Henry weighs in his hand a book that has just come from the press. A
duodecimo, bearing on its back: H. D. THOREAU--A WEEK ON THE CONCORD
AND MERRIMAC RIVERS.
From it rises a faintly insipid odour of glue and ink. But it is no
cardboard tomb that he has wished to raise to the memory of the dear
companion to whom these pages are dedicated. He is wondering how the
delight of a week like that, two adventurous weeks passed with his
brother, could possibly be contained between two layers of brown
cardboard, and he has half a mind to fling the volume into the corner.
It is less true than that arrow-head there on the table.
He is examining his first book, which has at last appeared. It is a
mere trifle of pulp or dirty rags, boiled down, flattened into sheets,
dried and finally blackened with ink. And beyond that? How about
all the things he had meant to put into it? The best part has been
lost between the manuscript and the composing-stick. A book that is
nothing more than a book may be a very attractive accessory among the
drawing-room furnishings of people of taste if the shade of the binding
harmonizes with the hangings and the rugs. To a man of the woods whose
eye prefers to linger on bare boards and plain whitewashed walls, a
book is a useless knick-knack, a rather sorry one, mere dust in a
cardboard box.
In this scrap-book of verse and prose (the verse--old verse, for he
has ceased to write it--like dried flowers pressed between the leaves)
in which the glorious voyage ... yes, ten summers ago now ... serves
only as a pretext for personal digressions, he would have liked to
put the whole world, with its blowing winds, its floods of light, the
fragrance of the river-banks at dawn and all the surprises under heaven
that had been gathered in by a twenty-year-old heart. A book of which
the first outlines had been sketched under a tent and the chapters had
been assembled in a cabin in the woods was not intended merely for the
mahogany shelves of Mr. Pettifogger the bibliophile. It should dance
and plash like the boat that had borne the two conquerors; it should
preserve a little of the flavour of the melons they had carried on
board. What was the use of it otherwise? There were enough cemeteries
of books already, full of the other kind, with mortuary emblems
watching over them.
Did they amount to as much as one dip of an oar in a river spangled
with reflexions, these few hundred pages, black on white? (See if you
can find any black in nature.) Well, anyway, the book had come out.
Not without difficulty. The publishers would have nothing to do with
it. In the end he had had to resign himself to a “published by the
author.” Another fling of the adventurer, launching his bark for the
conquest of the world, with the good Jersey blood of the mariner in his
veins. It was for the public now to do its duty by demanding _Weeks_
and _Weeks_ from the booksellers, enough weeks to make up the life of a
centenarian, or at least the age of the author. Here’s a book for you,
just out, a thousand copies, by Henry Thoreau, out of his own head,
every word of it, from the title to the last period. Quite a different
affair from an article published in a magazine, between a cream-puff
and a sermon.
When you have cherished from college days an ambition to be a writer
there is naturally a little warmth in the hand that holds the back of
the first book. You have made your bow in the world, you have started,
you have set out for the antipodes; you are off on a voyage that will
never end. You have openly confessed your secret passion, accepted the
ordeal of the daylight that shines on a larger world than Concord. The
Sage has encouraged you to try your luck. You are going to see. The
author is not greatly troubled in advance about the judgment of the
world on the first fruits of a writer of thirty-two. In his silent
communion with his notebooks, during the dozen years that he has been
preparing himself to write, Henry has fortified himself with assurances
that have nothing to do with success or failure.
Curious Journal, curious confidant, a work that is to be continued
through many volumes--eight or ten already exist--and that will never
be finished till the day when the universe ceases to surprise him, the
day when his two eager eyes are closed at last. As the farmer has been
in no hurry to sell his crop while he was reaping it, his barn contains
the harvest of several years. It has been necessary to add one floor
after another in order to get it all stored away. Heaven knows whether
all this will keep; but he has taken good care that all the garnered
sheaves shall be quite dry.
On his rambles the explorer scribbles on the spot a note or a few
cabalistic signs, while he is under the direct impression of the
phenomenon or the landscape he is observing. On his return the note
is copied out, more deliberately. Later, in its final form, it will
be incorporated in the Journal. What Henry, the writer, adds in the
evening to the visions and thoughts of the day’s walk in no way
destroys their freshness, for they are thoughts of a true Pilgrim,
flowers that have unfolded in the rhythm of the walk and that he turns
over in his hands at home, in the evening, with his spirit bathed in
the open air, so as to study their tints. It might be called, this
Journal, the account of a journey that never comes to an end, for the
world about Concord is immense and has a genius for metamorphosis; or
perhaps the review of a spectacle that is performed for himself alone,
with a programme that is constantly renewed, action and setting, with
the strange encounters one has after a performance, the people one
likes, the people one laughs at. Or the “love story” of a boy who is
looking for his own affinities and finds them oftener in the world
of plants than in human form. It is illustrated now and then by rude
sketches carefully recording some observation or discovery. But whether
it is to be called a report, a review, a story or the music of the
day, the notebook contains nothing that is not veracious testimony.
A descendant of merchants and like them a hoarder of treasures,
Henry reckons up in the Journal the gains of the day. He too is in
business, and he keeps his accounts with the meticulous exactness of
a book-keeper. You can examine his books. Observe the debits and the
credits. If the profits do not strike you as very clear, it is because
you have singular ideas about wealth, my dear fellow.
The harvest might well have remained in the barn. No purchasers appear,
but at times the desire seizes him to sell a few armfuls if only to see
whether or not it is keeping well--perhaps, too, for the fun of having
a little cash. Now and then Henry wants to buy some fine old book, if
only to escape the bother of having to go to the library to read it,
or he needs a good pair of boots. Then he draws from his Journal the
substance of an article and sends it off to a magazine. Horace Greeley,
whose acquaintance he has made in New York, has been of great service
in finding a place for his work and has even agreed to advance him a
small sum. But Concordians propose and editors dispose. The manuscript
is too long, or they will not countenance some of his audacities of
thought. Or, what is more likely to happen, the article is printed and
the author is swindled. What, dear sir, you are not satisfied with
the honour of appearing in print in my celebrated sheet? You expect
to be paid for it? You can dig in your own pockets. This misadventure
befell him long since with the editor of a certain _Boston Miscellany_
and more recently with that of _Graham’s Magazine_, who published his
essay on Carlyle, written at Walden. There you are! You are a Concord
hayseed, and these fine gentlemen are giving you a lesson in humility.
One doesn’t write for money. Pocket the lesson and clench your fist.
And get back to work at your Journal.
And now it has appeared, after all, this volume he has just brought
back, freshly bound, from his printer Monroe’s, at whose shop he has
been to see it through the press on this twenty-sixth of May. Henry
examines his first book, and he does not feel so very proud. He is
the author of _A Week on the Concord_. It has been introduced to
the public. What next? One must sometimes have confidence in one’s
fellowmen and place a figure before a line of zeros.
(Yes, a book is born, and almost at once someone close to you dies,
someone whose loss hurts you deeply and blots out all thought of
books. Henry loses his sister Helen, the eldest--called back, she too,
to the grandfather--Helen who had his features, his eyes, and was so
sympathetic with his ideas. Helen has gone, not yet thirty-seven, to
keep John company in the cemetery.)
The writer also appears in public when he gives a lecture. It is in the
Concord Lyceum that Waldo distributes the honey from his hives. Since
he made his first appearance at twenty-one, Henry has spoken there
every year. He has been chosen secretary. The honour of addressing
one’s fellow-citizens from a chair that has been occupied by a sage
of European fame is worth the effort of trying to do it graciously.
From the fund on which he can draw to organize his series of winter
lectures, Henry can offer in exceptional cases ten dollars to an
orator of note; he himself pockets only the thanks of the committee.
But the neighbouring Lyceums ask him to come and speak in other towns.
Last year his friend Hawthorne, who has left Concord and now lives in
Salem, arranged for him to be invited there and asked him to stay at
his house. Henry received twenty dollars for his trouble. A fine haul.
This year he is taking his eloquence to Worcester, where Harrison Blake
lives.
What do you think of the lecturer? Hm, hm.... In the first place, he
doesn’t speak, he “reads” a paper elaborately written; he doesn’t drop
his manuscript for an instant, and he utters it all in a desperately
earnest, monotonous voice. A bad method. He pronounces his r’s harshly.
And he is not exactly engaging, this young man. He doesn’t give
himself. The people listen attentively to this sober soul who talks
to them about things that interest them very little; they are not
repelled, they are not indignant, they are simply bored. And the worst
of it is that Henry not only believes in what he says but is quite
aware of the freezing effect his little discourse has upon people; he
plods along with imperturbable gravity. It is as if he had started
with some such little preamble as this in his mind: You blockheads
down there listening to me, what do I care whether I interest you or
not? You seem to think I’ve come here to give you lollypops. Here are
a few sour apples and some acorns I’ve collected for you. Do what you
like with them. What can a man expect from such frozen wits? It’s
quite useless to waste any finesse on these dolts. They wouldn’t see
anything in it. They make no personal effort; they don’t come half-way
to meet you.... If you go on speaking just the same, it is because you
are sustained by the hope of finding one or two living beings among
these mummies, a few simple and impressionable souls thanks to whom
your pains will not be lost. As a rule, no one comes up after the
lecture to tell you how extraordinarily good it is. Well, never mind;
you can go home, ladies and gentlemen. There is something to be said
for you for having listened without a murmur to such a trying pedant.
No, Henry doesn’t hit it off with the audience at all. You don’t
get very far with these good people with paradoxes and ferocious
affirmations; you must have the art of flattering and tickling them,
putting them into a good humour and touching their hearts. This fellow
here doesn’t know the first thing about his business. There is nothing
these people like better than to be amused in a sociable kind of way,
and he doesn’t even know how to make himself agreeable. He is the worst
bore in New England. If you have all that faith, my boy, hand it out
in little sandwiches that can be taken with a cup of tea. Add a little
water-cress, sprinkle it with a pinch of salt, and serve it with a
smile. See what will happen then.
Henry, you are no sort of cook at all. You are only up to boiling gruel
in your cabin. It’s pathetic to see a man satisfied with being as poor
an orator as he is a man of letters. This refusal to yield to the ways
of the world gets to be irritating after a while. No use for him to
want to be a writer; he will never enter the paradise of the literary.
He would merely bring to it an absurd respect for his art and the firm
intention of pleasing himself before pleasing others. Henry, the lover
of good work, takes a workman’s pains in perfecting his page. Thanks
to the erasures, this manuscript has become an illegible scrawl, not
because in the first draught the writing was so uncertain but because
the author is so extremely severe with himself. He has a pitiless blue
pencil. No “almosts.” Nothing that savours of improvisation. Every word
that is not alive, that is merely a word, must disappear. Struggle
and toil count for nothing, he must get there. If you could only find
me some sort of eraser that would obliterate from this page the exact
things that ought to be obliterated: that invention would be even more
useful than the best pencil bearing the mark of Thoreau and Son. In
everyday life with your neighbours garrulity is irritating enough; in
art it is intolerable. The work that comes from Henry’s hands is to the
point. You can take it and see how firm the texture is. The man who
made it wears corduroy clothes because they are durable and take on an
exquisite tone with time. Very well. But let me repeat that with these
principles you will never be anybody in the literary world. There copy
is knitted by the yard for firms that do a thriving trade.
And isn’t it just as odd to have such a passionate love for plants,
animals, minerals, to study with such fervour all these physical
phenomena, and yet to have so little in common with the scientists?
Science consists of shells, stuffed animals, glass phials, long names,
dissertations in musty books, and what interests Henry is the living
animal in all its wildness and freedom, the plant with its sap, the
phenomenon seized alive in its natural setting. In spite of his tastes
and his gift for exact observation, the poet and the lover in him are
too exigent to yield precedence to the naturalist. And besides, there
is a strange animal that interests him enormously; namely, himself.
