CHAPTER XXVIII

"HOW COULD SHE KNOW?"

"To-morrow! O, that's sudden! Spare him, spare him!"

--"_Measure for Measure._"

Colonel Dayton met them as they reentered the camp. His brow was

wrinkled with anxiety, but it cleared as if by magic at sight of them.

"Odds life, captain!" he cried. "I feared lest something had befallen

you. It is long past your usual hour for returning."

"Something did befall, sir," answered Clifford, who had expected

questioning. "I crave pardon for the delay. We were like not to have

come back at all, but through no fault of ours. In fact, sir, we were

set upon by a party of miscreants in the glen beyond the five knob

tree, and captured. At the place to which we were conducted was a

person through whom----" He hesitated unwilling that Harriet should

be connected with the affair. "In short, Colonel Dayton," he said

frankly, "I would prefer that you do not question me concerning the

manner of our release. As soon as possible we came back."

"Say no more, sir," exclaimed Colonel Dayton. "That you did come back

proves you an honorable gentleman. I might have had to mourn a

prisoner, but once more hath martial faith received justification. It

will give me great pleasure to report your conduct to the

commander-in-chief."

Much relieved that the matter was to be probed no further the cousins

dismounted, and were preparing to retire to their respective domiciles

when the voice of Colonel Dayton arrested them.

"I wonder," he was saying, "if this doth not explain the letter that I

received to-day from General Washington?"

"What letter, sir?" asked Clifford quickly. "May I inquire if it

contained any further orders regarding me?"

"Certainly; and I am obliged to answer that it does contain orders.

Listen, and you shall hear them, though it gives me great pain to

read them. They mean a curtailment of your privileges, captain."

Whereupon he produced the missive, and read as follows: "Sir, I am

informed that Captain Williams is at the camp without a guard, and

under no restraint whatever. This, if true, is certainly wrong; I wish

to have the young gentleman treated with all possible tenderness

consistent with his present situation, but considered a close prisoner

and kept with the greatest security. It is well to be careful. There

are many rumors afloat anent a rescue, which may be but idle talk.

Still, when dealing with a foe every precaution should be used that

there is no weakness in our defenses of which he may take advantage."

"So end our rides, Peggy," remarked Clifford, smiling slightly. "'Tis

a preliminary to the final order."

"I trust not, captain," exclaimed the officer. "This merely limits you

to the confines of the cantonment. I should not like the general to

consider that I was negligent. It would have been the same, sir, had

not your misadventure of to-day occurred."

"I understand, colonel," answered the youth deferentially. "I

appreciate the courtesy you have ever shown me. I think, on the whole,

'tis best. And it might be worse."

"Yes," spoke Peggy. "It might be worse, Clifford."

So there were no more rides; but as the weather began to be very hot,

and exceedingly dry, they consoled themselves with the reflection that

riding would be extremely unpleasant under such conditions. Another

week glided by, in which there was no sign of Harriet, nor was there

any further order from the commander-in-chief. It seemed as though

they had been set down in the midst of the cantonment and forgotten.

The strain began to tell upon Clifford.

"Would that it were over," burst from him one morning as he sat with

Peggy under the shade of a tree near the quarters of the Dayton

family. In the distance a company was drilling, and the orders of its

officer came to them faintly.

Peggy let fall the ox-eyed daisy whose petals she had been counting,

and turned toward him in dismay.

"Clifford, thee don't mean that," she cried.

"But I do, Peggy," he answered passionately. "The fluctuations from

hope to despair, and from despondency to hope again are far more

trying than a certain knowledge of death would be. It keeps me on

tenter-hooks. So long as the thing is inevitable, I wish it would

come."

Peggy looked at him anxiously. His face was pale, and there were deep

circles under his eyes that spoke of wakeful nights. His experience

with his sister had been far more distressing than she had realized.

It came to the girl with a shock just how care-worn he was.

"Would that father were here that he might comfort thee," she cried

tearfully. "Thee needs him, my cousin."

"An he were, he would say--'My lad, thy promise was that Peggy should

not be saddened by talk of thy woes; yet here thee is dwelling upon

thy sorrow both to thy detriment and hers.'"

The transition to David Owen's manner was so abrupt that Peggy smiled

through her tears.

"I did not know that thee was possessed of the art of mimicry, my

cousin," she remarked. "Harriet hath it to perfection, but thee has

never shown sign of it before."

"'Tis only one whom I know well that I can mimic," he told her.

"Sometimes, I believe that I know Cousin David better than father."

"And thou shouldst have been my father's son," she cried. "Why, thee

looks enough like him to be his son. Then thee would have been my

brother, as thou shouldst have been."

Clifford smiled at her warmth.

"In that case," he said quizzically, "I should have been an American.

I wonder if I should have been a Quaker, and a rebel with the rest of

you? Or should I have been a Tory?"

"Oh, a rebel! A rebel!" she replied promptly, pleased that his

melancholy was vanishing.

"I doubt it. I cannot imagine myself as other than loyal to my king

any more than I can think of myself as a Quaker."

