CHAPTER XIX

"THEY SHALL NOT PASS"

One cold grey morning in February Gertrude Oliver wakened with a

shiver, slipped into Rilla's room, and crept in beside her.

"Rilla--I'm frightened--frightened as a baby--I've had another of my

strange dreams. Something terrible is before us--I know."

"What was it?" asked Rilla.

"I was standing again on the veranda steps--just as I stood in that

dream on the night before the lighthouse dance, and in the sky a huge

black, menacing thunder cloud rolled up from the east. I could see its

shadow racing before it and when it enveloped me I shivered with icy

cold. Then the storm broke--and it was a dreadful storm--blinding flash

after flash and deafening peal after peal, driving torrents of rain. I

turned in panic and tried to run for shelter, and as I did so a man--a

soldier in the uniform of a French army officer--dashed up the steps

and stood beside me on the threshold of the door. His clothes were

soaked with blood from a wound in his breast, he seemed spent and

exhausted; but his white face was set and his eyes blazed in his hollow

face. 'They shall not pass,' he said, in low, passionate tones which I

heard distinctly amid all the turmoil of the storm. Then I awakened.

Rilla, I'm frightened--the spring will not bring the Big Push we've all

been hoping for--instead it is going to bring some dreadful blow to

France. I am sure of it. The Germans will try to smash through

somewhere."

"But he told you that they would not pass," said Rilla, seriously. She

never laughed at Gertrude's dreams as the doctor did.

"I do not know if that was prophecy or desperation, Rilla, the horror

of that dream holds me yet in an icy grip. We shall need all our

courage before long."

Dr. Blythe did laugh at the breakfast table--but he never laughed at

Miss Oliver's dreams again; for that day brought news of the opening of

the Verdun offensive, and thereafter through all the beautiful weeks of

spring the Ingleside family, one and all, lived in a trance of dread.

There were days when they waited in despair for the end as foot by foot

the Germans crept nearer and nearer to the grim barrier of desperate

France.

Susan's deeds were in her spotless kitchen at Ingleside, but her

thoughts were on the hills around Verdun. "Mrs. Dr. dear," she would

stick her head in at Mrs. Blythe's door the last thing at night to

remark, "I do hope the French have hung onto the Crow's Wood today,"

and she woke at dawn to wonder if Dead Man's Hill--surely named by some

prophet--was still held by the "poyloos." Susan could have drawn a map

of the country around Verdun that would have satisfied a chief of staff.

"If the Germans capture Verdun the spirit of France will be broken,"

Miss Oliver said bitterly.

"But they will not capture it," staunchly said Susan, who could not eat

her dinner that day for fear lest they do that very thing. "In the

first place, you dreamed they would not--you dreamed the very thing the

French are saying before they ever said it--'they shall not pass.' I

declare to you, Miss Oliver, dear, when I read that in the paper, and

remembered your dream, I went cold all over with awe. It seemed to me

like Biblical times when people dreamed things like that quite

frequently.

"I know--I know," said Gertrude, walking restlessly about. "I cling to

a persistent faith in my dream, too--but every time bad news comes it

fails me. Then I tell myself 'mere coincidence'--'subconscious memory'

and so forth."

"I do not see how any memory could remember a thing before it was ever

said at all," persisted Susan, "though of course I am not educated like

you and the doctor. I would rather not be, if it makes anything as

simple as that so hard to believe. But in any case we need not worry

over Verdun, even if the Huns get it. Joffre says it has no military

significance."

"That old sop of comfort has been served up too often already when

reverses came," retorted Gertrude. "It has lost its power to charm."

"Was there ever a battle like this in the world before?" said Mr.

Meredith, one evening in mid-April.

"It's such a titanic thing we can't grasp it," said the doctor. "What

were the scraps of a few Homeric handfuls compared to this? The whole

Trojan war might be fought around a Verdun fort and a newspaper

correspondent would give it no more than a sentence. I am not in the

confidence of the occult powers"--the doctor threw Gertrude a

twinkle--"but I have a hunch that the fate of the whole war hangs on

the issue of Verdun. As Susan and Joffre say, it has no real military

significance; but it has the tremendous significance of an Idea. If

Germany wins there she will win the war. If she loses, the tide will

set against her."

"Lose she will," said Mr. Meredith: emphatically. "The Idea cannot be

conquered. France is certainly very wonderful. It seems to me that in

her I see the white form of civilization making a determined stand

against the black powers of barbarism. I think our whole world realizes

this and that is why we all await the issue so breathlessly. It isn't

merely the question of a few forts changing hands or a few miles of

blood-soaked ground lost and won."

"I wonder," said Gertrude dreamily, "if some great blessing, great

enough for the price, will be the meed of all our pain? Is the agony in

which the world is shuddering the birth-pang of some wondrous new era?