This is a very poor sort of recommendation among scientists.
On three occasions, however, he sends Concord fish from Walden to
Agassiz, who is preparing his great work on the fishes of America.
Agassiz is very grateful and promises to pay a visit to his Concord
“colleague.” The latter has been appointed a corresponding member
of the Society of Natural History in Boston; he has just sent it a
goshawk, a rare bird. Even in the village, people have fallen into the
way of consulting him as an authority on botanical and ornithological
matters. This does not prevent him from being very sarcastic whenever
the subject of science and scientists comes up. Just speak to him about
the specialists who write a big book on turtles--to amuse a man who
knows how turtles live! Or about this or that communication to some
learned society.... He says very little about his own zoölogical or
botanical observations; he confides them to his Journal alone, for the
benefit of those knowing persons who are going to jeer some day at the
amateur naturalist and his discoveries. Go ahead and stuff your birds,
pedants. Give them your Latin names. See if you can find one that any
tree or quadruped pronounces with its branches or its caperings. In
this Journal living animals pass, birds call, fishes glide through
the water, the loon flings its laughter over the pond, the sap rises
in the plants, the trees quiver to the tips of their branches, juicy
bay-bushes scent the air: Hebrew for your Latin. These fancies are
enough to show that he doesn’t belong to the profession. Leave him to
his innocent pastimes.
Besides, this “amateur” places too high a value on ignorance to be
taken seriously by the academies. This man who reads Latin and French
as well as his mother tongue, Greek fluently, German, Italian, Spanish
a little, has a thorough knowledge of old English literature and is
more interested than a philologist in the development of the life of a
word, as a beautiful plant among plants, runs about the country every
day like a schoolboy throwing to the winds the knowledge learned from
books. The consciousness that he knows so little delights him so much
that he is willing to make his ignorance the very apex of knowledge.
Absurd Henry, to be so infatuated with his not-knowing.
Sometimes, as seldom as possible, he goes to the city, for now and then
he wants to consult some book that interests him. It is a sad business,
reading in a big library. Fresh books, vibrant, vagabond, libertine
books, how in the world can you stay so still among those rows of
shrivelled corpses? The friend who comes to see you at intervals pities
your distress.
When he has finished his reading, the villager invariably goes off to
consume a dish of boiled apple pudding at some cheap eating-house (he
distrusts their accursed stews), then crosses the town without stopping
till he reaches the end of Long Wharf, where his grandfather had his
store. There he looks at the sea, the ships, the piles of merchandise.
Save for a glance at the market on his way, this is all he sees of
Boston. The stir of the metropolis means nothing to him whatever; the
fronts of the substantial houses and the faces of men seem to shut him
out. Everything here, to the very stones, reeks of respectability.
The windows full of idlers and the brawling vulgarity of the streets
make him ill. The city is a pickpocket who wants to filch from you
the most precious possession you have and leave you on the sidewalk
dejected and destitute in a vast solitude. This is because you were
not born, because you never played as a boy in one of these crowded
neighbourhoods, because you grew up on the bank of a river that wanders
through the fields, bathing the whole world with its freshness. For
others no doubt, among its stones, the city has wondrous gifts; for a
boy who is thinking of old Minot’s cottage on the hillside it is full
of shams and shoddy, and what this boy demands is the real. There is
a club in Boston made up of some very sympathetic people who meet on
the last Saturday of every month; among them are Emerson, Agassiz and
Henry James. But although Henry has been invited he never goes there.
Quick, take the train and put twenty miles between yourself and this
dismal burden of stone house-fronts. Quick, get back to Concord where
the village is merely a shabby excrescence amid the verdure. At Concord
there are no steamers, no Long Wharves, no crowds in the streets,
no immigrants, no big, bustling shops, no special editions; and you
feel as if you were at the heart of the world. In Boston there are no
humming and singing telegraph-poles where you can listen to the news
from afar. Call it parochialism, if you like, but parish towers answer
one another. Concordance is no empty word.
At Concord you have a chance to remain simple. Suppose you were to
become a great writer or a fashionable lecturer or a light of science
and lose the simplicity of heart that alone permits you to have
access to the unknown riches that surround you. That would be a fine
advancement! There you would be with the esteem of everybody, with
your glory or your hard cash, wondering how in the world you could
get rid of all these substantial advantages and recover your boyish
ingenuousness, and the keen, inquisitive nose, the gift of marvelling
at the commonest object that have always so astonished the good
William. You would have taken a false step indeed. You would have
been transformed into one of those men who are too sober-minded, too
dignified or too intelligent to stop and pick a tempting huckleberry
beside their path. Your eyes would be dead to the miracle of every
day. You would no longer want to be a sailor and skirt the bays and
promontories of “some fair wild island in the ocean,” suggested by an
oak-leaf. You would lose your elasticity. You would become old before
your time, old, respectable and unhappy. You might even pose as a
little saint and cease to feel yourself a man complete with his virtues
and his vices, no better at bottom than the neighbour he scoffs at and
lectures. You would be a success, and you would have lost everything,
while at Concord one never becomes a success.
There may have been a moment when Henry wondered if the art of writing
could not support the writer; but this moment had passed. He understood
the trade and the taste of its customers only too well. Precarious as
his other resources might be, they were better than that. As a small
boy, running barefoot in the fields and up to all sorts of mischief,
and later as an ingenious older boy, he had learned how to dig, plane,
paint houses, plant, survey. And now Henry continues to work by the
day, as occasion offers. A precious thing, manual labour. It stops
babbling tongues and toughens a frail body. It gives a tone to what
you write afterwards. Your qualities as a workingman reappear when you
come to weigh and balance words. When you have finished a fence of
pickets and lattice at $1.50 for every five yards, or built a woodshed
by contract for six dollars, it is very pleasant to receive the money;
but that is not everything. You must also reckon the pleasure you have
had. And add to this the profit you have received in indirect ways,
such as the quality of the page on which you relate the impressions
of the day. Henry does surveying, and he also helps his father in the
workshop. When he is not engaged elsewhere, he gives him his mornings.
The family industry is being transformed. The Thoreau pencils are
selling fairly well, and a new market has opened for the famous
plumbago powder--the secret. It happens to fit exactly the needs of a
new invention--electrotyping--and the people give them ten dollars a
pound for it. Even though they can sell only a few hundred pounds of it
a year, this is not a bad stroke of business for the little family. The
pencils have become only a side-issue; they work for the big industry.
But Henry makes a trip to New York to dispose of a lot he has made, for
he has a large debt to pay.
The poorer you are in Concord, the better you know your true wealth.
It is all very clever to create happiness with a thousand costly
accessories, but to create happiness out of nothing, to be happiness
yourself, is much more interesting, and happiness of this kind has
quite a different quality. To have been born poor is a privilege too.
In the most authentic great man, no matter how magnificent and complete
he is in appearance, never to have worn rags or gone without a meal,
never to have been able to toss his dignified respectability to the
winds, never to have known what hardship means is a lacuna that can
never be filled up. Think of that poor, great Goethe, too well brought
up, as he said, to have had any intercourse in his childhood with the
boys in the streets.... Whatever you may say, the boy who has never
set his bare, smarting feet on the hard ground has missed one of the
best of gifts. He has not been judged worthy of experiencing the real
savour of this world. Henry has no inclination to make a profession
of his poverty, to set himself up in the square for the admiration of
connoisseurs. He saves it for himself because it keeps him warm, as a
sheepskin coat warms a driver in winter. It has a taste that he likes
and it helps him to keep up his good spirits. It lives with him like
a comrade in the attic he has arranged for himself in the new house,
the yellow one, where his parents have been living on Main Street since
August, 1850. He is very much at home there and William lives across
the way. At the foot of his garden the boat is moored.
There in his den Henry lives like a king among the spoils of his
expeditions, his collections of birds’ eggs, mosses, plants,
arrow-heads, his bedside books, his manuscripts--and always a store of
nuts to take the place of pipe and bottle. There he sleeps and works
and talks with his comrade, enjoying the tawny shade of the latter’s
eyes and blessing the fate that has provided for him so generously.
Recently his classmates have asked him for an account of himself for
the record they are preparing of the class of 1837 at Harvard. Henry’s
reply is as follows:
Am not married. I don’t know whether mine is a profession, or a
trade, or what not. It is not yet learned, and in every instance
has been practised long before being studied. The mercantile part
of it was begun by myself alone. It is not one but legion. I
will give you some of the monster’s heads. I am a Schoolmaster,
a private Tutor, a Surveyor, a Gardener, a Farmer, a Painter (I
mean a House Painter), a Carpenter, a Mason, a Day-labourer, a
Pencil-maker, a Glass-paper-maker, a Writer, and sometimes a
Poetaster. If you will act the part of Iolas, and apply a hot
iron to any of these heads, I shall be greatly obliged to you. My
present employment is to answer such orders as may be expected from
so general an advertisement as the above. That is, if I see fit,
which is not always the case, for I have found out a way to live
without what is commonly called employment or industry, attractive
or otherwise. Indeed, my steadiest employment, if such it can be
called, is to keep myself at the top of my condition, and ready for
whatever may turn up in heaven or on earth. The last two or three
years I lived in Concord woods, alone, something more than a mile
from any neighbour, in a house built entirely by myself.
P. S. I beg that the class will not consider me an object of
charity, and if any of them are in want of any pecuniary assistance
and will make known their case to me, I will engage to give them
some advice of more worth than money.
As he sends off this description and thinks of his fellows at college,
he sees this poor devil, at the head of a factory, condemned to sweat
money out of his machines and his workmen ... this poor devil, launched
in politics or absorbed in business, deep in the auriferous mire ...
this poor devil reduced to working as some high office-holder ... this
poor devil, consenting to spend his life manufacturing counterfeit
money stamped with the effigy of Jesus, the enemy of all money ...
a whole list of poor devils, with round shoulders or an air of
satisfaction, who have not wasted the money their fathers sacrificed
to send them to college. He sees them with their positions, their
prestige, their prosperous households, their wives, their children,
their mothers-in-law and heaven knows what, and himself beside them,
the failure, without position, bank-account or influence, with his
workman’s clothes, earning a meagre living by the labour of his hands,
hands which, like theirs, have thumbed so many books. And how glad and
privileged he feels in his attic with his tawny-eyed companion! He
would be only too happy to work in their gardens or split the wood for
their stoves, offering them his pity in exchange for their dollars.
If he met the most fortunate of them all, he would feel like hanging
a placard round his neck: “Have pity on a poor rich man”--for some
passer-by with a generous heart to slip into his hand a pennyworth of
compassion. And if no charitable passer-by appeared, he would gladly
give the poor fellow his own mite. You are magnanimous when you are a
success.
Is it not from the worst that we often get the very best? Then why not
meet ill fortune with a high heart and refuse, on the dullest day, not
to be happy over a mere nothing, a trembling leaf, a swaying twig, or
the smile of old Minot’s house on the hillside--happy, you don’t know
why, because you are happy, happy as a child who plays with his poverty
as a comrade, finding in its eyes the colour of your own real wealth?
When you are a rich man like Henry you want to treat yourself, now
and then, to some little trip. For one who disposes of his time as he
pleases, this is merely a matter of gathering together a few odds and
ends. A week or so of surveying, a windfall in the shape of a lecture
or a cheque for an article provides you with the means of surveying
good fortune for many hours, a week, two weeks, not to mention a store
of memories. This is one of the satisfactions of the lot of a man
who is free, as all men ought to be free. It is good to work on your
manuscripts. But you never write a story to be compared with those that
are traced by your feet as you welcome the surprises of the road.
There are always more surprises in Concord than anywhere else; but the
world is wide and you want to see how the sun shines in other places.
And besides, you want to give your old notions an airing; no matter how
wide open you keep your window, they are always in danger of getting a
little musty.... There are those hills on the horizon towards the West
behind which, at nightfall, from the top of the Cliffs, you see that
blazing reflection. The land of the sunset is a powerful magnet.
