The progress of Mrs Kilbannon and Miss Christie Cameron up the river
to Montreal, and so west to Elgin, was one series of surprises, most of
them pleasant and instructive to such a pair of intelligent Scotchwomen,
if we leave out the number of Roman Catholic churches that lift their
special symbol along the banks of the St Lawrence and the fact that Hugh
Finlay was not in Elgin to meet them upon their arrival. Dr Drummond, of
course, was there at the station to explain. Finlay had been obliged to
leave for Winnipeg only the day before, to attend a mission conference
in place of a delegate who had been suddenly laid aside by serious
illness. Finlay, he said, had been very loath to go, but there were many
reasons why it was imperative that he should; Dr Drummond explained them
all. “I insisted on it,” he assured them, frankly. “I told him I would
take the responsibility.”
He seemed very capable of taking it, both the ladies must have thought,
with his quick orders about the luggage and his waiting cab. Mrs
Kilbannon said so. “I’m sure,” she told him, “we are better off with you
than with Hugh. He was always a daft dependence at a railway station.”
They both--Mrs Kilbannon and Dr Drummond--looked out of the corners of
their eyes, so to speak, at Christie, the only one who might be expected
to show any sensitiveness; but Miss Cameron accepted the explanation
with readiness. Indeed, she said, she would have been real vexed if Mr
Finlay had stayed behind on her account--she showed herself well aware
of the importance of a nomination, and the desirability of responding to
it.
“It will just give me an opportunity of seeing the town,” she said,
looking at it through the cab windows as they drove; and Dr Drummond had
to admit that she seemed a sensible creature. Other things being
equal, Finlay might be doing very well for himself. As they talked of
Scotland--it transpired that Dr Drummond knew all the braes about Bross
as a boy--he found himself more than ever annoyed with Finlay about the
inequality of other things; and when they passed Knox Church and Miss
Cameron told him she hadn’t realized it was so imposing an edifice, he
felt downright sorry for the woman.
Dr Drummond had persuaded Finlay to go to Winnipeg with a vague hope
that something in the fortnight’s grace thus provided, might be
induced to happen. The form it oftenest took to his imagination was Miss
Christie’s announcement, when she set foot upon the station platform,
that she had become engaged, on the way over, to somebody else, some
fellow-traveller. Such things, Dr Drummond knew, did come about, usually
bringing distress and discomfiture in their train. Why, then, should
they not happen when all the consequences would be rejoiceful?
It was plain enough, however, that nothing of the kind had come to pass.
Miss Christie had arrived in Elgin, bringing her affections intact;
they might have been in any one of her portmanteaux. She had come with
definite calm intention, precisely in the guise in which she should have
been expected. At the very hour, in the very clothes, she was there.
Robust and pleasant, with a practical eye on her promising future, she
had arrived, the fulfilment of despair. Dr Drummond looked at her with
acquiescence, half-cowed, half-comic, wondering at his own folly in
dreaming of anything else. Miss Cameron brought the situation, as it
were, with her; it had to be faced, and Dr Drummond faced it like a
philosopher. She was the material necessity, the fact in the case, the
substantiation of her own legend; and Dr Drummond promptly gave her all
the consideration she demanded in this aspect. Already he heard himself
pronouncing a blessing over the pair--and they would make the best of
it. With characteristic dispatch he decided that the marriage should
take place the first Monday after Finlay’s return. That would give them
time to take a day or two in Toronto, perhaps, and get back for Finlay’s
Wednesday prayer meeting. “Or I could take it off his hands,” said Dr
Drummond to himself. “That would free them till the end of the week.”
Solicitude increased in him that the best should be made of it; after
all, for a long time they had been making the worst. Mrs Forsyth, whom
it had been necessary to inform when Mrs Kilbannon and Miss Cameron
became actually imminent, saw plainly that the future Mrs Finlay
had made a very good impression on the Doctor; and as nature, in Mrs
Forsyth’s case, was more powerful than grace, she became critical
accordingly. Still, she was an honest soul: she found more fault with
what she called Miss Cameron’s “shirt-waists” than with Miss Cameron
herself, whom she didn’t doubt to be a good woman though she would
never see thirty-five again. Time and observation would no doubt mend or
remodel the shirt-waists; and meanwhile both they and Miss Cameron
would do very well for East Elgin, Mrs Forsyth avowed. Mrs Kilbannon,
definitely given over to caps and curls as they still wear them in
Bross, Mrs Forsyth at once formed a great opinion of. She might be
something, Mrs Forsyth thought, out of a novel by Mr Crockett, and made
you long to go to Scotland, where presumably everyone was like her. On
the whole the ladies from Bross profited rather than lost by the new
frame they stepped into in the house of Dr Drummond, of Elgin, Ontario.
Their special virtues, of dignity and solidity and frugality, stood out
saliently against the ease and unconstraint about them; in the profusion
of the table it was little less than edifying to hear Mrs Kilbannon,
invited to preserves, say, “Thank you, I have butter.” It was the
pleasantest spectacle, happily common enough, of the world’s greatest
inheritance. We see it in immigrants of all degrees, and we may perceive
it in Miss Cameron and Mrs Kilbannon. They come in couples and in
companies from those little imperial islands, bringing the crusted
qualities of the old blood bottled there so long, and sink with grateful
absorption into the wide bountiful stretches of the further countries.
