CHAPTER XIX.

_NEIGHBORS TO ABBOTSMEAD._

Some recent duties of Mrs. Betts's service had given her, on occasion,

an authoritative manner, and she was impelled to use it when she

witnessed the forlornness of her young lady. "I am surprised that you

should give way, miss," said she. "In the middle of the day, too, when

callers are always liable, and your dear, good grandpapa expects a

smiling face! To make your eyes as red as a ferret--"

"Indeed, they are not!" cried Bessie, and rose and ran to the

looking-glass.

Mrs. Betts smiled at the effect of her tactics, and persevered: "Let me

see, miss: because if it is plain you have been fretting, you had better

make an excuse and stop up stairs. But the master will be vexed." Bessie

turned and submitted her countenance to inspection. "There was never a

complexion yet that was improved by fretting," was the waiting-woman's

severe insinuation. "You must wait five minutes, and let the air from

the window blow on you. Really, miss, you are too old to cry."

Bessie offered no rejoinder; she was ashamed. The imperative necessity

of controlling the tender emotions had been sternly inculcated by Madame

Fournier. "Now shall I do?" she humbly asked, feeling the temperature of

her cheeks with her cool hands.

Mrs. Betts judiciously hesitated, then, speaking in a milder voice,

said, "Yes--perhaps it would not be noticed. But tears was the very

mischief for eyes--_that_ Miss Fairfax might take her word for. And it

was old Lady Angleby and her niece, one of the Miss Burleighs, who were

down stairs."

Bessie blushed consciously, appealed to the looking-glass again,

adjusted her mind to her duty, and descended to the octagon parlor. The

rose was no worse for the shower. Mr. Fairfax was there, standing with

his back to the fireplace, and lending his ears to an argument that was

being slowly enunciated by the noble matron who filled his chair. A

younger lady, yet not very young, who was seated languidly with her back

to the light, acknowledged Bessie's entrance with a smile that invited

her approach. "I think," she said, "you know my brother Cecil?" and so

they were introduced.

For several minutes yet Lady Angleby's eloquence oozed on (her theme was

female emancipation), the squire listening with an inscrutable

countenance. "Now, I hope you feel convinced," was her triumphant

conclusion. Mr. Fairfax did not say whether he was convinced or not. He

seemed to observe that Elizabeth had come in, and begged to present his

granddaughter to her ladyship. Elizabeth made her pretty curtsey, and

was received with condescension, and felt, on a sudden, a most

unmannerly inclination to laugh, which she dissembled under a girlish

animation and alacrity in talk. The squire was pleased that she

manifested none of the stupid shyness of new young-ladyhood, though in

the presence of one of the most formidable of county magnates. Elizabeth

did not know that Lady Angleby was formidable, but she saw that she was

immense, and her sense of humor was stirred by the instant perception

that her self-consequence was as enormous as her bulk. But Miss Burleigh

experienced a thrill of alarm. The possibility of being made fun of by a

little simple girl had never suggested itself to the mind of her august

relative, but there was always the risk that her native shrewdness might

wake up some day from the long torpor induced by the homage paid to her

rank, and discover the humiliating fact that she was not always

imposing. By good luck for Miss Fairfax's favor with her, Pascal's maxim

recurred to her memory--that though it is not necessary to respect grand

people it is necessary to bow to them--and her temptation to be merry at

Lady Angleby's expense was instantly controlled. Miss Burleigh could not

but make a note of her sarcastic humor as a decidedly objectionable, and

even dangerous, trait in the young lady's character. That she dissembled

it so admirably was, however, to her credit. After his first movement of

satisfaction the squire was himself perplexed. Elizabeth's spirits were

lively and capricious, she was joyous-tempered, but she would not dare

to quiz; he must be mistaken. In fact, she had not yet acquired the

suppressed manner and deferential tone to her betters which are the

perpetuation of that ancient rule of etiquette by which inferiors are

guarded against affecting to be equal in talk with the mighty. Mr.

Fairfax proposed rather abruptly to go in to luncheon. Jonquil had

announced it five minutes ago.

