CHAPTER XX.

A FAMILY GROUP.

And so he was gone--this tender husband, who had loved her so dearly,

and whose secret she had shared so unavailingly for years; and apart

from the horror of the doubt that hung over the future of her

children, whose means and honour, like her own, had too probably

perished with him, a despair grew in the heart of Constance when she

surveyed the familiar objects, the little household gods of their

once happy home, and thought upon the days that could never, never

come again.

There were times when she could not believe that she had lost him;

that her sorrow was a painful dream from which she must awake. She

perpetually found herself softly whispering his name, especially in

the waking hours of the night. Thus too, from overtension of the

nervous system, she would start at the fancied sound of her own name,

uttered as if by his voice at a vast distance.

In the delicacy and tenderness of Constance, there was an amount of

keenness and intensity possessed by few, and thus her heart bled for

her daughter, rather than for her own dubious position, the fact of

which had been so coarsely thrust upon her by the insolent letter of

Downie Trevelyan, who was now formally spoken of and everywhere

announced and received as "Lord Lamorna."

That Sybil had given all the wealth of her young heart to this man's

son, was but too evident to her anxious mother's observation; but how

would matters tend now, and could that misplaced love have a

successful termination?

Days were passing in sorrow now; no letters from Audley came to

either. Sybil looked delicate and grew pale and thin, for a double

grief was consuming her, and Constance began to marvel in her heart,

was she meant to live in suffering and penury, perhaps to die early,

this child--her dead father's idol, so loved and petted by him.

Sybil felt secretly pleased with the idea that there existed between

her and Audley a tie--the tie of blood--which even the antagonism of

his crafty father could not break. "The idea of cousinly intimacy to

girls is undoubtedly pleasant," says Anthony Trollope; "and I do not

know whether it is not the fact, that the better and the purer the

girl, the sweeter and the pleasanter is the idea."

How often had Constance asked of herself--but never of him who was

gone--"How long is this deception to be carried on? How long am I to

wait before I take my place in the world as the wife of Richard

Trevelyan, and cease to figure as a sham Devereaux, and how long are

our children to be thus under a cloud?" All obstacles were removed

now, but the sham was becoming a reality, and the cloud was growing

darker than ever.

And was her poor Denzil, then so far away from her, to be tamely

robbed of his noble inheritance after all?

The necessity for action in some way, even before acquainting him

with his father's death and real rank, compelled Constance to bestir

herself. She knew no one whom she felt tempted to consult with

confidence, and was totally ignorant of the line of action to adopt,

but on hearing, before a week had passed, that the whole family of

the Trevelyans had come from town and taken up their residence at

Rhoscadzhel, she resolved to lose no time in confronting the usurper

personalty, attended only by her daughter. She could--she feared

not--fully prove the identity of "Captain Devereaux" with Captain

Trevelyan the late lord, and her husband's miniature, which she wore,

and his letters, especially the last from Montreal, would prove still

further the fact of her marriage, and his intentions as regarded his

will, though they were all addressed to her as Mrs. Devereaux, and

simply bore his signature as "Richard," save one already mentioned,

to which he appended his title.

So she thought and flattered herself while, clad in the deepest

mourning, she and Sybil traversed, by the Cornwall Railway, the forty

odd miles that lay between Porthellick and Rhoscadzhel, followed by

the prayers and blessings of old Winny Braddon.

"That which we fancy must break our hearts, we can bear patiently,

and what is more, so learn to conform to, that after a few years of

life, we can wonder that we thought them hardships," says a writer

with much truth. So did Constance think her heart would break, when

all the reality of her desolate condition was brought home to her, by

her mirror reflecting her face--the face that Richard loved so

well--encircled by a widow's cap--that odious ruche of tulle; but she

already felt the conviction strongly, that whatever happened now, she

would not have many years of life before her.

Mother and daughter sat silent and sad while the train swept on,

Lostwithiel with its antique octagon spire and the ruins of

Restormal, with their moat full of sweet-briars; St. Blazey, to whose

shrine the woolcombers made their pilgrimages in the days of old (the

saint having been tortured or curried to death with wool-combs, by

the Cornish men who declined to be converted from Druidism), with

many a spacious lawn and bare autumnal wood and many a purple moor,

were speedily left behind; and now it was past Grampound with its

market-house and ancient granite cross, the train went screaming and

clanking. Redruth next, in a dreary and barren district whose wealth

lies far below the soil, which is literally honeycombed by the shafts

and levels of mines; and then came Hayle, the houses of which are all

built of scoria or slag, the debris of ancient mines; and then the

travellers hired at the "White Hart," a carriage for Rhoscadzhel.

To Constance, the scenery there had its chief interest in the

circumstance that in youth and manhood her husband must have been

familiar with every feature of it, and must have shot and hunted over

it all. Noon was past now; but the sun shed a rich golden light upon

a calm sea, of which they had lovely glimpses at times between the

grey granite _carns_ and clumps of oak and elm. Sometimes the

carriage rolled past wildernesses of rock and morass, where wild

tarns reflected in their glassy depths the blue sky above, and where

valleys opened westward to the Bristol Channel, whose waves were

buttressed out by precipices of bold and striking outline, and the

heart of Constance began to beat painfully as each revolution of the

wheels drew her nearer and nearer to the house, that long ere this

should have been her home.

She felt, or thought, that now she was about to face, confront, and

grapple with her fate, and to know the best or worst! The secret

burden so long intolerable, would now be cast aside, and the adoption

of any line of action, in lieu of the existence she had led since her

loss was confirmed--the dumb mechanical life of one too paralysed

even to think--was a relief. Yet moments there were when she half

repented of her journey.

