XXVIII

Who is managing?” said Simeon.

They had finished breakfast and sat with chairs pushed back from the

table. It was the first question he had asked about the road. He had

devoted himself to the business of getting well as thoroughly as to

any business he had ever undertaken. But he was well now. “Who is

managing!” he said quietly.

The young man looked at him with a frank smile. “Nobody is managing,” he

said--“That ’s the worst of it. I ’ve been _doing_ things--things that

_had_ to be done--and trying to stave off other people’s managing.”

Simeon nodded quickly. “That ’s the best thing could have happened. I

hope you ’ve done it.”

“Well, not altogether--The men in the office were all right.... But the

directors fidgeted some--”

“Corbin,” said Simeon, “I know.”

The young man nodded.

“Oh, I know,” said Simeon testily. “And Dickerman, I suppose--yes, yes,

I know--Go ahead now--Tell me everything.” He leaned forward with elbows

on the table--the old alert look in his eyes.

When the recital was finished, he stood up, stretching his arms with a

gesture of content. “It might be worse,” he said.

“You may find it worse than you think,” said the young man, “No head to

anything.”

“Just legs and arms,” said Simeon. He laid his hand in passing on the

boy’s shoulder. “I’d rather have legs and arms--good ones--than any

heads I know of--except my own,” he added laughing. “When do we go?”

“I brought down the special last night. She’s at Bridgewater.”

“Stetson with her! That ’s good. We start tonight--Get there at

ten--Sleep home--Ready for business.”

John smiled at the old, quick orders and went out to set them in motion.

He looked up to the clear, keen sky with a sudden lightness of heart.

A new day had come. Perhaps the tortoise had something the same feeling

when Atlas stooped his shoulder to the world.

By night, the little house was stripped of its belongings. Some of them

were packed in bags and boxes and the rest were to be stored in the loft

overhead. The boughs of spruce and hemlock and pine had been taken down

from the walls and burned in the fireplace during the day. The room was

filled with the sweet, pungent odor.

At the last minute John had hurried to the woods and brought back

an armful of fresh boughs--spruce and pine, hemlock and blue-berried

cedar--clustered thick--and trailing green vines. He tossed them lightly

into the back of the sleigh and sprang in.

The special was waiting on the siding. They saw the little, flying puffs

rise from her and float on the clear air.... Stetson was ready--with

steam up--They would be off at once.

The baggage master came forward to help with the bags. He spoke a word

in John’s ear as he passed him.

The young man glanced quickly toward the engine that puffed and chugged

at the head of the little train. He helped Simeon into the car and

hurried forward. The man standing by the engine looked at him with

troubled eyes.

“He’s sick,” he said slowly, as John came up. “He was took bad just

after he came down.” He nodded toward the baggage room, “He told me to

fire Up--ready to go ahead. Said you’d know what to do.”

The young man turned toward the baggage room. The engineer, out of a

heap of blankets, spread across some trunks, regarded him somberly. “I

can’t do it,” he said, “I don’t dare. It gripes too hard when it comes.

It’s easier now, for a minute--But it ’ll come back.” He writhed a

little as he spoke.

“You must n’t stay here,” said John quickly. He looked about him.

The man put out a hand. “I’m going,” he said, “as soon as she starts.

I waited for you.” John nodded. “Is there anyone--on the others?” He

motioned toward the yard.

The man shook his head gloomily--“Freights,” he said. A kind of subtle

pride underran the words--“I would n’t trust ’em with Her.”

The young man lifted his head--A swift thought had crossed his face. “I

saw Tomlinson on the street as we drove in--Could he-?”

The man stared at him--“Old Tomlinson?” Justice weighed in the tone.

“You can ask him,” he said grudgingly at last.

“He ’s all right for it?” questioned John.

The man writhed a little in his place. But justice held--“He’s all right

if he says so,” he answered. His teeth bit at the under lip, holding it

firm, and he breathed hard. “He’s first-class--Tomlinson. He won’t _say_

he can take her unless he’s able. You can trust Tomlinson--same as you

would me.” The pride of brotherhood breathed in the words--lifting them

mightily.