They have much to take, but they give themselves; and so it comes about
that the Empire is summed up in the race, and the flag flies for its
ideals.
Mrs Forsyth had been told of the approaching event; but neither Dr
Drummond, who was not fond of making communications he did not approve
of, nor the Murchisons, who were shy of the matter as a queer business
which Advena seemed too much mixed up with, had mentioned it to anyone
else. Finlay himself had no intimates, and moved into his new house in
River Street under little comment. His doings excited small surprise,
because the town knew too little about him to expect him to do one
thing more than another. He was very significant among his people, very
important in their lives but not, somehow, at any expense to his private
self. He knew them, but they did not know him; and it is high praise of
him that this was no grievance among them. They would tell you without
resentment that the minister was a “very reserved” man; there might
be even a touch of proper pride in it. The worshippers of Knox Church
mission were rather a reserved lot themselves. It was different with the
Methodists; plenty of expansion there.
Elgin, therefore, knew nothing, beyond the fact that Dr Drummond had
two ladies from the old country staying with him, about whom particular
curiosity would hardly be expected outside of Knox Church. In view of
Finlay’s absence, Dr Drummond, consulting with Mrs Kilbannon, decided
that for the present Elgin need not be further informed. There was no
need, they agreed, to give people occasion to talk; and it would just be
a nuisance to have to make so many explanations. Both Mrs Kilbannon and
her niece belonged to the race that takes great satisfaction in keeping
its own counsel. Their situation gained for them the further interest
that nothing need be said about it; and the added importance of caution
was plainly to be discerned in their bearing, even toward one another.
It was a portentous business, this of marrying a minister, under the
most ordinary circumstances, not to be lightly dealt with, and even
more of an undertaking in a far new country where the very wind blew
differently, and the extraordinary freedom of conversation made it more
than ever necessary to take heed to what you were saying. So far as Miss
Cameron and Mrs Kilbannon were aware, the matter had not been “spoken
of” elsewhere at all. Dr Drummond, remembering Advena Murchison’s
acquaintance with it, had felt the weight of a complication, and had
discreetly held his tongue. Mrs Kilbannon approved her nephew in
this connection. “Hugh,” she said, “was never one to let on more than
necessary.” It was a fine secret between Hugh, in Winnipeg, whence
he had written all that was lawful or desirable, and themselves at Dr
Drummond’s. Miss Cameron said it would give her more freedom to look
about her.
In the midst of all this security, and on the very first day after their
arrival, it was disconcerting to be told that a lady, whose name
they had never heard before, had called to see Miss Cameron and Mrs
Kilbannon. They had not even appeared at church, as they told one
another with dubious glances. They had no reason whatever to expect
visitors. Dr Drummond was in the cemetery burying a member; Mrs Forsyth
was also abroad. “Now who in the world,” asked Mrs Kilbannon of Miss
Cameron, “is Miss Murchison?”
“They come to our church,” said Sarah, in the door. “They’ve got the
foundry. It’s the oldest one. She teaches.”
Sarah in the door was even more disconcerting than an unexpected
visitor. Sarah invariably took them off their guard, in the door or
anywhere. She freely invited their criticism, but they would not have
known how to mend her. They looked at her now helplessly, and Mrs
Kilbannon said, “Very well. We will be down directly.”
“It may be just some friendly body,” she said, as they descended the
stairs together, “or it may be common curiosity. In that case we’ll
disappoint it.”
Whatever they expected, therefore, it was not Advena. It was not a tall
young woman with expressive eyes, a manner which was at once abrupt and
easy, and rather a lounging way of occupying the corner of a sofa. “When
she sat down,” as Mrs Kilbannon said afterward, “she seemed to untie and
fling herself as you might a parcel.” Neither Mrs Kilbannon nor Christie
Cameron could possibly be untied or flung, so perhaps they gave this
capacity in Advena more importance than it had. But it was only a part
of what was to them a new human demonstration, something to inspect very
carefully and accept very cautiously--the product, like themselves, yet
so suspiciously different, of these free airs and these astonishingly
large ideas. In some ways, as she sat there in her graceful dress and
careless attitude, asking them direct smiling questions about their
voyage, she imposed herself as of the class whom both these ladies of
Bross would acknowledge unquestioningly to be “above” them; in others
she seemed to be of no class at all; so far she came short of small
standards of speech and behaviour. The ladies from Bross, more and more
confused, grew more and more reticent, when suddenly, out of a simple
remark of Miss Cameron’s about missing in the train the hot-water cans
they gave you “to your feet” in Scotland, reticence descended upon Miss
Murchison also. She sat in an odd silence, looking at Miss Cameron,
absorbed apparently in the need of looking at her, finding nothing to
say, her flow of pleasant inquiry dried up, and all her soul at work,
instead, to perceive the woman. Mrs Kilbannon was beginning to think
better of her--it was so much more natural to be a little backward with
strangers--when the moment passed. Their visitor drew herself out of it
with almost a perceptible effort, and seemed to glance consideringly
at them in their aloofness, their incommunicativeness, their plain odds
with her. I don’t know what she expected; but we may assume that she was
there simply to offer herself up, and the impulse of sacrifice seldom
considers whether or not it may be understood. It was to her a normal,
natural thing that a friend of Hugh Finlay’s should bring an early
welcome to his bride; and to do the normal, natural thing at keen
personal cost was to sound that depth, or rise to that height of the
spirit where pain sustains. We know of Advena that she was prone to
this form of exaltation. Those who feel themselves capable may pronounce
whether she would have been better at home crying in her bedroom.