What if you were to explore one of those hills that rise up, like
a challenge and a promise, beyond that stretch of country over
there--climb it, brush your boots on its brow, watch the sun rise from
up there and see if you can discover the faraway spot in the valley
from which you set out? That ought to do your soul good and expand your
lungs. There is that solitary Wachusett, for example, forever crouching
there in the distance, as if it were watching over some treasure; you
would like to go and ask that brother if he finds his solitude bitter
or friendly. His younger brother from Concord is coming to make him a
visit. That blue wall is not a fabulous vision; it is a solid reality,
in harmony with the woods, the fields, the river. It belongs to the
family too. Another time the thirty-seven hundred feet of Monadnoc draw
him up. He has to prolong his visit, live with the mountain a while,
become familiar with the dawn and the sunset on those heights. The
visitor camps for one night, two nights, in the open, on the summit of
the vision that holds him aloft with all its mass till a small man, on
this pedestal, has the illusion of being a somebody.
On the day before, in the morning, well before dawn, he had set out on
foot with a companion. They passed through villages and woods, with
staves in their hands like pilgrims. The fields were full of fragrance
for the early risers, the farms still asleep in the twilight of dawn;
save for one reaper already sharpening his scythe, they were the first
that morning to tread the July countryside; they passed through the
hop-fields, rested on the fence-rails of a farm from which the sound
of music reached them; and in the afternoon in the valley they sought
shelter from the broiling heat and bathed their feet in the streams
they found there. And at last they arrived together on a grassy
plateau, strewn with clumps of huckleberry and raspberry bushes, in
time to see the moon rising in this tremendous silence--two little
souls, serious, lost in wonder, half frightened at finding themselves
so high above the rest of their fellow-townsmen. And the dawn, the
notes of the birds before the dawn on these heights, the great waves
of the slopes below rise out of the shadows as if they were at sea--on
what a ship!--as the camp-fire pales and the day breaks and the
landscape unrolls in all its unreality: old Massachusetts, the whole of
it, bathed in the sunrise, at their feet, spreading its panorama before
them in the summer morning! The air of the heights intoxicates them;
it has a quality that is unknown to dwellers on the plain. It is not
so much that it acts upon your lungs: its rarity has a strange power
of exalting the spirit. Henry revels in it and feels at home on the
shoulder of the mountain. If he did not live in Concord he would be a
mountaineer.
And the charm of the mountains persists. Sometimes he goes still
further west, as far as Greylock or Saddle-back Mountain, to pay a
visit to Their Majesties. And then--wonder of wonders--the mountains he
has always seen towards the sunset rise, in a spirit of contradiction,
to the east! Is he a new man who, without realizing it, has taken a
trip round the world?... Before beginning his climb he stops in this
mountain valley at the next to the last house. It would be fun to spend
a week in that house if they would take him in. The mistress is a young
woman who continues to arrange her hair while she talks to him in the
friendliest way, without any fuss, thank heaven; she is dark and her
eyes are full of fire and she questions him with as much familiarity
as if they had been children together. She makes him think of his
cousin in Bangor. And they really are cousins in a way. She has taken
him for one of those daredevil students who often come on trips to the
mountain. On the top he finds bits of newspapers they have left about;
it is strange to read a stray sheet of some old paper alone on the
summit of a mountain by the light of a camp-fire. What wears the best
at this altitude is the advertisements and the market prices, for there
is a bit of real poetry mixed with them, though the advertisers are
quite unaware of it (fortunately); as for the rest, editorials, news,
jokes, reviews, heaven save us! And then, after a cold night that he
has passed without a blanket, the day dawns over an ocean of fog that
covers the three adjoining States as if it were a dream-country rolling
off into infinity.... It is the earth that has become unreal, and you
are planted there as if you were the centre of this tremendous glory
that rises with the sun.... And you descend Tabor again, a little drunk
with this vision and no longer in the least cold in spite of the night
passed without a blanket.
In the other direction from the land of the sunset lies the sea, quite
close--another magnet. The peaks are silent and contemplative, but the
sea stirs and rustles like a forest of gigantic pines, lulling its old
anguish. On an island in the middle of the ocean you might contrive to
have a rich existence if you could ever forget Concord. Or in one of
those villages about Cape Ann. The whole Atlantic coast and all the
width of the continent lie at the ends of the roads that set out from
the village square.
Yes, to go off for two, three, four days, according to the occasion and
the plumpness of your purse, to leave Main Street and the church-tower
and the sidewalks of the grey little town behind you and attempt an
unexplored world ... that’s the thing, Henry ... the real holidays of
life. You must have them complete. The first thought of most poor souls
on such occasions is to take the train or the stage. They are poor
souls indeed. When you are rich you have the means to travel on foot.
Henry has no intention of surrendering to a machine or animal the
pleasure of treading the road and devouring it for him; this traveller
likes the taste of it far too much to leave it to a mere auxiliary. It
is a part of the adventure. When a vagabond journeys on foot, the earth
invites him to her table and lets him roam all over her domain; those
other people are mere stupid tourists who follow where their baggage
leads them. Before they set out, the latter are sure to worry about
where they will find a lodging; why do they leave home if they begin a
journey with the thought of lodgings?
Henry starts off with a pack on his back. It’s a marvel, this knapsack.
See if you can find one like it in the shops! The traveller has
manufactured it to suit himself. It is waterproof and has compartments;
a notebook, the map of the country, his old music-book for pressing
flowers, his change of linen are in no danger of being injured. If
he is going some distance he carries a little bundle in his hand. It
is a package tied up in a handkerchief or a piece of brown paper. He
recommends this to you as preferable to any sort of handbag, first
because it is lighter and swings more merrily in your fist, and
secondly because it causes less trouble. Don’t forget the inevitable
accessory of any expedition, a good stout umbrella. A raincoat or an
oilskin might be more becoming, but they keep you too warm and they are
unwholesome, while under an umbrella you are always exposed to the air
and you have only to shut it up when the shower is over. And then you
have the rare pleasure of hearing the rain patter on your roof, while
you are perfectly sheltered yourself; you are a householder on your own
threshold, and you take it easy listening to the rain dripping from the
eaves. When you are tired of carrying the umbrella in your hand, you
can carry it on your shoulder and even hang your bundle on it, or any
other prize you pick up--a bird or a bit of sea-weed. People may laugh
at you. Let them. They will never have so much fun in all their lives.
The clever fellow has thought of everything, down to the sewing-case
for mending rips and fastening on buttons that fall off. These accursed
leather shoestrings are always undone and cause endless bother in
walking; they really abuse their right to relaxation. Henry and William
have often exchanged their views on this grave subject, a theme worthy
of philosophers at least who despise the fiddle-faddle of learning.
One day Henry finds the knot-that-will-not-come-undone and triumphs.
If everyone applied himself to solving such problems, the world would
soon stand on a different basis. But above all, do not forget to take
along some old newspapers. You will find them providential. If you
don’t already know to how many uses old newspapers can be put, on a
journey or at home, try some experiments. You are leaving your shanty
for a week or two or for six months and you are afraid that during this
time your kettle will rust. Wrap it up in a newspaper and go your way
in peace. Or you want to give your copper basin a good scouring; take
a wad of newspaper and polish it up as it should be. Your face will
smile at you in the mirror you have brightened so easily. And what
a comfort a few old newspapers are on your trip, if you have taken
them along: they serve as wrappers, as a tablecloth, as a plate, as a
means of starting the fire, or as a light, warm chest-protector if it
turns cold. And there are still so many fools in the world who believe
that newspapers are made to be read, to inform you about accidents
and politics. Among the humble truths that might shed a little light
on their existence, this is not the least important: in spending your
two cents you are making a golden investment if, instead of unfolding
the sheet, you place it carefully on a pile of old papers for the
approaching day when it will reveal its true use.
The question of provisions also demands a good bit of attention and
experience. Henry has weighed this for a long time. He has been armed
with certitudes ever since he first took the road. For drinking on a
journey nothing equals good strong tea. Because you have seen so many
old souls busy over teapots, brewing and stewing, don’t imagine that
tea is an old woman’s beverage. A grave mistake. Winter or summer, it
is a powerful and subtle tonic. For solid food, carry with you a good
loaf of heavy cake. If it is made by your mother it will be A-number-1.
You will thank me for this advice. Add a little cornmeal, enough to
make some gruel, a small bag of rice, some salt. With a spoon, a tin
quart-measure, and, if you like, a saucepan--not to mention the matches
and the knife that a walker must always have--you are the master of
circumstance. No longer any need to knock at a door, when the fresh air
of the road has given you an appetite, except for the pleasure of a
chat or to add a glass of milk to your usual fare if you want to bring
back your childhood. You are both the inn and the traveller.
These arrangements are very important for the success of the trip. As
for your clothes, they should be durable and old, preferably brown or
tan--the colour of the earth. They will show the dust and the mud less,
and you will not offend the landscape as the figure of a townsman in
the country does with his funereal black. In heaven’s name, avoid the
“tourist’s” get-up. You must slip through the countryside like an old
family friend, not like an intruder. One more recommendation. A straw
hat is one of those creations in which the inventive genius of man
triumphs. Light and as solid as flexible armour, it places between the
burning sun and your poor skull just the right amount of space for you
to be able to speak of the _good_ sun.... Suppose a shower, a downpour,
surprises you on a day when you have left your umbrella behind. If it
does not last too long the wide rim of your head-covering will shelter
you. If the straw is a little warped after this bath, well, it has seen
plenty of others. It will soon get back its proper shape; your oval,
square or pointed skull takes care of that gratis. And this invention,
you know, costs only a few cents. If some accident befalls it, if it
has not been fastened firmly with your handkerchief knotted under your
chin, and a gust of wind blows it into the water or some ditch, well,
good-bye, old friend.... I shall regret you because my head breathed
its warmest thoughts through you, but I shall find another like you for
a mere song at the first shop I reach.
If you travel with this modest outfit, you must not expect to be
treated as a rich gentleman travelling for his pleasure. That
humiliation will certainly be spared you. Nor must you be too surprised
if, along the road, you are taken for a pedlar by the women on the
doorsteps or the labourers in the fields. That’s natural enough, and
it will even please you, for nothing could be more creditable. They
may ask you if you are able to mend an umbrella (why an umbrella in
your hand in this radiant sunlight?) or if you are not a tinker. Or a
clock-setter. Or one of those casual labourers who work by the day in
the hay-making season. You will certainly not be offended by anything
of this kind; indeed you will be flattered, for it will show you
that they don’t take you for a fool. This is a compliment you don’t
often receive from your own fellow-townsmen. At home they are not
particularly struck by your ability, but out in the world your ten
fingers are in constant request. Even if some theft has been committed
in the neighbourhood as you are passing through with a friend and they
look at you suspiciously and the constable discreetly walks along with
you, you are not indignant at the inquisition. How could the police,
with their infallible noses, fail to suspect two mischievous-looking
young fellows, roaming about the roads without any apparent purpose,
instead of the traveller who puts up at the best hotel and orders his
dinner in a lofty voice? You and your companion must be the criminals,
or good-bye to the constable and the constable’s nose.
In case you don’t care to sleep out under the stars, ask for a bed
in some house along the way. It is so much cosier. You will make the
acquaintance of some very good souls. Under their roof, as your wet
boots are drying before the fire, you will feel that you are in the
very heart of the country. And you will not have to refuse the hotel
boy the tip he has failed to deserve, the wretch, because he has
polished your famous boots instead of greasing them with a rind of pork.
So, no matter where you go, the world responds to your expectations.
It likes to be approached on its own level, and it is for you, the man
with the knapsack, that it keeps its finest stories. Finally, you will
spend less money than if you stayed at home.
