't be afore ye fares back from yore journey.

Hit won't be ternight."

Two weeks after Jack Halloway had started on his alleged trip across

the Virginia boundary, Alexander also set out upon a journey.

She was going to Perry Center and meant to be there for some days,

since matters concerning the farm were to be discussed with her uncle.

This time the undertaking was less arduous than the trip from there

back to Shoulder-blade had been.

Now it was midsummer and the railroad washouts had been repaired, so

she had only to cross two mountain ridges and take the jerky little

train from a point ten miles distant to her destination.

Perry Center was a hub about which swung a limited perimeter of rich

farming lands. This fertile area was an oasis with steep desolation

hedging it in on all sides, but within its narrow confines men could

raise not only the corn which constituted the staple of their less

fortunate neighbors, but the richer crop of wheat as well.

Therefore the men about Perry Center were as sheiks among goat-herds.

When Alexander set out on her ten-mile walk hefting the pack that held

her necessaries for the trip, Jerry O'Keefe materialized grinning

amiably from a clump of laurel. It was characteristic of Jerry to so

appear from nowhere.

Now he nodded, and his eyes were brimming with that infectious smile of

his.

"I jest kinderly happened ter hev a day off, Alexander," he assured

her, "and I 'lowed hit wouldn't hurt none fer me ter come along es far

es ther railroad train with ye an' tote thet bundle."

She gave it over to him, and since the trail there was narrow and

thorn-hedged, she strode on ahead of him. Jerry was content, for

through the midsummer woods, still dewy with morning freshness, he

could follow no lovelier guide, and Jerry could be silent as well as

loquacious.

They had put two-thirds of the journey behind them, when Alexander

suggested, "Let's rest hyar a spell. Hit's a right good place ter

pause an' eat a snack."

They stood on a pinnacle where time-corroded shoulders of sandstone

broke eruptively through the soil. In a cluster of paw-paw trees there

was a carpet of moss spread over ancient boulders, and off behind them

stretched the nobility of forests unspoiled; of oak and ash and poplar

and the mighty plumes of the pine. The crimson flower of the trumpet

flower trailed everywhere, and a mighty vista was spread from

foreground to horizon where the ashy purple of the last ridge merged

with the sky.

But for Jerry the chief beauty was all close at hand.

"Alexander," he said, with his heart in his eyes, "ye're ther purtiest

gal I ever seed--ther purtiest gal I reckon anybody ever seed."

The tease in her came to the surface. "Another feller likened me ter a

comet amongst small stars, Jerry."

"I reckon I kin hazard a guess who thet feller war," he answered

soberly. "There's only one man hyarabouts thet's got a gift of speech

like thet. Myself, I don't like ter think of ye as a comet, Alexander,

they're so plum outen reach."

She did not reply and Jerry went on. "An' yit mebby he's right--I

reckon thet's jest another reason for likenin' ye ter one--an' I reckon

he knows, too, thet he flames right bright hisself."

The girl lifted her brows questioningly and Jerry went on.

"Hit's right hard fer me ter think erbout anything else. He stands

betwixt me an' you an' he bulks so big thet he's kinderly hard ter git

eround."

Alexander was sitting on the mossy rock, her eyes wandering off across

the far-flung landscape. Now their gaze came back, recalled by

something wistful in her companion's voice, and it occurred to her that

this man himself would have towered above the generality.

"Ye're a right sizable sort of feller yore own self, Jerry," she

reminded him and he laughed a shade bitterly. It was a very unusual

thing for bitterness to tingle Jerry's voice, and it augured a bruised

heart.

"I'm big amongst leetle fellers," he replied. "But along side him, I'm

a runt."

"Ef he's got some thing ye hain't got, like es not, hit wucks t'other

way round too. Ye're strong enough an' ye've got gentleness."

Jerry leaned forward to her. His voice trembled and his eyes broke

into a sudden snap of flame.

"Alexander--ye knows ther way I loves ye. Ye kain't fathom ther full

extent of hit all, but ye knows some small part of hit. Ye're good ter

me--but when a man feels like I does towards you, thar hain't but one

sort of goodness thet counts. I knows thet I cuts a sorry sort of

figger alongside him, an' I hes ter fight myself day-long an'

night-long ter keep from hatin' him fer hit. I hain't no Goliath outen

ther Bible, but after all a right puny leetle feller took his measure."

He paused for an instant then swept feelingly on. "I wants ye ter

answer me one question. Air hit jest because he's so monster big an'

fine-looking thet ye thinks he's a piece of ther moon?"

"I hain't nuver said I thought he was," she interrupted, but Jerry

stubbornly proceeded, and no one looking at his set face could doubt

that he meant all he said.

"Because ef thet's hit, Alexander, afore God Almighty I'm plum willin'

ter meet him an' fight him fer ye with my bare hands 'twell one of us

dies. I hain't none afeared of him, ef so be I'm fightin' fer you--an'

ef he wins ther fight I'd rather be dead anyhow."

Alexander had never seen him so passion-ridden of manner before--and

she thought that if such a combat took place, even with the odds

uneven, the outcome would not be altogether certain.

Had Jerry known it, he was at that moment nearer to stirring the girl

in the way that Halloway had stirred her, than he had ever been before,

but her reply came in a grave and low-pitched voice.

"I hain't ter be won by no battle, Jerry."

"No, o'course not." He had brought himself back with an effort to a

quieter mood and he even sought valiantly to muster the twinkle into

his eyes and the whimsical note into his tone as he said:

"But atter all, I'm a right easy sort of feller ter git along with, an'

I mout be kinderly handy eround ther house. These masterful husbands

sometimes don't w'ar so well. Hit's like havin' ter live with a king,

I reckon."

Now, it was the woman who insisted on gravity. "Look at me, Jerry,"

she commanded and their glances held level as she went on in deep

earnestness.

"I'd hate fer ther two of ye ter think thet I'm playin' fast an' loose

with ye. I'd hate ter think hit myself. Hit hain't thet--I was raised

up a boy--I thought I'd always stay thet-a-way. Then I found I

couldn't."

"Yes, I knows thet, Alexander. Thar hain't no censure fer ye es ter

thet."

"Mebby thar ought ter be though. But ye sees hit's kinderly like I was

livin' in a new world--an' I don't know hit well yit. I've got ter go

slow. I hain't made up my mind an' then changed hit--I hain't blowed

hot an' cold. Hit's jest thet I hain't been able ter come ter no

conclusion one way ner t'other."

She had spoken with a defensive tone, one hardly certain, but as she

finished a prideful note crept into her voice. "But when I does

decide, I decides fer all time an' ther man I weds with kin trust me."

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