She decided badly--how could she decide well?--on what she would say to
explain herself.
“I am so sorry,” she told them, “that Mr Finlay is obliged to be away.”
It was quite wrong; it assumed too much, her knowledge and their
confidence, and the propriety of discussing Mr Finlay’s absence. There
was even an unconscious hint of another kind of assumption in it--a
suggestion of apology for Mr Finlay. Advena was aware of it even as it
left her lips, and the perception covered her with a damning blush. She
had a sudden terrified misgiving that her role was too high for her,
that she had already cracked her mask. But she looked quietly at Miss
Cameron and smiled across the tide that surged in her as she added, “He
was very distressed at having to go.”
They looked at her in an instant’s blank astonishment. Miss Cameron
opened her lips and closed them again, glancing at Mrs Kilbannon. They
fell back together, but not in disorder. This was something much more
formidable than common curiosity. Just what it was they would consider
later; meanwhile Mrs Kilbannon responded with what she would have called
cool civility.
“Perhaps you have heard that Mr Finlay is my nephew?” she said.
“Indeed I have. Mr Finlay has told me a great deal about you, Mrs
Kilbannon, and about his life at Bross,” Advena replied. “And he has
told me about you, too,” she went on, turning to Christie Cameron.
“Indeed?” said she.
“Oh, a long time ago. He has been looking forward to your arrival for
some months, hasn’t he?”
“We took our passages in December,” said Miss Cameron.
“And you are to be married almost immediately, are you not?” Miss
Murchison continued, pleasantly.
Mrs Kilbannon had an inspiration. “Could he by any means have had the
banns cried?” she demanded of Christie, who looked piercingly at their
visitor for the answer.
“Oh, no,” Advena laughed softly. “Presbyterians haven’t that custom over
here--does it still exist anywhere? Mr Finlay told me himself.”
“Has he informed all his acquaintances?” asked Mrs Kilbannon. “We
thought maybe his elders would be expecting to hear, or his Board of
Management. Or he might have just dropped a word to his Sessions Clerk.
But--”
Advena shook her head. “I think it unlikely,” she said.
“Then why would he be telling you?” inquired the elder lady, bluntly.
“He told me, I suppose, because I have the honour to be a friend of
his,” Advena said, smiling. “But he is not a man, is he, who makes many
friends? It is possible, I dare say, that he has mentioned it to no one
else.”
Poor Advena! She had indeed uttered her ideal to unsympathetic
ears--brought her pig, as her father would have said, to the wrong
market. She sat before the ladies from Bross, Hugh Finlay’s only
confidante. She sat handsome and upheld and not altogether penetrable, a
kind of gipsy to their understanding, though indeed the Romany strain in
her was beyond any divining of theirs. They, on their part, reposed in
their clothes with all their bristles out--what else could have been
expected of them?--convinced in their own minds that they had come not
only to a growing but to a forward country.
Mrs Kilbannon was perhaps a little severe. “I wonder that we have not
heard of you, Miss Murchison,” said she, “but we are happy to make the
acquaintance of any of my nephew’s friends. You will have heard him
preach, perhaps?”
“Often,” said Advena, rising. “We have no one here who can compare with
him in preaching. There was very little reason why you should have heard
of me. I am--of no importance.” She hesitated and fought for an instant
with a trembling of the lip. “But now that you have been persuaded to be
a part of our life here,” she said to Christie, “I thought I would
like to come and offer you my friendship because it is his already. I
hope--so much--that you will be happy here. It is a nice little place.
And I want you to let me help you--about your house, and in every way
that is possible. I am sure I can be of use.” She paused and looked at
their still half-hostile faces. “I hope,” she faltered, “you don’t mind
my--having come?”
“Not at all,” said Christie, and Mrs Kilbannon added, “I’m sure you mean
it very kindly.”
A flash of the comedy of it shot up in Advena’s eyes. “Yes,” she said,
“I do. Good-bye.”
If they had followed her departure they would have been further
confounded to see her walk not quite steadily away; shaken with
fantastic laughter. They looked instead at one another, as if to find
the solution of the mystery where indeed it lay, in themselves.
“She doesn’t even belong to his congregation,” said Christie. “Just a
friend, she said.”
“I expect the friendship’s mostly upon her side,” remarked Mrs
Kilbannon. “She seemed frank enough about it. But I would see no
necessity for encouraging her friendship on my own account, if I were in
your place, Christie.”
“I think I’ll manage without it,” said Christie.