CHAPTER XIII.

RICHARD LISTENS TO A HOMILY ON FIGHTING, AND SPENDS THE NIGHT IN THE

GUARD HOUSE.

Richard, in obedience to the order of the principal, immediately

repaired to the office, where he was soon joined by Nevers, both of

them very much the worse for the encounter.

"You have been fighting--have you, young gentlemen?" demanded Colonel

Brockridge, as he entered the room.

"Yes, sir," replied both of the culprits, in the same breath.

"You know the rules of the Institute, Nevers," added the principal,

sternly.

"I do, sir; but I was struck, and was obliged to fight in

self-defence."

"And you, Grant, had common sense enough to know better than to engage

in a fight. You struck the first blow--did you?"

"I struck the first blow that was given with the fist, but Nevers

struck the heaviest blow with his tongue."

"Explain, Grant."

"At breakfast I was informed by Nevers that they found out what boys

were made of on drill."

"Did you make use of this remark, Nevers?" asked the principal.

"I did, sir."

"What did you mean by it?"

"Simply that we found out something about a boy's capacity."

"Ah, indeed!" added Colonel Brockridge, in a slightly satirical tone.

"What did you understand by the remark, Grant?"

"That a fellow who hadn't spunk enough to protect himself must submit

to be insulted, and to be bullied by those who were wiser than he in

military matters."

"I did not mean that, sir," protested Nevers.

"His looks and his tone indicated it," said Richard. "And when he was

directed to instruct me in the positions, his tone and manner were

haughty and domineering. I so understood it, sir; if I am wrong, I am

willing to apologize. In the course of the drill he called me a

dough-head."

"Is this true, Nevers?"

"It is; but I did not call him so till I was satisfied he did not mean

to observe the order. In teaching him the facings, he would not come

about till all the others had finished the movement."

"I wouldn't, if I had been in his place," added the colonel, very much

to the astonishment of Richard, and very much to the indignation of

Nevers. "You know very well that one boy is never permitted in this

school to domineer over another. You took pains beforehand to inform

Grant, by your words, and especially by your looks and actions, that

you meant to haze him, to bully him. As a decent boy, he could not

submit to it. Then you called him a dough-head; which, as Grant

suggests, was the heaviest blow that was struck, for it touches a spot

which the fist cannot reach. Nevers, you commenced the fight."

"I think not, sir."

"We don't argue the matter, sir," said the colonel, sharply. "One thing

more: no pupil is allowed to use ungentlemanly language to another

pupil. Obedience to officers who are merely students is purely

voluntary. If a boy refuses to obey the officers, he must leave the

company. No boy is compelled to go into the ranks. On drill the case is

still stronger, Nevers. If the recruit will not obey, it is the duty of

the drill officer to report him to the instructor. If you had done so,

it would have been Mr. Gault's duty to drill Grant himself."

Nevers made no reply to these remarks. He cast a savage glance at

Richard, who appeared to have conquered him in the forum as well as in

the field.

"Grant, you are also to blame," continued the principal. "We will not

permit you to be insulted, bullied, or domineered over. I will protect

you, but you must not take the law into your own hands. A blow is not

justifiable except in self-defence, or when all other means have

failed. You knew it was wrong to strike Nevers."

"I did not think so, at the time, sir," replied Richard. "What you have

said has changed my view of the matter."

Nevers sneered at this remark of his antagonist, and Richard saw and

felt that sneer. It was as much as to say that he, Richard, was making

his peace with the principal by pretending a penitence he did not feel.

It stung him where he was very sensitive, and he was angry.

While his wrath was boiling, and he was considering in what manner he

should punish his crestfallen rival for his savage look and his bitter

sneer, the parting admonition of Bertha came to his mind, with the

promise that he had made to obey the rules of the school. This

suggested his big resolutions to reform his life and character. A

brutal fight on the first day of his residence at Tunbrook was not

exactly redeeming his solemn promise to his sister; nor was the

conquest of Nevers a step towards the conquest of himself.