Or is it merely a futile

struggle of ants

In the gleam of a million million of suns?

We think very lightly, Mr. Meredith, of a calamity which destroys an

ant-hill and half its inhabitants. Does the Power that runs the

universe think us of more importance than we think ants?"

"You forget," said Mr. Meredith, with a flash of his dark eyes, "that

an infinite Power must be infinitely little as well as infinitely

great. We are neither, therefore there are things too little as well as

too great for us to apprehend. To the infinitely little an ant is of as

much importance as a mastodon. We are witnessing the birth-pangs of a

new era--but it will be born a feeble, wailing life like everything

else. I am not one of those who expect a new heaven and a new earth as

the immediate result of this war. That is not the way God works. But

work He does, Miss Oliver, and in the end His purpose will be

fulfilled."

"Sound and orthodox--sound and orthodox," muttered Susan approvingly in

the kitchen. Susan liked to see Miss Oliver sat upon by the minister

now and then. Susan was very fond of her but she thought Miss Oliver

liked saying heretical things to ministers far too well, and deserved

an occasional reminder that these matters were quite beyond her

province.

In May Walter wrote home that he had been awarded a D.C. Medal. He did

not say what for, but the other boys took care that the Glen should

know the brave thing Walter had done. "In any war but this," wrote

Jerry Meredith, "it would have meant a V.C. But they can't make V.C.'s

as common as the brave things done every day here."

"He should have had the V.C.," said Susan, and was very indignant over

it. She was not quite sure who was to blame for his not getting it, but

if it were General Haig she began for the first time to entertain

serious doubts as to his fitness for being Commander-in-Chief.

Rilla was beside herself with delight. It was her dear Walter who had

done this thing--Walter, to whom someone had sent a white feather at

Redmond--it was Walter who had dashed back from the safety of the

trench to drag in a wounded comrade who had fallen on No-man's-land.

Oh, she could see his white beautiful face and wonderful eyes as he did

it! What a thing to be the sister of such a hero! And he hadn't thought

it worth while writing about. His letter was full of other

things--little intimate things that they two had known and loved

together in the dear old cloudless days of a century ago.

"I've been thinking of the daffodils in the garden at Ingleside," he

wrote. "By the time you get this they will be out, blowing there under

that lovely rosy sky. Are they really as bright and golden as ever,

Rilla? It seems to me that they must be dyed red with blood--like our

poppies here. And every whisper of spring will be falling as a violet

in Rainbow Valley.

"There is a young moon tonight--a slender, silver, lovely thing hanging

over these pits of torment. Will you see it tonight over the maple

grove?

"I'm enclosing a little scrap of verse, Rilla. I wrote it one evening

in my trench dug-out by the light of a bit of candle--or rather it came

to me there--I didn't feel as if I were writing it--something seemed to

use me as an instrument. I've had that feeling once or twice before,

but very rarely and never so strongly as this time. That was why I sent

it over to the London Spectator. It printed it and the copy came today.

I hope you'll like it. It's the only poem I've written since I came

overseas."

The poem was a short, poignant little thing. In a month it had carried

Walter's name to every corner of the globe. Everywhere it was

copied--in metropolitan dailies and little village weeklies--in

profound reviews and "agony columns," in Red Cross appeals and

Government recruiting propaganda. Mothers and sisters wept over it,

young lads thrilled to it, the whole great heart of humanity caught it

up as an epitome of all the pain and hope and pity and purpose of the

mighty conflict, crystallized in three brief immortal verses. A

Canadian lad in the Flanders trenches had written the one great poem of

the war. "The Piper," by Pte. Walter Blythe, was a classic from its

first printing.

Rilla copied it in her diary at the beginning of an entry in which she

poured out the story of the hard week that had just passed.

"It has been such a dreadful week," she wrote, "and even though it is

over and we know that it was all a mistake that does not seem to do

away with the bruises left by it. And yet it has in some ways been a

very wonderful week and I have had some glimpses of things I never

realized before--of how fine and brave people can be even in the midst

of horrible suffering. I am sure I could never be as splendid as Miss

Oliver was.

"Just a week ago today she had a letter from Mr. Grant's mother in

Charlottetown. And it told her that a cable had just come saying that

Major Robert Grant had been killed in action a few days before.

"Oh, poor Gertrude! At first she was crushed. Then after just a day she

pulled herself together and went back to her school. She did not cry--I

never saw her shed a tear--but oh, her face and her eyes!

"'I must go on with my work,' she said. 'That is my duty just now.'

"I could never have risen to such a height.

"She never spoke bitterly except once, when Susan said something about

spring being here at last, and Gertrude said,

"'Can the spring really come this year?'

