CHAPTER XI

Edward came out to meet her, and took her hand and drew it through his

arm. He led her in tenderly, holding that hand in his, without a vestige

of the reserve and restraint in which they had been living of late.

Winifred was greatly surprised. She drew away her hand, half-angry,

half-astonished. “Why is this?” she said. “Is it because it is so early

that you forget”--

“It is because there is no longer any need of precaution,” he said very

gravely, pressing her arm close to his side.

She gazed at him with an incapacity to understand, which would have

been incredible did it not happen so often at the great crises of life.

“I don’t know what you mean; nothing is changed,” she said. “But you

have not come to talk of you and me. Edward, how is my father?” She

asked the question with scarcely a fear. Then suddenly looked in his

face, flung his support from her, and flew upstairs without a word.

The door of her father’s room was closed; she rushed at it breathless.

It was half-opened after a little interval by old Hopkins, who barred

the entrance.

“You can’t come in yet, Miss Winifred, not yet,” he said, shaking his

head. Hopkins was full of the solemn importance and excitement of one

who has suddenly become an actor in a great event. He closed the door

upon her as he spoke, and there she stood, gazing at it blankly, her

brain swimming, her heart beating. That door had closed not only upon

her father dead, but upon a completed chapter of her own life.

Edward had hurried upstairs after her, and was now close by to console

her. But she would not give him her hand, which he sought. She walked

before him to the door of her own sitting-room, which stood wide open,

with an early glow of the newly-risen sun showing from the open windows.

Then she sat down and motioned him to a chair, but not beside her. A

more woeful countenance never lamented the most beloved of fathers. Her

dark outer garment was wet with dew, and clung closely about her; her

hair had a few drops of the same dew glimmering upon it; her face was

entirely destitute of colour.

“Tell me how it was,” she said.

“It was as I told you it would be. We must be thankful that no act of

ours, no contention of ours, quickened the catastrophe. He was in

perfectly good spirits last night, I hear. By the time I arrived, all

was over. Winifred”--

“Oh, do not touch me!” she said. “We deceived him, we lied to him! if

not in words, yet in deeds. And now you are glad that he is dead.”

“Not glad,” said the young man.

“Not glad! and I?” she cried, with an exclamation of despair.

“Winnie, do not make yourself more miserable than you need be; you are

not glad. And you will reproach yourself and be wretched for many a day,

without reason. I declare before Heaven without reason, Winnie! All that

you have done has been for his sake. And there is nothing for which you

can justly blame yourself. All that has been done has been sacrifice on

your part.” He came to her side and put his arm round her to console

her. But his touch was more than she could bear. She put out her hand

and put his away. He looked at her for a moment without saying anything,

and then asked, with a little bitterness, “Do you mean to cast me off

then, Winnie, because I denied myself for his sake?”

“Oh, Edward!” she said, giving him her hand; “don’t say a word of you

and me. I cannot tell you what I mean, or what I feel, not now. To be as

strangers while he lived, and the moment--the very moment he is gone”--

She rose up and began to walk about the room in a feverish misery which

was more like personal despair than the grief of a child for a father;

angry, miserable even because of the very sense of deliverance which

mingled with the anguish. The painful interview was broken by the rush

into the room of Miss Farrell, her white locks all disordered about her

pretty old head, stumbling over her long dressing-gown, and throwing

herself with tears and caresses upon Winifred’s shoulder.

“Oh, my darling, your dear father! Oh, my child, come to me and let me

comfort you!” she said.