"Neither can I think of thee as a Quaker," she said. "Some way thee

doesn't fit in with the Society."

At this Clifford laughed outright.

"That is because you know me as I am," he observed. "Now I cannot

think of you as being anything but a little Quakeress. You see, we get

our ideas of persons when we first know them, and then we cannot

change."

"'And cannot change,'" she repeated with some amusement. "Clifford

Owen, thee didn't like me at all at first."

"No, I did not," he responded, and laughed again. "'Twas because I did

not know you aright. Peggy, see how light-hearted you have made me.

Our merriment hath caused Colonel Dayton to give us unusual

attention."

Peggy glanced at the officer. He had been watching the drill, but

several times had turned to look at them. As the drill ended he came

slowly toward them.

"You seem quite happy this morning," he observed. Something in his

manner struck the girl with foreboding.

"Yes, colonel," answered Clifford. "I had an attack of the blues, but

my cousin hath charmed them away. We were trying to imagine me an

American."

"We should welcome you, sir," spoke the colonel courteously. "May I

speak to you a moment, captain?"

Clifford rose instantly.

"It hath come then?" he asked quietly.

"Yes," answered the colonel huskily. "It was hard to break in upon

your mirth, but I thought you would prefer to have me tell you than to

hear it from another."

"You are most kind, sir." The youth's voice trembled ever so little.

"We were too merry, my cousin. 'Against ill chances men are ever

merry. But heaviness foreruns the good event.'" His tones were steady

as he finished the quotation, and he added: "I am ready at any time."

But at this Peggy uttered a cry.

"Now? Oh, that would be inhuman! Surely not now?"

"Nay," said Colonel Dayton, alarmed by her paleness. "'Tis not as you

think, child. He goes to the guard-house now. The sentence will not be

carried out until to-morrow morning."

"'Tis so sudden," she protested piteously.

"Nay, Peggy, it hath been too long deferred," demurred Clifford. "'Tis

well to have the anxiety and suspense over. You must not give way."

"But what can I do, Clifford? Thee has no one but me to do for thee.

How can I comfort thee?"

"Dear little cousin," he said softly, "you have done much already.

Think what these last weeks would have been for me had you not stayed

here. Be brave a little longer. The colonel will let me see you

again."

"Yes," said Colonel Dayton briefly.

And Peggy was left alone. Alone! With wide, unseeing eyes she stared

at a patch of green grass in front of her where ox-eyed daisies grew

like golden stars. Alone! Harriet had not come, as Peggy had been

hoping she would. And her father! Could he not get leave? Alone!

Alone! What comfort could she, a mere girl, be to her cousin in this

trying hour?

Far afield the milkweed nodded a soft welcome to the butterflies

winging, like flying flowers, over the fields. A bumblebee droned

drowsily near, humming his song to unheeding ears. Where the tall pine

trees of the forest met the sky argosies of clouds spread their

portly sails along the blue. In the heat of the July morning Peggy sat

shaking like a leaf.

"I must be brave," she told herself again and again. "He hath no one

here but me. I must be Harriet and Cousin William both to him. I must

be of comfort to him."

Long she sat there under the tree trying to pull herself together, but

after a while she rose and made her way into the house. It was well on

toward the end of the afternoon when Colonel Dayton came to her.

"Your cousin wishes to see you, child," he said pityingly. "He bears

up well, but I need not say to you that he will need all his fortitude

to go through with this ordeal."

"I shall not fail him, friend," said Peggy with quivering lips. "I am

all of kith or kin that is near him. I shall not fail."

But the maiden had need of all her resolution when she entered the

guard-house where Clifford was, for he was most despondent.

"I am glad it is ended, Peggy," he said gloomily. "The restlessness of

waiting is over at last. All the feverish anxiety, the hope, the

longing, are past, and the end hath come. Do you remember last year,

when John Drayton, that Yankee captain, was condemned to this same

sort of death, what father said? He said, 'The vicissitudes of war are

many, my son. By sad fortune you might find yourself in the same

condition as this young fellow.' And here I am, in very truth,

condemned to die on the gallows. I have been thinking of it all day."

"Clifford," she cried in alarm, for there sounded a note of agitation

in his words that made her fearful lest he lose his self-control,

"thee must not talk like that. Think on something else."

"But to die like this," he cried. "An Owen on the gibbet! 'Tis bitter,

bitter! I had planned a different death. 'Twas on the battle-field.

Gloriously to fall, fighting for the king and England. I do not fear

death, my cousin. It is not that. 'Tis the awfulness of the mode. I

cannot help but think of that other death which I would so gladly die.

I have ever loved martial music, and 'twas my thought that at my death

the muffled drum would beat for a soldier's honorable funeral."

"Clifford! Clifford!" she cried. He was so young, so noble, and yet

to die a cruel death on the scaffold! It was hard. What comfort could

she give him? He was in sore need of it.

"Bear with me for just a little, Peggy," he said. "It hath eaten into

my heart--the manner of this death. I have talked bravely all these

long, weary days of waiting, but oh! if they would just shoot me! The

shamefulness of a gallows!"

