CHAPTER XIII

They had left early that morning for Boston, determined, as they wrote,

no longer to trespass on his kindness. There had been a discussion in

their bedroom the night before when they got back in which Anna-Rose

supplied the heat and Anna-Felicitas the arguments, and it ended in

Anna-Felicitas succeeding in restoring Anna-Rose to her original

standpoint of proud independence, from which, lured by the comfort and

security of Mr. Twist's companionship, she had been inclined to slip.

It took some time, because of Anna-Rose being the eldest. Anna-Felicitas

had had to be as wary, and gentle, and persistently affectionate as a

wife whom necessity compels to try and get reason into her husband.

Anna-Rose's feathers, even as the feathers of a husband, bristled at the

mere breath of criticism of her superior intelligence and wisdom. She

was the leader of the party, the head and guide, the one who had the

dollars in her pocket, and being the eldest naturally must know best.

Besides, she was secretly nervous about taking Anna-Felicitas about

alone. She too had observed the stares of the public, and had never

supposed that any of them might be for her. How was she to get to Boston

successfully with so enchanting a creature, through all the

complications of travel in an unknown country, without the support and

counsel of Mr. Twist? Just the dollars and quarters and dimes and cents

cowed her. The strangeness of everything, while it delighted her so

long as she could peep at it from behind Mr. Twist, appalled her the

minute she was left alone with it. America seemed altogether a foreign

country, a strange place whose inhabitants by accident didn't talk in a

strange language. They talked English; or rather what sounded like

English till you found that it wasn't really.

But Anna-Felicitas prevailed. She had all Anna-Rose's inborn horror of

accepting money or other benefits from people who had no natural right

to exercise their benevolences upon her, to appeal to. Christopher,

after long wrestling restored at last to pride, did sit down and write

the letter that so much spoilt Mr. Twist's breakfast next morning, while

Columbus slouched about the room suggesting sentences.

It was a letter profuse in thanks for all Mr. Twist had done for them,

and couched in language that betrayed the particular share

Anna-Felicitas had taken in the plan; for though they both loved long

words Anna-Felicitas's were always a little the longer. In rolling

sentences that made Mr. Twist laugh in spite of his concern, they

pointed out that his first duty was to his mother, and his second was

not to squander his possessions in paying the hotel and railway bills of

persons who had no sort of claim on him, except those general claims of

humanity which he had already on the _St. Luke_ so amply discharged.

They would refrain from paying their hotel bill, remembering his words

as to the custom of the country, though their instincts were altogether

against this course, but they could and would avoid causing him the

further expense and trouble and waste of his no doubt valuable time of

taking them to Boston, by the simple process of going there without him.

They promised to write from the Sacks and let him know of their arrival

to the address at Clark he had given them, and they would never forget

him as long as they lived and remained his very sincerely, A.-R., and

A.-F. Twinkler.

Mr. Twist hurried out to the office.

The clerk who had been so confidential in his manner the evening before

looked at him curiously. Yes, the young ladies had left on the 8.15 for

Boston. They had come downstairs, baggage and all, at seven o'clock, had

asked for a taxi, had said they wished to go to Boston, inquired about

the station, etc., and had specially requested that Mr. Twist should not

be disturbed.

"They seemed in a slight hurry to be off," said the clerk, "and didn't

like there being no train before the 8.15. I thought you knew all about

it, Mr. Twist," he added inquisitively.

"So I did--so I did," said Mr. Twist, turning away to go back to his

breakfast for three.

"So he did--so he did," muttered the clerk with a wink to the other

clerk; and for a few minutes they whispered, judging from the

expressions on their faces, what appeared to be very exciting things to

each other.

Meanwhile the twins, after a brief struggle of extraordinary intensity

at the station in getting their tickets, trying to understand the black

man who seized and dealt with their luggage, and closely following him

wherever he went in case he should disappear, were sitting in a state of

relaxation and relief in the Boston express, their troubles over for at

least several hours.

The black porter, whose heart happened not to be black and who had

children of his own, perceived the helpless ignorance that lay behind

the twins' assumption a of severe dignity, and took them in hand and

got seats for them in the parlour car. As they knew nothing about cars,

parlour or otherwise, but had merely and quite uselessly reiterated to

the booking-clerk, till their porter intervened, that they wanted

third-class tickets, they accepted these seats, thankful in the press

and noise round them to get anything so roomy and calm as these

dignified arm-chairs; and it wasn't till they had been in them some

time, their feet on green footstools, with attendants offering them

fruit and chocolates and magazines at intervals just as if they had been

in heaven, as Anna-Felicitas remarked admiringly, that counting their

money they discovered what a hole the journey had made in it. But they

were too much relieved at having accomplished so much on their own,

quite uphelped for the first time since leaving Aunt Alice, to take it

particularly to heart; and, as Anna-Felicitas said, there was still the

£200, and, as Anna-Rose said, it wasn't likely they'd go in a train

again for ages; and anyhow, as Anna-Felicitas said, whatever it had cost

they were bound to get away from being constant drains on Mr. Twist's

purse.

