I handed the glasses to Nancy. "Never heard of it," she said. "Did you?"

"No," I answered. Most of the craft which came in were familiar, and I

welcomed them each year.

"Some new-rich person probably," Nancy decided. "Ducky, I have a feeling

that the owner of _The Viking_ bought it from the proceeds of pills or

headache powders."

"Or pork."

I am not sure that Nancy and I were justified in our disdain--whale-oil

has perhaps no greater claim to social distinction than bacon and ham

or--pills.

The church bells were ringing, and I had to go down. Nancy stayed on the

roof.

"Send Anthony up if he's there," she said; "we will sit here aloft like

two cherubs and look down on you, and you will wish that you were with

us."

But I knew that I should not wish it; that I should be glad to walk

along the shaded streets with my friends and neighbors, to pass the

gardens that were yellow with sunlight, and gay with larkspur and

foxglove and hollyhocks, and to sit in the pew which was mine by

inheritance.

Anthony was down-stairs. He was a tall, perfectly turned out youth, and

he greeted me in his perfect manner.

"Nancy is on the roof," I told him, "and she wants you to come up."

"So you are going to church? Pray for me, Elizabeth."

Yet I knew he felt that he did not need my prayers. He had Nancy, more

money than he could spend, and life was before him. What more, he would

ask, could the gods give?

I issued final instructions to my maids about the dinner and put on my

hat. It was a rather superlative hat and had come from Fifth Avenue. I

spend the spring and fall in New York and buy my clothes at the smartest

places. The ladies of Nantucket have never been provincial in their

fashions. Our ancestors shopped in the marts of the world. When our

captains sailed the seas they brought home to their womenfolk the

treasures of loom and needle from Barcelona and Bordeaux, from Bombay

and Calcutta, London and Paris and Tokio.

And perhaps because of my content in my new hat, perhaps because of the

pleasant young pair of lovers which I had left behind me in the old

house, perhaps because of the shade and sunshine, and the gardens,

perhaps because of the bells, the world seemed more than ever good to me

as I went on my way.

My pew in the church is well toward the middle. My ancestors were

modest, or perhaps they assumed that virtue. They would have neither the

highest nor the lowest seat in the synagogue.

It happens, therefore, that strangers who come usually sit in front of

me. I have a lively curiosity, and I like to look at them. In the winter

there are no strangers, and my mind is, I fancy, at such times, more

receptive to the sermon.

I was early and sat almost alone in the great golden room whose

restraint in decoration suggests the primitive bareness of early days.

Gradually people began to come in, and my attention was caught by the

somewhat unusual appearance of a man who walked up the aisle preceded by

the usher.

He was rather stocky as to build, but with good, square military

shoulders and small hips. He wore a blue reefer, white trousers, and

carried a yachtsman's cap. His profile as he passed into his pew showed

him young, his skin slightly bronzed, his features good, if a trifle

heavy.

Yet as he sat down and I studied his head, what seemed most significant

about him was his hair. It was reddish-gold, thick, curled, and

upstanding, like the hair on the head of a lovely child, or in the

painting of a Titian or a Tintoretto.

In a way he seemed out of place. Young men of his type so rarely came to

church alone. Indeed, they rarely came to church at all. He seemed to

belong to the out-of-doors--to wide spaces. I was puzzled, too, by a

faint sense of having seen him before.

It was in the middle of the sermon that it all connected up. Years ago a

ship had sailed into the harbor, and I had been taken down to see it. I

had been enchanted by the freshly painted figurehead--a strong young god

of some old Norse tale, with red-gold hair and a bright blue tunic. And

now in the harbor was _The Viking_, and here, in the shadow of a

perfectly orthodox pulpit, sat that strong young god, more glorious even

than my memory of his wooden prototype.

He seemed to be absolutely at home--sat and stood at the right places,

sang the hymns in a delightful barytone which was not loud, but which

sounded a clear note above the feebler efforts of the rest of us.

It has always been my custom to welcome the strangers within our gates,

and I must confess to a preference for those who seem to promise

something more than a perfunctory interchange.

So as my young viking came down the aisle, I held out my hand. "We are

so glad to have you with us."

He stopped at once, gave me his hand, and bent on me his clear gaze.

"Thank you." And then, immediately: "You live here? In Nantucket?"

"Yes."

"All the year round?"

"Practically."

"That is very interesting." Again his clear gaze appraised me. "May I

walk a little way with you? I have no friends here, and I want to ask a

lot of questions about the island."

The thing which struck me most as we talked was his utter lack of

self-consciousness. He gave himself to the subject in hand as if it were

a vital matter, and as if he swept all else aside. It is a quality

possessed by few New Englanders; it is, indeed, a quality possessed by

few Americans. So when he offered to walk with me, it seemed perfectly

natural that I should let him. Not one man in a thousand could have made

such a proposition without an immediate erection on my part of the

barriers of conventionality. To have erected any barrier in this

instance would have been an insult, to my perception of the kind of man

with whom I had to deal.

He was a gentleman, individual, and very much in earnest; and more than

all, he was immensely attractive. There was charm in that clear blue

gaze of innocence. Yet it was innocence plus knowledge, plus something

which as yet I could not analyze.

He left me at my doorstep. I found that he had come to the island not to

play around for the summer at the country clubs and on the bathing

beach, but to live in the past--see it as it had once been--when its men

went down to the sea in ships. And because there was still so much that

we had to say to each other, I asked him to have a cup of tea with me,

"this afternoon at four."

He accepted at once, with his air of sweeping aside everything but the

matter in hand. I entered the house with a sense upon me of high

adventure. I could not know that I was playing fate, changing in that

moment the course of Nancy's future.

* * * * *

Dinner was at one o'clock. It seems an impossible hour to people who

always dine at night. But on the Sabbath we Nantucketers eat our

principal meal when we come home from church.

Nancy and Anthony protested as usual. "Of course you can't expect us to

dress."

Nancy sat down at the table with her hat on, and minus the velvet coat.

She was a bit disheveled and warm from her walk. She had brought in a

great bunch of blue vetch and pale mustard, and we had put it in the

center of the table in a bowl of gray pottery. My dining-room is in gray

and white and old mahogany, and Nancy had had an eye to its coloring

when she picked the flowers. They would not have fitted in with the

decorative scheme of my library, which is keyed up, or down, to an

antique vase of turquoise glaze, or to the drawing-room, which is in

English Chippendale with mulberry brocade.

We had an excellent dinner, served by my little Portuguese maid. Nancy

praised the lobster bisque and Anthony asked for a second helping of

roast duck. They had their cigarettes with their coffee.

Long before we came to the coffee, however, Anthony had asked in his

pleasant way of the morning service.

"Tell us about the sermon, Elizabeth."

"And the text," said Nancy.

I am apt to forget the text, and they knew it. It was always a sort of

game between us at Sunday dinner, in which they tried to prove that my

attention had strayed, and that I might much better have stayed at home,

and thus have escaped the bondage of dogma and of dressing up.

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