CHAPTER VII

Madame Claire was glad she was not included in the ban of silence. She

was much interested in the affair. She was also--though she took care

not to let Judy see it--a little excited. It was not, she felt, one of

those incidents that seem to have no consequences, nor leave any mark.

Something new, she believed, had been set in motion, and that something

new meant to poke a disturbing finger into Judy's life. But she forbore

to ask too many questions.

She heard about it the next day, and Judy told her that Noel had already

talked to Major Stroud over the telephone, and had learned that Major

Crosby was still unconscious.

"He told Noel we were not to worry--the doctor's orders I believe--and

then he went on to say that he'd once been unconscious for twenty-eight

hours himself, and had come to at the end of it as lively as a cricket.

But then he's a hopeless optimist, and you never can believe optimists."

"You and Noel seem to have taken him to your hearts from the first,"

commented Madame Claire. "Chip, I mean. Well, I'd back your judgments

against anybody's."

"I think you would have felt like that too. But he isn't going to be

easy to know," said her granddaughter.

"Isn't he? Why?"

"He's very shy," answered Judy. "He had the shyest rooms I ever saw.

Not a photograph to be seen, nor an ornament, nor even a novel. You

know, you can guess at such a lot if there are things like that about

to help you. No, there wasn't a single clue. But the greatest clue, in

a way, was the lack of clues. As though, because of his shyness, he had

tried to cover up his tracks. I don't think he wants to be known."

"If he had to be knocked down by a motor," said Madame Claire, "I

consider it a fortunate thing that you were in it. After all, it might

have been any Tom or Dick--or Miss Tom or Dick."

"I only wish he might take that view of it," answered Judy. "What news

of Louise?"

Madame Claire hoped to hear more about Chip, but she was always quick to

feel when a change of subject was wanted.

"She's with her people in Norfolk. She wrote Eric that she was enjoying

the change, but that she felt it was her duty to come back at the end of

the week. Of course Eric wrote to her that she wasn't to think of him,

but that she must stay as long as she felt inclined."

"How that must have annoyed her! For what she wanted was to come home

as a martyr before she was ready. What a woman! Don't you think it a

miracle that Eric doesn't fall in love with some one else?"

Madame Claire shook her head.

"I doubt if he ever will. He finds consolation in his friends, and in

his books, and in his work of course. Eric isn't a man who falls in love

easily. And besides, I can't help thinking that he still has hopes of

Louise."

"You think he still loves her?"

"Louise is his wife," answered Madame Claire, "and I believe that it

hurts Eric intolerably to feel that the one person in the world who

should be nearest to him, and who should understand him the best,

deliberately keeps aloof. He feels he has failed--and Eric hates

failure."

"If he has failed, it isn't his fault," said Judy. "It isn't for lack of

trying. If he'd been just a nonentity she'd have enjoyed condescending

to him. As long as he is what he is--sought-after and charming--she'll

be what she is--jealous and bitter. I don't see how he stands it."

"Like Eric," Madame Claire said gently, "I can't help hoping."

A day or two later, Judy found her reading a letter from Old Stephen.

"There's a good deal about Connie," she told her. "Isn't it odd the way

she seems to be coming into our lives again? Here's what he says:

"_'And now a few words about Connie and her Count. I've talked to him

several times, and he's like some poisonous thing in a stagnant

pond. I do wish you could persuade her to leave him, for he insults

and humiliates her at every turn. She confessed to me yesterday what

I already suspected--that he had gambled away most of his money and

much of hers at Monte Carlo, and that he is constantly demanding

more. I think it would be advisable for Eric to come here if he

possibly can. She is frightened, and her nerves are on edge. I

suppose he threatens her, poor woman. What do you think ought to be

done?'_"

"He stopped there," said Madame Claire, "and finished the letter next

day. I'll read you the rest.

