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This, indeed, was startling news. Emilius alive, his term of

imprisonment over, or he an escaped convict, seeking an interview with

Mrs. Carew, the wife of the man whom he regarded as his bitterest

enemy! To what was this to lead?--in what way was it to end?

"Did Mr. Carew recognise him?" I asked.

"I cannot tell you," replied Mrs. Carew. "Not a word passed between us

respecting him. _I_ did not dare to speak. It would but have been to

reopen old wounds, and after all I may have been mistaken. Not for me

to bring back to my husband the memories of a past in which he was so

cruelly misjudged. Besides, this was the one and only subject upon

which my husband and I were not in harmony. He most firmly believed

and believes in Emilius's guilt; I as firmly believed and believe in

his innocence. The years that have flown have not softened my

husband's judgment nor hardened mine; and until this hour the name of

Emilius has never passed my lips since we settled in Rosemullion. No,

it was not for me to utter it in my husband s presence; it was not for

me to bring pain to his kind heart. I said nothing, nor did my

husband, nor did he attempt to follow the stranger. In silence we

walked back to the house, and the evening passed as usual. Reginald

came, and we had music and conversation. On the part of Mildred and

your son converse was cheerful and unconstrained, and I also strove to

be cheerful. I was so far successful as to deceive the children, but

my husband was not so easily blinded. And yet he made no allusion to

the subject which engrossed my thoughts, and weighed like a dark cloud

upon my heart. The hour grew late, and I sent Reginald home. Young

people in love have always to be reminded. Then my husband and I

retired to rest. Troubled as I was, sleep was long in coming to me,

but at length Nature was merciful, and I sank into slumber. I awoke at

the soft chiming of our silver clock, proclaiming the hour of two.

Never do I remember being awoke by the chiming of this clock, so low

and sweet is it; and that I should awake now as it struck two may have

been simply a coincidence. I sat up in bed. I was alone. My husband

was not in the room; his clothes were gone, and he had doubtless gone

out fully dressed. In great fear I rose and dressed, with the

intention of following him, but when I tried the door I found it had

been locked on the outside. Powerless to do anything but wait, I sat,

trembling, till daylight began to peep in at the windows. Then I heard

my husband's footsteps in the passage, which would not have reached my

ears had not my senses been preternaturally sharpened. He trod softly,

and turned the key in the door very gently in order not to disturb me.

He entered the room, and I almost fainted as I saw in his hand the

bright blade of an ancient dagger which usually lay upon his study

table. His face was turned towards me, his eyes were open, but he did

not see me. He took from his pocket a sheath, in which he placed the

dagger, and then he undressed. Before he lay down to that more

healthful sleep in which his mind would be at rest, he listened two or

three times at the locked door, and going to the window, drew the

blind a little aside and looked from the window. Then he stretched

himself in bed, and his eyes closed. Not by the least sign did he show

any consciousness of the fact that I was standing, dressed, in the

room, and that we were often face to face. I soon retired to bed, but

I slept no more. I lay awake, listening to my husband's breathing,

praying for the hour to arrive at which we generally rose for the

day--praying for that, praying that the night would not come again,

praying for a friend to counsel me. It were vain for me to disguise

from you that I am in dread of what may happen should my husband and

Emilius meet. And there is still something more----"

I waited, but she left the sentence uncompleted. Startled as I was by

what I had heard, I was even more startled to see this good and gentle

woman suddenly cover her face with her hands, and burst into a passion

of tears. I turned from her in commiseration, powerless to relieve or

console her. Even had I words at command, it was better that her grief

should be allowed to spend itself naturally. When she had recovered, I

asked,

"Has Mr. Carew made any reference to what passed in the night?"

"Not any," she replied.

"Did you?"

"I simply asked him if he had slept well, and he answered 'Yes,' and

that his sleep had been dreamless."

"Will you pardon me for the question whether you believe that to be

really so--whether his answer to your solicitous inquiry was not

prompted by his desire not to trouble or distress you?"

"I am certain," said Mrs. Carew, "that my husband said what he

believes to be true. Dear friend, what am I to do?"

She seized my hand, and clung to it as though to me, and to me alone,

could she look for help in her sad position.

"Does Mildred know anything, suspect anything?" I asked.

What was the meaning of the timid, frightened, helpless look in her

eyes at the mention of Mildred's name? No mental efforts of mine could

fathom it.

"Nothing," she replied, and then seemed to drift, against her will as

it were, into distressful thought. I devoted a few moments to

consideration, and when I spoke again had resolved upon a course of

action.

"Would you wish me to become your guest for a few days?" I asked.

"Ah, if you would!" she exclaimed.

"I shall be willing if Mr. Carew has no objection. I will see him

presently and ascertain. But first I have a little scheme to carry out

which I think advisable for all our sakes."

I asked her if I could write a letter in her room, and despatch it at

once to my house, and she opened her desk for me. My letter was to my

son Reginald, and the effect of it was to secure his absence from

Rosemullion during my stay in Mr. Carew's house. There was really a

matter of business which Reginald could attend to, and which rendered

it necessary for him to take his immediate departure for London. When

my letter was written, I explained its purport to Mrs. Carew, and she

acquiesced in the wisdom of my plan. She herself added a few words to

the letter, to the effect that she regretted not being able to see him

before he left, and that Mildred was well and sent her love. She gave

me a flower, and asked me to enclose it in the envelope.

"He will think it comes from Mildred," she said, "and it will send him

away happy. It is an innocent deceit."

The letter was despatched, and with a few assuring words to the sweet

woman, I went to her husband's study.

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