"She is beautiful! _beautiful_! I am charmed. We shall have her with

us--a beautiful young woman would popularize our cause beyond anything.

But how would Cecil approve of that?" whispered Lady Angleby as she

toiled into the adjoining room with the help of her host's arm.

"Mr. Cecil Burleigh is wise and prudent. He will know how to temporize

with the vagaries of his womankind," said the squire. But he was highly

gratified by the complimentary appreciation of his granddaughter.

"Vagaries, indeed! The surest signs of sound and healthy progress that

have shown themselves in this generation."

Lady Angleby mounted her hobby. She was that queer modern development, a

democrat skin-deep, born and bred in feudal state, clothed in purple and

fine linen, faring sumptuously every day, and devoted colloquially to

the regeneration of the middle classes. The lower classes might now be

trusted to take care of themselves (with the help of the government and

the philanthropists), but such large discovery was being made of

frivolity, ignorance, and helplessness amongst the young women of the

great intermediate body of the people that Lady Angleby and a few select

friends had determined, looking for the blessing of Providence on their

endeavors, to take them under their patronage.

"It is," she said, "a most hopeful thing to see the discontent that is

stirring amongst young women in this age, because an essential

preliminary to their improvement is the conviction that they have the

capacity for a freer, nobler life than that to which they are bound by

obsolete domestic traditions. Let us put within the reach of every young

girl an education that shall really develop her character and her

faculties. Why should the education of girls be arrested at eighteen,

and the apprenticeship of their brothers be continued to

one-and-twenty?" This query was launched into the air, but Lady

Angleby's prominent blue eyes seemed to appeal to Bessie, who was

visibly dismayed at the personal nature of the suggestion.

Mr. Fairfax smiled and bade her speak, and then laughing, she said,

"Because at eighteen girls tire of grammar and dictionaries and precepts

for the conduct of life. We are women, and want to try life itself."

"And what do you know to fit you for life?" said Lady Angleby firmly.

"Nothing, except by instinct and precept."

"Exactly so. And where is your experience? You have none. Girls plunge

into life at eighteen destitute of experience--weak, foolish, ignorant

of men and themselves. No wonder the world is encumbered with so many

helpless poor creatures as it is."

"I should not like to live with only girls till one-and-twenty. What

experience could we teach each other?" said Bessie, rather at sea. A

notion flashed across her that Lady Angleby might be talking nonsense,

but as her grandfather seemed to listen with deference, she could not be

sure.

"Girls ought to be trained in logic, geometry, and physical science to

harden their mental fibre; and how can they be so trained if their

education is to cease at eighteen?" Then with a modest tribute to her

own undeveloped capacities, the great lady cried, "Oh, what I might have

done if I had enjoyed the advantages I claim for others!"

"You don't know. You have never yet been thrown on your own resources,"

said Bessie with an air of infinite suggestion.

Lady Angleby stared in cold astonishment, but Bessie preserved her gay

self-possession. Lady Angleby's cold stare was to most persons utterly

confusing. Miss Burleigh, an inattentive listener (perhaps because her

state of being was always that of a passive listener), gently observed

that she had no idea what any of them would do if they were thrown on

their own resources.

"No idea is ever expected from you, Mary," said her aunt, and turned her

stony regard upon the poor lady, causing her to collapse with a silent

shiver. Bessie felt indignant. What was this towering old woman, with

her theory of feminine freedom and practice of feminine tyranny? There

was a momentary hush, and then Lady Angleby with pompous complacency

resumed, addressing the squire:

"Our large scheme cannot be carried into effect without the general

concurrence of the classes we propose to benefit, but our pet plan for

proving to what women may be raised demands the concurrence of only a

few influential persons. I am sanguine that the government will yield to

our representations, and make us a grant for the foundation of a college

to be devoted to their higher education. We ask for twenty thousand

pounds."

"I hope the government will have more wit," Mr. Fairfax exclaimed, his

rallying tone taking the sting out of his words. "The private hobbies of

you noble ladies must be supported out of your private purses, at the

expense of more selfish whims."