Yet, in spite of his promise, and in spite of his resolutions, he could

not believe that he had been altogether in the wrong. He thought

Colonel Brockridge's views of the case were very sensible: and while he

wished he had not been so hasty in hitting Nevers, he felt, as the

principal had suggested, that his conduct was greatly palliated by the

provocation he had received.

Nevers cast looks of hatred and contempt at him, which stirred his

blood deeper than even the words of insults he had received. He came to

the conclusion that the bully had not got enough yet, and impulsively

he determined to give him some more at the first convenient

opportunity. But when he thought of the promise he had made to Bertha,

when he thought of his resolution to conquer himself, he struggled with

the temptation, and finally had the strength to say to the malignant

demon of hatred and revenge, "Get thee behind me, Satan." The victory

was won; the heart of Richard was at peace; he had actually conquered

himself this time.

"You have both done wrong," said the principal, after a few moments'

consideration, during which time Richard had won a greater and nobler

victory than that he had gained in the grove.

"I am sorry for it," said Richard, and it was almost the first time in

his life that he had acknowledged himself in the wrong.

Nevers cast a look full of contempt at him when he uttered these words;

but Richard, under the influence of the good angel which had taken

possession of his soul, did not permit the look to ruffle him.

"I will do right, and feel right, this time, if I never did before,"

said he to himself.

"Nevers," added the principal, "your warrant as orderly sergeant is

withdrawn; you are reduced to the ranks. You can go, now. Remove those

stripes from your arms."

The sentence was a heavy blow to the bully. For a year he had been

trying to obtain promotion. He wanted a commission. The company

officers were elected from the sergeants, and he was confident that he

should be chosen captain of Company D at the next election. He had been

a sergeant for a year and a half, and would have been a captain if he

had not been a bully; for there were enough who disliked him on this

account to prevent his election. As the first sergeant of the company,

he was almost sure that he should be chosen the next time. But his

sentence removed all hope of such preferment.

"Grant, I believe you are sincerely sorry for what has happened; but

you have done wrong, and you must be punished."

Richard's anger rose at these words, and he was disposed to resent the

idea of being punished for what he had done, especially after the judge

had ruled so decidedly in his favor.

"I shall order you to be placed under arrest, and to spend the night in

the guard house. You will report to me at dress parade. You can go."

The culprit's lips were compressed, and his teeth were tightly closed.

He was angry, for he had expected to be fully justified before the boys

for his conduct. An impudent remark trembled on the end of his tongue,

but the memory of the conquest he had achieved over himself prevented

him from uttering it.

"I have done wrong, and I have owned that I was in the wrong. I will

submit," said Richard to himself, as he left the office.

When he went out upon the play ground, he found the boys assembled in

groups discussing the exciting event of the day. They gathered around

him to learn the result of the trial.

"Nevers has lost his office, and I am under arrest, to spend the night

in the guard house," replied Richard, in answer to their inquiries.

"You got off easy," said Bailey.

"I suppose I did; at any rate, I am satisfied."

"Nevers has lost his warrant," exclaimed the boys, who were

particularly technical in speaking of military events. "Let's give

three cheers."

"Don't do it," said Richard. "It's a hard case for him."

"I am glad of it. The bully is down," added one."

"You licked him well," said another.

"I am sorry I did," replied Richard. "I didn't understand the matter so

well then as I do now. Colonel Brockridge is a trump!"

If any of Richard's friends at Woodville had heard this remark, they

would have been ready to canonize him at once, for it was so utterly at

variance with his style, that his acquaintances would not have

recognized it as coming from him. But Richard was engaged in the

conquest of himself, and had won two or three important victories.

