The huge auditorium was in twilight; with difficulty could be discerned
a few isolated groups. The high-light was in the orchestral pit full of
chatting men. Seidl had not yet appeared. A punctual conductor; he must
have been detained this morning and the rehearsal had run on a snag.
In the tepid atmosphere, Easter, her eyes greedy for the forthcoming
spectacle, a novel one to her, sat with Stone. As critic of a powerful
morning newspaper he had the privilege of bringing friends to any
rehearsal he wished. This particular affair promised to be peculiarly
interesting. Lilli Lehmann, the divine Lilli, Stone called her, Jean
and Edouard de Reszke, Marie Brema, Anton Van Rooy--what a Tristan and
Isolde cast, with Anton Seidl at the conductor's helm! Easter had never
heard Tristan sung; she knew the vocal score, and in Washington had
with beating heart listened to an orchestra under Seidl play a long
Wagner programme. She became a Wagnerian in a moment. No music before
this had narcotized her senses, lapped her soul into bliss, hypnotized
her faculty of attention until her consciousness had swooned. Already
she had battle royals daily with Madame Ash who tried to make this too
strenuous pupil see that the royal road to a comprehension of Wagner
was through the music of the classics: of Bach, of Beethoven, above
all, of Mozart music. "My dear," admonished the wise teacher, "you will
never be anything but a sloppy amateur if you begin with Wagner. Read
him. That's all. Just read him, and you may realize that he knew what
he was writing about when he lays stress on the old Italian school of
belcanto. Those yelling hausfraus and bier-bassos--what do they know of
the real Wagner melos? Rien! Nichts! Niente! Nothing! Go, if you get a
chance, and hear Lilli Lehmann, even Nordica, who is a child compared
to Lilli; both women know how to sing legato, both have studied the
lieder of Schubert, Schumann, Brahms. Both began as coloratura singers.
"What--you don't know that Lehmann has sung the Queen in Huguenots,
Filina in Mignon? The fact is Esther--drop that silly nickname of
Easter--you are like the majority of American girls. You know it all in
advance. You want to sing Isolde before you can sing Buttercup. Listen
to Jean de Reszke. No, he is more barytone than tenor--that's why I
like him. Those tenors, Italian or German, they make me sick. They
give me nausea with their throaty voices. Only unmusical people admire
tenors. Do you know that?"
But Easter was refractory. She liked the tenor voice, and,
notwithstanding the fulness and richness of her middle and lower
registers, she preferred her fluty upper tones. Madame Ash was pleased
with the voice and told Stone that in two years she would have the
girl in the concert-room. A wonderful talent, a wonderful personality,
hard as nails, and all the better for it. She would keep off the men,
with that cold eye. But when she does break loose--Grand Dieu! The
madame comfortably shivered. She was not averse from hearing about
exciting scandals--if they didn't happen in her own vocal family.
Easter was more than promising material. The kind-hearted teacher and
manufacturer of prima-donnas, as she merrily christened herself, was
interested in the strange girl Alfred Stone had brought to her for
judgment. She also wondered at his noticeable interest, for she knew
him as a celibate, a woman-hater, rather say, a despiser of the cloven
sex. She had persuaded him, without much trouble, to invite Easter to
a full-dress rehearsal at the Opera. The girl couldn't afford to pay
for a seat. This he had done and now Easter was in the sixth heaven of
anticipation.
At half-past ten Frau Seidl telephoned the director that his
assistant-conductor was to go ahead with the first act, which had
been rehearsed by him the week before. He was ill but would be down
at midday. There was some gutteral cursing, it stopped when the
first enigmatic bars welled-up from the mystic abyss. Easter, her
eyes closed, her face flushed, swam out on the muffled ecstasy of
the prelude. The curtain rose. Soon Lilli passionately broke in upon
the song of the seaman, and the glorious symphony of human desire
and renunciation went swirling by. The singers were in costume.
Jean, warrior and lover, met his Isolde in the shock of passion and
remorse, but did not flinch at the climax. Van Rooy and Brema were in
the mood-key. At moments Easter thought she couldn't longer stand the
suspense. She wished to cry, to roll on the floor, to tear her hair, to
press her aching eyeballs till they fell out. She was in the centre of
an emotional typhoon. Her previous life shrivelled up like a scroll in
the clear flame of the mighty master of musical elixirs. Love and Death
and Death and Love. First Things and Last. She was shocked and angered
at Stone's commentary after the curtain had fallen, and the sparsely
scattered auditory busily buzzing.
"Like the caterwauling of erotic cats on a midnight roof," said he.
"Brute!" she murmured, but he overheard. "Brute or no brute, this ocean
of sentiment over a pint of catnip--was it worth the infinite bother
Wagner gave himself to deliver a mouse from the belching volcano?"
"It's a mouse now," she tartly replied, "before it was a tomcat. I
admire your similes." "It doesn't matter much to me whether you do or
do not." He was quite acid. "You don't know anything, while I've been
listening to Tristan for years." "Why be cynical, even if you have
heard it so often? It's a masterpiece among masterpieces"--she paused,
breathless. "And I imagine," he continued, "you expect to sing Isolde
some day better than Lilli." "I do, and if not better, that would be
nearly an impossibility, at least I'll be a younger Irish Princess,"
she announced with the unconscious cruelty of youth. "But I'll first
begin with Brangaene. That rôle I can easily better. Have patience and
you will see my beautiful young witch Brangaene. She isn't supposed to
be ugly and old." "What's this?" he exclaimed, "already a Wagnerian
critic?" Then, suddenly, "Hello! You here?" He squeezed her elbow, and
she saw standing before her in the next row a vaguely familiar figure,
but the dim light puzzled her as to the person.
