CHAPTER XI.

_SCHOOL-DAYS AT CAEN._

One morning Bessie Fairfax rose to a new sensation. "To-day the classes

open, and there is an end of treats," cried Janey Fricker with a

despairing resignation. "You will soon see the day-scholars, and by

degrees the boarders will arrive. Madame was to come late last night,

and the next news will be of Miss Hiloe. Perhaps they will appear

to-morrow. Heigh-ho!"

"You are not to care for Miss Hiloe; I shall stand up for you. I have no

notion of tyrants," said Bessie in a spirited way. But her feelings were

very mixed, very far from comfortable. This morning it seemed more than

ever cruel to have sent her to school at her age, ignorant as she was of

school ways. She shuddered in anticipation of the dreadful moment when

it would be publicly revealed that she could neither play on the piano

nor speak a word of French. Her deficiencies had been confided to Janey

in a shy, shamefaced way, and Janey, who could chatter fluently in

French and play ten tunes at least, had betrayed amazement. Afterward

she had given consolation. There was one boarder who made no pretence of

learning music, and several day-scholars; of course, being French, they

spoke French, but not a girl of them all, not madame herself, could

frame three consecutive sentences in English to be understood.

In the novelty of the situation Janey was patroness for the day. Madame

Fournier had to be encountered after breakfast, and proved to be a

perfectly small lady, of most intelligent countenance and kind

conciliatory speech. She kissed Janey on both cheeks, and bent a

penetrating pair of brown eyes on Bessie's face, which looked intensely

proud in her blushing shyness. Madame had received from Mrs. Wiley (a

former pupil and temporary teacher) instructions that Bessie's education

and training had been of the most desultory kind, and that it was

imperatively necessary to remedy her deficiencies, and give her a

veneering of cultivation and a polish to fit her for the station of life

to which she was called. Madame was able to judge for herself in such

matters. Bessie impressed her favorably, and no humiliation was

inflicted on her even as touching her ignorance of French and the piano.

It was decreed that as Bessie professed no enthusiasm for music, it

would be wasting time that might be more profitably employed to teach

her; and a recommendation to the considerate indulgence of Mademoiselle

Adelaide, who was in charge of the junior class, saved her from huffs

and ridicule while going through the preliminary paces of French.

At recreation-time in the garden Janey ran up to ask how she had got on.

"_J'ai, tu as, il a_," said Bessie, and laughed with radiant audacity.

Her phantoms were already vanishing into thin air.

Not many French girls were yet present. The next noon-day they were

doubled. By Saturday all were come, and answered to their names when the

roll was called, the great and dreadful Miss Hiloe amongst them. They

were two, Mademoiselle Ada and Mademoiselle Ellen. The younger sister

was a cipher--an echo of the elder, and an example of how she ought to

be worshipped. Mademoiselle Ada would be a personage wherever she was.

Already her _rôle_ in the world was adopted. She had a pale Greek face,

a lofty look, and a proud spirit. She was not rude to those who paid

her the homage that was her due--she was, indeed, helpful and

patronizing to the humble--but for a small Mordecai like Janey Fricker

she had nothing but insolence and rough words. Janey would not bow down

to her; in her own way Janey was as stubborn and proud as her tyrant,

but she was not as strong. She was a waif by herself, and Mademoiselle

Ada was obeyed, served, and honored by a large following of admirers.

Bessie Fairfax did not feel drawn to enroll herself amongst them, and

before the classes had been a month assembled she had rejoiced the heart

of the master-mariner's little daughter with many warm, affectionate

assurances that there was no one else in all the school that she loved

so well as herself.

