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I did not agree with Reginald's estimate of their beauty. He placed

Mildred first, and her mother second. My judgment reversed this order.

Mildred was truly a most beautiful girl, but Mrs. Carew's beauty was

of a quality which, the moment I set eyes on her, impressed me more

deeply than I had ever been in my life by the sight of a woman's face.

It is not only that it is physically perfect, but that there is in it

a spirituality which took my heart and my mind captive. It is as

though the soul of a pure woman is there reflected--of a woman who, if

she ruled the world, would banish from it suffering and injustice. She

is the incarnation of sweetness and gentleness; and yet I could not

avoid observing in her features the traces of a secret sorrow to which

the lady of the house had referred. This indication of a grief nobly

and patiently borne added to her beauty, and deepened the impression

it produced upon me. I am not exaggerating when I say that, standing

before her, I felt as if I were in the presence of an angel. Were I a

painter, my ambition would be to fix upon canvas a faithful portrait

of one so pure and lovely. I should call my picture Peace.

Her daughter differs from her in appearance. Her beauty is of another

type--milder, more full of expression and variety; she has opposite

moods which, as occasion serves, are brought into play in

contradiction of each other. This may render her more captivating to a

young man like Reginald, and were I as young as he I might also find a

greater attraction in the daughter than in the mother. A sweet and

beautiful girl, modest and graceful in all her movements, I was

satisfied that Reginald had chosen well, and at the same time I was

convinced that all the earnestness of his soul was engaged in the

enterprise.

"I am happy," said Mrs. Carew to me, "to know Reginald's father."

"No less happy am I," was my rejoinder, "in making the acquaintance of

a lady of whom I have heard so much."

"Reginald has spoken of me?"

"Of you and your daughter--continually, from the first evening on

which he had the happiness of meeting you. It was for the purpose of

obtaining an introduction to you that I came here to-night, an

uninvited guest."

I felt that there must be no concealment in my intercourse with Mrs.

Carew. To be honest and outspoken was the surest way of winning her

friendship. Reginald and Mildred had wandered away, her hand upon his

arm. Mrs. Carew's eyes followed them, tenderly and wistfully.

"We shall be very happy to see you at Rosemullion," she said; and I

promised to pay her an early visit.

"Well?" said my hostess, when I left Mrs. Carew's side.

"I cannot but approve," I answered. "I have never met a sweeter lady.

If the daughter's nature resembles her mother's, and Reginald is

fortunate enough to win her, he will be a happy man."

My hostess smiled and nodded in satisfaction. An inveterate

match-maker, she was always delighted at the success of her

good-natured schemes.

On the following day I visited Mrs. Carew, and made the acquaintance

of her husband, Gabriel Carew. I will not waste time by giving a

description of him. What you have already read will have prepared you

for his introduction _in propria persona_. Sufficient to say that I

was favourably impressed, and that I had not been in his company five

minutes before I discovered that the gentleman I was conversing with

was a man of extraordinary erudition and mental compass. I was

fortunate enough to win his favour; he showed me over his library--a

collection made by himself, and which could only have been gathered by

one of superior attainments. That my society was agreeable to her

husband was a manifest pleasure to Mrs. Carew, and once during his

temporary absence to obtain a book of which we had been conversing she

expressed a hope that we should be often together.

"He is too much of a recluse," she said. "I have wished that he should

mix in society more than he does--indeed, he sees very little of

life--but he has a distaste for it."

I replied that the distaste of a man like Gabriel Carew to share in

the frivolities of the age was to be easily understood. She answered

wisely, "Surely a little innocent frivolity is not to be condemned.

One may become too serious."

"Mr. Carew is a student?" I said.

"From his early youth," she replied, "he has been devoted to

book-lore. His young life was lived here in seclusion, and it was not

till after the death of his parents that he saw anything of the

world."

Mr. Carew returned, and looked at us smilingly. He touched his wife's

hand lightly, but slight as was the action, there was affection in it.

"I possess the gift of divination," he said. "You have been speaking

of me?"

"Yes," said Mrs. Carew.

"And of my love of solitude," he continued. "But what is bred in the

bone--you understand. There are inherited virtues and inherited vices.

