CHAPTER XVII

There is, among the members of many families, a frank familiarity which

dispenses with all those forms which keep life on a level of courtesy

with persons not related to each other. Tom did not think it necessary

to ask his sister how she was, or to show any anxiety about her health.

He drew his chair forward and seated himself near her, without any

formulas.

“You know how to make yourself comfortable,” he said, with a glance

round the room, which indeed was very luxuriously furnished, like the

rest of the house, and with some taste, which was Winifred’s own. The

tone in which he spoke conveyed a subtle intimation that Winifred made

herself comfortable at his expense, but he did not say so in words. He

stretched out his feet towards the fire. Perhaps he found it a little

difficult to come to the point.

“I am sorry,” said Winifred, “to have been shut up here. If I had been

stronger--but you must remember I have had an illness, Tom; and to feel

that you were both against me”--

“Oh, it doesn’t matter about that,” said Tom, with a wave of his hand.

Then, after a pause, “In that you’re mistaken, Winnie. I’m not against

you. A fellow could not but be disappointed to find what a different

position he was in, after the telegram and all. But when one comes to

hear all about it, I’m not against you: I’m rather--though perhaps you

won’t believe me--on your side.”

“Oh, Tom!” cried Winifred, laying her hand upon his arm; “I am too glad

to believe you. If you will only stand by me, Tom”--

“Oh yes,” he said, “I’ll stand by you. I’ve been thinking it over since

last night. You want some one to be on your side, Winnie. When I saw the

airs of--But never mind, I have been thinking it all over, and I am on

your side.”

“If that is so, I shall be able to bear almost anything,” said Winifred

faintly.

“You will have George to bear and his wife. They say women never can put

up with other women. And, good heavens, to think that for a creature

like that he should have stood out and lost his chances with the

governor! I never was a fool in that way, Winnie. If I went wrong, it

was for nobody else’s sake, but to please myself. I should never have

let a girl stand in my way--not even pretty, except in a poor sort of

style, and fat at that age.” Here Tom made a brief pause. “But of

course you know I shall want something to live on,” he said.

“I know that you shall have everything that I can give you,” Winifred

cried.

“Ah! but that’s easier said than done. We must not run against the will,

that is clear. I’ve been thinking it over, as I tell you, and my idea

is, that after a little time, when you have taken possession and got out

of Mr. Babington’s hands and all that, you might make me a present, as

it were. Of course your sense of justice will make it a handsome

present, Winnie.”

“You shall have half, Tom. I have always meant you should have half.”

“Half?” he said. “It’s rather poor, you’ll allow, to have to come down

to that after fully making up one’s mind that one was to have

everything!”

“But, Tom, you would not have left George out--you would not have had

the heart!”

“Oh, the heart!” said Tom. “I shouldn’t have stood upon ceremony,

Winnie; and besides, I always had more respect for the poor old governor

than any of you. It suits my book that you should go against him, but I

shouldn’t have done it, had it been me. Well, half! I suppose that’s

fair enough. You couldn’t be expected to do more. But you must be very

cautious how you do it, you know. It’s awfully unbusiness-like, and

would have made the governor mad to think of. You must just get the

actual money, sell out, or realise, or whatever they call it, and give

it to me. Nothing that requires any papers or settlements or anything.

You will have to get the actual money and give it me. You had better do

it at different times, so many thousand now, and so many thousand then.

It will feel awfully queer getting so much money actually in one’s

hand--but nice,” Tom added, with a little laugh. He got up and stood

with his back to the fire, looking down upon her. “Nice in its way, if

one could forget that it ought to have been so much more.”

“Tom, you will be careful and not spend too much--you will not throw it

all away?”

“Catch me!” he said. “I’ll tell you what I mean to do, Winnie. I’ll go

on the Stock Exchange. The governor’s old friends will lend me a hand,

thinking mine a hard case, as it is. And then it’s easy to make them

believe I’ve been lucky, or inherit (as I believe I do) the governor’s

head for business. It would be droll if some of us hadn’t got that, and

I am sure it’s neither George nor you. Well, then, that’s settled,

Winnie. It will be easy to find out from Babington what the half is: a

precious big figure, I don’t doubt,” he added, with a triumph which for

the moment he forgot to disguise. Then he added after a moment, in a

more indifferent tone, “There is no telling what may happen when a man

is once launched. If you give me your share to work the markets with,

you can do anything on the Stock Exchange with a lot of money. I’ll

double your money for you in a year or two, which will be as good as

giving it all back.”

“I don’t know anything about the Stock Exchange, Tom; only don’t lose

your money speculating.”

“Oh, trust me for that!” he said. “I tell you I am the one that has got

the governor’s head.” Then it seemed to strike him for the first time

that it would not be amiss to show some regard for his sister. He

brought his hand down somewhat heavily on her shoulder, which made her

start violently.

“Come,” he said, “you must not be down-hearted, Win. If I was a little

nasty at first, can’t you understand that? And now I’ve made up my mind

to it, there’s nothing to look so grave about. I’ll stand by you

whatever happens.”

“Thank you, Tom,” she said faintly.

