LADY CRUSOE

Billy and I came down from the North and opened a grocery store at

Jefferson Corners. It is a little store and there aren't many houses

near it--just the railroad station and a big shed or two. Beyond the

sheds a few cabins straggle along the road, and then begin the great

plantations, which really aren't plantations any more, because nobody

around here raises much of anything in these days. They just sit and

sigh over the things that are different since the war.

That's what Billy says about them. Billy is up-to-date and he has a

motor-cycle. He made up his mind when he came that he was going to put

some ginger into the neighborhood. So he rides miles every morning on

his motor-cycle to get orders, and he delivers the things himself unless

it is barrels of flour or cans of kerosene or other heavy articles, and

then he hires somebody to help him. At first he had William Watters and

his mule. William is black and his mule is gray, and they are both old.

It took them hours to get anywhere, and I used to feel sorry for them.

But when I found out that compared to Billy and me they lived on flowery

beds of ease, I stopped sympathizing. They both have enough, to eat, and

they work only when they want to. Billy and I work all the time. We have

our way to make in the world, and we feel that it all depends on

ourselves. We started out with nothing ahead of us but my ambitions and

Billy's energy, and a few hundred dollars which my guardian turned over

to me when I married Billy on my twenty-first birthday.

As soon as we were married, we came to Virginia. Billy and I had an idea

that everything south of the Mason and Dixon line was just waiting for

us, and we wanted to earn the eternal gratitude of the community by

helping it along. But after we had lived at Jefferson Corners for a

little while, we began to feel that there wasn't any community. There

didn't seem to be any towns like our nice New England ones, with

sociable trolley-cars connecting them and farmhouses in a lovely line

between. You can ride for miles through this country and never pass

anything but gates. Then way up in the hills you will see a clump of

trees, and in the clump you can be pretty sure there is a house. In the

winter when the leaves are off the trees you can see the house, but in

the summer there is no sign of it. In the old days they seemed to feel

that they were lacking somewhat in delicacy if they exposed their

mansions to the rude gaze of the public.

There was one mansion that Billy took me to now and then. It was empty,

and that was why we went. The big houses which were occupied were not

open to us, except in a trades-person sort of fashion, and Billy and I

are not to be condescended to--we had a pair of grandfathers in the

_Mayflower_. But that doesn't count down here, where everybody goes back

to William the Conqueror.

That great big empty house was a fine place for our Sunday afternoon

outings. We always went to church in the morning, and people were very

kind, but it was kindness with a question-mark. You see Billy and I live

over the store, and none of them had ever lived on anything but

ancestral acres.

So our Sunday mornings were a bit stiff and disappointing, but our

afternoons were heavenly. We discovered the Empty House in the spring,

and there was laurel on the mountains and the grass was young and green

on the slopes, and the sky was a faint warm blue with the sailing

buzzards black against it. Billy and I used to stop at the second gate,

which was at the top of the hill, and look off over the other hills

where the pink sheep were pastured. I am perfectly sure that there are

no other sheep in the whole wide world like those Albemarle sheep. The

spring rains turn the red clay into a mud which sticks like paint, and

the sheep are colored a lovely terra-cotta which fades gradually to

pink.

The effect is impressionistic, like purple cows. Billy doesn't care for

it, but I do. And I adore the brilliant red of the roads. Billy says

he'll take good brown earth and white flocks. He might be reconciled to

black sheep but never to pink ones.

We used to eat our supper on the porch of the Empty House. It had great

pillars, and it was rather awe-inspiring to sit on the front steps and

look up the whole length, of those Corinthian columns. Billy and I felt

dwarfed and insignificant, but we forgot it when we turned our eyes to

the hills.

The big door behind us and the blank windows were shut and shuttered

close. There were flying squirrels on the roof and little blue-tailed

lizards on the stone flagging in front of the house; and there was an

old toad who used to keep us company. I called him Prince Charming, and

I am sure he was as old as Methuselah, and lived under that stone in

some prehistoric age.

We just loved our little suppers. We had coffee in our thermos bottle,

and cold fried chicken and bread and butter sandwiches and chocolate

cake. We never changed, because we were always afraid that we shouldn't

like anything else so well, and we were sure of the chicken and the

chocolate cake.

And after we had eaten our suppers we would talk about what kind of

house we would build when our ship came in. Billy and I both have nice

tastes, and we know what we want; and we feel that the grocery store is

just a stepping-stone to better things.

The sunsets were late in those spring days, and there would be pink and

green and pale amethyst in the western sky, and after that deep sapphire

and a silver moon. And as it grew darker the silver would turn to gold,

and there would be a star--and then more stars until the night came on.

I can't tell you how we used to feel. You see we were young and in

love, and life was a pretty good thing to us. There was one perfect

night when the hills were flooded with moonlight. We seemed all alone in

a lovely world and I whispered:

"Oh, Billy, Billy, and some folks think that there isn't any God--"

And Billy put his arm around me and patted my cheek, and we didn't say

anything for a long time.

It was just a week later that Lady Crusoe came. I knew that some one was

in the house as soon as we passed the second gate. The door was still

closed, and the shutters were not opened, but I heard a clock strike--a

ship's clock--with bells.

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