CHAPTER XXV

Ever since the discovery of Morris Thornton's body in Silwood's rooms,

in Stone Buildings, Gilbert Eversleigh had constantly felt that he moved

in an atmosphere of mystery, which affected him so closely that he could

not but be very uncomfortable. He attempted in various ways to get

further light, but without success. Another thing which worried him not

a little was the poor health of his father, and the increasing

disinclination the latter showed to attend to business. Over against

these disquieting circumstances there were to be set Kitty's love for

him, and his love for her, which far over-balanced them.

That morning Gilbert, when he awoke, first thought of Kitty, and

promised himself that, as he and she had arranged, they would have a

long splendid time together that very day.

When he went in to breakfast, a small pile of letters lay on the table

beside his plate. He took them up and scanned the writing of the

addresses. Of course, he at once recognized Kitty's writing. For a

moment he held her letter in his hand, a happy smile on his face, and

was about to open it, but he put it down again, saying to himself that

he would keep it to the last as a special treat. So he went through the

rest of his correspondence, and read it rather slowly, to put off the

moment of delight which should be his when he came to the girl's letter.

At last he opened her letter.

"Dear Gilbert," he read. Instantly he was alarmed, for this was not the

way she generally began her letters to him. "I have changed my mind,"

ran the words; his alarm increased. But when he next came to the words,

"Our engagement must be broken off. I intend marrying Mr. Bennet," a

feeling of stupefaction overcame him. He read the short letter over and

over again in a mechanical sort of way, hardly taking in its meaning.

"'I have changed my mind,'" he repeated to himself. "'Our engagement

must be broken off. I intend marrying Mr. Bennet.'"

The thing was so sudden that at first it stunned him--he could not

believe it.

But there it was in black and white, in Kitty's own writing.

"I have changed my mind!"

There was no mistaking that.

"Our engagement must be broken off. I intend marrying Mr. Bennet," she

wrote.

These were her words, and there was no getting away from them.

So everything was at an end between them!

More than that, Kitty was to marry Bennet!

With a sudden movement of anguish and rage, Gilbert crumpled the letter

in his hand and threw it from him. He sat for a while staring out of his

window, while his mind began to work with incredible swiftness.

Kitty had jilted him--for Bennet!

But Gilbert knew the girl very well, and the first movements of grief,

anger, pain, and amazement past, he tried to think the matter out

calmly, with the result that he passionately told himself Kitty was no

jilt, and there must be something astounding behind her letter. Then he

picked up the crumpled sheet of paper from the floor, smoothed it out,

and read its contents once more. But there was neither light nor comfort

to be got from them.

What could be the explanation of her extraordinary conduct? he wondered,

for of course there must be some explanation. Kitty was no shallow

flirt, no woman of mere caprice. Why had she done this?

But did her letter afford no hint?

She had not only thrown him over, but she announced she was to marry

Bennet--Bennet, of all people in the world! Had she not warned him

against this very man? And now she was to marry him!

Why?

As Gilbert sat in his room endeavouring to solve this problem, it seemed

to him that he heard Kitty's rich voice saying in low and sincere

accents the words--almost the last she had uttered when they were

together by the river-side three evenings before, "I feel as if I could

not exist without you now, Gilbert."

What could have brought about this mighty change? What sinister, malign

influence had cast its spell over her?

As he thought and thought, it appeared to him plain enough that the

girl's change of mind must associate itself in some way with Bennet.

"Yet," said he to himself, "I know she loves me even as I love her. She

does not love Bennet, whom she declares she now intends to marry. What

pressure, in Heaven's name, can Bennet have brought to bear on her?

Pressure there must have been, and of the strongest kind, otherwise she

would never dream of marrying him. What can it be?"

A little longer he sat asking questions to which he could furnish no

answers.

"I shall go to Surbiton," he said at last, "and ask her what she means.

She has not forbidden me to see her, and I shall go at once."

But when he reached Ivydene, Kitty was not to be seen; she had left

Surbiton by an early train that morning.

He found the house in some confusion, and in answer to his inquiries, he

could discover no more than that Miss Thornton had departed for

Yorkshire. He saw both his mother and his sister, but could glean very

little from them. Both, he noticed, were greatly excited and distressed,

but they told him that, beyond saying it was necessary for her to leave,

Kitty had offered no explanation.