"Then she laughed--such a dreadful little laugh, just as one might

laugh in the face of death, I think, and said,

"'Observe my egotism. Because I, Gertrude Oliver, have lost a friend,

it is incredible that the spring can come as usual. The spring does not

fail because of the million agonies of others--but for mine--oh, can

the universe go on?'

"'Don't feel bitter with yourself, dear,' mother said gently. 'It is a

very natural thing to feel as if things couldn't go on just the same

when some great blow has changed the world for us. We all feel like

that.'

"Then that horrid old Cousin Sophia of Susan's piped up. She was

sitting there, knitting and croaking like an old 'raven of bode and

woe' as Walter used to call her.

"'You ain't as bad off as some, Miss Oliver,' she said, 'and you

shouldn't take it so hard. There's some as has lost their husbands;

that's a hard blow; and there's some as has lost their sons. You

haven't lost either husband or son.'

"'No,' said Gertrude, more bitterly still. 'It's true I haven't lost a

husband--I have only lost the man who would have been my husband. I

have lost no son--only the sons and daughters who might have been born

to me--who will never be born to me now.'

"'It isn't ladylike to talk like that,' said Cousin Sophia in a shocked

tone; and then Gertrude laughed right out, so wildly that Cousin Sophia

was really frightened. And when poor tortured Gertrude, unable to

endure it any longer, hurried out of the room, Cousin Sophia asked

mother if the blow hadn't affected Miss Oliver's mind.

"'I suffered the loss of two good kind partners,' she said, 'but it did

not affect me like that.'

"I should think it wouldn't! Those poor men must have been thankful to

die.

"I heard Gertrude walking up and down her room most of the night. She

walked like that every night. But never so long as that night. And once

I heard her give a dreadful sudden little cry as if she had been

stabbed. I couldn't sleep for suffering with her; and I couldn't help

her. I thought the night would never end. But it did; and then 'joy

came in the morning' as the Bible says. Only it didn't come exactly in

the morning but well along in the afternoon. The telephone rang and I

answered it. It was old Mrs. Grant speaking from Charlottetown, and her

news was that it was all a mistake--Robert wasn't killed at all; he had

only been slightly wounded in the arm and was safe in the hospital out

of harm's way for a time anyhow. They hadn't learned yet how the

mistake had happened but supposed there must have been another Robert

Grant.

"I hung up the telephone and flew to Rainbow Valley. I'm sure I did

fly--I can't remember my feet ever touching the ground. I met Gertrude

on her way home from school in the glade of spruces where we used to

play, and I just gasped out the news to her. I ought to have had more

sense, of course. But I was so crazy with joy and excitement that I

never stopped to think. Gertrude just dropped there among the golden

young ferns as if she had been shot. The fright it gave me ought to

make me sensible--in this respect at least--for the rest of my life. I

thought I had killed her--I remembered that her mother had died very

suddenly from heart failure when quite a young woman. It seemed years

to me before I discovered that her heart was still beating. A pretty

time I had! I never saw anybody faint before, and I knew there was

nobody up at the house to help, because everybody else had gone to the

station to meet Di and Nan coming home from Redmond. But I

knew--theoretically--how people in a faint should be treated, and now I

know it practically. Luckily the brook was handy, and after I had

worked frantically over her for a while Gertrude came back to life. She

never said one word about my news and I didn't dare to refer to it

again. I helped her walk up through the maple grove and up to her room,

and then she said, 'Rob--is--living,' as if the words were torn out of

her, and flung herself on her bed and cried and cried and cried. I

never saw anyone cry so before. All the tears that she hadn't shed all

that week came then. She cried most of last night, I think, but her

face this morning looked as if she had seen a vision of some kind, and

we were all so happy that we were almost afraid.

"Di and Nan are home for a couple of weeks. Then they go back to Red

Cross work in the training camp at Kingsport. I envy them. Father says

I'm doing just as good work here, with Jims and my Junior Reds. But it

lacks the romance theirs must have.

"Kut has fallen. It was almost a relief when it did fall, we had been

dreading it so long. It crushed us flat for a day and then we picked up

and put it behind us. Cousin Sophia was as gloomy as usual and came

over and groaned that the British were losing everywhere.

"'They're good losers,' said Susan grimly. 'When they lose a thing they

keep on looking till they find it again! Anyhow, my king and country

need me now to cut potato sets for the back garden, so get you a knife

and help me, Sophia Crawford. It will divert your thoughts and keep you

from worrying over a campaign that you are not called upon to run.'

"Susan is an old brick, and the way she flattens out poor Cousin Sophia

is beautiful to behold.

"As for Verdun, the battle goes on and on, and we see-saw between hope

and fear. But I know that strange dream of Miss Oliver's foretold the

victory of France. 'They shall not pass.'"

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