The question is, at what point does actual responsibility become a

burden for which we can be justly called to account, and until that

moment, to define its precise relation to committed acts? Is it your

opinion that crime can be justified?"

"No," I said.

"Under no circumstances?"

"Under no circumstances."

"Early teaching, early habits, transmitted vices of the blood--are

they not factors? A man is an entity--complete possessor of his own

body and soul, which may be pure or hideous according to

circumstances. But you make him arbitrarily accountable. Do not

misunderstand me--I am simply theorising. Nothing of the argument

applies to me except my love of solitude, which is harmless, and hurts

no man. I have had experiences of the world, and have been misjudged.

There was a time when I was angry, when I inwardly rebelled. I do so

no longer. I am content. My wife, my child, my home, my lonely habits,

make up the sum of a fairly happy life. Are you fond of tea?"

The light question, addressed to me in the midst of serious words,

somewhat startled me. I answered, "Yes;" and upon a motion from her

husband Mrs. Carew left the room to prepare the tea. Gabriel Carew

explained.

"It is not ordered in this room because of a whim of mine. My wife has

an apartment which is to me a sanctuary of rest, and there it is that

we often sit and read and converse as we drink our tea. She is anxious

about me, but there is really no cause for anxiety. She has an idea

that solitude is affecting my health; she is mistaken; I was never

stronger, never better." He broke off suddenly with the remark, "You

are a physician?"

"It will be correct to say I was," I replied. "Many years ago I

relinquished practice."

"So I have heard; and I have also learnt that you held a distinguished

position. I have in my library your book treating of diseases of the

mind, in which you avoid the common ground of demonstrable insanity.

You speak there, if I remember aright, of inherited mental disease."

"I have devoted two chapters to the theme."

"And clearly confute," he pursued, "the statement you made just now

that under no circumstances can crime be justified."

"I made that statement," I said, a little confused by this just

challenge, "from a general standpoint."

"I speak from an individual standpoint," he remarked. "Which of the

two is the more human? However, this is diverging somewhat. Can you

tell me why, as twilight approaches, a change in my mood works

mysteriously within me? I was gay--I become morose. I was cheerful--I

am sad."

"Nerves," I said, "affected by external forces. That is the only

answer I can at present give, knowing so little of you."

Twilight was upon us as we conversed, and I observed that his face was

growing dark. With a strong, healthy, and decided motion he shook off

the influence, and held out his hand to me.

"Know more of me," he said. "I have been informed of the mutual liking

which has sprung up between my daughter Mildred and your son. We will

speak of this seriously at a future time. Meanwhile, let your son

visit us; my home is open to him and you. I have a horror of

secrecies. We will shape our course in the light. Shall we strive to

be friends?"

Apart from my inclination to be upon friendly terms with him--in the

first instance born of my anxiety for Reginald's happiness--there was

in Gabriel Carew's manner an irresistible charm, and I now desired his

friendship for my own sake as well as for Reginald's. I met his

advances cordially, and we spent a pleasant hour with Mrs. Carew and

Mildred in the room which Carew had likened to a sanctuary. Its

influence upon him was an influence for good. The gloom which had

gathered on his face with the approach of night faded away, and was

replaced by a cheerfulness which found vent in his speech. I was more

than ever surprised at the vast stores of knowledge which he had

acquired. There was not a subject started of which he was not master,

and upon which he was not able to throw a new light, and when we

parted it was with mutual expressions of esteem, and with a mutual

wish that the intimacy thus auspiciously commenced should be allowed

to ripen into a close and genuine friendship. What particularly struck

me was the almost worshipping love Carew entertained for his wife. We

were standing in the garden, when, with a tender, personal application

of a theme we had broached, Carew said:

"You know the old legend of every human being being accompanied

through life by two angels, one good and one bad each striving to

obtain mastery over him. My good angel is a visible one, and it is

ever by my side."

He placed his hand upon his wife's shoulder, and she raised her eyes

to his. They gazed upon each other like lovers, and at that moment

there was not upon either face a trace of gloom or sorrow.

"True love exists between those two," I thought, as I wended my way

home. "The shadows that hover round them are but idle fancies. I

rejoice that a daughter of these noble people has won my son's heart."

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