GOOD RESOLUTIONS.

"What--what is this?" cried Lady Oldfield in bitter distress. "Frank--

my child--my beloved boy--oh, open your eyes--look at me--speak--what

has happened? Oh, he's dying, he's dying--James--Richard--carry him up

to his room. One of you tell Tomkins to ride off immediately for Dr

Portman. Thomas, fetch me some brandy--quick--quick!"

They carried him in a state of complete insensibility to his room, and

laid him on the bed. His mother stood over him, bathing his temples

with eau-de-cologne, and weeping bitterly. The brandy was brought; they

raised him, and poured a little through his blanched lips; slowly he

began to revive; his lips moved. Lady Oldfield stooped her ear close to

his face, and caught the murmured word, "Mary."

"Oh, thank God," she exclaimed, "that he is not dead! Does any one know

how this has happened?"

"I believe, my lady," replied one of the servants, "that Mr Frank was

hit by a big stone which fell on him from the top of the ruins. I heard

Juniper Graves say as much."

"Ay, my lady," said another; "it were a mercy it didn't kill Mr Frank

outright."

The object of their care began now to come more to himself. He tried to

rise, but fell back with a groan.

"What _can_ I do for you, my poor boy?" asked his mother; "the doctor

will be here soon, but can we do anything for you now? Where is your

pain?"

"I fear my left arm is broken," he whispered; "the pain is terrible."

"Take some more brandy," said his mother.

He took it, and was able to sit up. Then with great difficulty they

undressed him, and he lay on the bed pale and motionless till the doctor

arrived. On examination, it was found that the arm was terribly

bruised, but not broken. There were, however, other injuries also,

though not of a serious character, which Frank had sustained in his

perilous climbing to the rescue of Mary Oliphant. Fever came on,

aggravated by the brandy injudiciously administered. For some days it

was doubtful what would be the issue; but at last, to the great joy of

Sir Thomas and his wife, the turning-point was passed, and Dr Portman

pronounced their child out of danger--all he needed now was good

nursing, sea-air, and proper nourishment. During the ravings of the

fever his mind was often rambling on the scene in the ruins--at one time

he would be chiding the dog, at another he would be urging Mary to cling

firmly to the ivy; and there was a tone of tenderness in these appeals

which convinced Lady Oldfield that her son's heart was given to the

rector's daughter. This was confirmed by a conversation which she had

with him at the sea-side, where he was gone to recruit his strength.

There he opened his whole heart to her, and confessed the depth of his

attachment to her whose life he had so gallantly saved. Lady Oldfield

was at first pained; she would not have preferred such an alliance for

her son. But, on further reflection, the prospect was not so

displeasing to her. Mary Oliphant was not inferior to her son in birth,

and would have, when she came of age, a good fortune which had been left

her by a wealthy aunt. Frank's love for beer and wine, and even

spirits, had grown so much of late, that his mother had begun to feel

very anxious about him on that score. She had no wish that he should

become a total abstainer; indeed she was, at this very time, giving him,

by the doctor's orders, as much porter and wine as he could bear; but

she thought that Mary's total abstinence might act as a check upon him

to keep him within the bounds of strict moderation. She knew, too, that

Mary was a genuine Christian, and she sincerely believed that true

religion in a wife was the only solid foundation of domestic happiness.

Before, therefore, they returned to Greymoor Park, Frank had his

mother's hearty consent, subject to Sir Thomas's approval, to his

engaging himself to Mary Oliphant.

And what were Mary's own feelings on the subject? Poor girl, she had

never realised before that day of peril and rescue that she felt, or

could feel, more than a half friendly, half sisterly liking for Frank

Oldfield. She had always admired his open generous disposition, and had

been happy in his society; but they had been so many years companions,

that she had never thought of looking upon him as one likely to form an

attachment to herself. But now there could be no doubt on the subject.

What passed in the old ruin had convinced her that his heart was given

to her; and more than this, that her own heart was given to him. And

now his sufferings and illness, brought on him through his exertions to

save her from destruction, had called out her love for him into full

consciousness. Yet with that consciousness there came a deep sense of

pain. It had taken her so by surprise; her heart was given before she

had had time to reflect whether she ought to have given it. Could she

be happy with him? was he a real Christian? did he love the same Saviour

she loved herself? Oh, these thoughts pressed heavily upon her spirit,

but she spread out her cares first before her heavenly Father, and then

with full childlike openness before her earthly parent--that loving

mother from whom she had never had a single concealment.

Mrs Oliphant sighed when her daughter had poured out her anxieties and

difficulties.

"Oh, mamma--dearest mamma!" cried Mary, "what ought I to do? I am sure

he loves me, and I know that he will tell me so, for he is the very last

person to keep back what he feels. What would you and dear papa wish me

to do, should he declare his affection? I could not honestly say that

my heart is indifferent to him, and yet I should not dare to encourage

him to look forward to a time when we shall be one on earth, unless I

can trust too that we shall be one hereafter in heaven."

"My precious child," replied her mother, "you know our doubts and our

fears. You know that Frank has acknowledged to increasing fondness for

intoxicating drinks. You know that his poor mother will rather

encourage that taste. And oh, if you should marry, and he should become

a drunkard--a confirmed drunkard--oh, surely he will bring misery on my

beloved child, and her father's and mother's grey hairs with sorrow to

the grave."

"Dearest mamma, you have only to say that you are convinced that I

cannot be happy with him, or that you and dear papa consider that I

ought to relinquish all thoughts about him, and I will at once endeavour

to banish him from my heart."

"No, my child. Your affections, it is clear, have already become

entangled, and therefore we are not in the same position to advise you

as if your heart were free to give or to withhold. Had it been

otherwise, we should have urged you to pause before you allowed any

thoughts about Frank to lodge in your heart, or perhaps to be prepared

to give a decided refusal, in case of his making a declaration of his

attachment."

"But you do not think him quite hopeless, dear mamma? Remember how

anxious he seemed at one time to become a total abstainer. And might

not I influence him to take the decided step, when I should have a right

to do so with which no one could interfere?"

"It might be so, my darling. God will direct. But only promise me one

thing--should Frank ask you to engage yourself to him, and you should

discover that he is becoming the slave of intemperance before the time

arrives when you are both old enough to marry, promise me that in that

case you will break off the engagement."

"I promise you, dearest mamma, that, cost what struggle it may, I will

never marry a drunkard."

It was but a few days after the above conversation that Frank Oldfield

called at the rectory. It was the first time that he and Mary had met

since the day of their memorable adventure. He was looking pale, and

carried his arm in a sling, but his open look and bright smile were

unchanged.

"I carry about with me, you see, dear Mary," he said, "my apology for

not having sooner called to inquire after you. I hope you were not

seriously the worse for your fright and your climb?"

"Oh no," she replied earnestly; "only so grieved when I found what you

had suffered in saving me. How shall I ever thank you enough for

sacrificing yourself as you did for me?"

"Well," he answered with a smile, "I suppose I ought to say that you

have nothing to thank me for. And yet I do think that I may accept of

some thanks--and, to tell the truth, I have just come over to suggest

the best way in which the thanks may be given."

Mary did not answer, but looked down; and, spite of herself, her tears

would fall fast.

"Dear Mary," he said, "the plainest and shortest way is the one that

suits me best. I want you to give me your heart--you have had mine long

ago, and I think you know it."

She did not speak.

"Oh, Mary, dearest Mary, can I be mistaken? Cannot you--do not you love

me?"

"Frank," she replied, in a low and tearful voice, "it would be

affectation in me to make a show of concealing my love to you. I _do_

love you. I never knew it till that day; but since then I have known

that my heart is yours."

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