"There is nothing so unjust as prejudice, unless it be jealousy,"

exclaimed Lady Angleby with delicious unreason. "You would keep women in

subjection."

Mr. Fairfax laughed, and assented to the proposition. "You clamor for

the high education of a few at the cost of the many; is that fair?" he

continued. "High education is a luxury for those who can afford it--a

rich endowment for the small minority who have the power of mind to

acquire it; and no more to be provided for that small minority out of

the national exchequer than silk attire for our conspicuous beauties."

"I shall never convert you into an advocate for the elevation of the

sex. You sustain the old cry--the inferiority of woman's intellect."

"'The earth giveth much mould whereof earthen vessels are made, but

little dust that gold cometh of.' High education exists already for the

wealthy, and commercial enterprise will increase the means of it as the

demand increases. If you see a grain of gold in the dust of common life,

and likely to be lost there, rescue it for the crucible, but most such

grains of gold find out the way to refine themselves. As for gilding the

earthen pots, I take leave to think that it would be labor wasted--that

they are, in fact, more serviceable without ornament, plain, well-baked

clay. Help those who are helpless and protect those who are weak as much

as you please, but don't vex the strong and capable with idle

interference. Leave the middle classes to supply their wants in their

own way--they know them best, and have gumption enough--and stick we to

the ancient custom of providing for the sick and needy."

"The ancient custom is good, and is not neglected, but the modern

fashion is better."

"That I contest. There is more alloy of vanity and busy-bodyism in

modern philanthropy than savor of charity."

"We shall never agree," cried Lady Angleby with mock despair. "Miss

Fairfax, this is the way with us--your grandfather and I never meet but

we fall out."

"You are not much in earnest," said Bessie. Terrible child! she had set

down this great lady as a great sham.

"To live in the world and to be absolutely truthful is very difficult,

is all but impossible," remarked Miss Burleigh with a mild

sententiousness that sounded irrelevant, but came probably in the

natural sequence of her unspoken thoughts.

"When you utter maxims like your famous progenitor you should give us

his nod too, Mary," said her aunt. Then she suddenly inquired of Mr.

Fairfax, "When do you expect Cecil?"

"Next week. He must address the electors at Norminster on Thursday. I

hope he will arrive here on Tuesday."

Lady Angleby looked full in Bessie's face, which was instantly

overspread by a haughty blush. Miss Burleigh looked anywhere else. And

both drew the same conclusion--that the young lady's imagination was all

on fire, and that her heart would not be slow to yield and melt in the

combustion. The next move was back to the octagon parlor. The young

people walked to the open window; the elders had communications to

exchange that might or might not concern them, but which they were not

invited to hear. They leant on the sill and talked low. Miss Burleigh

began the conversation by remarking that Miss Fairfax must find

Abbotsmead very strange, being but just escaped from school.

"It is strange, but one grows used to any place very soon," Bessie

answered.

"You have no companion, and Mr. Fairfax sets his face against duennas.

What shall you do next week?"

"What I am bid," said Bessie laconically. "My grandfather has bespoken

for me the good offices of Mrs. Stokes as guide to the choice of a blue

bonnet; the paramount duty of my life at present seems to be to conform

myself to the political views of Mr. Cecil Burleigh in the color of my

ribbons. I have great pleasure in doing so, for blue is my color, and

suits me."

Miss Burleigh had a good heart, and let Bessie's little bravado pass.

"Are you interested in the coming election? I cannot think of anything

else. My brother's career may almost be said to depend on his success."

"Then I hope he will win."

"Your kind good wishes should help him. You will come and stay at

Brentwood?"

"Brentwood? what is Brentwood?"

"My aunt's house. It is only two miles out of Norminster. My aunt was so

impatient to see you that she refused to wait one day. Cecil will often

be with us, for my father's house is at Carisfort--too far off."

"I am at my grandfather's commands. I have not a friend here. I know no

one, and have even to find out the ways and manners of my new world. Do

you live at Brentwood?"

"Yes. My home is with my aunt. I shall be glad, very glad, to give you

any help or direction that you like to ask for. Mrs. Stokes has a

charming taste in dress, and is a dear little woman. You could not have

a nicer friend; and she is well married, which is always an advantage in

a girl's friend. You will like Colonel Stokes too."