“I ’ll see him,” said John.

The hand held him back. “Don’t urge him.” He gasped a little for breath

between the words. “If he says he can do it--let him take Her.”

“I understand,” said John. “I ’ll send some one for you.” He was gone

from the room.

As he passed the car, he hesitated a minute. Then he sprang up the step

and went in. “All ready!” said Simeon looking up.

“Stetson ’s sick--Shall we wait over?”

“Wait over? No! Get somebody--Get _anybody!_” He threw out the words.

The young man hesitated a minute. He had not mentioned Tomlinson’s name

to Simeon. Something had always pulled him back when he had thought to

do it. “There’s a man--” he said slowly--“lives here--He ’s not running

now--”

“Competent?” said Simeon.

“Stetson says so.”

“Get him.”

Tomlinson, one foot on the sleigh, looked at him under keen, shaggy

brows. He glanced toward the station, with its wreathing, drifting lines

of smoke. He shook his head. “I’m going home,” he said. He threw the

halter into the sleigh and knocked the snow from his boots against the

side.

John watched him silently, as he climbed in and gathered up the reins in

big,-mittened hands.

“We need you, Hugh,” he said slowly.

The old man nodded--impassive. “Can’t go,” he said.

“Why not!”

“_She ’ll_ be waiting.” He pulled a little on the reins.

“Send some one home with the team--There’s Russell! Get him.”

The Scotchman glanced with indifferent eye at a man crossing the street.

“I ’ve got my chores to do.” He pulled again on the reins.

The old horse lifted his head.

John laid a hand on the sleigh. “See here, Hugh. We need you--There’s no

one else--He told me to get you.”

The pull on the reins was checked. “_Who_ told you!”

“President Tetlow. He ’s waiting--” He motioned toward the track where

the special was blowing off steam. Hugh’s eye followed the motion. It

dropped to the young man. “He told you--Sim Tetlow--” he demanded, “He

wants _me_!”

“Yes. He wants you--But not if you ’re not up to it--” He had remembered

Stetson’s words.

The old man leaned forward, winding the reins slowly around the whip. “I

’ll take Her,” he said.

“You ’re not afraid!” said John. Something in the face disturbed him.

“I ’ll take Her,” said Hugh briefly.

“Stetson’s jumpers are in the cab,” said John as they came down the

platform.

“Too short,” said the old man. He was striding with mighty step.

John glanced at him. “That ’s so--The coat’s all right.”

“Like enough,” said Hugh absently. His face had an absorbed look--The

eyes beneath the fur cap gleamed like little points of light. When they

reached the engine, the light broke and ran over his face. He mounted

to the cab and laid his hand on the lever--“I ’ll take her down,

Johnny--Don’t you worry.” He nodded to the young man standing below.

The face cleared. “All right, Hugh--It’s the President of the Road you

’re carrying, you know.”

“Aye--It ’s Sim Tetlow--I know,” said Hugh. He opened the lever a

little.

The young man hurried toward the car.

“All right!” asked Simeon as he came in. The train was in slow motion.

“All right,” said John.

Supper was brought in and they ate it leisurely, watching the light

change and fade upon the hills and darkness settle down outside.

Simeon’s eyes came back to the young man’s face. “I mean to know this

country,” he said, “every mile of it.”

The young man smiled a little. “Don’t you know it now!”

“I don’t know anything,” said Simeon. “I was born last night.--I was

born last night,” he said looking at the black window in a reverie. “Who

lives along here?” He nodded toward the darkness. “What kind of people!”

John peered out. “Winchendon, we just passed, was n’t it? I don’t know.

I’ve never been here.”

“Ever lived outside of Bridgewater!” said Simeon.

“No, sir.”

“Tell me about that.”

“About--!” The lifted eyebrows held it.

Simeon nodded. “About anything. Steel works--button shop--everything.”

John thought a minute--“You know as much as I do--more. They do a big

business.”