"_'I was interrupted yesterday by Miss McPherson, who wouldn't let me

write more. So I left the letter open, and I'm glad I did, for

there's a sequel. Connie left here this morning for Paris, without a

word to anybody. I thought she would have written me a letter to say

good-bye, but she hasn't. I don't know what brought matters to this

head, but I suspect it had something to do with Mademoiselle

Pauline, the dancer, with whom the Count has been spending much of

his time, and more, I imagine, of his money. Miss McPherson, who has

her human side, has taken a considerable interest in Connie's

affairs, and tells me she is sure there was a scene of some sort

last night. However that may be, Connie has gone. They told me at

the office that she went to Paris, but left no forwarding address.

Well, my dear Claire, I fear all this will distress you, but you

have a brave heart, and would wish to know. If you have any idea

where Connie would be likely to have gone, to what friends or to

what hotel, I cannot help thinking it would be wise to send Eric to

look for her. I say this because she seemed to me a desperately

unhappy woman.'_

"That's all about that," said Madame Claire, putting the letter away.

"What do you think ought to be done?" Judy asked her.

"Eric is coming here to-night, and I'll talk it over with him. If he can

spare the time to go to Paris, I think it would be a good thing."

"But if he doesn't know where she is?"

"I think I can guess," answered her grandmother. "Years ago, before the

children were grown up, we used to go and stay at a little private hotel

off the Avenue de la Grande Armée. In the autumn I recommended it to a

friend of your mother's, and she was delighted with it. Judging from her

description, I don't think it can have changed much. She told me that

the granddaughter of the old Madame Peritôt remembered me perfectly and

said that Connie, whom she described as 'la belle Madame,' often went

there when she wished to be quiet. I feel sure she would wish to be

quiet now, and I believe that if Eric goes there he will find her."

"Do you want him to bring her to London?" inquired Judy.

"I think I had better leave that to him," answered Madame Claire.

* * * * * *

Eric went to Paris the day following. He had no idea, when he left,

whether he would try to persuade Connie to come back to London or not.

He would decide that when he had seen her. Nor did he explain matters to

Louise, to whom the very name of his once beautiful sister was anathema.

He sent her a wire, however, which said merely, "Called out of town for

few days. Probably back Monday."

He had been working very hard, and welcomed a change of scene. He had

not been out of England since serving with his regiment in France, and

later in Italy, from which campaign he was invalided home shortly before

the Armistice. He was now member for a London borough, having given up

soldiering for politics. His rather disconcerting honesty and policy of

no compromise won him more friends in the former calling than in the

latter, and though he had enthusiastic friends he had equally

whole-hearted enemies, among whom he began to fear he must number his

wife.

The thought of a lifelong companionship with a woman who disliked, or

seemed to dislike his every attribute, appalled him. He had a way of

reducing problems to their simplest form, and being a clear thinker,

saw facts in all their nakedness. Louise was his wife. He had tried to

make her happy. She either liked him or she did not. If she did not like

him, why live with him? And if she did like him, why not show that she

did? It came to that. Other women liked him. Why could not his wife?

He had never tried to please any other woman as he had tried to please

her. The thing was an enigma. They could have had such delightful

times together, for they had everything--health, youth, money, friends.

Her coldness was inexplicable. She was not only cold to him, but to

all men, and to most women. If she had cared for any one else he would

have found a way to release her. He tried to put it out of his mind on

the journey to Paris, and thought instead of Connie. He had been so

proud of her beauty in the old days. He remembered her at dances,

surrounded by respectfully admiring young men. How she had queened it

for a while! And then--Petrovitch!

From Calais he shared a compartment with a rather charming woman with

whom he fell easily into talk. He had a gift of nonsense which, when he

cared to use it, most people--his wife of course excepted--found

irresistible. So they sparred pleasantly till the train neared Paris.

But in the end she struck a too personal note, talking about herself and

her affairs with an astonishing lack of reserve, whereupon he liked her

less. When they separated she gave him her address, but he forgot both

it and her. She never forgot him. If he had liked her more they would

have parted friends, or on the way to friendship, which would have

annoyed Louise, who only made friends with people she had known or known

of for years. But her candor was without simplicity, and her

impulsiveness not without calculation, so she passed out of his life,

for he was fastidious about women.

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