Henry finds the highway tedious, for it is the road of trade and
traffic. He has not buckled on his haversack to perform a military
march. On the highway the gravel crunches under your feet, the dust
gets between your teeth. If his itinerary obliges him to take the road,
he at least walks on the bank, stopping from time to time to listen
to what the wind has to say on the wires. What’s the latest news? As
a rule he follows the paths, taking short-cuts across fields, jumping
over hedges, clambering up the little hills without slackening his
pace. He has a good wind. Once he has made up his mind to reach a
point he has marked on his map, all the obstacles in the world, natural
and artificial, can get in his way: he makes straight for his object,
scaling every one. Obstacles are made to be leapt over--a much quicker
way than going round them. He never loses his sense of direction in
the woods. He is a walker who can count more years of experience than
Christianity can count centuries. A pagan of a walker.
This time the man with the old umbrella is going off alone. To set out
in company would certainly be to multiply by two or three the pleasure
of the adventure. But where can he find them, the rare birds that
share his tastes? He knows one or two perhaps, scarcely three. Most of
his friends are simply not to be thought of as travelling companions.
People who wear black clothes and are impeccably correct to the very
soles of their feet, people who are charming in their own houses but
whom you can’t imagine eating a bowl of gruel before a camp-fire. They
would make you conspicuous on the road. You can’t go and ask them to
travel like a common tramp, with an old umbrella and a bundle. And
besides, you who are an indefatigable walker and as abstemious as a
camel would soon leave your companion behind. Half-way along the road
you would hear him complaining back there that his boot hurt him or
that he was melting with perspiration. He would have to belong to a
special type, a Henry number 2 or a brother John.... Or a William. But
William does not dare to start out this time; he is afraid of what
might befall him with such an intrepid companion when it is no longer a
question of a mere afternoon’s ramble to Nine Acre Corner.
Some friends have sent Henry an invitation to lecture over yonder; it
is a chance for a little trip. If he sometimes has to be urged a bit,
it is only for the stupidest of reasons. When he goes to see some of
his friends or appears in public, he has to dress up more or less (a
remnant of respect for the conventions, you know).... His old togs,
frayed by all the thickets of the wilderness, have such a beautiful
patina and they are so well moulded to all his movements and so easy at
the arm-holes that it is heart-breaking to be obliged to give them up
and harness himself in a frock-coat in which he feels as cramped as a
best man dressing up for his cousin’s wedding. The mere thought of it
almost spoils his pleasure in advance. He would like to be his everyday
self, not this promenader in his Sunday best.
But Henry is ready for any sacrifice. He is going to take the train
for Worcester and pay his friend Harrison Blake a visit. The latter
is an old Harvard man like himself whom he met through Emerson when
he was living at Walden. A little too full of starch, this good
man--Henry would like to pinch him now and then to see if he has blood
in his veins--but a firm and faithful friend. They write to each other
regularly. Henry is a little bored by the correspondence, and he would
be very happy if he could make this excellent Blake, who absolutely
insists upon regarding him as a sage and a great philosopher,
understand how seriously mistaken he is. No, my friend, you are quite
wrong; I am a very ordinary soul and very much at a loss how to reply
to you, for to me two words exchanged with a carter mean more than
all the moral counsels in the world. You insist on asking me for all
sorts of spiritual directions, and I am as threadbare in philosophical
matters as I am in the matter of clothes. You are throwing your respect
away, dear fellow. It is very hard for a pagan, an artist and a savage
to make himself intelligible to a churchman, for he is a churchman,
this good, faithful Blake. It is a safe bet that in fifty years he
would never understand. To appease this keen spiritual hunger, the
great “philosopher,” in his letters--after ten years of correspondence
they are invariably addressed to “Mr. Blake”--copies out for him whole
pages from his Journal, carefully selected from those that are the
most “moral.” Their correspondence and their relations always keep
this grave tone. Henry feels the frock-coat that cramps him at the
arm-holes. But Mr. Blake is certainly the most loyal of friends.
Henry feels more at home with Daniel Ricketson, who invites him to
his house at New Bedford, the whaling port. On the first occasion it
is mid-winter, and Ricketson, who is a Quaker, is clearing the snow
off his front steps and thinking of his visitor who is very late in
arriving. Up the carriage road comes someone who looks like a pedlar,
in a long overcoat, carrying a little bag and a big umbrella. But it
is the expected personage, and he strolls up imperturbably through
the friendly snow; he has had no thought of preparing a sensational
appearance; they will receive him cheerfully in this disguise as Santa
Claus, for it is Christmas Day. The following year Daniel returns the
visit. He is a new friend. There are good years for friendship as
there are for trees. It even comes to Henry from across the sea in the
person of that tall, fair-haired, distinguished-looking young man, the
descendant of Anglican bishops, who, on his trip through America, comes
to see Emerson who sends him to the Thoreaus’ house, where there is
always room for a boarder. Rather an odd fish, this Thomas “Cholmley,”
and a little hard to swallow just at first, but charming at bottom
under his English patrician’s uniform, fresh from Oriel College. He is
just back from New Zealand, where he has had a taste of cattle-raising.
They go off on several rambles together about Concord; with William to
make up a trio, they set out for the conquest of that old solitary
Wachusett. Henry has very little use for these over-civilized young
blades who respectfully ask him to take them along on his walks; but he
has made an exception of this tall, fair-haired fellow who has been to
New Zealand. Some day he must take him to New Bedford.
There, at least, there is no constraint. On the very threshold he
shakes off his gloom, the melancholy of the northern pine; he is
himself, he is a child. In this congenial atmosphere he is ready for
any joke, and he laughs and sings. He doesn’t quite catch the tune,
but who cares?--it sounds just as well. The bathing is excellent
and they get up a boating-party. One afternoon--is it the venerable
Alcott’s presence that excites him?--when Mrs. Ricketson is at the
piano, the northern pine, seized with a mad gaiety, actually begins
to execute a Zulu dance around the room, taking pains to tread on the
toes of Alcott who smilingly watches his good colleague’s extravagant
behaviour. If that blessed Blake were only in a corner of the parlour
too, on this occasion, ready for a little nip from the dancer’s boots!
It would enlighten him better than the longest letter on the nature
of Henry’s philosophy. Henry’s face is as long as a night-cap when
he is with ceremonious people who bore him. He writes deep, serious
things because he is not interested solely in trifles. And there he
is, forever pigeon-holed as the most dismal of souls. They haven’t
seen him, brimming over with nonsense, acting a pantomime with his
own intimate friends; they have never heard him singing at the top of
his lungs alone in the woods or surprised him with the children doing
some marvellous trick. No, he is and he will remain the morose ascetic
who went off into the woods one day, full of hatred for humanity, and
pounded out his black thoughts in a rough-hewn mortar. Rubbish!... Let
them talk, Henry, while you go on dancing about the room. And look out
for your toes, Alcott!
One day, towards the end of July, 1850, Henry sets out hurriedly on
a strange journey. He is not going to spend Sunday this time with a
friend who is waiting for him; he has to find the body of a friend
who has died. Poor Margaret Fuller, whom he had never known well but
who recalled to him the days of the _Dial_, was returning from Italy,
married now and a mother, on a ship that had gone ashore in a storm on
Fire Island. She was one of the victims, after having watched death
approaching for twelve hours till a mightier wave delivered her with
her child and her husband. Henry has been commissioned by all the
Concord friends--Margaret was William’s sister-in-law--to search the
scene of the shipwreck and try to recover her pitiful remains and her
belongings. He scours the beach, questions everybody, pursues his
inquiries. Plunderers of the wreck have been there before him. At first
nothing is found but a few papers, some love-letters and the little
body of Nino.... Then, eight days after the shipwreck, Henry, who has
got his direction from a lighthouse-keeper, finds on a lonely beach the
shapeless remains of a body, ravaged by the rough jaws of the sea--a
few bones with a little flesh still adhering to them....
Concord enfolds a man very tenderly in the arms of its river and woods
when he comes back with roughened skin from such trips as these. But
when you are at once a stay-at-home and a nomad, there are few holidays
to be compared to a long expedition when your confounded circumstances
permit you to think of such a thing. And nothing could be happier than
the happiness of the preliminaries when you are making your plans and
studying your itinerary, inspecting your knapsack and your boots,
and reading the books about the country you are going to explore.
Don’t talk about recreation or satisfying some asinine taste for the
picturesque by following the footsteps of other travellers. Henry
sets out from his village to reconnoitre, to get light on some very
important matters and bring back something to fill up his chests there
in the garret. These are his campaigns.
There is that crooked beak, shaped like a fishhook, which Massachusetts
thrusts out into the sea--perhaps in an attempt to catch that big
greedy fish Long Island, if the latter, tired of sniffing the
unprofitable metropolis, should decide some day to turn to the North
for its food. Wouldn’t it be a good idea to go and see how the wind
blows there and have a look at the old sea-dogs that incrust it
like shell-fish? Cape Cod. A long tongue of land curving out like a
breakwater into the open Atlantic--an immense organ from which the
ocean draws its grandest tones.
This year, with his book out at last, Henry can give himself a little
extra treat. William has decided to come too. They set out together at
the beginning of October (they are obliged to take the train so as not
to spend an eternity on the way) and stumble straight into a shipwreck
at Cohasset. The train is crowded with Irishmen who are on their way to
identify the bodies--from the beach to the church the farm-wagons come
and go, some of them carrying the corpses, others the sea-weed thrown
up by the storm. Immigrants from Galway in Ireland, and here they are,
livid under their white sheets, arriving, feet first, in the land of
their hopes. The flag of the shipwrecked vessel is drying there on the
rocks with pebbles on its four corners, still keeping its colours--not
dead like the Irish lads. The captain and the other survivors will lead
the funeral procession.... At the base of the fishhook they leave the
train and take the stage as far as Orleans, where the tongue of land
grows so thin: it is nothing but a sandbar sixty-five miles long by
a few miles in width. How good-natured the people in the stage are!
Simple and natural as if--O joy!--no blessed social categories existed
in their astonishing country and they were all old acquaintances. Does
the nearness of the ocean teach people the art of living?
It rains and blows the next day, when they start out on foot. Never
mind, they are not going to wait for it to clear. They walk along the
shore; the umbrella shields them and the wind drives them on. They are
not loaded down like those two little Italians who are walking towards
Provincetown with their organs on their backs. It is an entirely new
landscape for the lads from Concord. No trees. Here and there a cottage
with a red roof. Octagonal windmills, such as they have never seen
except in pictures. In the fields heaps of clam-shells; the pigs, they
say, are fattened on the clams, those marine acorns. And see there,
those stunted apple-trees sheltered in a hollow, those little old
toy-like trees from which a child could pick the apples by hand. It
would be difficult to creep your way under them, the branches are so
low and shrubby. The little Cape Cod horses are as amusing as goats.
You great Concord farmers, if you could measure the scantness of the
land the people cultivate here--about as much as a miser could hold in
his palm! But it yields a little rather meagre corn and the vegetables
in the tiny gardens actually seem to be thriving. This is the country
of the sea.
The best thing is to leave the road and march along to this roar that
you hear uninterruptedly on the right. The companions have come here
not to follow a road but to enjoy the ocean. They cut across the
fields in the direction of the three Nauset Lights. Then, in the
wind and rain, they are lost in an absolutely bare plain, shut in by
fog. The smallest object appears immense in this desert and as if
suspended between sky and sand. It is just the way one should see this
interminable plain. Henry feels so happy that he could sing. He is
going to try to keep clear of the villages up to the very end of the
Cape so as not to break the powerful charm. At the end of this vast
plain, and after crossing a stretch of upland covered with shrub-oak
and beech-grass and a strip of bare sand, they suddenly find themselves
at the top of a Bluff: at their feet lies everything they have come
to seek--the beach and the Atlantic. The ocean is dark under a stormy
sky--as Atlantic as possible. Those white lines of foam, some distance
out, reveal the sandbars. And beyond that nothing ... nothing but
Europe, and faraway Jersey ... so people say. It is too beautiful here
for you to have any desire to go over and see it. From this point on
the two umbrellas set out to skirt the shore, as close to the water as
possible where the sand is hardest.