"Hullo!" came the answer. "Alfred, how did you get home the other
night? I saw you were in for a wet time and I skipped." He looked
inquiringly at the young woman. Stone apologized. "Oh, I fancied that
living in the same hotel you had met. Miss Brandès, this is my very
good friend, Mr. Invern. Ulick, this is the coming Lilli Lehmann. Miss
Brandès is a pupil of Madame Ash, who predicts a big future. Funny,
Miss Easter occupied your apartment for a few days." "Yes, Madame
Felicé told me. I am very glad you did, Miss--Miss--Brandès. What a
picturesque name for the operatic stage? The only Marthe Brandès in
Paris may be jealous. Aren't you from the South, from Richmond--Miss
Brandès?" He had seated himself and was gazing at her, she had herself
well in hand, but her stomach trembled as if sea-sick. She grasped
the velvet arm of her stall and tried to keep her voice steady as she
replied:
"Yes, I'm from Richmond. I was born in Virginia. Why do you ask? Is
my accent so marked?" She had a good central grip on herself and
presently the vibrations ceased. Stone was bored and yearned for a
cigarette. "I see Seidl--I'll go out for a smoke." At once Ulick
seated himself beside Easter. Eagerly he attempted to take the gloved
hand next to him. She crossed her arms. Then she said in commonplace
tones: "Do you know, Mr. Invern--I don't miss that lovely apartment.
They put me on the third floor. I am away from the noisy kitchen and
I can catch a bit of the sky instead of that depressing brick wall--"
He whispered, and his voice was hoarse, as if from excess of feeling:
"How can you ever forgive me--ever forgive me--Miss Richmond--pardon
me, that was your name--down East, in New Hampshire...." Easter seemed
to see smoke. She didn't answer him. Then, in her broadest most
cordial Southern tones, she asked: "Whatever in the world are you
talking about, mister?" He thought: I'm on the wrong tack. She won't
acknowledge that we met--and what a meeting--but, wait, I'll make her
acknowledge--everything. She went on in her desultory conversational
manner: "I was reared in Richmond. That's not my name. What did Mr.
Stone call you?"
He was nettled. Absurd. As if she could pull the wool over his eyes,
those clear piercing blue eyes that looked at life so amusedly, so
cynically. Then Seidl rapped for silence and the curtain rose on the
love-scene of all musical love-scenes.
As she watched the gothic head of Seidl she thought of him as a
magician whose wand evoked magic spells, but soon she forgot Time
and Space and was living in that enchanting fairyland of high daring
and passion transfigured. The deep voice of Brangaene warned the
lovers. Tremulous horns told of the King's return. Edouard de Reszke
intoned his: "Tristan!" in the inflexions of which are compressed
the reproach of betrayed friendship, and chivalry that has vanished.
Passion--passion, the yearnings of the man for the woman, and the
desire of the woman for the desire of the man, had summarily abolished
the walls of duty, of earthy morals. A hand slipped into hers. She
did not resist and the hand was hungrily held. The spell was upon
her. Music, the most sensual of the arts, for it tells us of the
hidden secrets of sex, immersed her body and soul in a magnetic bath;
the sound-fluid entered the porches of her ears. She was as a slave
manacled within the chalked circle of a wizard. To step across the
line would have been an ineluctable attempt. She did not try. And to
make more concrete the illusion of a consciousness transposed from the
key of her everyday life, the embracement of her arm by this strange
man--wasn't he a stranger to her?--sent her spirit cowering into
supernatural coverts. What was she? What was he? Tristan and Isolde;
Isolde and Tristan. She identified herself with the lovers, who, like
the crepuscular figures stitched on some mediaeval tapestry, dreamily
moved across the field of her vision. Tristan fell, and Easter awoke
with a start. Where has that little wretch Stone gone? The sneak,
she thought. Withdrawing her arm she stood up with a sigh of delight
satisfied. The lights were now on. The small but select band of invited
guests, were shaking hands with dear Maurice Grau, and she wondered who
was the affable little bald-headed man.
Ulick quizzically took her in. He hesitated: "Come," he finally said,
"come with me. I'll introduce you to my beloved friend, grand woman
and artiste, Madame Lehmann. She may be of use to you in the future."
For the first time Easter felt as if he were really a friend. Her
chilly reserve couldn't withstand such an invitation. Lilli Lehmann!
And perhaps--Oh! if it would only come true--Jean de Reszke. As she
was conducted upstairs through resounding corridors, her dreams went
on wings to the glorious night when she, Esther Brandès, would hold
an audience spellbound by the imperious magic of her art. Flushed,
her nature sending out warm rays of happiness, Ulick was so carried
away that he put his arm around her waist and cried: "You adorable
girl...." She it was who knocked at the dressing-room door for
admittance. "Komm," was uttered by a deep voice within. The youthful
pair entered....
On the way to the Maison Felicé she complained of hunger. "It's the
emotions of a first Tristan," he told her. "Wagner exhausts one's
soul and stomach. As for Tristan--oh! Tristan is a regular tapeworm.
I always feel like a spaghetti dinner at Moretti's with gallons of
vichy." She looked down at him, he was standing in the street, she
on the sidewalk. His eyes were blazing blue. She had realized their
blueness even in the dark of the auditorium. The glance-motive sounded
in their personal music-drama. And, as he said to himself, with what
a prelude! Almost tragic. She still gazed at him. Ulick felt his
being expand. This girl was dangerous. She was different. He knew he
must love her and he trembled at her hungry eyes. "Let's go to your
Moretti's," she exclaimed. "I'm starving." "So am I--for another
touch of your hand," he interposed. "Let's go to your Moretti's," she
stubbornly repeated, "and if you wish to keep on good terms with me
pray don't call me Miss Richmond, or--'your adorable girl'...." He only
ejaculated, "Christ!"