Edward Langton withdrew without a word. There were a thousand ways in

which he could serve Winifred without insisting upon the office of

consoler, which indeed he gave up with a pang, yet heroically. A man,

when he makes a sacrifice, perhaps does it more entirely, more silently

than a woman. He made no stand for his rights, but gave up without a

word, and went forth to the external matters which there was no one but

he to manage. Mr. Chester had died as his young physician had known he

would do. He had forgotten the rules of life which had been prescribed

to him in his triumph and satisfaction on the previous night. He had

said to himself, “Soul, take thine ease,” and the catastrophe had been

as prompt as that of the parable. The alarmed and startled household was

all up and about by this time, the maids huddled in a corner discussing

the dreadful event, and comparing notes, now all was over, as to their

respective apprehensions and judgment of master’s looks. The men

wandered about, sometimes paying a fitful attention to their ordinary

work, but most frequently going up and downstairs to see if Mr. Hopkins

wanted anything, or if something new to report could be gleaned

anywhere. Dr. Langton took command of the household with instant

authority, awakening at once a new interest in the bosoms of the little

eager crowd. He was the new master, they all felt, some with a desire to

oppose, and some to conciliate. He sent off telegrams with a sort of

savage pleasure to the Dowager Countess and the other expected guests,

and he summoned Mr. Babington, who was the official authority, under

whose directions all immediate steps had to be taken. But Langton had no

idea of abnegation in respect to his own rights, any more than he had

any sense of guilt in respect to the dead man, out of consideration for

whom he had temporarily ignored them. He had made a great sacrifice to

preserve Mr. Chester’s health and life, but now that this life was over,

without any blame to any one, he did not deny that the relief was great.

Alas! even to Winifred, whose sensations of self-reproach were so

poignant, the smart was intensified while it was relieved, by a sense of

deliverance too.

When she came a little to herself, she insisted that her brothers should

be telegraphed for instantly. This was before Mr. Babington’s arrival,

and it is possible that Edward would have objected had he been able to

do so. He was not entirely above consideration of his own interests, and

he had believed that Mr. Chester from his point of view had not behaved

unwisely, nor even perhaps unkindly, in sending his sons away. That

Winifred should relinquish all the advantages which her father’s will

had secured cost him perhaps a pang. It would not have been unpleasant

to Edward Langton to find himself master of Bedloe. He knew he would

have filled the post better than either of the two thoughtless and

unintelligent young men whom their father himself had sent off, and who

probably would have sold it before the year was out. For his own part,

he should have liked to compromise, to give to each of them a sufficient

compensation and keep the estate, and replace in Bedloe the old name

that had been associated with it so long. That he should have had this

dazzling possibility before him, and yet have obeyed her wishes and sent

off these telegrams, said much for Edward’s self-denial. He knew that

Mr. Babington when he came would probably have objected strongly to such

a proceeding, and with reason. The doctor saw all the danger of it as he

rode into the little town to carry out Winifred’s instructions. The two

brothers would hurry home, each with the conviction that he was the

heir, and rage and disappointment would follow. Nevertheless, it seemed

to him that the very objections that rose in his own mind pledged him

all the more to carry out Winifred’s wishes. He was not disinterested as

she was. He did not feel any tie of affection to her brothers. He

thought them much more supportable at the other side of the world than

he had ever found them near. And there were few things he would not

have done, in honour, to secure Bedloe. All these arguments, however,

made it more necessary that he should do without hesitation or delay

what she wished. This was his part in the meantime, whether he entirely

approved or not. Afterwards, when they were man and wife, he might have

a more authoritative word to say. He telegraphed not only to George and

Tom, but through the banker, that money should be provided for their

return; and having done so, went back again with a mind full of anxiety,

the sense of deliverance of which his heart had been full clouding over

with this sudden return of the complications and embarrassments of life.

Mr. Babington did not arrive till next day. And he looked very grave

when he heard what had been done.

“Of what use is it?” he said; “the poor young fellows will find

themselves out of it altogether. They will come thinking that the

inheritance is theirs, and there is not a penny for them. Why did not

you wait till I came?”

“I should have preferred to do so,” said Langton; “but at such a moment

Miss Chester’s wish was above all.”

“Miss Chester’s wish?” said the lawyer, with a doubtful glance. “Perhaps

you think Miss Chester can do what she pleases? Poor thing, it is very

natural she should wish to do something for her brothers. But what if

she were making a mistake?”

“If you mean that after all the money is not to be hers”--said Langton,

with a slight change of colour.

“Before we go farther I ought to know--perhaps her father’s death has

brought about some change--between her and you?”

“No change at all. We were pledged to each other two years ago without

any opposition from him. I cannot say that he ever gave his formal

consent.”

