VII

It was when Jane rented an empty room fronting on the arcade and set up

a sandwich shop that Tillotson saw how serious the thing was going to

be.

He had had all the restaurant and hotel trade. Men coming up in motors

or on horseback, dusty and tired, had eaten and drunk at his squalid

tables, swearing at the food but unable to get anything better. And now

here was a woman who covered her counters with snowy oilcloth--who had

shining urns of coffees, delectable pots of baked beans, who put up in

neat boxes lunches that made men rush back for more and more and

more--and whose sandwiches were the talk of the coast!

It had to be stopped.

The only way to stop it was to make it uncomfortable for Jane. There

were many ways in which the thing could be done--by small and subtle

persecutions, by insinuations, by words bandied from one man's evil

mouth to another. Tillotson had done the thing before. But he found as

the days went on that he had not before had a Jane to deal with. She was

linked in the minds of most of the men with a whiteness like that of her

own spotless shop.

Gradually Jane became aware of a sinister undercurrent. She found

herself dealing with forces that threatened her. There were men who came

into her shop to buy, and who stayed to say things that set her cheeks

flaming. She mentioned none of these things to Henry or Atwood or Tommy.

But she spoke once to O-liver.

"Tillotson must be at the bottom of it. Two drunken loafers stumbled in

the other day, straight from the hotel. And when I telephoned to

Tillotson to come and get them he laughed at me."

Tillotson was the sheriff. It was an office which he did not honor. In a

month or two his term would be up. O-liver riding alone into the

mountains stated the solution: "I've got to beat Tillotson."

But first he had things to say to Jane. Since his talk with his father

he had known that it must come. He had stayed away from her as much as

possible. It had not been a conspicuous withdrawal, for she was very

busy and had little time for him. Tommy's mother kept her little home in

order and looked after the invalid, so that Jane could give undivided

attention to her growing business. O-liver saw her most often at the

shop, when he stopped in for a pot of beans--eating them on the spot and

discoursing on many things.

"My Boston grandmother baked beans like this," he told her on one

occasion. "She was a great little woman, Jane, as essentially of the

East as you are of the West. She held to the traditions of the past; you

are blazing new ways for women, selling sandwiches in the market-place.

By Jove, it was superb the way you did it, Jane!"

She was always in a glow when he left her. Here was a man different from

her father, different from Henry Bittinger and Atwood Jones. She smiled

a little as she thought of Atwood. He had asked her to marry him. He had

told her of the things he had ahead of him that he wanted her to share.

And he had been much downcast when she had refused him. She had, he

felt, smudged the brightness of his splendid future. He couldn't

understand a woman throwing away a thing like that.

But he bore her no grudge and was still her friend. Henry, too, was her

friend. He had not yet tried his fate with Jane, but he still dreamed of

her as lovely in his long car and a fur coat. And he hoped to make his

dreams come true.

Tommy had set aside all selfish hopes. He had a feeling that Jane liked

O-liver. He loved them both. If he could not have Jane he wanted O-liver

to have her. He kept a wary eye therefore on Henry and Atwood.

It was Tommy who found out first about Fluffy Hair. She had never cared

to have the world know of her marriage. She had felt that those who

loved her on the screen would prefer her fancy free. But it was known at

the studio, and some one drifting up to Tinkersfield recognized O-liver

and told Tommy.

Tommy for once in his life was stern. "He oughta of told Jane.

Somebody's got to tell her."

So the next day he took it on himself--feeling a traitor to his friend.

"Jane," he said, sitting on a high stool in her little sandwich

shop--"Jane, O-liver's married."

Jane on the other side of the spotless counter gave him her earnest

glance. "Yes," she said; "he told me."

"He did? Well, I'm glad. It wasn't a thing to keep, was it?"

"No," said Jane; "it wasn't. But you mustn't blame him, Tommy, and now

that we both know, everything is all right, isn't it?"

"Yes," Tommy agreed; "if Tillotson doesn't get hold of it."

For it had been decided that O-liver was to run against Tillotson in the

next election, and beat him if he could.

O-liver had told Jane about his marriage on the night before Tommy came

to her. He had asked her to ride with him. "If you'll go this afternoon

at four you shall have Mary Pick, and I'll take Tommy's horse."

They had carried their lunch with them and had eaten it at sunset in a

lovely spot where the cañon opened out to show a shining yellow stretch

of sea, with the hills like black serpents running into it.

Yet it was dark, with the stars above them and the sea a faint gray

below, before O-liver said to her what he had brought her there to say.

He told her of his father and mother. Of Fluffy Hair.

"I waked up at last to the fact that I was letting two women support me.

So I came here and began to work at fifteen dollars a week. And for the

first time in my life I respected myself--and was content. And then I

met you and saw things ahead. You made me see them."

He turned toward her in the dark. "Jane, I'm finding that I love

you--mightily." He tried to speak lightly. "And I'm not free. And

because I love you I've got to keep away. But I want you to understand

that my friendship is the same--that it will always be the same. But

I've got to keep away."

She was very honest about it. "I didn't dream that you felt like

that--about me."

"No, you wouldn't. That's a part of your splendidness. Never taking

anything to yourself. Jane, will you believe this--that what I may be

hereafter will be because of you? If I ever do a big thing or a fine

thing it will be because I came upon you that night with your head high

and that rabble round you. You were light shining into the darkness of

Tinkersfield. Jove, I wish I were a painter to put you on canvas as you

were that night!"

They had ridden down later under the stars, and as they had stood for a

moment overlooking the lights of the little town O-liver had said: "I

make my big speech to-morrow night to beat Tillotson. I want you to be

there. Will you? If I know you are there somewhere in the dark I shall

pour out my soul--to you."

Was it any wonder that Jane, talking to Tommy the next morning about

O-liver, felt her pulses pounding, her cheeks burning? She had lain

awake all night thinking of the things he had said to her. It seemed a

very big and wonderful thing that a man could love her like that. As

toward morning the moonlight streamed in and she still lay awake she

permitted herself to let her mind dwell for a moment on what her future

might mean if he were in it. She was too busy and healthy to indulge in

useless regrets. But she knew in that moment in the moonlight if he was

not to be in her future no other man would ever be.

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