"Don't!" she cried suddenly. "I--I cannot bear it."

The boy pulled himself together sharply.

"Forgive me," he said speaking more calmly. "I'll be good now, my

cousin, but 'tis enough to make a man rave to contrast the death he

would die with the one he must. I'll think of it no more."

"Thee must not," she said faintly. "What--what can I do for thee,

Clifford?"

"I have writ some letters," he said picking them up from the table.

"Will you see that they are sent? I need not ask. I know you will. One

is for Harriet; I was too hard on her, Peggy. I see it now. One is for

father, and one for your father and mother. Had I been their own son

they could not have treated me with more tenderness. And, Peggy----"

"Yes, my cousin?"

"There is one for Miss Sally," he said with slight hesitation. His

face flushed and he busied himself among the papers on the table.

"'Fore George," he cried with an abrupt change of manner, "I can't

forget that look of scorn in her blue eyes! It haunts me. I writ

before, you remember? She did not reply, but sent word that she had no

hard feelings. 'Twas all I had a right to expect, but somehow---- I

have writ again, Peggy, to tell her---- Well, you know I don't want

her to think me altogether contemptible."

It was such a youthful outburst, and so natural that Peggy had hard

work to retain her self-control. Then, like a flash, she knew the

comfort she could give him. Leaning toward him with brightening eyes

she said softly:

"Sally doesn't think thee so, Clifford. She hath a high opinion of

thee. She told me to tell thee something at the very last---- And that

would be now, would it not?"

"Now, or never, Peggy. What did she say?" He listened eagerly.

"She said that she considered thee the finest gentleman that she ever

knew."

"She said that?" The youth caught his breath quickly.

"Just that, Clifford. The finest gentleman that she ever knew,"

repeated the maiden impressively. "Was not that much to say?"

"It was, my cousin. It overwhelms me." His eyes were misty, and in

them there was wonder too. "It is the highest praise that she could

have spoken. 'Tis strange that she should so speak; because, Peggy, I

have always wanted to be a gentleman. Oh, I am by birth, I know. I

don't mean that. I mean just and honorable, chivalrous and gallant,

performing heroic deeds, and--and all the rest of it," he finished

boyishly.

"And thee is all that, Clifford," said Peggy gently.

"No," he said with unwonted humility. "I would like to be, but I am,

in truth, a pretty stiff, stubborn, unreasonable sort of fellow. You

have had cause to know that, Peggy. And so hath Sally. If life were,

by any chance, given me I should try to be all that she thinks me;

but I am to die. To die----" He stopped suddenly, and his eyes began

to glow. "'Fore George!" he cried, "if I cannot live I can die as she

would have the 'finest gentleman' to die! What if it is on the

scaffold, and not the battle-field? Though it be not a glorious death,

it can be glorified! How could she know that that was just what I

would need to put me on my mettle? How could she know?"

"Then it hath helped thee, Clifford?" spoke Peggy, marveling at the

transformation in him.

"Helped me? It hath put new life into me. It hath given me courage.

Why, do you know the shame of the thing had almost prostrated me? An

Owen on the gallows, Peggy. I would not have minded so much if the

execution had taken place right after we left Lancaster, but to have

it hanging over me day after day for so long. Peggy, it hath eaten

into my heart."

"Oh, Clifford!" she cried pityingly. "I did not dream thee felt it

so!"

"I did not want you to know, little cousin. I would not tell you now,

but that you have brought me the cheer that I need. How good you have

always been to me, Peggy. I wonder if the world holds anything sweeter

than a Quaker maid! That one should so highly esteem me----" He smiled

at her with sudden radiance. "I shall have pleasant thoughts to go

with me now, Peggy. You will tell her?"

"Yes," she answered, and added chokingly: "I wish father were here."

"And so do I. I hoped that he would be with me at the end; I believe

that he would be here if he could."

"Thee shall not be alone, Clifford. I am going to be with thee." Peggy

spoke bravely enough, but her eyes grew dark at the very thought, and

she began to tremble.

"Not for the world, Peggy!" he cried, horrified. "I would like to have

Cousin David with me, but not you. Oh, not you! I can suffer firmly

what 'twould kill you to see."

"But to be alone, Clifford?"

"It can't be helped, Peggy. I won't have you there. Promise me that

you won't go."

"I will do as thee wishes, my cousin," she answered tremulously.

"But--but I will be here at the door as thee comes out. I could not

bear to have thee without a glimpse of a friend, or----" She could not

finish.

"Be at the door if you wish, little cousin. I should like that, but go

no further." He arose and held out his hands. "It's good-bye now,

Peggy."

A sense of suffocation overwhelmed Peggy, and she could not speak. He

was so young, so noble, so manly in meeting his untoward fate, and yet

he must suffer this ignominious death without the comfort of a

friend's face near him. As she found her way blindly out of the room a

passionate prayer rose insistently through all her being:

"Oh, that father would come! That father would come!"

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