The train journey delighted them. To sit so comfortably and privately in

chairs that twisted round, so that if a passenger should start staring

at Anna-Felicitas one could make her turn her back altogether on him; to

have one's feet on footstools when they were the sort of feet that don't

reach the ground; to see the lovely autumn country flying past, hills

and woods and fields and gardens golden in the October sun, while the

horrible Atlantic was nowhere in sight; to pass through towns so queerly

reminiscent of English and German towns shaken up together and yet not a

bit like either; to be able to have the window wide open without

getting soot in one's eyes because one of the ministering angels--clad,

this one, appropriately to heaven, in white, though otherwise

black--pulled up the same sort of wire screen they used to have in the

windows at home to keep out the mosquitoes; to imitate about twelve,

when they grew bold because they were so hungry, the other passengers

and cause the black angel to spread a little table between them and

bring clam broth, which they ordered in a spirit of adventure and

curiosity and concealed from each other that they didn't like; to have

the young man who passed up and down with the candy, and whose mouth was

full of it, grow so friendly that he offered them toffee from his own

private supply at last when they had refused regretfully a dozen

suggestions to buy--"Have a bit," he said, thrusting it under their

noses. "As a gentleman to ladies--no pecuniary obligations--come on,

now;" all this was to the twins too interesting and delightful for

words.

They accepted the toffee in the spirit in which it was offered, and

since nobody can eat somebody's toffee without being pleasant in return,

intermittent amenities passed between them and the young man as he

journeyed up and down through the cars.

"First visit to the States?" he inquired, when with some reluctance, for

presently it appeared to the twins that the clam broth and the toffee

didn't seem to be liking each other now they had got together inside

them, and also for fear of hurting his feelings if they refused, they

took some more.

They nodded and smiled stickily.

"English, I guess."

They hesitated, covering their hesitation with the earnest working of

their toffee-filled jaws.

Then Anna-Felicitas, her cheek distorted, gave him the answer she had

given the captain of the _St. Luke,_ and said, "Practically."

"Ah," said the young man, turning this over in his mind, the r in

"practically" having rolled as no English or American r ever did; but

the conductor appearing in the doorway he continued on his way.

"It's evident," said Anna-Rose, speaking with difficulty, for her jaws

clave together because of the toffee, "that we're going to be asked that

the first thing every time a fresh person speaks to us. We'd better

decide what we're going to say, and practise saying it without

hesitation."

Anna-Felicitas made a sound of assent.

"That answer of yours about practically," continued Anna-Rose,

swallowing her bit of toffee by accident and for one moment afraid it

would stick somewhere and make her die, "causes first surprise, then

reflection, and then suspicion."

"But," said Anna-Felicitas after a pause during which she had

disentangled her jaws, "it's going to be difficult to say one is German

when America seems to be so very neutral and doesn't like Germans.

Besides, it's only in the eye of the law that we are. In God's eye we're

not, and that's the principal eye after all."

Her own eyes grew thoughtful. "I don't believe," she said, "that parents

when they marry have any idea of all the difficulties they're going to

place their children in."

"I don't believe they think about it at all," said Anna-Rose. "I mean,"

she added quickly, lest she should be supposed to be questioning the

perfect love and forethought of their mother, "fathers don't."

They were silent a little after this, each thinking things tinged to

sobriety by the effect of the inner conflict going on between the clam

broth and the toffee. Also Boston was rushing towards them, and the

Clouston Sacks. Quite soon they would have to leave the peaceful

security of the train and begin to be active again, and quick and

clever. Anna-Felicitas, who was slow, found it difficult ever to be

clever till about the week after, and Anna-Rose, who was impetuous, was

so impetuous that she entirely outstripped her scanty store of

cleverness and landed panting and surprised in situations she hadn't an

idea what to do with. The Clouston Sacks, now--Aunt Alice had said, "You

must take care to be very tactful with Mr. and Mrs. Clouston Sack;" and

when Anna-Rose, her forehead as much puckered as Mr. Twist's in her

desire to get exactly at what tactful was in order to be able diligently

to be it, asked for definitions, Aunt Alice only said it was what

gentlewomen were instinctively.

"Then," observed Anna-Felicitas, when on nearing Boston Anna-Rose

repeated Aunt Alice's admonishment and at the same time provided

Anna-Felicitas for her guidance with the definition, "seeing that we're

supposed to be gentlewomen, all we've got to do is to behave according

to our instincts."

But Anna-Rose wasn't sure. She doubted their instincts, especially

Anna-Felicitas's. She thought her own were better, being older, but even

hers were extraordinarily apt to develop in unexpected directions

according to the other person's behaviour. Her instinct, for instance,

when engaged by Uncle Arthur in conversation had usually been to hit

him. Was that tact? Yet she knew she was a gentlewoman. She had heard

that, since first she had heard words at all, from every servant,

teacher, visitor and relation--except her mother--in her Prussian home.