“But it was all broken off--I heard as much from him--by mutual

consent.”

“It was never broken off. I saw what was coming, and I remained

perfectly quiet on the subject, and advised Miss Chester to do the

same.”

“Ah! and he was taken in!” the lawyer said.

This brought the colour to Langton’s face.

“I am not aware that there was any taking in in the case. I knew that

agitation was dangerous for him. It was better for us to wait, at our

age, than to have the self-reproach afterwards.” This was all true, yet

it was embarrassing to say.

“I see,” said Mr. Babington; “a waiting game doesn’t always recommend

itself to the lookers-on, Dr. Langton. It might have lasted for years.”

“I did not think,” said Langton hastily, “that it could have lasted for

weeks. He has lived longer than I expected.”

“And you were there at one side of him, and his daughter at the other,

waiting. I think I’d rather not have my daughter engaged to a doctor,

meaning no disrespect to you.”

“It sounds like something more than disrespect,” said Langton, with

offence. “If you think I did not do my duty by my patient”--

“Oh no, I don’t think that; but I think you will be disappointed, Dr.

Langton. I don’t quite see why you have sent for the boys. If the one

was for your interest, the other was dead against it. It is a

disagreeable business altogether. If they were to set up a plea against

you of undue influence”--

“I think,” said Langton, “that this is not a subject to be discussed

between us. You know very well that my influence with Mr. Chester was”--

“About the same as every other man’s, and that was nothing at all,” said

the lawyer, with a laugh. It is unseemly to laugh in a house all draped

and shrouded in mourning, and the sound seemed to produce a little stir

of horror in the silent place, all the more that Winifred came in at the

moment, as white as a spectre, in her black dress. Her look of

astonished reproach made the lawyer in his turn change countenance.

“I beg your pardon, Miss Winifred, I beg you a thousand pardons. It was

not any jest, I assure you, it was in very sober earnest. My dear young

lady, I need not say how shocked I was and distressed”--

The sudden change of aspect, the gloom which came over Mr. Babington’s

cheerful countenance, would have been more comical than melancholy to

an unconcerned spectator; but Winifred accepted it without criticism.

She said, “Did you know how ill he was?” with tears in her eyes.

“I--well, I cannot say that I thought he was strong; but a stroke like

this is always unexpected. In the midst of life”--said Mr. Babington

solemnly. But here he caught Langton’s eye and was silenced. “I hear you

have sent for your brothers.”

“Oh, at once! What could I do else? I am sure _now_ that he would have

wished me to do it.”

Mr. Babington shook his head. “I don’t think he would have wished it,

Miss Winifred. I don’t think they would care to come if they knew the

property is all left away from them.”

“He said it was left to me. But what could that be for? only to be given

back to them,” said Winifred, with a faint smile. “My father knew very

well what I should do. He will know now, and I know that he will

approve,” she said, with that exaltation which the wearied body and

excited soul attain to by times, a kind of ecstasy. “Even,” she cried,

“if he did not see what was best in this life, he will see it _now_.”

Mr. Babington looked on with a blank countenance. He did not realise

easily this instant conversion of the man he knew so well to higher

views. He could not indeed conceive of Mr. Chester at all except in the

most ordinary human conditions; but he knew that it was right to speak

and think in an exalted manner of those whom death had removed.

“We will hope so,” he said; “but in the meantime, my dear young lady,

you will find he has made it very difficult for you, as he had not then

attained to these enlightened views. Couldn’t you send another

telegram? They’re expensive, but in the circumstances”--

“We have made up our minds,” said Winifred, with a certain solemnity;

“do you know what we had to do, Mr. Babington? We had to deceive him, to

pretend that I would do as he wished. Oh, Edward, I cannot bear to think

of it. I never said it in so many words. I did not exactly tell a lie,

but I let him suppose--I wonder--do you think he hears what I say?

surely he knows;” and here, worn out as she was, the tears which had

been so near her eyes burst forth.

Langton brought her a chair, and made her sit down and soothed her; but

his face was blank like that of the lawyer, who was altogether taken

aback by this sudden spiritualising of his old friend.

“I daresay it will all come right,” Mr. Babington said.

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