Suicide

"They say Negroes won't commit suicide, but Isom told us of a girl that

committed suicide. There was a girl named Lu who used to run off and go

to the dances. The patrollers would try to catch her but they couldn't

because she was too fast on her feet. One day they got after her in the

daytime. She had always outran them at night. She ran to the cabin and

got her quarter which she had hid. She put the quarter in her mouth. The

white folks didn't allow the slaves to handle no money. The quarter got

stuck in her throat, and she went on down to the slough and drowned

herself rather than let them beat her, and mark her up. Then patrollers

sure would get you and beat you up. If they couldn't catch you when you

were running away from them, they would come on your master's place and

get you and beat you. The master would allow them to do it. They didn't

let the patrollers come on the Blackshear place, but this gal was so

hard-headed 'bout goin' out that they made a 'ception to her. And they

intended to make her an example to the rest of the slaves. But they

didn't get Lucy."

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