CHAPTER XLV.

_THE SQUIRE'S WILL._

Throughout his life Mr. Fairfax had guided his actions by a certain rule

of justice that satisfied himself. The same rule was evident in his last

will. His granddaughter had given him to understand that she should

return to the Forest and cast in her lot with the humble friends from

amongst whom he had taken her, and the provision he made for her was

consonant with that determination. He bequeathed to her a sum of five

thousand pounds--a sufficient portion, as he considered, for that rank

in life--and to Mr. Cecil Burleigh he bequeathed the handsome fortune

that it was intended she should bring him in marriage. He had the dower

without the bride, and though Lady Angleby and his sister quietly

intimated to astonished friends that they had good reason to hope Miss

Fairfax would ultimately be no loser by her grandfather's will, her

uncle Laurence was not the only person by many who judged her unkindly

and unfairly treated. But it was impossible to dispute the old squire's

ability to dispose of his property, or his right to dispose of it as he

pleased. He had been mainly instrumental in raising Mr. Cecil Burleigh

to the position he occupied, and there was a certain obligation incurred

to support him in it. If Mr. Fairfax had chosen to make a son of him, no

one had a right to complain. No one did complain; the expression of

opinion was extremely guarded.

Bessie was informed of the terms of her grandfather's will in the first

shock of surprise; afterward her uncle Laurence reflected that it would

have been wise to keep them from her, but the deed was done. She

received the news without emotion: she blushed, put up her eyebrows, and

smiled as she said, "Then I am a poor young woman again." She saw at

once what was absurd, pathetic, vexatious in her descent from the

dignity of riches, but she was not angry. She never uttered a word of

blame or reproach against her grandfather, and when it was indignantly

recalled to her that Mr. Cecil Burleigh was put into possession of what

ought to have been hers, she answered, "There is no ought in the matter.

Grandpapa had a lively interest in Mr. Cecil Burleigh's career, for the

sake of the country as well as for his own sake, and if you ask me my

sentiments I must confess that I feel the money grandpapa has left him

is well bestowed. It would be a shame that such a man should be hampered

by mean cares and insufficient fortune."

"Oh, if you are satisfied that is enough," was the significant

rejoinder, and Lady Angleby's hopes had a wider echo.

To Mr. Cecil Burleigh his old friend's bequest was a boon to be thankful

for, and he was profoundly thankful. It set him above troublesome

anxieties and lifted his private life into the sphere of comfort. But

his first visit to Abbotsmead and first meeting with Miss Fairfax after

it was communicated to him tried his courage not a little. The intimacy

that had been kept up, and even improved during Mr. Fairfax's decline,

had given him no grounds for hoping better success with Elizabeth as a

lover than before, and yet he was convinced that in leaving him this

fine fortune the squire had continued to indulge his expectations of

their ultimate union. That Elizabeth would be inclined towards him in

the slightest degree by the fact of his gaining the inheritance that she

had forfeited, he never for one moment dreamed; the contrary might be

possible, but not that. Amongst the many and important duties and

interests that engaged him now he had neither leisure nor desire for

sentimental philandering. He was a very busy man of the world, and

wished for the rest of a home. Insensibly his best thoughts reverted to

his dear Julia, never married, still his very good friend. He approved

the sweet rosy face of Elizabeth Fairfax, her bright spirit and loving,

unselfish disposition, but he found it impossible to flatter himself

that she would ever willingly become his wife. Lady Angleby insisted

that honor demanded a renewal of his offer, but Elizabeth never gave him

an opportunity; and there was an end of his uncertainties when she said

one day to his sister (after receiving an announcement of her own

approaching marriage to Mr. Forbes), "And there is nothing now to stand

between your brother and Miss Julia Gardiner. I am truly glad grandpapa

left him an independence, they have been so faithful to each other."

Miss Burleigh looked up surprised, as if she thought Bessie must be

laughing at them. And Bessie was laughing. "Not quite constant perhaps,

but certainly faithful," she persisted. But Mr. Cecil Burleigh had

probably appreciated her blossoming youth more kindly than his dear

Julia had appreciated her autumnal widower. Bessie meant to convey that

neither had any right to complain of the other, and that was true. Miss

Burleigh carried Miss Fairfax's remarks to her brother, and after that

they were privately agreed that it would be poor Julia after all.

Mr. Laurence Fairfax insisted that his niece should live at Abbotsmead,

and continue in possession of the white suite until she was of age. He

was her guardian, and would take no denial.

"It wants but three months to that date," she told him.

"Your home is here until you marry, Elizabeth," he rejoined in a tone

that forbade contradiction. "You shall visit Lady Latimer, but subject

to permission. Remember you are a Fairfax. Though you may go back to the

Forest, it is a delusion to imagine that you can live comfortably in the

crowded household where you were happy as a child. You have been six

years absent; three of them you have spent in the luxurious ease of

Abbotsmead. You have acquired the tastes and habits of your own class--a

very different class. You must look to me now: your pittance is not

enough for the common necessaries of life."

"Not so very different a class, Uncle Laurence, and fortunately I am not

in bondage to luxurious ease," Bessie said. "But I will not be perverse.

Changes come without seeking, and I am of an adaptable disposition. The

other day I was supposed to be a great heiress--to-day I have no more

than a bare competence."

"Not even that, but if you marry suitably you may be sure that I shall

make you a suitable settlement," rejoined her kinsman. Bessie speculated

in silence and many times again what her uncle Laurence might mean by

"suitably," but they had no explanation, and the occasion passed.

