XXIII

SIMEON Tetlow, in the little house by the creek, was growing stronger.

There had been days of waiting-long, slow days, when he sat dully

passive, staring before him, or lay on the camp bed in a deep sleep.

When he woke, he took the food that John brought him and fell asleep

again.

Little by little, unseen fingers had come in the silence and smoothed

the lines from the sleeping face, touching the fevered cheeks to

coolness.... He slept now like a child, breathing lightly, and when he

woke, his eyes were clear and fresh--only somewhere in the depths lurked

a little shadow that nothing could efface.

The shadow kept tally on their days. When it lightened, John’s heart

sang, and when it deepened, he set himself anew to his task.

For the first days he had not left his patient night or day--except for

brief journeys across the woodlot to the farmhouse to bring the food

that Ellen cooked. Later, when Simeon was able to walk a little and

needed less care, he had made occasional trips to the office of the

road.

It was during one of these trips that a new factor had entered into the

case. The young man had been gone since early morning and the house was

very quiet, deepening in the long silence to a kind of presence. The

October sun poured in at the windows and a late fly buzzed in the light

on the pane.

Simeon glanced at it. Then he went and stood by the window looking out.

His eye traveled along the little path that lost itself in the bushes

and undergrowth at the left. It was a path that John had unwittingly

worn in his daily journeys to the farmhouse. But Simeon did not know

this, he did not even know that it was a path. He did not guess that

along it a child was trudging, bringing him health in both her fat

little hands.

He went back and sat down by the fire, sighing a little. It was an open

fire that blazed and crackled, and as he watched it he dozed.

The hand on the latch startled him and he sat up--awake.... John was

early.... He turned his expectant face to the door. It swung open

silently, as if unseen hands had pushed it, and he sprang up trembling.

... No one was there.... Then his eye dropped a little and he stood

still--staring at her.

She was very little, and she was very round and fat, and her cheeks

laughed and her curls danced, and her stout little legs, in their heavy

stockings, had a sturdy sense of achievement. She looked at him gravely.

Then she turned and placing both hands on the door pushed it shut.

He had not stirred from his place. His eyes were following her, half

doubting.... She was not more real than some of the visions that had

haunted his tired eyes.... But much more charming!

She confronted the closed door for a moment with a little air of

triumph. Then she nodded at it and turned and came toward him across the

room, her face lifted.

But still he did not speak. He had moistened his lips a little with his

tongue and his breath came quickly.

She seated herself on a packing box that served as a chair and crossed

her fat legs at the ankle. She nodded gravely. “I am Ellen,” she said in

a clear, sweet voice, “Who are you?”

He moistened his lips again, still staring. Then a humorous light crept

into his eyes. “I am--Simeon,” he said gravely.

She nodded again. “I like Cinnamon. Granny makes them--round

ones--cookies. I like ’em.”

“And who is Grannie?” he asked.

“She is--Grannie,” replied the child. “Do you live here?” Her direct

eyes were on his face.

“Yes, I--live--here.” He said the words slowly and a little sadly.

“Who does your work?” she asked promptly.

He leaned toward her, very serious. “A fairy,” he said.

She slipped from the box and came toward him, her face aglow. “Where

is it?” she demanded. She stood before him very straight--courage and

health and belief in every line of the swift little body.

He half put out a hand, but she stirred a little and he withdrew it,

leaning back in his chair and gazing with half-shut eyes into the flame.

“You can’t see a fairy, you know,” he said quietly.

She had bent forward, a hand on either knee, peering intently into the

fire. She straightened herself--“Don’t you see it?” she asked. “Not

ever?” A disappointed look was in the eyes.

He shook his head. “They come at night, you know.”

The brown eyes searched his face. Then the curls wagged from side to

side. “That’s a Brownie that comes at night,” she said reprovingly.

He looked his surprise. “Is it, indeed--a Brownie!”

She nodded. “Grannie told me.”

She came nearer and placed her little fat hand on his knee. “I like

you,” she said.

He scarcely breathed and his face, as he leaned back in the chair, was

very still.

She tipped forward and peered into it. “Are you asleep?” she asked. It

was almost a whisper--solicitous, but firm.

He shook his head. The tired eyes opened and looked at her, full of a

kind of sweet light. “I am--resting,” he said.

She nestled a little nearer to him, carelessly, and looked into the

fire. Presently she hummed to herself....a little crooning song--half

words, half happiness: Then she left him and wandered about the room,

touching things with grave, respectful touches, but with liveliest

curiosity in the peering brown eyes. When she had finished, she went

toward the door. “I am going, now,” she announced.

He dared not put out a finger to stay her and his eyes did not lift

themselves from the flames. “Come again,” he said carelessly.

“Yes,” she replied. It was a very grave little word--full of assurance

and comradeship.

Then she opened the door and went out.

The fire flared in the sudden gust and he looked around. The door--too

heavy for her to close--swung wide to the October sun, and down the path

the sturdy brown figure was trudging, holding intent on its way.

Simeon moved to the door and stood looking after it. The sun shone

clear.... Everywhere the serene, level light and in the midst of it,

moving steadily on, a quaint, sturdy figure.... He put up his hand

impatiently, brushing aside something that hindered his gaze. When he

withdrew the hand, he looked down at it and thrust it out of sight,

perplexed and savage and stirred.... “God bless me!” he said, “I’m

growing soft!”

He closed the door and went back to the seat by the fire, wondering a

little that he should care.

“She will not come,” he said as he looked into the deep coals. But in

his heart he knew. She came again and again--sometimes every day and

sometimes with long intervals between. When this occurred, Simeon would

grow restless and go often to the window to look where the path emerged

from the undergrowth. It never seemed to occur to him to follow the

path.

He had showed, from the first, a curious indifference to his

surroundings. They had not come by the way of Bridgewater, but had

left the train at a small station farther up the road and driven across

country eight or ten miles, by night, to the Bardwell farm and the

little house on the creek. To Simeon, in the long empty days that

followed his arrival, the place had no existence. He hardly knew more

than that he ate and slept and that John was always at hand--to turn

his pillow or speak to him or replace the light coverlet when it slipped

off.

And as strength came to him and they walked every day a little distance

from the house, his indifference to the outer world persisted. He asked

no questions. His mind followed no roads. Sometimes on misty nights,

when the long, slow whistle sounded across the low hills, John would

watch him curiously. But the head was not lifted from the brooding hand

by the fire. The road had slipped out of memory, perhaps--or grown dim

in the visions that haunted his gaze. If he knew where John went, on the

days when he was absent, he made no reference to it.

Only when the child came, his mind reached out. It reached out to a

little path that lost itself in the underbrush and rustling oak leaves.

He would stand for hours, looking at it wistfully when she did not come.

But he never set foot in the path. It was hers and she came and went as

she pleased.

With a kind of canny Scotch wisdom, the child had refrained from

speaking at home of her visits. She may have been uneasily afraid that

they would be forbidden if discovered, and she concealed them carefully,

not only from her grandparents, but from her little brother who was her

only companion. It was not always easy to evade him and, then, there

were days when she did not come. But she guarded Simeon’s secret

jealously, as if he were some helpless thing she had come upon unawares

in her trudgings up and down the farm. And from the day she first

strayed into the half-defined path that John’s feet had worn between the

house and the farm, she did not cease to haunt it.

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