CHAPTER XXIX

"WOUNDED AND MISSING"

"Battered but Not Broken" was the headline in Monday's paper, and Susan

repeated it over and over to herself as she went about her work. The

gap caused by the St. Quentin disaster had been patched up in time, but

the Allied line was being pushed relentlessly back from the territory

they had purchased in 1917 with half a million lives. On Wednesday the

headline was "British and French Check Germans"; but still the retreat

went on. Back--and back--and back! Where would it end? Would the line

break again--this time disastrously?

On Saturday the headline was "Even Berlin Admits Offensive Checked,"

and for the first time in that terrible week the Ingleside folk dared

to draw a long breath.

"Well, we have got one week over--now for the next," said Susan

staunchly.

"I feel like a prisoner on the rack when they stopped turning it," Miss

Oliver said to Rilla, as they went to church on Easter morning. "But I

am not off the rack. The torture may begin again at any time."

"I doubted God last Sunday," said Rilla, "but I don't doubt him today.

Evil cannot win. Spirit is on our side and it is bound to outlast

flesh."

Nevertheless her faith was often tried in the dark spring that

followed. Armageddon was not, as they had hoped, a matter of a few

days. It stretched out into weeks and months. Again and again

Hindenburg struck his savage, sudden blows, with alarming, though

futile success. Again and again the military critics declared the

situation extremely perilous. Again and again Cousin Sophia agreed with

the military critics.

"If the Allies go back three miles more the war is lost," she wailed.

"Is the British navy anchored in those three miles?" demanded Susan

scornfully.

"It is the opinion of a man who knows all about it," said Cousin Sophia

solemnly.

"There is no such person," retorted Susan. "As for the military

critics, they do not know one blessed thing about it, any more than you

or I. They have been mistaken times out of number. Why do you always

look on the dark side, Sophia Crawford?"

"Because there ain't any bright side, Susan Baker."

"Oh, is there not? It is the twentieth of April, and Hindy is not in

Paris yet, although he said he would be there by April first. Is that

not a bright spot at least?"

"It is my opinion that the Germans will be in Paris before very long

and more than that, Susan Baker, they will be in Canada."

"Not in this part of it. The Huns shall never set foot in Prince Edward

Island as long as I can handle a pitchfork," declared Susan, looking,

and feeling quite equal to routing the entire German army

single-handed. "No, Sophia Crawford, to tell you the plain truth I am

sick and tired of your gloomy predictions. I do not deny that some

mistakes have been made. The Germans would never have got back

Passchendaele if the Canadians had been left there; and it was bad

business trusting to those Portuguese at the Lys River. But that is no

reason why you or anyone should go about proclaiming the war is lost. I

do not want to quarrel with you, least of all at such a time as this,

but our morale must be kept up, and I am going to speak my mind out

plainly and tell you that if you cannot keep from such croaking your

room is better than your company."

Cousin Sophia marched home in high dudgeon to digest her affront, and

did not reappear in Susan's kitchen for many weeks. Perhaps it was just

as well, for they were hard weeks, when the Germans continued to

strike, now here, now there, and seemingly vital points fell to them at

every blow. And one day in early May, when wind and sunshine frolicked

in Rainbow Valley and the maple grove was golden-green and the harbour

all blue and dimpled and white-capped, the news came about Jem.

There had been a trench raid on the Canadian front--a little trench

raid so insignificant that it was never even mentioned in the

dispatches and when it was over Lieutenant James Blythe was reported

"wounded and missing."

"I think this is even worse than the news of his death would have

been," moaned Rilla through her white lips, that night.

"No--no--'missing' leaves a little hope, Rilla," urged Gertrude Oliver.

"Yes--torturing, agonized hope that keeps you from ever becoming quite

resigned to the worst," said Rilla. "Oh, Miss Oliver--must we go for

weeks and months--not knowing whether Jem is alive or dead? Perhaps we

will never know. I--I cannot bear it--I cannot. Walter--and now Jem.

This will kill mother--look at her face, Miss Oliver, and you will see

that. And Faith--poor Faith--how can she bear it?"

Gertrude shivered with pain. She looked up at the pictures hanging over

Rilla's desk and felt a sudden hatred of Mona Lisa's endless smile.

"Will not even this blot it off your face?" she thought savagely.

But she said gently, "No, it won't kill your mother. She's made of

finer mettle than that. Besides, she refuses to believe Jem is dead;

she will cling to hope and we must all do that. Faith, you may be sure,

will do it."

"I cannot," moaned Rilla, "Jem was wounded--what chance would he have?

Even if the Germans found him--we know how they have treated wounded

prisoners. I wish I could hope, Miss Oliver--it would help, I suppose.

But hope seems dead in me. I can't hope without some reason for it--and

there is no reason."

When Miss Oliver had gone to her own room and Rilla was lying on her

bed in the moonlight, praying desperately for a little strength, Susan

stepped in like a gaunt shadow and sat down beside her.

"Rilla, dear, do not you worry. Little Jem is not dead."

"Oh, how can you believe that, Susan?"

"Because I know. Listen you to me. When that word came this morning the

first thing I thought of was Dog Monday. And tonight, as soon as I got

the supper dishes washed and the bread set, I went down to the station.

There was Dog Monday, waiting for the train, just as patient as usual.

Now, Rilla, dear, that trench raid was four days ago--last Monday--and

I said to the station-agent, 'Can you tell me if that dog howled or

made any kind of a fuss last Monday night?' He thought it over a bit,

and then he said, 'No, he did not.' 'Are you sure?' I said. 'There's

more depends on it than you think!' 'Dead sure,' he said. 'I was up all

night last Monday night because my mare was sick, and there was never a

sound out of him. I would have heard if there had been, for the stable

door was open all the time and his kennel is right across from it!' Now

Rilla dear, those were the man's very words. And you know how that poor

little dog howled all night after the battle of Courcelette. Yet he did

not love Walter as much as he loved Jem. If he mourned for Walter like

that, do you suppose he would sleep sound in his kennel the night after

Jem had been killed? No, Rilla dear, little Jem is not dead, and that

you may tie to. If he were, Dog Monday would have known, just as he

knew before, and he would not be still waiting for the trains."

It was absurd--and irrational--and impossible. But Rilla believed it,

for all that; and Mrs. Blythe believed it; and the doctor, though he

smiled faintly in pretended derision, felt an odd confidence replace

his first despair; and foolish and absurd or not, they all plucked up

heart and courage to carry on, just because a faithful little dog at

the Glen station was still watching with unbroken faith for his master

to come home. Common sense might scorn--incredulity might mutter "Mere

superstition"--but in their hearts the folk of Ingleside stood by their

belief that Dog Monday knew.

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