“What kind of men?” asked Simeon brusquely.

“Men?--In the works--you mean?”

“In them--over them--on top--outside, inside,” said Simeon. “You know

’em, don’t you? Lived with ’em--been to school with ’em--?”

“Oh--if you mean that--!” A smile had come into the puzzled face.

“I mean that,” said Simeon. He had lighted a cigar and was watching the

tip intently.

The cigar went out and was relighted many times before the story of

Bridgewater was finished. The slow mind of the narrator wandered in and

out through the past, nudged by keen, quick questions from the nervous

listener beside him. Little things loomed large--big things faded and

slipped away in John’s vision. It had been a mighty day for Bridgewater

when the county house was built; but Simeon scoffed at the court-house

and listened with rapt face to the story of two truckmen that John knew

who had quarreled over their stand and made up, and joined against a

third and held up the transportation of Bridgewater for three days.

Simeon sighed a little. “I ’ve never lived,” he said slowly. “I’ve made

money--I’ve sat with my face close to a board, making money, studying

moves--I’ve played a good game--” He said it grimly--“But I ’ve never

lived yet. My father always said ‘Go in to win,’ and there was n’t any

mother.” He said the words between the puffs.... “And then I married--”

He waited a minute--“Yes--I guess I lived--a year. But I did n’t

know-then.”

There was silence in the car. The train sped through soft, even

darkness. The engine shrieked at a solitary grade crossing and was past.

The man lifted his head. There was a deep smile in his eyes.... “It

’s all going to be different,” he said slowly, “Just wait till we get

things in hand--I ’m going over the road.”... He drew a map from his

pocket and spread it on the table.... “Here is a place I want to know.”

He pointed to a corner of the map, “They ’re always making a fuss

up there--saying the road’s got to come their way. The division

superintendent says it won’t pay--They say it will. I ’m going up.”

John leaned forward--“Chester County.” He spelled the name across the

map. “My father knows Chester County.”

Simeon looked up with quick stare... “Your father?”

“He lived there when he was a boy.”

“I must know him,” said Simeon. “I ’ll take him with me.”

John smiled at the picture--but underneath the smile ran a swift sense

of his father’s presence--its slow, steadying power upon the nervous,

hurrying man. He would rest in the stolid strength of it. “I ’ll bring

him to see you,” he said.

“Yes--What is your mother like?--You have not told me about your

mother.” He gazed at the boy deeply.

“There’s no one like her,” said John. “I could n’t tell you. Nobody

could tell about Mother.” His glance had traveled to the rack overhead

where the fragrant boughs hung out, filling the air with light

fragrance--He saw the light in her face and her hands held out to

them--He smiled.

Simeon sighed and moved restlessly. He held another match to the cigar

and his eye, as it followed the steady hand, filled with quick pride.

John was watching the hand, too, and the eyes of the two men met.

“I ’m all right,” said Simeon, throwing away the match with a little

laugh.

“You ’re all right,” said John with deeper meaning.

“And I ’m a young man.” He rose and paced a few steps in the car--“I ’m

forty-three--You don’t call that old?”

The eyes watching him smiled.

“That is not old,” said Simeon. He stretched himself to his full height,

rapping his chest softly. He threw out his arm--toward the night. “I’m

just beginning,” he said.

The brakeman passed through the car-carrying something on his arm. A

piece of old cloth, a bit of signal flag, was thrown carelessly across

it.

John’s eye followed him to the rear of the car. After a minute he got

up and went to the door. He opened it and stepped onto the platform. The

brakeman was bending over the end of the car, peering down at something.

He tested it once or twice with his hand before he scrambled to his

feet. “It ’s the red,” he said as he saw who stood beside him. “It don’t

burn right--”

“Yes--What’s up?” The train was swirling through the dark and they held

to the guard-rail as they faced each other.

In his cab, at the other end of the train, the old Scotchman, his body

braced to the swing of the wheels, leaned out, looking back with tense

eyes.

“Can ye see her, Jim?”