Twenty-five good miles lie before them to the tip. As they sail along
under the umbrellas that shelter and aid them, with the wind at their
backs, the walk side by side becomes glorious. Two happy souls under
their whalebone turtle-shells travel along so close to the water’s
edge that every now and then they have to leap quickly aside to escape
a great wave that has watched them from afar and flung itself upon
them: perhaps it is the umbrellas that have provoked it into lashing
them with its kelp-weed tails. And when you have played with the waves
it is a delight to scramble up the sandbank that forms the back-bone
of the Cape, so as to have a wider view of the ocean and look off
into the distance and over to the left, to the desert of sand. The
rolling country yonder, covered with autumn-tinted shrubbery, permits
them at intervals a glimpse of the bay. Walking now on the ridge,
straddling the Cape, now on the fine sand--there are no rocks to break
the wonderful monotony of this shore--the wayfarers take their time,
resting now and then; for the sand, soft as it is to their feet, makes
walking difficult after a while. Not a sail in sight, for the sea is
too heavy; not a soul on the beach. It is as if the ocean preferred to
see no one about him when he is roused. Days might pass without your
encountering two natives of the country, those plunderers of wrecks
with faces hard as a stone, a stone that the sea has rolled from the
beginning of time and is ready to go on rolling for as many ages as it
chooses.
But they do not ask for any distraction. The enormous spectacle fills
the scene. It is better even not to talk amid this continual roar
that obliges them to shout; and if they do it is only to thunder some
Homeric lines to put themselves in tune with this bass voice. Surprises
strew their path, marvellous plants, dragged up from the sunken palaces
of the sea, all of which they would like to carry away if they could
only keep them alive in their flexibility and their lustre. Henry
chews a tip of one of them. The beautiful sea-medusas that strew the
beach in their tattered finery are as if struck with consternation not
to be swinging any longer, delicate and transparent, in the hollow
of the waves: dispossessed princesses whose hearts shrivel on this
alien strand. In spite of the noise of the sea they hear the piping
of a plover. Suppose they have a little lunch? It is noon, time to
settle themselves in a hollow of the bank and eat something, as two
good boys should who have gone a long way since breakfast in the inn
at Orleans and are famished by the salt air. Some dry sticks, a fire,
a superb clam cooked over the sand as the principal dish; the meat is
a bit rubbery, but with a cracker and sprinkled with the cries of the
sea-gulls it is quite edible and even savoury. And look there, the
weather is clearing....
By evening the pilgrims have reached Wellfleet. They must think of
shelter for the night. In that little house over there, with the
gable pierced with those small irregular windows, there will surely
be a corner for two fellows who are not hard to please. No one at
home. How about the other? An old woman who has had her eye on these
two suspicious-looking individuals fastens her fence-gate, then
resolutely goes back into the house. Hm.... We’ll see. Knock, knock.
An old man opens the door and asks them with a distrustful air where
they have come from and what they want. They explain. Of course we
might be almanac-vendors, but no, my friend, we’re not. We’re from the
famous Concord where the great battle took place at the time of the
Revolution. The old man is eighty-eight, so he was fourteen when that
historic event occurred. These pedlars who are not pedlars are too
much for him. Well, walk in, since you’ve come from the country of the
Revolution. The old woman relieves the strangers of their bundles and
their hats, while the grandfather grumbles: “I am all broken down this
year. I am under petticoat government here.”
The hospitable family is composed of a daughter who looks as old
as her mother, and a brutish-looking, heavy-jawed son who goes out
abruptly at the sight of these strangers; there is also a boy of
ten. “These women,” the old man says to Henry, “are both of them
poor good-for-nothing critturs. This one is my wife. I married her
sixty-five years ago. She is eighty-four years old, and as deaf as an
adder, and the other is not much better.” The good soul is an old
oysterman who, since sailing the seas in his young days, has had much
intercourse with oysters and the Bible. He likes to gossip and they
converse in a friendly way about oysters, surveying and apple-raising.
The half-witted son returns and begins to mutter, without lifting his
head: “Damn book-pedlars--all the time talking about books. Better
do something. Damn ’em. I’ll shoot ’em”.... Whereupon, the old man,
assuming an air of authority as if he were used to it, says: “John, go
sit down, mind your business. Precious little you’ll do--your bark is
worse than your bite.” But the sullen imbecile persists in muttering,
goes and sits down at the table, eats up everything that is on it and
reaches out for the apples which his mother is paring for her guests’
meal. She draws them away and sends him about his business. There are
many of these imbeciles in the villages of Massachusetts.
But it is a pleasure to listen to the old oysterman who relates his
recollections in a language as salty as the water that you swallow
with an oyster. He well remembers seeing Washington, a man with such
a fine bearing! And to show how well the great general sat his horse
the old fellow strikes an attitude, straightens his shoulders and bows
ceremoniously to right and left, sweeping the absent three-cornered hat
with a wide gesture. It is just as you see him in the school-books,
but in what picture will the general ever have such a grand air as
he has in this little house on Cape Cod, evoked by the mimicry of an
old oysterman? After this they all go to bed. The boy, who is in the
chimney-corner, takes off his shoes and stockings, and as he has a sore
leg they rub it with salve before he goes upstairs. The imbecile takes
off his old shoes and follows. Then the old man, removing his shoes
in turn, without ceasing to discourse on the miseries of the world,
exhibits with pride a pair of calves as plump as a baby’s.
William and Henry retire to their room. Someone behind them draws
the bolt and fastens them in. You can’t be too careful. After all,
you never know with these clever people who are up to all sorts
of tricks.... (Ah, good people, how right you were to distrust
two strangers who had dropped from the clouds. Two days later the
Provincetown Bank was robbed and the police were looking for two men
who must have done the job. Good heavens, to think you might have had
those two scoundrels under your roof.... Nothing more prophetic than
the instinct of an imbecile who wants to execute them out of hand.
Put this in your pipe and smoke it, you sham pedlars, even if you are
not the thieves. You have been taken for tinkers or almanac-vendors
already--it may be pickpockets next. If you had never left your own
hole-in-the-ground, how would you have ever known that you had in you
the makings of all these characters?)
The door is unlocked before dawn and Henry runs to the beach to watch
the sun come out of the sea. They have breakfast. The old man begins
to spin his yarns again, forgetting to eat, and says to his wife, who
reminds him of this: “Don’t hurry me; I have lived too long to be
hurried”.... Meanwhile, the two comrades breakfast a little gingerly,
not being sure of the exact spots on the hearth sprinkled by the old
man’s tobacco-juice while the meal was being prepared there. They
pay their score and set out. The weather is marvellously clear this
morning, swept clean by the wind that howled in the chimney.
They follow the dunes. The tide is coming in. The vessels are skimming
like gulls over the ocean; one, a barque, furls her sails and drops
anchor a gunshot from the shore. In this miraculous brightness of
the ocean how large and strange objects on the sand appear: at a
distance a bit of wreckage looks like a cliff. The most absurd little
rocking-horse here would have the size of some monstrous steed. And
always, under your feet, those gifts of the sea that would go so well
in your collection: a wet pebble, gleaming like a jewel, debris, come
heaven knows whence, rolled by the waves heaven knows how long, roughly
modelled by the ocean, polished or tarnished, a beautiful crab’s
shell, a sponge, a five-franc piece, bearing the image of Louis XV the
Well-beloved. Henry’s eyes, with their Concord habits, even find an
arrow-head, placed there in his honour. They must bathe in that little
basin formed by a sandbar, then sit down to dry and watch the coots
dancing like corks on the waves or the schools of menhaden, with their
back fins projecting two or three inches out of the water. In some
patches the sea is as purple as a grape. That sail yonder comes from
some port of dreams for which you are homesick even without knowing
what it is. It speaks mysteriously to a man, naked in the sun after his
bath, who hears the pores of his skin murmuring together how marvellous
it is to belong to a body that is freed from its braces and buttons.
It will be best not to stop at Truro but to push on to the Highland
Light where they will find comfortable quarters. Indeed the keeper
receives them without asking them who they are, receives them, in
his simple brick dwelling attached to the white lighthouse, with the
generosity of a lonely soul. They climb with him up the winding iron
stairway to the lantern when he goes up to light his fifteen oil lamps.
(What a job keeping them in order! There are the wicks, the oil that
congeals in winter, the reflectors, the windows, and on warm summer
nights the moths that glue themselves there by the million, dimming
the lights--and yet everything is neat and in apple-pie order in the
lantern.) Think what a fine place it would be for a lad with studious
tastes who was too poor to feed his own lamp! And what a beautiful inn!
There you are, all night, close to the waves, snug in your bed, a part
of the lighthouse, yourself a light towards which the lookout-men at
sea direct their eyes. Wonderful!
The Cape narrows and is soon nothing but a shrunken tongue of land
along which move two insects in holiday spirits. They are approaching
the point of the hook. Three or four days along the seashore, tramping
in the October wind, and there is Provincetown at last, a mere dot. A
compactly built little town, a barking cur, people going about their
business--all these things cut a sorry figure before an ocean that
swings from one continent to another. The two hundred schooners of the
mackerel fleet that lie there in the harbour are like toys scattered
on a green carpet. There is a smell of drying fish along the plank
sidewalks of the little town, which is engulfed in the fine sand that
filters into everything, into your shoes, into the houses. To bid
farewell to the Cape they push on across the deserted region to the
North of the port. The wind from the open sea stings and caresses them
and makes their skin smart. The whole burden of the Atlantic comes to
die at their feet in the whiteness of the foam and a rumbling as of the
end of the world.
It is Sunday. Some sailors are engaged in painting their boat at
Provincetown when a tithing-man comes along and tells them they are
disturbing the Sabbath. That’s all very well for you, my friend. On
Sunday you lounge about the house after church, smoking your pipe with
your family, looking at the picture-papers or getting drunk if you
like; it’s easy for you to observe the Sabbath without causing any
scandal. But from where I sit, peacefully watching the harbour and the
sea, I can hear the shouts of a preacher from the meeting-house over
there with its windows wide open to the sunlight. (Wouldn’t you think
he was a drill-sergeant or a boatswain giving his commands?) Now,
tithing-man, why not tell that fellow to stop making a nuisance of
himself? Those sailors are not disturbing a soul as they paint their
boat, but that fanatic poisons the beautiful Sunday air for everybody.
Monday, the departure. They set off for home by sea, saluted, as they
leave the harbour, by some red-shirted men who, from their boats, watch
the little steamer passing: a Newfoundland dog, with his paws on the
rail of one of the boats, watches them too, watches as a big sailor’s
dog knows how to watch. In no time at all the Cape and everything
over there behind them is a mere pale beak almost level with the sea,
and before they know it they are tying up at Long Wharf between two
big boats ... Boston ... the train for Concord. Oh, to get to Concord
quickly enough to bring home before they are gone that scent of codfish
and oysters and that drone of the sea in the shell at your ear....
It is so beautiful, this desolate coast, so powerfully appealing, this
Atlantic solitude, that Henry returns alone to the Cape the following
summer and twice later, alone or with William. Cape Cod has become the
first colonial possession of an affluent lover of the wilds. But the
danger of these long expeditions is that one becomes insatiable. A rich
man always wants more. Having gone to the extremities of Massachusetts,
to the mountains and the sea, he has taken it into his head to press on
to the boundary of the United States, and beyond....
Henry, you are ready to throw your money out of the window. William
has agreed to go up to Canada with you, or is he the tempter who
has induced you to go? However that may be, the matter is settled
between the two accomplices. They are going to take advantage of a
special excursion train. It is very disagreeable to travel under such
conditions, packed in with those idiotic tourists, but it enables them
to go a long way for very little money, and once they are there they
can get rid of the other reduced-price gentry soon enough and set out
by themselves on a tour of discovery. They will have a week before them.
