CHAPTER XXII.

Harley had made one notable oversight in that appeal to Beatrice’s

better and gentler nature, which he entrusted to the advocacy of

Leonard,--a scheme in itself very characteristic of Harley’s romantic

temper, and either wise or foolish, according as his indulgent theory

of human idiosyncrasies in general, and of those peculiar to Beatrice

di Negra in especial, was the dream of an enthusiast, or the inductive

conclusion of a sound philosopher.

Harley had warned Leonard not to fall in love with the Italian,--he had

forgotten to warn the Italian not to fall in love with Leonard; nor had

he ever anticipated the probability of that event. This is not to

be very much wondered at; for if there be anything on which the

most sensible men are dull-eyed, where those eyes are not lighted by

jealousy, it is as to the probabilities of another male creature being

beloved. All, the least vain of the whiskered gender, think it prudent

to guard themselves against being too irresistible to the fair sex; and

each says of his friend, “Good fellow enough, but the last man for that

woman to fall in love with!”

But certainly there appeared on the surface more than ordinary cause for

Harley’s blindness in the special instance of Leonard.

Whatever Beatrice’s better qualities, she was generally esteemed worldly

and ambitious. She was pinched in circumstances, she was luxuriant and

extravagant; how was it likely that she could distinguish any aspirant

of the humble birth and fortunes of the young peasant-author? As a

coquette, she might try to win his admiration and attract his fancy;

but her own heart would surely be guarded in the triple mail of pride,

poverty, and the conventional opinions of the world in which she lived.

Had Harley thought it possible that Madame di Negra could stoop below

her station, and love, not wisely, but too well, he would rather have

thought that the object would be some brilliant adventurer of fashion,

some one who could turn against herself all the arts of deliberate

fascination, and all the experience bestowed by frequent conquest. One

so simple as Leonard, so young and so new! Harley L’Estrange would have

smiled at himself, if the idea of that image subjugating the ambitious

woman to the disinterested love of a village maid had once crossed his

mind. Nevertheless, so it was, and precisely from those causes which

would have seemed to Harley to forbid the weakness.

It was that fresh, pure heart, it was that simple, earnest sweetness, it

was that contrast in look, in tone, in sentiment, and in reasonings, to

all that had jaded and disgusted her in the circle of her admirers,--it

was all this that captivated Beatrice at the first interview with

Leonard. Here was what she had confessed to the sceptical Randal she

had dreamed and sighed for. Her earliest youth had passed into abhorrent

marriage, without the soft, innocent crisis of human life,--virgin love.

Many a wooer might have touched her vanity, pleased her fancy, excited

her ambition--her heart had never been awakened; it woke now. The world,

and the years that the world had wasted, seemed to fleet away as a

cloud. She was as if restored to the blush and the sigh of youth,--the

youth of the Italian maid. As in the restoration of our golden age

is the spell of poetry with us all, so such was the spell of the poet

himself on her.

Oh, how exquisite was that brief episode in the life of the woman palled

with the “hack sights and sounds” of worldly life! How strangely happy

were those hours, when, lured on by her silent sympathy, the young

scholar spoke of his early struggles between circumstance and impulse,

musing amidst the flowers, and hearkening to the fountain; or of his

wanderings in the desolate, lamp-lit streets, while the vision of

Chatterton’s glittering eyes shone dread through the friendless shadows.

And as he spoke, whether of his hopes or his fears, her looks dwelt

fondly on the young face, that varied between pride and sadness,--pride

ever so gentle, and sad ness ever so nobly touching. She was never

weary of gazing on that brow, with its quiet power; but her lids dropped

before those eyes, with their serene, unfathomable passion. She felt, as

they haunted her, what a deep and holy thing love in such souls must

be. Leonard never spoke to her of Helen--that reserve every reader can

comprehend. To natures like his, first love is a mystery; to confide it

is to profane. But he fulfilled his commission of interesting her in the

exile and his daughter, and his description of them brought tears to her

eyes. She inly resolved not to aid Peschiera in his designs on Violante.

She forgot for the moment that her own fortune was to depend on the

success of those designs. Levy had arranged so that she was not reminded

of her poverty by creditors,--she knew not how. She knew nothing of

business. She gave herself up to the delight of the present hour, and to

vague prospects of a future associated with that young image,--with that

face of a guardian angel that she saw before her, fairest in the moments

of absence; for in those moments came the life of fairy-land, when we

shut our eyes on the world, and see through the haze of golden revery.

Dangerous, indeed, to Leonard would have been the soft society of

Beatrice di Negra, had not his heart been wholly devoted to one object,

and had not his ideal of woman been from that object one sole and

indivisible reflection. But Beatrice guessed not this barrier between

herself and him. Amidst the shadows that he conjured up from his past

life, she beheld no rival form. She saw him lonely in the world, as

she was herself. And in his lowly birth, his youth, in the freedom from

presumption which characterized him in all things (save that confidence

in his intellectual destinies which is the essential attribute of

genius), she but grew the bolder by the belief that, even if he loved

her, he would not dare to hazard the avowal.

And thus, one day, yielding, as she had ever been wont to yield, to the

impulse of her quick Italian heart--how she never remembered, in

what words she could never recall--she spoke, she owned her love, she

pleaded, with tears and blushes, for love in return. All that passed was

to her as a dream,--a dream from which she woke with a fierce sense

of agony, of humiliation,--woke as the woman “scorned.” No matter how

gratefully, how tenderly Leonard had replied, the reply was refusal.

For the first time she learned she had a rival; that all he could give

of love was long since, from his boyhood, given to another. For the

first time in her life, that ardent nature knew jealousy, its torturing

stings, its thirst for vengeance, its tempest of loving hate. But, to

outward appearance, silent and cold she stood as marble. Words that

sought to soothe fell on her ear unheeded: they were drowned by the

storm within. Pride was the first feeling which dominated the warring

elements that raged in her soul. She tore her hand from that which

clasped hers with so loyal a respect. She could have spurned the form

that knelt at her feet, not for love, but for pardon. She pointed to the

door with the gesture of an insulted queen. She knew no more till she

was alone. Then came that rapid flash of conjecture peculiar to the

storms of jealousy; that which seems to single from all nature the

one object to dread and to destroy; the conjecture so often false, yet

received at once by our convictions as the revelation of instinctive

truth. He to whom she had humbled herself loved another; whom but

Violante,--whom else, young and beautiful, had he named in the record of

his life?--None! And he had sought to interest her, Beatrice di Negra,

in the object of his love; hinted at dangers which Beatrice knew too

well; implied trust in Beatrice’s will to protect. Blind fool that she

had been! This, then, was the reason why he had come, day after day,

to Beatrice’s house; this was the charm that had drawn him thither;

this--she pressed her hands to her burning temples, as if to stop the

torture of thought. Suddenly a voice was heard below, the door opened,

and Randal Leslie entered.

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