The fireman leaned beside him, for a moment, piercing the dark with

swift, keen glance, “Nothing there,” he said.

The train, on the down grade by the river, ran with swift ease through

the night.... No sight--no sound.... Only the great river to the left

slipping--dark and still, and the stars overhead.

But the two men leaned back, scenting the dark with swift gaze.

“Nothing there,” said the fireman, peering out, “You must ’a’--”

He paused--with quick turn.

A long, low whistle broke the night, echoing against the distant hills.

The eyes of the two men met. Tomlinson’s hand raised itself with

startled thrust. The answering shriek tore the night.... Once--twice--in

hoarse demand....

Again the low, seeking call among the hills. Then silence and the black

river slipping by.

The fireman sprang to his place.

Tomlinson’s hand upon the lever quickened its hold, drawing it tense.

“We take no chances,” he said. The engine trembled beneath and leaped to

swifter stride. It swayed through the night. The furnace door flew open

and heaven blazed with roar and glow and swift heat. The faces of the

two men, lurid in the white glare, confronted each other. Then darkness,

and the swift rush of steel on steel--crunching, heavy beats of

sound--and the thrusting roar and smoke.... They were swinging the bend

of the curve now, where the road leaves the river under the mountain

to track across country. Tomlinson, his body half thrown from the cab,

strained back, his peering eyes searching the distant curve. He drew his

hand across them.

“She ’s there, Jim!.... Look!” The shaking hand flung the words.

The fireman leaped to his side. A glimmer--a flash--twinkled gleams on

the far curve.

“It ’s Her!” muttered Tomlinson.

“86,” said the fireman.

“The heaviest on the road.” Tomlinson’s hand reached Up....

She was running at frightful speed. His quick eye gaged her flight as he

sounded the high, shrill call of warning.... She had not slowed for the

curve.... She was not slowing now! Again the whistle sounded its savage

cry.

And the note came back--echoing among the hills in little peals that

laughed.

“Ah--she had heard.... she knew they were there... They were safe now.”

The hand on the lever released its grip.... Gleason was running her.

He was safe--Ten miles more.... Simeon Tetlow, swaying at ease in his

parlor car, need not fear.... They were picked men on the road--and he

ran them hard. They would bring him through....

Once more Tomlinson leaned out, looking back with a grim smile.... His

startled gaze threw itself--She was _not_ slowing--“Jim!” It was hoarse

like a whisper--“Jim!--Look!”

But the fireman, bending to his flaming pot, had not heard.

The red eyes blazed again to the night.... “Jim!--” The hoarse cry shook

the night.

The man sprang forward.

“Look!” He flung a hand.

The man leaned out. “God!” he said--He strained his eyes.... “The brakes

don’t grip,” he cried fiercely.... “She’s running wild!” The words drove

with the flying wind. He drew back, lifting a white face. “Down grade,”

he whispered.

“Aye--down grade,” said Tomlinson, quietly. “Pile on the coal, Jim!” He

flung the throttle wide. A great light broke across his face. “Pile on

the coal, Jim!” The engine sprang.--“Stuff her,” he cried.

Again the flare and roar to the night--Great flying sparks.... Glory and

fierce heat and the mighty power that throbbed to leap its bounds....

Winged thrust--horns and hoofs, and spilling flame....

The old engineer, his hand on the lever, balanced himself to the

plunging flight. His small, peering eyes held the track ahead--they laid

down the road before the wheels. And somewhere--far within--his soul

laughed.... In the hollow of his hand he held him--The man who had

scorned him--thrust him out.... “You shall never touch throttle or brake

or switch on this road.” The wheels ground out the words. They beat them

to powder and flung them--with hitter laugh and roar--upon the night....

He would not trust! And now he lay, like a baby, swung to the sound of

wheels. Tomlinson laughed and set his teeth and leaned forward, squaring

his shoulders.... His feet gripped the bounding floor. He would carry

him safe.... They need not fear Tomlinson... .

Back in the car, Simeon Tetlow, absorbed in his map, looked up absently

... his glance on the swaying lamps--“They ’re taking us down pretty

fast,” he said.