They leave Concord in the morning, before eight o’clock, and by six
in the evening they are on the shore of Lake Champlain, which crosses
the frontier ... on the map. For it crosses nothing on the landscape.
But is there a single one of these fifteen hundred excursionists who,
at this solemn moment of passing from one country into another, is not
looking for some mountain-chain, some gulf, some gigantic gate--heaven
knows what--to show that here one nation begins and another ends? A
frontier, and the face of the earth goes straight on as if it knew
nothing about its own political geography? But they begin to hear
people speaking in a different language (is that the looked-for gulf?),
and already they feel far away from home--on the “foreign soil” of the
romances.
More than anything else, Montreal is the church of Notre Dame. A deep
cave like that in the heart of a city deserves a visit. It is very
still there. The church can hold ten thousand worshippers, but at the
moment it seems to contain only three women who are praying, and the
latter do not even lift their eyes to look at two fellows who are
softly making the tour of the nave with their hats in their hands. A
troop of natives come in, countrymen on a visit to town whose first
thought is to kneel before the high altar, with the rather awkward
movements--as Henry thinks--of cattle preparing to lie down. The
glitter of the altars, the candles and the images do not impress him,
but he is touched by this ingenuous respect. The silence is good in
this cavern. There reigns here a little of the mystery of the deep
woods; it is open every day to all comers, a retreat to which you can
come and meditate, away from the crowds, and really feel at peace with
yourself. If you were condemned for your sins to live in a town like
this, you would certainly come to Notre Dame, with the same respect
as these good women, to pray in your own fashion between services. If
it were not for the priests and their mummery, this Catholic religion
would not be a bad thing at all. It has such beautiful shrines for
meditation. Even the holy water in the basins would not disturb you
very much if, in the minds of the faithful, it were sacred like the
water of a fountain dedicated to a goddess. This Roman religion merely
needs to be brushed up a little by a pagan. Notre Dame is certainly an
astonishing cave.
In the streets, priests and Sisters of Charity. These latter must have
been weeping all their lives long to have such scalded-looking eyes;
they have the faces of people who have been buried and dug up. They
all go about with lowered eyeballs, as if they had made up their minds
never to smile again. The sight of them insults the daylight. There are
also a great many soldiers about, mounting guard or drilling. Henry
wonders of what use all these puppets are. They are probably to amuse
the citizens, like a Punch and Judy show. And there are market-women
in the square with beautiful apples, pears and peaches for sale. (It
is the end of September.) Henry buys some, hazarding a few words of
the language of the country. These honest fruit-sellers at least are
flesh-and-blood women, and their apples are apples and not church
ornaments. And the old French names that he reads in the town have as
much flavour as the apples, or as the chronicles of the navigators
who set sail from Saint-Malo in their immense old tubs and landed at
Tadousac, at the confluence of the Saguenay. Henry has read those
chronicles, and they enchant him.
The zigzag fissures there in the rock are Quebec and its climbing
streets. And the citadel--and the barracks and the barracks. High up
there on the ramparts he perceives from afar a terrible warrior with
an immense cocked hat; he wonders if it is the god of war stuck up
there like a scarecrow, or if that horrifying puppet with its gun is
preparing to destroy the world. These soldiers are the ornament of
Quebec; they are set about everywhere to make it clear that the English
are energetic people. In the citadel the Highlanders are drilling.
They have the graceful, elastic step of mountaineers: strong, healthy
young men, condemned to a humiliating and ridiculous occupation that
is stupefying them and turning them into automatons in the service of
Her Britannic Majesty. Their movements make a sad impression upon a
man who stands there, with his old umbrella and his bundle, staring at
the soldiers, as if they were a new species whose habits are unknown
to him. He is poorly dressed, as his way is when he travels, with a
thin, twenty-five-cent palm-leaf hat on his head and a brown linen sack
to conceal the raggedness of his coat. The spectator compares himself
mentally with that superb officer there who, without his disguise,
would probably look just like anybody else. He would almost like to
hand him his own duster out of charity, so that he wouldn’t have to
look so much like an old bogie.
But he had better climb down again to the town and have a look at the
milkmen’s dogs, harnessed to the little carts containing a single
immense can, and the market by the water-side, and the old women
sitting in the open air behind their vegetables and fruit--and the
ferry-boats continually going to and fro with their motley, chattering
crowds. The cabmen talking in French to their old hacks remind him of
the ancient France that still keeps its aroma here. In this restaurant
he has just entered what interests Henry is not the bottles and the
glasses on the table but a great map of Canada hanging on the wall.
This table is made of mahogany, and it would be a pity to scratch it.
The guest spreads out his handkerchief, then climbs up on the table and
begins to study the map. When he sets foot on the floor again, without
having broken any of the dishes, he has had his meal; the food itself
will be merely dessert.
But it is to see the country that he has come to this “foreign soil.”
The two friends set out on foot to explore the Falls of Montmorenci.
They promise themselves a good deal of pleasure. There may be less
uniforms and nuns along the roads. It will be a great experience to see
simple human beings.
The peasant women are working in the fields, buxom, healthy-looking
creatures with ruddy cheeks under their broad-brimmed hats, and much
more agreeable to look at than the natives of the stronger sex. The
villages straggle along with their whitewashed houses. Thank goodness,
you no longer feel yourselves strangers as you did at Montreal and
Quebec. Isn’t it odd? No matter where you wander on the planet, as long
as there is a tree of any species, a blade of grass, a glint of running
water or a beach where pebbles have been washed up, you are immediately
at home; while a score of miles from your own church-tower you have
only to set foot on the sidewalk of a town to feel yourself an alien,
with all communications cut with the world and your own kindred. A
strange business, this “foreign soil.”
Evening falls. They have reached the village of Beauport. It would
be much cosier if they could put up with some of the inhabitants.
They are in the heart of the Canuck country, where you have to speak
the language. Even the little curs bark in a kind of French. Henry
courageously knocks at a door, and when they shout “Entrez” from
within some fine little phrases emerge, the fruit of his reading since
school-days. His accent may not be very good, but often enough the
people understand it. The only trouble is that he can make scarcely
anything of their voluble replies. And the blunders are very amusing.
These honest Canucks are full of good will, but unfortunately they are
poor people and have no bed to offer the strangers. So our friends are
compelled to enquire in their best pigeon-French: “_Y a-t-il une maison
publique ici?_” Who would ever guess that these two boys are looking
for a simple inn? The Canucks of Beauport have no inn, as they have no
_maison publique_. But there may be room at the mill or the grocery. At
this other house, where the travellers sit down for a moment to drink a
glass of water, the people politely excuse themselves by showing them
the loft where the whole family sleep, the only bedroom in the house.
At last, under a less poverty-stricken roof, they are offered the best
room and a bed with coarse, unbleached linen sheets. But there is no
coarseness in the hospitality of the Binets, who do not lock them into
their room like that funny old oysterman who had seen Washington;
they even ask their guests if they would like some brandy with their
breakfast. No, good lady, a plain apple will taste better to us than
any drink.
The next day they set out for the Falls. The spot from which they
can see them best has been appropriated by a mill-owner, who has his
mansion and grounds there. Very sorry, dear sir, but we are going
to cross your land with as little fuss as if we were in Concord. It
appears that you supplanted on this spot a mighty lord of the last
generation. But mighty lord or not, there is a great natural spectacle
here, and the view belongs to the humblest of walkers who comes from
a distance with his bundle to see the Falls. What do we care for your
land-title? Sir William and Sir Henry here have a right to enjoy the
sight to their hearts’ content.
There should still be time to go and see the Falls of Sainte-Anne, a
simple matter of thirty miles on foot. On the road they constantly pass
wooden crosses and little shrines to the Blessed Virgin with ex-votos.
Now and then they meet some villager wearing a cap of red, blue or
grey worsted who bids them a polite good-day and lifts his hand to
his bonnet. How civil and human they are! Even this fat, friar-like
personage in his black, priestly robe--what can these fellows do for
a living?--who appears at the door of his parsonage, where they have
knocked to ask their way, gives them a friendly greeting. There is no
inn at Sainte-Anne any more than at Beauport, but here too there are
good souls to put them up. The master of the house, in his red cap,
has the true Norman stamp; he talks with his stubby pipe between his
teeth, which makes his Canuck French very hard to understand. Just
the same, two fellows who have come from New England feel very near
home here, very near and very far away at once, much further away in
time and space than the excursion-ticket had given them any reason to
expect. They are in the heart of old Normandy--Henry has returned for
one night to sleep in the cradle of his race. He may not be thinking
of this perhaps, but it is very much to his taste here. The villages,
the streams have such charming names: Rivière de la Blondelle, Rivière
de la Friponne, Rivière de la Rose, Rivière du Sault a la Puce, Pointe
aux Trembles ... How can he help feeling that he belongs to the race
of poets-without-knowing-it who thought of such names as these? All
the little houses turn their backs on the road, perhaps the better to
preserve the fragrance of the old country.
After the visit to the Falls and a good stiff walk along the Saint
Lawrence, they stop again at nightfall at a farm where they pass a very
agreeable evening chattering French in the great kitchen. It is Sunday.
William’s pipe pays a tribute of incense to the little Canuck gods
who have never died on the cross. What they cannot make intelligible
because of their accent they write. This little girl knows how to
write. Henry amuses them all by drawing a map of the country in chalk
on the old oiled table-cloth. They are the best of friends in no time.
With the few words at their disposal they talk about the soil, for that
subject can be expressed in very simple terms. The good people talk
about “senelles,” and Henry at first supposes that they mean snails
till they show him the little red apples of the hawthorn. They also go
out for some real apples to give the two strangers, beautiful, firm,
glossy apples that have just been picked. In the autumn fragrance of
ripe apples, Mother Earth says thanks in a universal language.
These poor Canucks, who are so gentle, with their rather humble
politeness and an intelligence that seems to have been arrested in its
development, are pitiful creatures in the eyes of you Yankee tourists,
and you make fun of them because you are so clever and so strong. But
what would you have been if it had been perpetually rammed down your
throat by your father and your father’s father that the one great
thing in this world is to obey our holy mother the Church? You would
have been dunces, and you would have been mean, hard-hearted dunces.
You would not have had the openheartedness, the simple courage, the
good nature and humanity of these people. (Henry is thinking of the
clear, laughing “By gosh” of the wood-chopper from Quebec who had come
to see him in his cabin.) A little of the wealth of these “poor souls”
would not come amiss in your pockets, shrewd fellows that you are.
But they must rejoin their fellow-excursionists. Quebec. Yes, the
soldiers in red, the priests in black, the nuns, the seminarists....
You have seen enough of them. To Montreal on the boat, and then the
train that is to carry you home. In the car the inevitable wag of
the party begins to imitate the cry of the cabmen in the streets of
Quebec. Among these prosperous Yankees a silent man is thinking of
the landscape along that tremendous river, so many miles wide, with
its falls, its islands, and the little children who said good-day so
politely to the strangers on the road. Reckoning all the expenses, the
journey to Canada has amounted to $12. A little more, to be sure, than
the net profits of a year of farming at Walden. But he does not regret
his money.
Henry has cousins at Bangor, in Maine, the stepsons of his Aunt
Elizabeth, one of whom is in the lumber-trade. He has never gone back
there since that time in his twenty-first year when he had wanted so
much to find a place as a schoolmaster almost anywhere. While he was
living at Walden, he was seized with a desire to go up and shake hands
with his cousin and do a little exploring with him in the forests up
there. Henry lived in the woods, and the woods are cousins of the
forest. One special attraction was that mountain which was more than
five thousand feet high and in the midst of the wilderness and still
almost unknown, Ktaadn. A royal mouthful, with that dense primitive
forest he would have to penetrate before reaching the giant and
offering it the homage of a very small cousin who had come a very long
way with his knapsack to dine with His Mightiness.