“You needn’t thank me; it’s I that ought to thank you, I suppose. I

might have known you would behave well, for you always did behave well,

Winnie. And look here, you must not make yourself unhappy about

everybody as you do. George, for instance: I would be very careful of

what I gave him, if I were you. Let them go out to their own place

again, they will be far better there than here. And don’t give them too

much money: enough to buy a bit of land is quite enough for them; and

when the boys are big enough to help him to work it, he’ll do very

well.” This prudent advice Tom delivered as he strolled, pausing now and

then at the end of a sentence, towards the door. He was, perhaps, not

very sure that it was advice that would commend itself to Winnie, or

that it came with any force from his mouth; nevertheless he had a sort

of conviction, which was not without reason, that it was sensible

advice. “By the bye,” he added, turning short round and standing in the

half dark in the part of the room which was not illuminated by the

lamp--“by the bye, I suppose you will have to sell Bedloe, before you

can settle with me?”

“Sell Bedloe!” Winifred was startled out of the quiescence with which

she had received Tom’s other proposals. “Why should there be any

occasion to do that, Tom?”

“My dear,” he said, with a sort of amiable impatience, “how ignorant you

are of business! Don’t you see that before you halve everything with me

as you promise, all the property must be realised? I mean to say, if you

don’t understand the word, sold. That is the very first step.”

“Sell Bedloe?” she repeated. “Dear Tom, that is the very last thing my

father would have consented to do. Oh no, I cannot sell Bedloe. He hoped

it was to descend to his children, and his name remain in the county; he

intended”--

“Do you think he intended to preserve the name of the Langtons in the

county, Winnie? You can’t be such a fool as that. And, as I suppose your

children, when you have them, will be Langtons, not Chesters”--

She interrupted him eagerly, her face covered with a painful flush. “I

am going to carry out my father’s will against his will, Tom; and, oh, I

feel sure where he is now he will forgive me. He has heirs of his own

name-- I mean them to have Bedloe. Where he is he knows better,” she

said, with emotion; “he will understand, he will not be angry. Bedloe

must be for George.”

Tom came forward close to her, within the light of the lamp, with his

lowering face. “I always knew you were a fool, but not such a fool as

that, Winnie. Bedloe for George! a fellow that has disgraced his family,

marrying a woman that--why, even Hopkins is better than she is; they

wouldn’t have her at table in the housekeeper’s room. I thought you were

a lady yourself, I thought you knew--why, Bedloe, Winnie!” he seized her

by the arm; “if you do this you will show yourself an utter idiot,

without any common sense, not to be trusted. If you don’t sell Bedloe,

how are you to pay me?” he cried, with an honest conviction that in

saying this righteous indignation had reached its climax, and there was

nothing more to add.

“Tom,” said Winifred, “leave me for to-night. I am not capable of

anything more to-night. Don’t you feel some pity for me,” she cried,

“left alone with no one to help me?”

But how was he to understand this cry which escaped from her without any

will of hers?

“To help you? whom do you want to help you? I should have helped you if

you had shown any sense. Bedloe to George! Then it is the half of the

_money_ only that is to be for me? Oh, thank you for nothing, Miss

Winnie, if you think I am to be put off with that. Look here! I came to

you thinking you meant well, to show you a way out of it. But I’ve got a

true respect for the governor’s will, if no one else has. Don’t you know

that for years and years he had cut George out of it altogether, and

that it was just Bedloe--Bedloe above everything--that he was not to

have?”

Winifred shrank and trembled as if it were she who was the criminal.

“Yes,” she said almost under her breath, “I know; but, Tom, think. He

is the eldest, he has children who have done no wrong.”

“I don’t think anything about it,” said Tom. “The governor cut him out;

and what reason have you got for giving him what was taken from him?

What can you say for yourself? that’s what I want to know.”

“Tom,” said Winifred, trembling, with tears in her eyes, “there are the

children: little George, who is called after my father, who is the real

heir. His heart would have melted, I am sure it would, if he had seen

the children.”

“Oh, the children! that woman’s children, and the image of her! Can’t

you find a better reason than that?”

“Tom,” said Winifred again, “my father is dead, he can see things now in

a different light. Oh, what is everything on the earth, poor bits of

property and pride, in comparison with right and justice? Do you think

_they_ don’t know better and wish if they could to remedy what has been

wrong here?”

“I don’t know what you mean by _they_,” said Tom sullenly. “If you mean

the governor, we don’t know anything about him; whether--whether it’s

all right, you know, or if”--Here he paused for an appropriate word,

but, not finding one, cried out, as with an intention of cutting short

the subject, “That’s all rubbish! I’ll tell you what I’ll do. If you go

on with this folly, to drag the governor’s name through the mud, by

Jove! I’ll tell Babington. I’ll put him up to what you’re after. Against

my own interest? What do I care? I’ll tell Babington, by Jove! to spite

you if nothing more!”

“I think you will kill me!” cried Winifred, at the end of her patience;

“and that would be the easiest of all, for you would be my heirs, George

and you.”

He stared at her for a moment as if weighing the suggestion, then,

saying resentfully, “Always George,” turned and left her, shutting the

door violently behind him. The noise echoed through the house, which was

all silent and asleep, and Winifred, very lonely, deserted on all sides,

leaned back in her chair and cried to herself silently, in prostration

of misery and weakness. What was she to do? to whom was she to turn? She

had nobody to stand by her. There was nothing but a blank and silence on

every side wherever she could turn.

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