The young man nodded. He was sitting across the table, his head Testing

on his hand, his eyes, with their quiet light, fixed on Simeon’s face.

He had not stirred since he came in from the platform ten minutes ago.

Simeon, working on his map, looked up now and then with a little smile,

and the quiet eyes smiled back. But something hungry had crept into

them--a look of protection and longing--as if they would shield

something helpless.

The train, in its heavy swing, lurched a little and Simeon looked up

with a scowl that was half a laugh. The pencil had scrawled a curious,

zigzag course across the paper. “I don’t seem to be running this road,”

he said, “I might as well give up.” He pushed the map from him and

looked at his watch--“9:40--Where are ye?”

“Just past Dunlop’s crossing,” said John..... At nine-forty, 86 was

due at the crossing--the time-table in his pocket told it to him--five

minutes off. Someone had blundered and she was in their block--close

behind them--pressing upon them.... But the dull face gave no sign.

“Twenty minutes,” said Simeon. He stretched his arms with a little

yawn--“We ’ll be in by ten--you think!”

“I think we shall be in before ten,” said the boy. His voice was very

quiet, but the man looked up and saw the light in the eyes.

He leaned forward. “What is it, John?”

“Nothing, sir--” He said the words slowly. “I was only wishing I could

do something for you.”

“Why, Boy--” He turned his head a little, listening--The shrill whistle

had sounded--“What’s that!”

“Some train at Dunlop’s” said John.

The train beneath them seemed gathering itself in mighty leaps.

In the cab, the old engineer, with tense body and set teeth, laughed

grimly--“I ’ll bring him in--_I ’ll bring him in!_”

The miles leaped behind them, flying. And behind them the express

pounded heavily--soulless--massive--blind... five miles now--three--And

the Scotchman laughed with the great lurches of his cab--

The lights of the upper station flashed past... then the lights of the

yard... he threw the lever swiftly into place. The roar slackened and

fell and ceased. The special was gliding easily down to her berth in the

terminal shed.

The express, under control now, halted at the upper station, her

blind eye glimmering through the dusk toward the little train

that ran--smooth--safe, on its way. She gave a shrill cry--and

puffed--impatient to be off.

Simeon put away the map in his pocket. He looked out into the busy yard

as they drew in--little lights... slow-pulling freights--busy engines

puffing up and down--smoke and grime. His own work. His heart leaped to

it as he stepped from the car, and he lifted up his face to the great

train shed--as in some great cathedral one looks up--and waits....

Whirling, drifting smoke--soaring and shimmering into the high roof....

Bells and voices and the sound of murmured calls... crimson torches

flaring--skimming along the platforms--diving under engines--with

hungry, peering eyes.... He took it in for a moment with deep, full

breath before they swung down the platform.

Beside the engine an old man was bending with flaring torch, thrusting

it into the heart of her, searching with careful eye for any harm that

had come.

“Oh--Tomlinson!” said John.

The figure straightened itself and wheeled about, torch in hand....

His glance fell on the President of the Road and he stepped forward,

a solemn look in the keen, blue eyes. He reached out a gaunt hand. The

face, beneath its grime, held a deep, quiet power--“I forgi’e ye, Simeon

Tetlow,” he said slowly. “I forgi’e ye,--now.”

The President of the Road took the grimy hand in his, with firm grip.

“It ’s all right, Tomlinson, all right.”

He stood for a moment looking up at the tall figure, covered with oil

and dirt--the smoke-stained face full of a kind of dignity.... “You

brought us down fast, Tomlinson,” said the President of the Road with a

little smile.

“Aye, I brought ye fast,” said Tomlinson. But there was no smile in the

words.

He was gazing over their heads at something beyond them.

The express had come to rest in the next berth and the great engine

loomed above them--breathing softly--full of pride and strength.

The three men looked at her for a minute, as if a magnet held them. Then

the crowd, pouring out of the express, bore down upon them and swept

them along. Tomlinson climbed back to his place in the cab, watching the

two men until they were lost to sight in the jostling, hurrying throng.