On the last day of August, in the second year of his stay in the
woods, he left his cabin (no need to bolt the door) and set off with
his outfit in his haversack. From Bangor, Henry and his relative, the
lumber-merchant, reached by buggy the meeting-point of the two branches
of the Penobscot, where two companions were to join them. On an island
in the river, where some degenerate Indians were living on their lands,
they engaged two of the latter who were to serve as guides. One of them
pathetically called himself Louis Neptune. The real journey began here.
Humanity, in this region, already presented the rough, honest features
of a wood-cutter in a red flannel shirt. A solitary store stood for
trade; it was filled with all kinds of “sweet cakes” upon which the
lumberers threw themselves like starving men after their long fast in
the woods. They also sold cartridges and toys for the children who were
anything but visible. Perhaps these too were to amuse the wood-cutters.
The road stopped here; they marched forward in Indian file. The forest
had engulfed them; from an elevation they saw, as far as the eye could
reach, nothing but its sombre green bosom. Pines, beeches, birches
fraternized and struggled over the moss. There was no animal so scarce
as man, and what a surprise it was to encounter him in the form of
Uncle George, as he was called, living here on his lands so far from
everyone, with another man and two women and his beasts, like a pasha!
They were to spend the night under his roof, for it was here that the
two Indian guides were to join them.
Excellent Uncle George, offering his hospitality with such an open hand
to four travellers, and refusing to take any recompense! It was easy
enough to see that his ancestors belonged to the good Scotch race.
And what hospitality! Henry saw them preparing a royal dinner over an
enormous fire with logs as long as an axle-tree: on the table were ham
and eggs, wheat cakes, cheese, salmon, shad, sweet cakes and stewed
cranberries, all in profusion. And butter in such quantities that they
gave it to you to grease your boots with. Henry felt very much alive in
this land of Cockaigne. Henry the sober rejoiced in this munificence,
for it was all seasoned after his own heart and everything was so
simple, so grand and so beautiful in this forest setting. He dreamed
at Uncle George’s of that “larger and more populous house, standing
in a golden age,” where his blessed fellow-townsmen, those dear
little provincial souls whom he knew all too well, had died of their
stinginess, and the large spirit, the magnificent generosity reigned
that he had found here in the remote depths of the woods.
Louis Neptune and the other Indian did not arrive, and Uncle George
consented to serve as their guide. They would lose nothing by this.
With a neighbouring settler whom they persuaded to join the party,
there were six of them in a boat that played in the cleverest fashion
with the current, the rapids, the whirlpools and rocks on a level
with the water. George and his neighbour Tom were quick and sure-eyed
boatmen. Henry was enraptured with the sport, which was all new to
him. This was the logging country, where the great felled trunks
adventurously jostled their way down the watery road and came to a stop
in piles, waiting for the flood to dislodge them. It was a country of
lakes too, big and little and strewn with islands. They were now on
North Twin Lake; it was evening, and in the moonlight they rowed by
turns, singing, pausing now and then to listen to the voices of the
solitude. Henry no longer knew where he was nor what adventures lay
before them through these interlacing waters and islands....
At the loggers’ camp where the expedition halted in the afternoon, they
had had some tea and sweet cakes; this was the last human vestige in
the direction they were going. And now as evening had come they made
camp, cooked their supper, and then, stretching out with their feet to
the fire, gossiped a little before going to sleep while they studied
the starry sky. By daylight, through the clouds that encircled it, they
had already caught a glimpse of the giant’s brow. This was a trout
country too, and the fish fell upon the bait ravenously, shimmering
like flowers as you heaved them out of the water and flung them on the
bank. Henry, the veteran fisherman, had a dream about them. He dreamed
that he was fishing the whole night long in a miraculous shower of
these flower-fishes. The vision was so acute that he was compelled
to get up early in the morning and go and see whether it was true or
whether he had only dreamed it. He went to the bank, cast his line and
in the moonlight caught as many as ever he could want: trout and roach
leaped and fluttered just as they had in his dream. They were like
flying-fish.
The party was obliged now to leave the boat and turn towards the
mountain on foot. Uncle George had never been further than this spot.
So now it was Henry, rover of the woods, who took the head of the
column. Following his old custom he took the compass and steered
straight through the dense forest for the foot of the mountain,
without seeing it. By noon they had breasted their way over so many
firs and birches that their stomachs were groaning, and they broiled
some trout on sharpened sticks, each with his own fish and stick.
Gathered about the fire, they were like six sorcerers fishing in the
flames. That night they camped within sight of the summit. But the
guide was too impatient to wait for the next day; he scrambled up
alone, on all fours, hanging by branches, slipping and recovering
himself, till at last he reached a rocky plateau where he could reach
with his finger the skirt of a cloud. And the next morning, while his
companions were still struggling in a chaos of rocks, there he was on
the summit, on the last ridge, pressed on all sides by the clouds.
He had hardly expected to find the Giant in such a savage humour. The
little man who had come to pay him a visit felt rather overwhelmed; the
spirit in him was silent, intimidated. He had hoped for some sort of
rugged smile. But no, the Giant sounded as if he were muttering between
his granite teeth: “What the devil are you doing here, you little worm?
Go back to your mother.” The Giant had no invitations for a little
man who had made such a long journey and run the risk of breaking his
neck to see him. He was a crabbed, secretive Giant who didn’t like
people to meddle in his affairs. Had this rather cold welcome somewhat
disheartened Henry? The country through which he passed on his return,
after having tumbled down the mountain by the bed of a torrent,
drenching himself to his heart’s content, was stamped with an almost
menacing severity that chilled him at times. The desolation of these
dense, infinite forests, without a suggestion of a path, without the
faintest sign of anything akin to this biped who was groping his way
and had to scramble up to the top of a fir-tree to get his bearings was
so enormous that he felt excluded, baffled, effaced--so utterly that
he wondered, as he touched his own body, if it was not itself matter
without a soul.... Had he had to come all this way then to find the
limits of his own wilderness? Was such a region as this, absolutely
devoid of any relation to humanity, outside his domain? Would the gods
of his own wilderness at home refuse to haunt the forests of Upper
Maine? In that case Walden would find its master here. Was that so?
Strange, anyway--very strange.
He did not become himself again till he heard the laughter of running
water and found the boat once more. That was human at least. The
Giant no longer weighed on him, nor the mighty roof of the forest.
They descended the stream; the rapids were terrible. You should
have seen the two men with their spike-poles, catching hold again
of the empty boat after letting it drop over a fall, leaping into
it and allowing themselves to be whirled down the rapids, cool and
collected, familiar with all the tricks of this crafty water. When they
reached the neighbourhood of Tom’s house, whom should they see but
Louis Neptune and his companion, each in his own canoe! In their old
clothes, broad-brimmed hats, broad capes, they looked like veritable
blackguards. And their explanations were like their looks. It was not
their fault that they had missed the rendezvous; they had been the
victims of a wild jollification and had not yet recovered from the
effects, poor devils. It was all right. And they were welcome to their
muskrats too.
A glass of beer at Tom’s, a farewell to Uncle George, whose dogs were
mad with joy at the sight of their master and fairly devoured him; then
off for Bangor, Boston and Concord.
Henry was coming back to see his cousin again. This mass of virgin
forest, with its watery veins, dappled with lakes as the lakes were
dappled with islands, attracted him as a kind of challenge; and this
ursine wilderness disturbed a little the thought of his own. Seven
years later, the pair were off again, in an open wagon, on the road
from Bangor to Moosehead Lake. This time the Indian they had engaged
as guide and paddler met them as he had promised. No drunken Louis
Neptunes this time. Joe was a good-looking lad of twenty-four, short
and stout, with small feet, a broad face, eyes narrow and slanting
towards the temples, wearing the red flannel shirt of the lumberman.
Although he knew all the American slang, he was a full-blooded Indian.
This time they were not going to disturb a Giant in his stony
meditation. They were setting out by water for Lake Chesuncook, another
solitary majesty but a less lofty one. After crossing Moosehead Lake
on a little steamboat, they carried their canoe and provisions over to
the Penobscot. It was a joy to Henry to watch Joe tarring the little
boat, which was nineteen and a half feet long and painted green. They
sat in the bottom on birch-bark mats, and there were two big paddles
which they used by turns; they sat with their legs stretched out or
tailor-wise and sometimes knelt. Whenever a bird appeared, Joe said
its name in the Indian language--a strange melody, as if the bird were
naming itself. You couldn’t help thinking how happy the creatures would
have been at the Creation if that great poet, the Redskin god, had been
there in his paradise to name them.
This was the country of the moose, as big as a bull or even a powerful
horse, with two palm-leaves on his head for horns and delicate hoofs
that divide very far up and are flexible when he bends over. It was a
long time since Henry had done any hunting, but his curiosity was too
lively for him not to accompany the two others when they pursued the
moose, whose tracks they saw on all sides.
Joe, in the silence in which they glided along in the moonlight,
imitated the call of the animal by blowing into a birch-bark
hunting-horn. No reply this evening: nothing but an occasional dry
rushing sound as of the closing of some faraway door in the forest,
a falling tree. But later, as they were ascending a little tributary
stream, a great head appeared which, when they took good aim, dropped
into the water. It was not Henry’s shot, needless to say. The animal
was as big as a good-sized mare; the long fall from the high shoulders
to the receding rump gave it almost the look of a giraffe. Henry
watched Joe, skilfully removing the skin, making a fearful butchery
of what the moment before had been a clothed and perfect form. Henry
was no milksop, but he did not like to see life destroyed. It was true
that this evening he did not refuse to eat a moose steak, which tasted
rather like pickled veal. It was also true that three comrades eating
together fried moose-meat cut directly from the animal and cooked over
live coals in the open wind, in a magnificent solitude, while they sat
with their backs against the towering fir-trees to the sound of the
rippling water that rocked their canoe, was a very different thing
from seeing a similar scene pictured in the almanac or in the tales of
missionaries. You felt as if you were living a mighty life. And as for
savagery, you didn’t have to aspire to it any longer; you were eating
it, you were partaking of it.
In the moonlight, the fairies had taken possession of the prospect,
erected their scenery, arranged their lighting effects, and Henry half
thought he was some personage of the forest of Arden in the brain of
Shakespeare and not just a little fellow from Concord crouching in a
canoe with Joe the Indian and his cousin the lumber-merchant. Henry
was sleepy and he fell into a dreamy state: he was floating through
prodigious gardens and avenues bordered with fantastic architecture
where he heard the sound of Joe’s horn calling the moose: _ugh, ugh,
ou-ou-ou ... ou-ou-ou_.... The venison had gone to Henry’s head. The
others were hoping for the chance of a second shot. But for him the
hunting was finished. One moose was enough. That great despoiled
carcass had impressed him too painfully, and he had not digested the
moose-steak very well. He had not made the journey with any such
intentions as these. And there were enough of these red-shirted
woodsmen coming in the pay of employers or a company to massacre
trees and animals; the forest should know the face of at least one
disinterested friend.
Henry left the others to their pleasure and sat down by the camp-fire
to examine the fruits of his own hunt--the botanical specimens he had
collected that afternoon. Then he took out his notebook and jotted
down his impressions, just as if he had been in his own bedroom at
Concord. But his room was vast this evening, and what an evening it
was here for a solitary man with that stream of moonlight on the river
... with those great shafts surrounding him with their sombre profiles
... friendly shafts destined for the axe, destined for the saw, for
the crime of being great and brawny and for holding under their skins
the promise of such beautiful timber. The common destiny of trees and
men, to be doomed to trade, to be sold in planks or pencils, instead
of being understood, loved and glorified. In the dancing light of the
flames the little men and the tall trees looked as if they were bending
over the shoulder of a boy who was writing instead of joining in the
chase.
