CHAPTER III

"How do you feel?" Quotis asked.

"Still stiff," said the patient.

"But otherwise?"

"Otherwise fine. They told me how you saved my life, doctor," the

patient said in Arcturan.

"I'm still surprised how well you speak my language."

"I seem to have a gift for tongues. I can speak Earthian, Arcturan,

Sirian, Fomalhaution, and naturally, my own Kedaki. All of them with

just about no accent, all of them equally well."

"We'll be taking the bandages off today. You still don't have any

hair, but that ought to grow back later. You're alive, and that's what

counts. Can you believe that every square inch of your skin surface was

gone when they found you last month?"

"That's what the nurses keep telling me. Do you think that after the

bandages are removed, doctor, they might find out about me?"

"We were hoping your memory would come back of its own accord.

Otherwise," Quotis shrugged, "there are other ways. As you can

imagine, thousands of your fellow Kedaki are still missing, after the

quake. Most of them probably will never be found, so there ought to

be thousands of people through here to look at you--when you're well

enough. Never fear, one of them will know you."

"But the prison office? Doesn't it mean something that I was found in

the prison office?"

"It might, but the prison authorities report that all their men are

accounted for, safe, killed, injured--none missing. Why, do you

remember working in the prison?"

"No," said Rhodes, "I don't remember anything."

"Relax! Please, relax. Someone will know you. Someone will be able to

trigger that memory of yours. Relax, if you will...."

"There were no marks of identification on me?"

"No, none. Your clothing was burned off. You were naked as well

as completely skinned," said Quotis, beaming. "Remarkable cure.

Remarkable. On Arcturus, when I return, I will astound the medical

profession. Here on Kedaki, unfortunately, there is no such organized

profession. Well, now, about your new skin...."

"What about fingerprints?" Rhodes persisted. "My identity may not be

important to you, doctor. But it's important to me."

"I understand, I understand. I didn't mean to be so callous. But

consider. You have no fingerprints. It will be a while before the

whorls re-establish themselves on your new skin. Immediately after the

operation, before you were bandaged, we took your retinal pattern, but

there was no record of it in the Junction City Identity Center or with

the local police. There is absolutely no way you can be identified,

except through your own memory or the efforts of your Kedaki friends

and relatives to find you. In time, I'm sure everything will

straighten out. Meanwhile," said Quotis, smiling, "if you're ready,

we can remove the bandages from your face. Tomorrow, from the rest of

your body. If there are any imperfections, don't worry. Eventually, the

artificial skin we have given you shall become your old skin again.

I mean that literally. For example, if we have left out--through

ignorance--a birthmark or a mole, it will reappear again after six

or seven months have passed. Your fingerprints will also, as I have

indicated, re-establish themselves. If we have made your pigmentation

too light or too dark, your true color will also appear after some

months.... Well, then, are you ready? Ready for that first look at

yourself? It might help, you know. It might trigger something!" cried

Quotis enthusiastically.

Even while he was speaking, he had begun to remove the bandages from

Rhodes' face. "The room will be dark," he said. "Gradually, we will

increase the light. Your eyes have been in darkness for a long time."

"My eyes...." said Rhodes in sudden fear.

"You are worrying about them? You needn't. They were examined when the

retinal pattern was taken. Miraculously, as miraculously as the fact

that you are alive, your eyes are all right. Now, then, here we are!

See--ummmm, no you cannot see yet. It is dark. There, a little more

light. A little more. The eyes, they are all right?"

"It seems awfully bright."

"Any light would, at first. There, a little more. But you are young!

Hardly more than a boy, I should judge. The purple of your skin--yes,

the purple looks fine.... Not a mark, not a trace. My boy, you will not

even be scarred."

His face still felt stiff, but very cool. The contact with air was very

welcome and the soft stirring of the currents of air as the doctor's

hands did some final adjustments on the bandages which still covered

him from the neck down, tucking them back into place.

The first thing he saw was the doctor, a small bespectacled man with

the vividly orange skin of a full-blooded Arcturan. The doctor was all

smiles, and understandably. Then he saw a mirror. It was held before

his face and he was aware of the doctor's slight intake of breath as he

waited for a reaction, hoping some forgotten memory might be triggered.

He looked in the mirror. "I--I'm purple!" he gawked.