"I cannot understand it at all," said Mrs. Eversleigh. "Have you no idea

of what has occurred to cause her to act in this strange manner,

Gilbert?" she asked her son.

"I have not the slightest idea," replied Gilbert. "I got a short note

this morning from her. It said nothing about leaving you. She said she

had changed her mind with regard to our engagement, and that she was

going to marry Mr. Bennet."

"Marry Mr. Bennet?" exclaimed Mrs. Eversleigh, her eyes wide with

astonishment. "She did not tell me that. Oh, Gilbert, what does it all

mean? My heart misgives me, there is something frightfully wrong! She

told us last night, without any warning, that she was leaving us. Of

course I did not like to question her--I had no right, and her manner

was forbidding. But the poor girl looked very sad and unhappy. I spoke

to your father about her, but he was too ill and miserable to discuss

the subject, or, indeed, any subject. I did not wish him to go to town

to-day; but he said it was most important he should go, and he went."

"Did he appear surprised at Miss Thornton's decision?"

"I cannot say he did. When she told him she was going, he only nodded."

"Do you think he knows why she has gone, and why she is going to marry

Mr. Bennet?"

"I asked him these very questions, Gilbert; but he said he could not

tell me anything. It is all very strange!"

"Very strange!" cried Gilbert. "It is perfectly maddening!"

"Perhaps you had better see your father," suggested Mrs. Eversleigh.

"Yes; I'll go to him at once," said Gilbert.

"You will be gentle and careful, Gilbert!" urged his mother. "More than

once lately I have been forced to think the troubles through which your

father has recently passed have been almost too much for him. He is all

the time in a state of fever both of body and mind. You will not forget

that, my son!"

"Certainly not, mother," replied Gilbert.

Eversleigh had expected Gilbert would come to him, but, up to the

moment of seeing him, was uncertain how to act.

Gilbert, when he met his father, began by stating he had received an

extraordinary letter from Miss Thornton, in which she broke off her

engagement with him, and announced her intention of marrying Bennet.

"As soon as I got the letter," Gilbert continued, "I went over to

Surbiton to see her, but when I went there I found she had left the

house and gone to a friend in Yorkshire. Mother could tell me nothing,

so I have come to you to see if you can help me to some understanding of

the matter."

"Did Kitty give you no reason?"

"She merely said she had changed her mind."

"Changed her mind! A woman's reason," said Eversleigh, with a dreary

smile.

"Kitty was not that kind of woman," declared Gilbert. "There must have

been some powerful reason to make her act in this way."

The young man, his face working, strode up and down the room.

Presently he turned to his father and asked, almost fiercely--

"Can you tell me why this has happened? Do you know why she has broken

off with me, and why she is to marry Bennet?"

Eversleigh moved uneasily in his chair, looked at his son with a glance

of entreaty, but remained silent.

"Father," said Gilbert, "you do know something! Will you not tell me of

it? Have I not a right to know? I appeal to you to tell me everything."

Eversleigh glanced this way and that, like a man seeking some path of

escape.

"Father," said Gilbert again; "you must tell me! I love Kitty with my

whole soul--she is dearer to me than life, and I cannot resign her

without a struggle! I must know what has come between her and me. Can

you not help me?"

"Why don't you write Miss Thornton?" asked Eversleigh.

"I shall do so, though the tone of her letter is not encouraging. But do

you mean to say you do not know what has made her change her mind?"

Eversleigh tried to speak. A frightful struggle was going on within him.

Should he tell Gilbert the whole truth or not? Suddenly he made up his

mind, as Gilbert said beseechingly--

"Oh father, will you not tell me what you know?"

"Yes, I'll tell you what I know--all that I know. But how am I to tell

it? You will not forget, Gilbert, that I am your father, your most

unhappy father, and you must not condemn me utterly."

Condemn!

The word had an ominous sound, and Gilbert felt himself grow cold as he

heard his father's words.

"What is it?" he asked, in a hoarse voice.