At Chesuncook, that great log-house belonged to Ansell Smith, who
had cleared a good stretch along the lake. It was enough to see the
assembled logs of which it was made, lapping over one another several
feet at the corners, enough to see that forester’s broad-axe leaning
by the door to love the fine, manly air of the place and be happy at
the prospect of spending the night there in a beautiful room where
the wooden partition creaked with every movement. On the way back to
Bangor, they stopped at an island that had been left as a reservation
for the Indians. The Governor was a rare old boy whom they found
sitting on the edge of his bed, in his shanty, dressed in a frock-coat
and well-worn black pantaloons, with a red silk handkerchief about
his neck and a straw hat. He was deaf, but he had hardly a grey hair
in spite of his eighty-nine years. His corpulent squaws were gathered
about him. They were tamed, Christianized, slatternly Indians. They
were interested in politics, and were not in agreement on the question
of the school which the priest, the sole holder of the Roman candles,
wanted to close. Henry stopped for some time by an Indian who was
making canoes. He would have liked to spend a whole season there, as an
apprentice, and master this fine, primitive art. But he was obliged to
take the trail for Concord again.
How was he going to like it after having gorged himself with this wild
nature? Very much indeed, you may be sure. It had variety and all sorts
of fine shades, and he never wearied of his old domain as he would have
wearied after a while of the deep, monotonous forest. These solitudes
of Upper Maine were like a strong wine that he liked to have a taste
of now and then as a tonic. But they would never have done for every
day. Those dear old attaching surroundings at home were ... how was
he to put it?... “nature humanized.” Exactly. You would never have
believed it perhaps: hu-man-i-zed. A fellow does not come back from
Upper Maine, you see, without a curious little memory to accompany the
indigestibleness of the moose.
Four years later the taste of this strong wine tempted Henry again. He
had made another visit to Cape Cod early in the season and had scarcely
been home a month when he started for Bangor. This time it was not his
cousin who was going to make the journey with him but his friend Edward
Hoar, the beloved companion of many a ramble about Concord--including
the one when the two “damned rascals” set fire to the woods. Rambles
of long ago, for Edward had been living for eight years in California.
They meant to reach the Allegash Lakes and return by the East Branch
of the Penobscot. In this way they would encircle Ktaadn, giving it a
sufficiently wide berth not to disturb the Giant.
They could not do this without a guide. The Bangor cousin recommended
one whom he had known from boyhood. He was another Joe--Joseph Polis; a
very different sort of fellow from the Joe of four years back. This Joe
was a grown-up man, forty-eight years old, who had spent his childhood
exploring the solitudes around the sources of the St. John. He now
lived with his wife in a pretty house surrounded by a vegetable garden,
just like a New England villager who subscribed to the county paper.
A stoutly built chap, of rather more than middle height, with a broad
face--the true Indian type. He spoke a passable English, using l’s
for r’s. He belonged to the aristocracy of his tribe. Joe was glad to
join the expedition and agreed to the price. He was to carry his own
canoe--literally, for he bore it on his head to the stage, where he
installed himself beside the driver. As an old hand, he brought with
him, along with the great knife that dangled in a sheath from his belt,
nothing but his axe, his gun, a blanket and a good supply of tobacco.
Joe had bought a new pipe. He was very economical with his words; when
you spoke to him, he muttered some vague phrase, as if all such things
interested him very little. At the tavern, when a tipsy man asked
him if he smoked, adding, in reply to a kind of yes: “Won’t you lend
me your pipe a little while?”, Joe looked straight over his head and
answered with an absent air: “Me got no pipe.” Joe’s silence would be
the greatest relief after the palaver and smartness of white people.
As there were three of them in the bark canoe, with their baggage,
there was no room for them to stretch their legs, but even so it was
better than it was in the stage. And in the evening how much better
than the inn was the little tent, set up in a dense wood where it was
as black as an oven. They were in no need of a lullaby to put them to
sleep as they rolled up in their blankets; but Joe, at Henry’s request,
sang in Indian a slow, rather nasal chant on some well-known themes,
obligingly furnished by the missionaries, about the only and sole
Almighty, ruler of the world. But there was such a fine simplicity
about it that you utterly forgot the flatness of the performance: it
was like a child singing his childish thoughts. Henry, who slipped
outside the tent some time after midnight, saw a bit of phosphorescent
wood. With his knife he shaved off a few chips which, when he placed
them in the hollow of his hand, lighted up the lines of the palm.
It was the first time he had seen this. He was so entranced by his
discovery that he had to go and wake up Edward and show him his magic
night-lamp.
In the morning, the piercing _ah, te-te-te, te-te-te, te-te-te_ of the
white-throated sparrow ringing through the wood sounded the Sunday
reveille. Joe wanted to stop for the day. Joe was a good Protestant and
he had principles; at home he never failed to go to church. Of course
if they were absolutely determined to go ahead, he would have to go
with them, but the money he earned would be the wages of sin.... Well,
perhaps this could be arranged ... later.
Joe was exquisitely ingenuous. He was full of admiration for pious
people. He said his prayers on his knees, in a loud voice, in his
own language, morning and evening. If, by inadvertence, he happened
to lie down at night without having said them and remembered it, he
immediately scrambled out of his blanket and said them in double-quick
time. You could see that he had been to a good school. This evening, to
atone for having worked on Sunday, he said a particularly long prayer.
But how much more natural a Joe he revealed when, glued to the bank on
his stomach, he began to talk to the muskrats in their own language,
calling them with a strange squeaking sound with his lips.... Or better
still, when he named in his own tongue some incident of the forest
life. The Indian word for echo was _Pockadunkquaywayle_: kindly place
the accent where it belongs and see if you can find anything like it in
your own language. Henry was quick to note every scrap of this music;
it enchanted him. The words of his own tongue had been worn away like
pennies that have been passed from hand to hand for centuries. Joe’s
words were like butterflies--he wanted to catch them without hurting
them at a moment when they were motionless on a leaf, with their wings
open and still beating. How he would have liked to write a dictionary
of all these earthy words, which had the quality of the pressed leaves
he brought home in his old music-case or those veiny pebbles on the
beaches of Cape Cod.
Two white men and an Indian plunged into the immense forest of
fantastically shaped larches, where the mosquitoes poisoned them
and made an infernal buzzing din about the fire when they stopped.
Sometimes, in the depths of the night, a man rolled up, still awake,
in his blanket on his arbor-vitae mattress heard in the dense silence
the long-drawn call of the loon, rather like the hallooing of a man on
a very high key. They reached Lake Apmoojenegamook, the goal of the
excursion, and then Heron Lake, where a procession of sheldrakes passed
them.
But no creature could have been odder than this odd fish Joe. As
sharp as a weasel, by turns lively and taciturn, sparing of words and
gestures, he was always master of himself except when he had made a
good shot, when he trembled with emotion like a novice. If you asked
him the same question twice, his silence gave you to understand that
you had asked him once too often, and if you suggested that he might
explain one of the numerous tricks he knew, he would oblige you to
swallow this reply: “There are some things a man does not even tell
his old woman.” And then sometimes, along the trail, or when he was
paddling, or, more often, in the evening, after he had said his
prayers, when you were not asking him anything he would suddenly begin
to tell you some interminable yarn. You should have heard him describe
his interview with the famous Daniel Webster whom he had gone to see
in Boston. After an endless wait, he was received like a dog by the
great man, so rudely that Joe said to himself: “You’d better take care.
If you try that I shall know what to do.” A humbug, that Webster,
a talking-machine. No Indian would ever have received a visitor so
bluntly.
Joe had preserved the old Indian custom of leaving a trace of his
passing by making an inscription on a tree or hanging up a bit of
birch-bark. Once all of a sudden he said to Henry: “Me make a bet. We
two follow the path. I take canoe and you take the rest. See which gets
there first.” And he at once pulled off his boots and stockings, tossed
the boots to Henry and set out ahead. To make up a bundle of all the
utensils, the moose-skin, axe, paddle, gun, frying-pan and the rest,
would have taken time for a little white man who merely gathered up
everything he could, dashed off in pursuit, overtook the Indian, passed
him.... But he was forced to stop, for the innumerable utensils slipped
out of his arms, and Joe overtook him in turn. The obstinate little
white man, however, hugging all his traps desperately to his sides,
outran the Indian again and saw him no more. When the man-canoe came
up with him, both were out of breath. Joe explained that he had cut
his feet on the rocks and concluded with a laugh: “Oh, me love to play
sometimes.”
One night Henry had a bad scare. In a desolate region where a great
stretch of the forest had been destroyed by fire, he suddenly noticed
that Edward was missing. It was inexplicable. Among the standing
or fallen corpses of the trees, he vainly searched for him in the
twilight. Near a waterfall that made the earth tremble, Henry camped
with Joe, but he could not sleep. From time to time he thought he heard
the voice of his friend calling him through the roar of the water.
What could have happened to him? He was nearsighted, and he might have
fallen over some precipice. On the morning after this terrible night,
Edward was found again, smoking his pipe to soothe the cry of his
hollow stomach which had been empty since the day before. He thought
they were ahead of him when they were behind. After this they could
have eaten two moose-steaks each for breakfast.
The great journey was ended. They were back again among men, or
almost. That evening, the new-mown hay on which they were sleeping in
an open barn was like a foretaste of the feather beds that awaited
them; the hay was full of grasshoppers, but the smell was delicious.
Now, from time to time, they met an Indian in a canoe on the river, and
Joe would exchange a word with him in his own language. Before reaching
the end of the voyage, Joe, who had taught Henry the proper way to
paddle, asked: “How you like ’em your pilot?” There was his house at
last. The two friends stopped there for an hour to rest after the rough
journey. They caught a glimpse of Mrs. Polis, who was wearing a hat and
a silver brooch; but the Indian did not introduce his fellow-travellers
to his “old woman.”
That very evening, two veterans climbed into the train for Bangor, with
their battered belongings, back again from the lakes of Finland perhaps
or, who knows, from a journey across some _terra incognita_ of the map.
What a beautiful trip! Joseph Polis.... He was just a poor devil of a
denatured Indian who said his prayers like a theological student--a
fallen sovereign who hired himself out as a guide to strangers. Just
the same, it was Joe who had made of this fortnight the richest of
the three expeditions to Upper Maine. Henry was full of him. He could
talk of nothing else but their guide, mentioned him in his letters
to friends, thought of him every time he ate something that Joe had
taught him to like. Joe had entered his life for good and all. Poor Joe
was going to find himself placed, without knowing it, on a level with
heroic and immortal figures; he had earned on this expedition a great
deal more than his dollar and a half a day.
Joe had spoken for his whole race, which had always appealed so
strongly to Henry’s heart. Every time he had found himself in the
presence of an Indian--degenerate, catechised, mere shadow as he
might be--the blood had spoken in him; not the old Norman blood, nor
the Scottish, nor the English, nor the Welsh, but this subtler blood
that is mixed, in everybody, with the red blood. There was no romantic
passion in this cult; it was like an avowal of a secret kinship. Yes,
it was of Joe especially that he would think if he was able to carry
out some day the work he dreamed of composing so lovingly on the North
American Indian. Joe’s coat-of-arms should be a bear paddling a canoe.
There were far less proud artists than these to whom America could turn
for the designs of its armorial bearings.
So many dreams of childhood, affinities, old desires, found their
embodiment in Joe.... The artist’s love of the finest shades of
instinct, admired in a descendant of the race that scattered music
as it scattered words along the way. The taste for the primeval so
ingrained in a man to whom, in spite of college and the classics and
his environment, a valueless arrow-head spoke more intimately than
a verse of the Bible. The ambition also of a writer to secrete the
flint-flakes under his phrases, so that other vagabonds, finding them
there some day, might make a collection of them and keep them in their
dens. All this found something in Joe.