VII

In the summer-time there were sharks in Myall Creek, but I had never

seen them there in the spring. It was, I think, still somewhere short

of midnight when I stepped quietly out of the low window of the room I

shared with seven other orphans. (The house was all of one storey.) I

would have taken boots, but, excepting on visitors' Sundays, these

were kept in a locked cupboard in the sisters' building. My outfit

consisted of a comparatively whole pair of trousers--not those

immortalised in Mr. Rawlence's sketch--a strong, short-sleeved shirt

of hard, grey woollen stuff, a dilapidated waistcoat, a belt, my

little book of bush flowers and trees, and my one-pound note. Oh, and

an ancient grey felt hat with a large hole in the crown of it. That

was all; but I dare say notable careers have been started upon less;

in cash, if not in clothing.

Beside the punt I hesitated for a few moments, half inclined to cross

by that obvious means, and leave Tim to do the swimming by daylight.

Finally, however, I slipped off my clothes, tied them in a bundle on

my head, and stepped silently into the water, closely and interestedly

observed by one of the Orphanage watch-dogs, chained beside the

landing-stage. If he had barked, it would have been only from desire

to come with me, in which case, to save trouble, I should probably

have become guilty of dog-stealing. The dogs were all good friends of

mine.

The water was cold that spring night, but I was soon out of it, and

using my shirt for a hard rub down in the scrub beside the creek

wharf. As a precaution I had waited for a moonless night, and had made

my exit with no more noise than was caused by one of the night birds

or little beasts that visited our island. I had seen maps, and knew

the compass bearings of the locality. My ultimate destination being

Sydney, I turned to the southward, and stepped out briskly along the

track leading towards Milton, and away from Werrina.

That was the simple fashion of my outsetting into the world, and for a

time I gave literally no thought at all to its real significance. My

recognition of it as the beginning of the great adventure of

independent life was temporarily obscured by my preoccupation with its

detail.

At the end of a silent hour or two, when I suppose half a dozen miles

lay between myself and the Orphanage, the reflective faculties came

into play again. I began to see my affair more clearly, and to see it

whole, or pretty nearly so. From that point onward, I put in quite a

good deal of steady thinking with regard to the future. I had two or

three definite objects in view, and the first of these was to reach as

quickly as possible some point not less than about fifty miles distant

from Myall Creek, at which I could feel safe from any likely encounter

with a chance traveller from that district.

So much accomplished my plans represented in effect a pedestrian

journey to Sydney. But I recognised that the journey might occupy some

time, since, in the course of it, I was to earn money and then learn

shorthand; the money, by way of working capital and insurance against

accidents; the shorthand, to furnish my stock-in-trade and passport in

the metropolitan world. So mine was not to be exactly a holiday

walking tour. Yet I do not think any one could have set out upon a

holiday tour with more of zest than I brought to my tramping. My mood

was not of gaiety, rather it was one attuned to high and almost solemn

emprise; but, yes, I was full of zest in my walking.

An hour or so before daybreak I lay down on some dead fern at the foot

of a huge and sombre red mahogany tree, where the track forked. It was

partly that I wanted a rest, and partly that I was uncertain which

track led to the township of Milton, where I purposed buying some food

before any chance word of my flight from the Orphanage could have

travelled so far. The authorities at the Orphanage were little likely

to trouble themselves greatly over a runaway orphan; but I cherished a

hazy idea that in my case the matter might be somehow a little

different, in the same way that I had not been farmed out to any one

in the district, possibly because in receiving me St. Peter's had also

received some money, certainly more than could be represented by the

cost of my maintenance. In any case, I did not want to take any

unnecessary risks.

Two minutes after lying down I was asleep. When I waked the sun was

clear of the horizon, and I was partly covered over by dead bracken.

The dawn hours had been chilly, and evidently I had grappled the fern

leaves to me in my sleep, as one tugs a blanket over one's shoulder,

without waking, when cold. While I was chuckling to myself over this,

and picking the twigs from my clothes, I heard the pistol-like crack

of a bullock whip, and then, quite near at hand, the cries of a

'bullocky,' as they called the bullock-drivers thereabout, full of

morning-time vehemence.

'Woa, Darkey! Gee, Roan! Baldy, gee! Nigger! Strawberry! Gee, now,

Punch! I'll ----y well trim you in a minute, me gentleman. Gee, Baldy;

ye ----y cow, you!'

It was thus the unseen bushman discoursed to his cattle, and in a

minute or two the horns of his leaders, swaying slightly in their

yoke, appeared at the bend of the track, the bolt-heads in the yoke

shining like bosses of silver in the slanting rays of the new-risen

sun. Clearly the wagon had been loaded overnight, for the huge

tallow-wood log slung on it could hardly have been placed in its bed

since sun-up.

'I'm your ----y man, if it's Milton you want,' said the driver

good-humouredly, in response to my inquiries. 'I'm taking this stick into

the Milton saw-mill. ----y solid stick, eh? My oath, yes; there's not

enough pipe in that feller to stick a ----y needle in. No, he ought to

measure up pretty well, I reckon.' A pause for expectoration, and

then: 'Livin' in Milton?'

'No,' I told him, 'just travelling that way.' I flattered myself I had

put just the right note of nonchalance into what I knew was a

typically familiar sort of phrase. But the bullocky eyed me curiously,

all the same, and I instantly made up my mind to part company with him

at the earliest convenient moment.

'You travel ----y light, sonny,' he said; 'but I suppose that's the

easiest ----y way, when all's said.'

'Yes,' I agreed, with fluent mendacity; 'I got tired of the swag, and

I've not very far to go anyway.'

'Ah! Where might ye be makin' for, then?'

At this point I realised for the first time the grave disadvantages of

redundance in speech, of unnecessary verbiage. There had been no

earthly need for my last words, and now that my fatal fluency had

found me out, for the life of me I could not think of the name of a

likely place. At length, with clumsily affected carelessness, I had to

say, 'Oh, just down south a bit from Milton.'

'H'm! Port Lawson way, like?' suggested the curious bullocky.

'Yes, that's it,' I said hurriedly. 'Port Lawson way.'

'Ah, well, I've got a brother works in the ----y saw-mills there.

Ye'll maybe know him--Jim Gray; big, slab-sided chap he is, with his

nose sorter twisted like, where a ----y brumby colt kicked him when he

was a kid. ----y good thing for him it was a brumby, or unshod,

anyway; he'd a' bin in Queer Street else, I'm thinkin'. Jever meet him

down that way?'

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