"Can you cast your thoughts back," said Eversleigh, in a weak and

quavering tone, "to a certain Saturday in July, when you were in this

office? I had spoken to you of the presence of Mr. Bennet at

Ivydene----"

"Remember that day!" broke in Gilbert. "Shall I ever forget it? It was

on the evening of that day I proposed to Kitty, and she accepted me. I

have more cause than ever now to remember it!"

"That was the day, Gilbert. It was also the day, you will remember, on

which we heard that Mr. Thornton was coming back to England. The whole

trouble begins with his letter," said Eversleigh, and stopped with a

gulp and a choke.

"With Mr. Thornton's letter?"

"Yes," said Eversleigh, trying to fight down his emotion. "Gilbert," he

went on more calmly, "I am very sorry to tell you that on the day we

received the letter intimating Mr. Thornton's return, I received from

Mr. Silwood a confession that he had been speculating with the funds and

the property of our clients, and that all had been lost--Mr. Thornton's

with the rest."

"What!" cried Gilbert, doubting his senses.

"It is true."

"Father, do you know what you are saying?"

"Alas, yes, only too well! Thornton's letter spoke of making a formal

examination of the securities we held of his, and it was this which led

Silwood to confess his embezzlements."

"But you had nothing to do with them, father!"

"No; but I need not tell you that in the eye of the law, I, as Silwood's

partner, was equally guilty. What I have suffered, what I have endured

from that moment, you can never guess; I have lived in a hell of

torture. When I knew the truth, I did not know what to do; but I just

let myself drift and drift and drift, hoping against hope that somehow

or other there might be a way out of the difficulties that beset me. But

there has been no way out. Things have gone from bad to worse. There was

first Silwood's death, and then the death of Morris Thornton."

Gilbert uttered a sharp cry.

"You thought Silwood murdered Thornton because of the money?" he said.

"Before the inquest I did, but not afterwards. I know no more about that

mystery than you. Well, the effect of these two deaths was to give me a

respite--I knew it could be at best but a short one, for at any moment

some other client might make a demand which, owing to Silwood's

defalcations, we should not be able to meet. And, by a devilish chance

of fate, Bennet was the man to make that demand. He told us to sell a

block of flats belonging to him, and asked us to advance him ten

thousand pounds pending the sale."

"And you couldn't!" exclaimed Gilbert, whose head was whirling with what

he had heard.

"There was no possibility of getting the money. But that was not the way

in which Bennet came to know of our--embarrassments. He took it into his

head to go and see the flats--out of a sort of bravado, I think, and

there he discovered the flats had been sold a year ago. He came to me,

and I was compelled to tell him the flats had been sold without my

knowledge by Silwood. You see that placed me in his power; he could have

denounced me at once, and I expected nothing else. But he did not act at

once; instead, he said he would take a night to think over it. Next day

he returned and announced he would not prosecute me, provided I brought

about the breaking off the match between you and Kitty, and got Kitty to

marry him."

Eversleigh, who had spoken rapidly, now paused; while Gilbert, with

swimming eyes, gazed at his father.

"I protested to Bennet," Eversleigh resumed, "that it was impossible for

me to do this; my influence was not strong enough. And then he said he

would tell Kitty everything, and leave my fate to her. He did tell her

everything, and Kitty, to save me from prison, and you and the rest from

ignominy, consented to marry him."

Gilbert drew a deep breath.

"So that is how it is?" he said, his voice full of pain. "She has

sacrificed herself for us!"

"It is very noble of her," said Eversleigh.

"Noble, yes; it is heroic. But we have no right to expect such a

sacrifice from her."

"None whatever. Indeed, I told her so. I urged her to leave us to our

fate; but she would not."

Eversleigh looked at his son anxiously.

The young man's face had a strange hopeless expression; but he had taken

his father's statement much more quietly than the latter had

anticipated. Gilbert made no frantic moan, the calamity of which he had

just been apprised went far beyond anything of the kind. It now

literally struck him dumb, both with surprise and grief. Kitty gone from

him for ever! Kitty, his darling, his wife that was to be! And she had

gone in order to save him and his father; and his father was a

defaulter!

"I must think over what you have told me, sir," he said at length, and

went across to his chambers in the Temple.

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