Her husband, her sole protector, was gone, and the proofs of their

marriage, and of his intentions by will, too, were gone also! If her

arguments were repelled, her assertions denied, what must be her

fate, and how terribly should she and those he loved so well be

exposed to the sneers and heartlessness of a world that knew nothing

of their good qualities, or of the cause for that concealment which

might now prove the cause of their destruction.

What if even now, at the eleventh hour, as it were, she turned

prudently back, and concealed the fact that she was the true Lady

Lamorna--that her son was a peer of the realm--and let him and Sybil

pass through life as humble Devereaux, content to earn their bread as

best they could? But to see Downie Trevelyan, the author of that

harsh and most insulting letter, occupying the place of her

Denzil--no--no! a thousand times no!

Some such fears had been occurring to Sybil, who now said, in a low

voice, as they drew near the stately gate of Rhoscadzhel,

"I doubt, dearest mamma, whether this is a wise proceeding on our

part; if we have the legal right to call ourselves Trevelyans, that

right should be placed for proof in legal hands."

"If we have--" began Constance, impetuously, and then became silent,

for she felt that the views of her daughter were, perhaps, the most

correct.

The elaborate iron gate, and its tall granite pillars, each

supporting a grotesque _Koithgath_, surmounted by a coronet, were

left behind, and they proceeded along the stately avenue by which we

have so lately seen Richard passing as chief mourner at the funeral

of the old lord; and now, as the porte-cochère (which bore a double

hatchment) was approached, came a new perplexity to the mind of

Constance. How was she to announce herself?

As "Lady Lamorna," where there was already one who called herself so;

simply as "Mrs. Devereaux," or as "a lady wishing an interview with

Lord Lamorna"? But from the utterance of his name in this instance

she shrunk.

The pampered servants, on seeing that the approaching vehicle was

only a carriage hired from the neighbouring inn, and not an equipage

having coats of arms and showy liveries, were somewhat slow in

answering the summons at the bell; but as the hall door stood open,

and, luckily for the perplexed Constance, Mr. Jasper Funnel, the

solemn, portly, and intensely respectable-looking butler, was

lingering there, she asked if she could "see his master."

Now this was a mode to which Mr. Jasper Funnel was all unused, and he

might have been disposed to summon "Jeames" or "Chawles" to attend to

her; but there was now a hauteur in the bearing of Constance that

thoroughly bewildered, if it failed to awe him.

"Master, mum?" he stammered; "his lordship is at home, but engaged

with General Trecarrel--I can take in your card, however."

"I have not my card-case with me."

"What name, then?"

"It matters not--just say----"

"Perhaps, mum, relations of the family?" suggested Funnel, perceiving

the depth of mourning worn by the two ladies.

"Yes--near relations, indeed," replied Constance, restraining her

tears with difficulty.

The man of bins and vintages, who thought he knew the branches of the

Trevelyan family through all their ramifications, looked still more

perplexed; however, he said, with a still lower bow,

"This way, mum--please to follow me," and desiring their driver to

await them, Constance and Sybil entered the mansion of Rhoscadzhel.

As if to tantalise them by a display of all they were perhaps to

lose, or had already lost for ever, a valet, to whose care Mr. Funnel

now consigned them, conducted them by a somewhat circuitous route, as

all the suites of rooms were not in order, the family having arrived

unexpectedly from town.

Passing through the marble vestibule, an arch on one side of which

opened to a gay aviary, and one on the other to the beautiful

conservatory, they entered a long and lofty corridor, where the soft

carpet muffled every foot-fall, and where were the objects of

_vertu_, accumulated by several generations of Trevelyans; a

veritable museum it seemed, of glass cases filled with quaintly

illuminated vellum MSS., in fine old Roman bindings, red-edged and

clasped; old laces of Malines and Bruges; Chinese ivory carvings,

delicate as gossamer webs; Burmese idols; Japanese cabinets, covered

with flaming dragons; Majolica vases, where rosy cupids, grotesque

tritons, nude nymphs, and shining dolphins, were all grouped

together; Delft hardware of odd designs; Etruscan cups,

cream-coloured or crimson, with slender black demoniac figures

thereon; mediæval suits of armour; family portraits of dames in ruffs

and farthingales, and of past Trevelyans, all well-wigged, cuirassed,

and armed: some with Bardolph noses and paunches of comely curve,

suggestive of sack and venison; the chiefs of these being Lord Henry,

who was Governor of Rougemont Castle for Queen Elizabeth, and

Launcelot, the cavalier-lord, who sought shelter in Trewoofe from the

victorious Roundheads.

The refined and cultivated taste of Constance could well appreciate

all these objects; but now, as one in a dream, her eyes wandered over

those walls where many a gem of art was hanging; the soft-eyed and

white-skinned girls of Greuze; the bearded and doubleted nobles of

Vandyke; cattle, fat and lazy-looking, by Cuyp; hazy sea-pieces by

Turner, and more than one lovely Raphael; but then her every thought

was turned inward; and as if to support herself, she retained Sybil's

tremulous little hand, on which her clasp tightened, as the servant,

who was clad in mourning livery, with a black cord aiguilette on each

shoulder, opened noiselessly the half of a folding-door, and ushered

them into that splendid library where her husband had found his proud

old uncle dead at the writing-table, and Downie (with the unsigned

deed) hanging over him, with confusion and disappointment on his

usually stolid visage.

"Visitors, my lord," said the servant.

And to add to the perplexity of Constance, she found herself face to

face with the whole family group--the whole, at least, save one, her

nephew Audley.

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