The doctor frowned. "Of course, purple. The Kedaki color."

"I'm sorry. I don't know why it startled me."

"Well, I can tell you. I am an Arcturan. This is an Arcturan hospital,

and we have been speaking Arcturan. Even if you had been unable to see

until today, you associated everything about this place with Arcturus.

Probably," and Dr. Quotis laughed, "you were expecting orange skin."

"Probably," said Rhodes, and laughed with him.

"Well, enough excitement for one day. If you are strong enough,

tomorrow we can have the first of your visitors, people trying to

identify you. I warn you, there will be hundreds, thousands."

"Any time you say," Rhodes replied eagerly. But behind the eagerness

was a certain vague confusion. Why had the purple tints of his new skin

stirred him so strangely? Purple. Kedaki skin color. What else did he

expect?

* * * * *

The Director of the Five Bureau, the Kedaki Secret Police, said, "Stop

acting like a fool, please."

"But sir," wailed the prison warden. "I tell you, the Earthman's body

was not uncovered in what remained of the prison."

"What does that mean?" the Director demanded scornfully. "I have here

the final earthquake casualty report for Junction City--shall I read

it to you? There are over six thousand people still missing, my dear

warden. Six thousand."

"Yes, I know," persisted the prison official. "But doesn't it seem

strange that of all the inmates and guards at the prison, the Earth

archaeologist alone is missing?"

"Nevertheless, we can assume that virtually all of those missing are

dead, buried forever under the debris of the municipal disaster."

"Still, you know how important this Earthman is, what trouble he can

cause...."

"_I_ know," snapped the Director arrogantly, "But do you?"

"Well, I have been told...."

"Told! Told what you had to know, told to furnish the Earthman with a

maximum security cell, and so forth. You know nothing!"

"I still...."

With a wave of his hand, the Director dismissed the warden.

Then, sitting alone at his desk, he lit a cigarette. It was an

Earth-cigarette, and a good one. These things, the Director mused, we

accept from the outworlders. Their little luxuries. But their way of

life, he told himself, never. Whatever threatens our way of life, we

seek out and destroy. He leaned on a corner of the desk's surface and

in a moment a serving girl came obsequiously into the room with a tray.

Patting her rump playfully, as you might stroke the head of a dog, the

Director selected the bottle he wanted from the tray, indicating that

she should make him a drink. He waited, watching her graceful movements

as she set down the tray and poured the liquid into a delicate glass

of Regan crystal. The drink, heady and delicious, was Aldeberanean

fire wine. He savored it slowly, then with a gesture indicated that

the girl, who wore nothing but a kirtle to cover the nakedness of her

loins, should depart. He leaned back and thought: This too--not the

wine, but the woman.

Because the woman would be impossible if the Kedaki way of life were

changed. A system, he went on thinking, founded on bedrock as strong as

the pull between the planets.

Metempsychosis....

Do you believe in reincarnation? he asked himself. He chuckled, the

sound deep in his throat. He was no fool and did not hold a fool's

belief. But the others? The servant classes, the slaves? Yes, they

believed. All their lives, they were indoctrinated to believe.

Reincarnation was the stuff of which their dreams were fashioned, and

so it was that they accepted the hard lot of lifelong servitude with

the hope that in their next birth, had they led a good, loyal life,

they would be born to a higher station.

Change that? thought the Director. He shook his head slowly, grimly.

But the Earthman Rhodes had been a problem, for in the age-old ruins

of Balata 'kai he'd stumbled on the manuscript of _The Book of the

Dead_, a five thousand year old document which had first propounded

the beliefs of metempsychosis. _The Book of the Dead_ was a dangerous

document, a document which could ignite Kedak in revolutionary

conflagration, for it showed clearly that the so-called gods of the

earliest Kedaki civilization were not gods at all and their so-called

revelation of metempsychosis not a revelation at all but a clever

trick calculated to win them a life of ease at the expense of gullible

subjects.

What am I thinking? the Director asked himself. The Earthman Rhodes

is dead, of course. He couldn't possibly be alive. I'm as bad as the

warden, but the warden is a fool who knows nothing.... Still, even if

the warden is a fool and Rhodes is dead, _The Book of the Dead_ is

still missing. And if there is one chance in a million that Rhodes

lives, then every stone on this planet must be turned to find him....

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