In the course of the afternoon Bessie had the opportunity of judging for

herself. Colonel Stokes brought his wife to call upon her. Their

residence was close by Abbotsmead, at the Abbey Lodge, restored by Mr.

Fairfax for their occupation. Colonel Stokes was old enough to be his

wife's father, and young enough to be her hero and companion. She was a

plump little lady, full of spirits and loving-kindness. Bessie

considered her, and decided that she was of her own age, but Mrs. Stokes

had two boys at home to contradict that. She looked so girlish still in

her sage matronhood because she was happy, gay, contented with her life,

because her eyes were blue and limpid as deep lake water, and her cheeks

round and fresh as half-blown roses ungathered. Her dress was as dainty

as herself, and merited the eulogium that Miss Burleigh had passed upon

it.

"You are going to be so kind as to introduce me to a good milliner at

Norminster?" Bessie said after a few polite preliminaries.

"Yes--to Miss Jocund, who will be delighted to make your acquaintance. I

shall tell her to take pains with you, but there will be no need to tell

her that; she always does take pains with girls who promise to do her

credit. I am afraid there is not time to send to Paris for the blue

bonnet you must wear next Thursday, but she will make you something

nice; you may trust her. This wonderful election is the event of the

day. We have resolved that Mr. Cecil Burleigh shall head the poll."

"How shall you ensure his triumph? Are you going to canvass for him?"

"No, no, that is out of date. But Lady Angleby threatens that she will

leave Brentwood, and never employ a Norminster tradesman again if they

are so ungrateful as to refuse their support to her nephew. They are

radicals every one."

"And is not she also a radical? She talks of the emancipation of women

by keeping them at school till one-and-twenty, of the elevation of the

masses, and the mutual improvement of everybody not in the peerage."

"You are making game of her, like my Arthur. No, she is not a radical;

that is all her _hum_. I believe Lord Angleby was something of the sort,

but I don't understand much about politics."

"Only for the present occasion we are blue?" said Bessie airily.

"Yes--all blue," echoed Mrs. Stokes. "Sky-blue," and they both laughed.

"You must agree at what hour you will go into Norminster on Monday--the

half-past-eleven train is the best," Colonel Stokes said.

"Cannot we go to-morrow?" his wife asked.

"No, it is Saturday, market-day;" and his suggestion was adopted.

When the visit was over, in the pleasantness of the late afternoon,

Bessie walked through the gardens and across the park with these

neighbors to Abbotsmead. A belt of shrubbery and a sunk fence divided

the grounds of the lodge from the park, and there was easy

communication by a rustic bridge and a wicket left on the latch. "I hope

you will come often to and fro, and that you will seek me whenever you

want me. This is the shortest way," Mrs. Stokes said to her. Bessie

thanked her, and then walked back to the house, taking her time, and

thinking what a long while ago it was since yesterday.

Yesterday! Only yesterday she was on board the Foam that had brought her

from France, that had passed by the Forest--no longer ago than

yesterday, yet as far off already as a year ago.

Thinking of it, she fell into a melancholy that belonged to her

character. She was tired with the incidents of the day. At dinner Mr.

Fairfax seemed to miss something that had charmed him the night before.

She answered when he spoke, but her gayety was under eclipse. They were

both relieved when the evening came to an end. Bessie was glad to escape

to solitude, and her grandfather experienced a sense of vague

disappointment, but he supposed he must have patience. Even Jonquil

observed the difference, and was sorry that this bright young lady who

had come into the house should enter so soon into its clouds; he was

grieved too that his dear old master, who betrayed an unwonted humility

in his desire to please her, should not at once find his reward in her

affection. Bessie was not conscious that it would have been any boon to

him. She had no rule yet to measure the present by except the past, and

her experience of his usage in the past did not invite her tenderness. A

reasonable and mild behavior was all she supposed to be required of her.

Anything else--whether for better or worse--would be spontaneous. She

could not affect either love or dislike, and how far she could dissemble

either she had yet to learn.

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