XI

THE next morning a new lock was on the office door and the key lay on

the president’s desk when he came in. He glanced at it sharply. “What’s

that?”

“I ’ve had a new lock put on; the old one was never very good,” said the

boy.

The man took up the key and slipped it on to his key-ring without

comment. A hundred times a day the boy did things without consulting

him. If he saw any special significance in this new caution, his face

gave no sign and his hand, as it slipped the ring into his pocket,

trembled no more than usual. But his glance, as it fell on the boy

through the day, held a quiet content.

Just how wrong things had been going for the last few weeks only

the president of the road knew. It seemed almost as if there were a

concerted plan to harrow him--some hidden power, that chose maliciously

his weakest spot, at the moment when he was most off his guard. Yet he

could never lay his finger on a thing or a person that proved it. He

only felt, helplessly enmeshed by circumstance--he, who had always

driven others, chuckling at their discomfiture! But with the boy to

help--Ah, what could he not do--with the boy! His face lost its driven

look. The new awnings shaded the glare from the windows. It was almost

comfortable in the little office.

As for the boy, he was watching over Simeon with new care. Not only did

what he had seen the night before make him cautious, but Simeon’s

whole attitude troubled him. There was something about the man--broken,

hesitant--that had never been there before. He had always been nervous,

crabbed, but not like this. It was as if the spring had snapped--or

weakened helplessly under the long strain. One could not tell, at any

moment, whether it would respond to the demands made on it. Now and then

he recovered himself and spoke and acted like his old self. But again

he would relapse into uncertainty, a kind of vague fretfulness and

indecision, more trying than open collapse. It was when he spoke of the

road and its future that he grew most like himself. ... Quietly the boy

took it in--his change of purpose--and his heart moved to it in gentle

understanding. Little by little, Simeon revealed himself--a word here, a

word there--never by full explanation--watching all the time the thought

reflected in the boy’s eyes, and strengthening his courage in the clear

look as it grew and deepened.

The boy threw himself into the work, body and soul. It was good to be in

the stir of things once more. He liked to feel the steady pound of the

engine under him, as it drove to its work--to see the clear track and

the shining country.... He drew his breath full and deep, and worked

night and day, righting the things that had gone wrong, gathering

details into his hands.

Simeon Tetlow could plan an edifice that in a night should overtop the

world. But even while he planned, he let slip a myriad details--things

that fluttered and fell and went wrong and threatened the structure at

its proudest foment. The boy gathered them up one by one, little things

of no account, things too minute for Simeon’s notice--and held them

fast.

The office felt the change. The road felt it--vaguely. There was the

same driving power in the little office, high up in the roof, but

steadied and controlled--less smoke and wrath and ringing of bells in

the orders that came down from the office and a freer, heavier swing to

the big engine as it took the track.

It was absorbing work, and two weeks went by before the boy saw a chance

to break away. There had been letters from his mother every day, full

of detail--pictures of Caleb packing the dishes with clumsy fingers, or

clearing out the cellar, happy and important, in spite of the parting

from the squashes. John had smiled as he read the letters, but he had

caught the note of courage beneath and sent it back to her full of

cheer.... The moving would not be hard--with all that father had been

doing. Three days would be enough for everything and he had their

new home ready for them, a little house--seven rooms with a garden

stretching to the side and back, for Caleb to dig in.

“I can raise a few things this year,” Caleb had said when he heard

it--“Lettuce and parsley and reddishes, maybe. And next year we ’ll have

a _real_ garden. I’m going to take up some roots of daffydils and some

jonquils and a stalk of that flowering shrub by the walk.”

He was occupied with this new hope when John arrived--pottering about

with hoe and trowel--and they left him to his garden, while inside the

house John tied up furniture and packed boxes, with watchful eye upon

his mother that she should not overtax her strength before the journey.

She had been a little restless the first day of his homecoming,

going from room to room with long pauses for rest--a kind of slow

pilgrimage--touching the familiar things softly, her thin hands

lingering on them as if she might not see them again in the new home.