The early call for dress parade sounded, and the boys all hasted to the

armories to prepare for it. As Richard had no uniform yet, he was

excused from serving, and reported himself to the colonel, as he had

been ordered. When the parade was finished, the principal delivered a

homily on fighting, stating the facts connected with the combat of that

day, and commenting upon them. He condemned fighting in round terms,

declaring it was never necessary, except in self-defence. The civil and

the social law would protect every member of the community, and there

could be no need of resorting to the barbarous custom of settling

differences by single combat. He applied the principles he laid down

to the case before him so clearly, that Richard lost much of his

admiration of the "noble art of self-defence"--as pugilists stupidly

style the act of fighting, to ascertain who is the better man.

Lest our boy friends should not fully understand us, we must add, that

the colonel's views are ours. A boy ought to fight in self-defence;

never to find out which is "the better man." He should use no more

violence than is necessary to defend himself. A boy is bound to protect

his weak friend--not from words, but from blows--to the best of his

ability, by using blows, when they are necessary. We can excuse, but we

cannot justify, the boy who strikes another for insulting his mother or

his sister. We believe in a "kiss for a blow," but we also believe that

cannon are often the best peacemakers. "Blessed are the peacemakers,"

but he who permits himself to be unjustly scourged is more truly a

fomenter of strife than he who conquers a peace in a good cause by the

might of his strong arm.

At the conclusion of his remarks, Colonel Brockridge ordered Richard to

be conducted to the guard house, where he was to spend the night. Mr.

Gault was directed to see the order executed, and the culprit was

marched to the apartment which served as a place of confinement for

offenders. He submitted to the punishment with the best grace he could

command, but he was mortified and humiliated.

The guard house was a bugbear to the boys of the Institute. It was a

small room, with the mockery of iron bars at the window, placed there

more for effect than for any thing else. It contained a bed and a

stool, with no other furniture. But it was regarded as a terrible place

by the boys; not that it was a very great hardship to spend a night

there, but because of the disgrace which the popular sentiment of the

establishment had attached to the prison.

Richard entered, and the door was locked upon him. The room was dark,

but he was not permitted to have a light. He seated himself upon the

stool, and it was literally the stool of repentance to him. His supper

was brought to him, and the servant stood by with a lamp till he had

eaten it. He was then left alone for the night, to meditate upon the

folly and wickedness of engaging in a fight without justifiable cause.

One of the first questions which the hero of the fight asked himself

was, whether he had not too tamely submitted to the authority which had

humiliated and punished him. That he had done so was the most

surprising thing he had ever known himself to do. And when he came to

ask himself why he had submitted, he could very clearly trace the

reason to the good resolution he had made to reform his life and

character--to conquer himself. It was hard for him to give in, but he

was satisfied with himself, and began to feel that he had really made

some progress in the great work.

He wanted to write a letter to Bertha, and tell her all about the

events of the day--how patiently he had submitted to reproof and

punishment; and record his solemn determination to conquer himself. He

had no light, and no materials for writing; so, at an early hour, he

went to bed; and fatigued with the labors and excitement of the day, he

forgot in sleep that he was a prisoner.

At reveille, in the morning, he was discharged from arrest, and ordered

to report for duty in the school room. He was still strong in his good

resolutions, and the sneers and frowns of Nevers and his clique did not

disturb him--did not even tempt him to indulge in the cheap retaliation

of sneers and frowns in return.

In the course of the day Richard found that he was a lion. He had

thrashed the bully of the school, and won the enviable position of

champion of the Institute. But even this glory did not seem to be worth

much; for since the fight, he realized that he had whipped a bigger

fellow than Nevers.

For a week, in school and out, Richard was true to himself, and behaved

nobly. More times than we have room to record, during this period, he

got the better of his ever-familiar foe, and every new victory improved

his _morale_ and added to his _prestige_.

At this point in his school career, the students were ordered to

perform the usual round of camp duty; and at eight o'clock in the

morning, the battalion took up the line of march for the appointed

place, at the other end of Tunbrook Lake, distant ten miles by the

road.

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