Indeed, over there she had been told she was more than a gentlewoman,

for she was a noblewoman and therefore her instincts ought positively to

drip tact.

"Mr. Dodson," Aunt Alice had said one afternoon towards the end, when

the twins came in from a walk and found the rector having tea, "says

that you can't be too tactful in America. He's been there."

"Sensitive--sensitive," said Mr. Dodson, shaking his head at his cup.

"Splendidly sensitive, just as they are splendidly whatever else they

are. A great country. Everything on a vast scale, including

sensitiveness. It has to be met vastly. But quite easy really---" He

raised a pedagogic finger at the twins. "You merely add half as much

again to the quantity of your tact as the quantity you encounter of

their sensitiveness, and it's all right."

"Be sure you remember that now," said Aunt Alice, pleased.

As Boston got nearer, Anna-Rose, trying to learn Mr. Dodson's recipe for

social success by heart, became more silent. On the ship, when the

meeting with the Sacks was imminent, she had fled in sudden panic to her

cabin to hide from them. That couldn't have been tact. But it was

instinct. And she was a gentlewoman. Now once again dread took

possession of her and she wanted to hide, not to get there, to stay in

the train and go on and on. She said nothing, of course, of her dread to

Anna-Felicitas in order not to undermine that young person's _morale_,

but she did very much wish that principles weren't such important things

and one needn't have cut oneself off from the protecting figure of Mr.

Twist.

"Now remember what Aunt Alice said," she whispered severely to

Anna-Felicitas, gripping her arm as they stood jammed in the narrow

passage to the door waiting to be let out at Boston.

On the platform, they both thought, would be the Sacks,--certainly one

Sack, and they had feverishly made themselves tidy and composed their

faces into pleasant smiles preparatory to the meeting. But once again no

Sacks were there. The platform emptied itself just as the great hall of

the landing-stage had emptied itself, and nobody came to claim the

Twinklers.

"These Sacks," remarked Anna-Felicitas patiently at last, when it was

finally plain that there weren't any, "don't seem to have acquired the

meeting habit."

"No," said Anna-Rose, vexed but relieved. "They're like what Aunt Alice

used to complain about the housemaids,--neither punctual nor

methodical."

"But it doesn't matter," said Anna-Felicitas. "They shall not escape us.

I'm getting quite hungry for the Sacks as a result of not having them.

We will now proceed to track them to their lair."

For one instant Anna-Rose looked longingly at the train. It was still

there. It was going on further and further away from the Sacks. Happy

train. One little jump, and they'd be in it again. But she resisted, and

engaged a porter.

Even as soon as this the twins were far less helpless than they had been

the day before. The Sack address was in Anna-Rose's hand, and they knew

what an American porter looked like. The porter and a taxi were engaged

with comparative ease and assurance, and on giving the porter, who had

staggered beneath the number of their grips, a dime, and seeing a cloud

on his face, they doubled it instantly sooner than have trouble, and

trebled it equally quickly on his displaying yet further

dissatisfaction, and they departed for the Sacks, their grips piled up

round them in the taxi as far as their chins, congratulating themselves

on how much easier it was to get away from a train than to get into one.

But the minute their activities were over and they had time to think,

silence fell upon them again. They were both nervous. They both composed

their faces to indifference to hide that they were nervous, examining

the streets they passed through with a calm and _blasé_ stare worthy of

a lorgnette. It was the tact part of the coming encounter that was

chiefly unnerving Anna-Rose, and Anna-Felicitas was dejected by her

conviction that nobody who was a friend of Uncle Arthur's could possibly

be agreeable. "By their friends ye shall know them," thought

Anna-Felicitas, staring out of the window at the Boston buildings. Also

the persistence of the Sacks in not being on piers and railway stations

was discouraging. There was no eagerness about this persistence; there

wasn't even friendliness. Perhaps they didn't like her and Anna-Rose

being German.

This was always the twins' first thought when anybody wasn't

particularly cordial. Their experiences in England had made them a

little jumpy. They were conscious of this weak spot, and like a hurt

finger it seemed always to be getting in the way and being knocked.

Anna-Felicitas once more pondered on the inscrutable behaviour of

Providence which had led their mother, so safely and admirably English,

to leave that blessed shelter and go and marry somebody who wasn't. Of

course there was this to be said for it, that she wasn't their mother

then. If she had been, Anna-Felicitas felt sure she wouldn't have. Then,

perceiving that her thoughts were getting difficult to follow she gave

them up, and slid her hand through Anna-Rose's arm and gave it a

squeeze.

"Now for the New World, Christopher," she said, pretending to be very

eager and brave and like the real Columbus, as the taxi stopped.

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