The boy watched a little anxiously. But her face was still and her eyes

smiling when they met his, and after the first day she sat with him

while he packed, talking of their new home and his work, and when the

carriage left the house, she did not look back--her eyes were on the

boy’s face.

It had been arranged that they should travel in the baggage-car. Simeon

had spoken gruffly of the special and John had refused it, and she

herself had chosen the baggage-car. “It will interest me, I think,” she

said. There was a free space about her steamer-chair and through the

partly-open door that framed a great picture a fresh breeze blew in,

stirring her hair and bringing a clear color to her cheeks. Her eyes

were like stars, looking out on the fields, and she grew like a child

with the miles. John’s heart lightened as he watched her. What a thing

of courage she was! Sheer courage. Just a frail body to give it foothold

on the earth. The boy could not have said it, but he felt it--through

every dull fiber--the courage that he could never match, but that had

been before every day of life.... He need not have feared the journey

for her--She made holiday of it!

After a little he left her and went forward. He had seen a man sitting

at the farther end of the car, bent forward, his elbows resting on his

knees, his gaze on the floor of the car.

He did not look up as John paused beside him, and the boy seated himself

on a box.

After a time he looked up. “You ’re taking her to the Port?” He nodded

toward the steamer-chair.

“We ’re all going down.”

“I heerd it,” said the man. He relapsed into silence. The train

thundered on with hoarse stops and fierce quickening of power as it left

the stations behind.

The man lifted his head. “He ’s a hard man!” he said. He fixed his

reddened eyes on the boy’s face. “I’ve served the road--man and

boy--forty year.” He said the words slowly, as if they were important.

They became a kind of chant in the roar of the train--“And now I’m

turned off.”

John waited a minute. His slow mind did not find words to speak to

the haggard face. “I’m going down to see him,” said the man. “The

president!”.

He nodded slowly and solemnly. “They say he ’s a hard man. But he shall

hear it to his face--what I ’ve got to say!”

“You ’re going to ask him for work?”

“I ’ve asked it--three times. I ’ll ask it four times,” said the man.

“And after that I ’ll curse him.”

The boy made a quick motion.

The old face lifted itself, with a tragic look, toward the car. “Is

there aught a man can do?” he demanded. “They ’ve shook the strength out

of me for forty year on the road.... They ’ll not take it from me!

... They ’ve drove me up and down--cold and rain--wind that cut my

in’ards--till I ’m fit for naught but the switch.... They ’ll not take

it from me!” It was a solemn cry.

The boy listened to it, for a moment, as it died away. The train roared

its echo mockingly. He reached out a hand and laid it on the rough knee.

“Don’t go down today, Tomlinson,” he said slowly. “I want to see him

first.”

The old man stared at him with grim eyes. “Ye think ye can help me with

him?” he asked sharply.

“I _know_ I can. But you must wait. I have my mother to look after. I

can’t be at the office--yet. Wait till I ’m there. You take the next

train back and I ’ll write you.”

“I ’ll not go back,” said the old man slowly, “I ’ll not face Ellen

without news--good or bad. But I ’ll stop off to my daughter’s--in

Hudson. Ye can write me there and I ’ll come.”

“I ’ll write you before the week ’s up,” said John. “You may not need to

come down.”

“I thank ye, Johnny,” said the old man. The train had halted at Hudson

and he got stiffly to his feet.

“It ’s what Eddie al’ays said about you, you ’d help a man out--gi’e you

time!” He chuckled feebly, with returning hope, and climbed down from

the car.

His mother’s glance met him as he returned to her side.

He nodded. “He was going down to see the president. But I ’ve got him to

wait.... They ought to do something for him,” he said.

“Is he strong enough to work?”

“He’s not strong--except in an emergency, maybe--but he ’s faithful.

That ought to count.”

“Yes, that ought to count.” She said the words softly under her breath.

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