The express was a long one and the crowd streamed past... pushing,

laughing... voices called... cramped limbs stretched themselves after

the long ride and hurried a little; the platform resounded to light

steps.

The engineer of the express leaned from his window, on folded arms,

looking down. He was a quiet man with thoughtful eyes and a

serious face.... The eyes raised themselves and looked across at

Tomlinson--above the heads of the happy, hurrying crowd--a straight,

slow glance. Then he lifted his hand to him--the sign of the

brotherhood--as one who salutes an equal.

And Tomlinson lifted his hand in return.

Simeon emerged from the wicket gate, looking about with happy glance.

The popcorn boy, scurrying to his place, the lights flaring and blazing,

cabmen shouting--it was beautiful-all of it. He fell into the old, brisk

walk and John, hurrying beside him, could hardly keep pace with it... .

Joy was everywhere tonight--sound and bustle and quick-moving crowd. The

nervous, hurrying frame vibrated to the city as a child to its mother’s

touch, or the heart to music.... He was back among his own--exile was

done.... They pressed upon him--past him--around him. He jostled elbows,

and was glad. He could have stretched out his hands to them--every one.

The grasp of the old Scotchman’s fingers lingered with him still--It

crept np his arm in tiny thrills and warmed his heart. He must do

something better for Tomlinson. There was strength in the old man

still--with a grip like that! He rubbed his hand and shook his fingers

a little ruefully at the very thought of it. How the old fellow had

loomed--there on the platform--tall and grim! Then--in a flash--he saw

him... in the green room, his head lifted high, his face stem... the

very scent of the room was in the vision, pungent and fresh.

He drew a quick breath and threw back his head with a little impatient

gesture. “I shall never get out of those woods,” he said. “I can smell

them--yet! lean smell them here.”...

The boy glanced at him with swift twinkle. “Look behind you, sir.”

Simeon flashed back a quick look. Behind them was the porter, laden with

bags and mgs. and bundles, and on his great shoulders the green branches

swayed and nodded as he moved. They framed the big face with its

gleaming smile--like some grotesque, dark-skinned dryad in the smoky

station.

Simeon’s eye sought the boy’s--a little anxiously, it seemed, “Going to

trim the office?” he said.

He laughed back. “I ’m carrying them home to her.”

He called a carriage, and the porter stowed away the boxes and bags and

mgs, piling the mass of pine and spruce on the seat in front of them

till the carriage was filled with its subtle fragrance.

Simeon leaned forward in the half light and plucked a little spray of

the cedar, placing it in his coat. “That is for me,” he said, smiling a

little, as he buttoned the coat over it, “the rest is for her.”

The great office building loomed at the right as they drove, and

he glanced out quickly. “Same old place!” he said. His face wore a

contented look and his hand reached out, in the dim light, to the stubby

one resting on the boy’s knee and closed upon it for a moment with firm

grasp.... “Tomorrow, Boy,” he said, “we begin again.”

“Tomorrow, sir,” replied the boy.

He entered the house lightly, but not so lightly that her sensitive ear

did not catch the sound and hold itself attent to listen--“John?” Her

voice searched the darkness. “John?--Is it you?”

He came in swiftly--“Bad mother!” He dropped on his knees beside her

and laid his cool cheek to hers.... “Bad mother--to lie awake!” Her

hand reached up to stroke his face.... “How fragrant you are--like the

woods!”

The fingers strayed a little and touched the feathery sprays and

lingered--questioning. “It is the woods! You have brought me the woods!”

The little cry of joy trembled in her voice. “I shall sleep now.”

He bent and kissed her. “Good-night, mother.”

“Good-night, my son..”

In the dusky, fragrant room she fell asleep, like a child, and she

dreamed that she was-a child and wandered in a wood and that an angel

with shining eyes came to her and walked with her under the green

branches and when he went away she cried to him and he turned and kissed

her and said--

“I have brought your breakfast, mother.” So she wakened to another day.

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