Bessie's little fortune was vested in the hands of trustees, and settled

absolutely to her own use. She could not anticipate her income nor make

away with it, which Mr. Carnegie said was a very good thing. Beyond that

remark, and a generous reminder that her old nest under the thatch was

ready for her whenever she liked to return and take possession, nothing

was said in the letters from Beechhurst about her grandfather's will or

her new vicissitude. She had some difficulty in writing to announce her

latest change to Harry Musgrave, but he wrote back promptly and

decisively to set her heart at rest, telling her that to his notions her

fortune was a very pretty fortune, and avowing a prejudice against being

maintained by his wife: he would greatly prefer that she should be

dependent upon him. Bessie, who was a loving woman far more than a proud

or ambitious one, was pleased by his assurance, and in answering him

again she confessed that would have been her choice too. Nevertheless,

she became rather impatient to see him and talk the matter over--the

more so because Harry manifested little curiosity to learn anything of

her family affairs unless they immediately affected herself. He told her

that he should be able to go down to Brook at the end of August, and he

begged her to meet him there. This she promised, and it was understood

between them that if she was not invited to Fairfield she would go to

the doctor's house, even though the boys might be at home for their

holidays.

Bessie was long enough at Abbotsmead after her grandfather's death to

realize how that event affected her own position there. The old servants

had been provided for by their old master, and they left--Jonquil,

Macky, Mrs. Betts, and others their contemporaries. Bessie missed their

friendly faces, and dispensed with the services of a maid. Then Mrs.

Fairfax objected to Joss in the house, lest he should bite the children,

and Janey and Ranby were not entirely at her beck and call as formerly.

The incompetent Sally, who sang a sweet cradle-song, became quite a

personage and sovereign in the nursery, and was jealous of Miss

Fairfax's intrusion into her domain. It was inevitable and natural, but

Bessie appreciated better now the forethought of her grandfather in

wishing to provide her with a roof of her own. Abbotsmead under its new

squire, all his learning and philosophy notwithstanding, promised to

become quite a house of the world again, for his beautiful young wife

was proving of a most popular character, and attracted friends about her

with no effort. Instead of old Lady Angleby, the Hartwell people and the

Chivertons, came the Tindals, Edens, Raymonds, Lefevres, and Wynards;

and Miss Fairfax felt herself an object of curiosity amongst them as the

young lady who had been all but disinherited for her obstinate refusal

to marry the man of her grandfather's choice. She was generally liked,

but she was not just then in the humor to cultivate anybody's intimacy.

Mrs. Stokes was still her chief resource when she was solitary.

She had a private grief and anxiety of her own, of which she could speak

to none. One day her expected letter from Harry Musgrave did not come;

it was the first time he had failed her since their compact was made.

She wrote herself as usual, and asked why she was neglected. In reply

she received a letter, not from Harry himself, but from his friend

Christie, who was nursing him through an attack of inflammation

occasioned by a chill from remaining in his wet clothes after an upset

on the river. She gathered from it that Harry had been ill and suffering

for nearly a fortnight, but that he was better, though very weak, and

that if Christie had been permitted to do as he wished, Mrs. Musgrave

would have been sent for, but her son was imperative against it. He did

not think it was necessary to put her to that distress and

inconvenience, and as he was now in a fair way of recovery it was his

particular desire that she should not be alarmed and made nervous by any

information of what he had passed through. But he would not keep it from

his dear Bessie, who had greater firmness, and who might rest assured he

was well cared for, as Christie had brought him to his own house, and

his old woman was a capital cook--a very material comfort for a

convalescent.

With a recollection of the warnings of a year and a half ago, Bessie

could not but ponder this news of Harry's illness with grave distress.

She wrote to Mr. Carnegie, and enclosed the letter for his opinion. Mr.

Carnegie respected her confidence, and told her that from the name of

the physician mentioned by Christie as in attendance on his patient he

was in the best possible hands. She confessed to Harry what she had

done, and he found no fault with her, but his next letter was in a vein

of melancholy humor from beginning to end. He was going back, he said,

to his dismal chambers, his law-books and his scribbling, and she was to

send him a very bright letter indeed to cheer him in his solitude. How

Bessie wished she could have flown herself to cheer him! And now, too,

she half regretted her poverty under her grandfather's will, that

deferred all hope of his rescue from London smoke and toil till he had

made the means of rescue for himself. But she gave him the pleasure of

knowing what she would do if she could.

Thus the summer months lapsed away. There was no hiatus in their

correspondence again, but Harry told her that he had a constant fever on

him and was longing for home and rest. Once he wrote from Richmond,

whither he had gone with Christie, "The best fellow in the

universe--love him, dear Bessie, for my sake"--and once he spoke of

going to Italy for the winter, and of newspaper letters that were to pay

the shot. He was sad, humorous, tender by turns, but Bessie missed

something. There were allusions to the vanity of man's life and joy, now

and then there was a word of philosophy for future consolation, but of

present hope there was nothing. Her eyes used to grow dim over these

letters: she understood that Harry was giving in, that he found his life

too hard for him, and that he was trying to prepare her and himself for

this great disappointment.

When Parliament rose Mr. Cecil Burleigh came down to Norminster and paid

a visit to Abbotsmead. He was the bearer of an invitation to Brentwood

and his sister's wedding, but Miss Fairfax was not able to accept it.

She had just accepted an invitation to Fairfield.

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