By degrees, and very quick degrees, Bessie's tremors for how she should

succeed at school wore off. What fantastic distresses she would have

been saved if she had known beforehand that she possessed a gift of

beauty, more precious in the sight of girls than the first place in the

first class, than the utmost eloquence of tongues, and the most

brilliant execution on the piano! It came early to be disputed whether

Mademoiselle Ada or Mademoiselle Bessie was the _belle des belles_; and

Bessie, too, soon had her court of devoted partisans, who extolled her

fair roseate complexion, blue eyes, and golden hair as lovelier far than

Mademoiselle Ada's cold, severe perfection of feature. Bessie took their

praises very coolly, and learnt her verbs, wrote her _dictées_, and

labored at her _thêmes_ with the solid perseverance of a girl who has

her charms to acquire. The Miss Hiloes were not unwilling to be on good

terms with her, but that, she told them, was impossible while they were

so ostentatiously discourteous to her friend, Janey Fricker. When to her

armor of beauty Bessie added the weapon of fearless, incisive speech,

the risk of affronts was much abated. Mr. Carnegie had prophesied wisely

when he said for his wife's consolation that character tells more in the

long-run than talking French or playing on the piano. Her companions

might like Bessie Fairfax, or they might let liking alone, but very few

would venture a second time on ill-natured demonstrations either towards

herself or towards any one she protected.

Bessie's position in the community was established when the tug of work

began. Her health and complexion triumphed over the coarse, hard fare;

her habits of industry made application easy; but the dulness and

monotony were sickening to her, the routine and confinement were hateful

yoke and bondage. Saving one march on Sunday to the Temple under Miss

Foster's escort, she went nowhere beyond the garden for weeks together.

Both French and English girls were in the same case, unless some friend

residing in the town or visiting it obtained leave to take them out. And

nobody came for Bessie. That she should go home to Beechhurst for a

Christmas holiday she had taken for granted; and while abiding the

narrow discipline, and toiling at her unaccustomed tasks with

conscientious diligence, that flattering anticipation made sunshine in

the distance. Every falling leaf, every chill breath of advancing

winter, brought it nearer. Janey and she used to talk of it half their

recreation-time--by the stagnant, weedy fountain in the garden at noon,

and in the twilight windows of the _classe_, when thoughts of the absent

are sweetest. For the Petrel had not come into port at Caen since the

autumn, and Janey was still left at school in daily expectation and

uncertainty.

"I am only sorry, Janey, that you are not sure of going home too," said

Bessie, one day, commiserating her.

"If I am not sailing with father I would rather be here. _I_ am not so

lonely since you came," responded Janey.

Then Bessie dilated on the pleasantness of the doctor's house, the

excellent kindness of her father and mother, the goodness of the boys,

the rejoicing there would be at her return, both amongst friends at

Beechhurst and friends at Brook. Each day, after she had indulged her

memory and imagination in this strain, her heart swelled with loving

expectancy, and when the recess was spoken of as beginning "next week,"

she could hardly contain herself for joy.

What a cruel pity that such natural delightsome hopes must all collapse,

all fall to the ground! It was ruled by Mr. Fairfax that his

granddaughter had been absent so short a time that she need not go to

England this winter season. Came a letter from Mrs. Carnegie to express

the infinite disappointment at home. And there an end.

"I cried for three days," Bessie afterward confessed. "It seemed that

there never could befall me such another misery."

It was indeed terrible. In a day the big house was empty of scholars.

Madame Fournier adjourned to Bayeux. Miss Foster went to her mother. The

masters, the other teachers disappeared, all except Mademoiselle

Adelaide, who was to stay in charge of the two girls for a fortnight,

and then to resign her office for the same period to Miss Foster. There

was a month of this heartless solitude before Bessie and Janey.

Mademoiselle Adelaide bemoaned herself as their jailer, as much in

prison as they. They had good grounds of complaint. A deserted school at

Christmas-time is not a cheerful place.

But there was compensation preparing for Bessie.

* * * * *

"And when does Bessie Fairfax come?" was almost the first question of

Harry Musgrave when he arrived from Oxford.

"Bessie is not to come at all," was the answer.

What was that for? He proceeded to an investigation. There was a streak

of lively, strong perversity in Harry Musgrave. Remarks had been passed

on his accompanying Mr. Carnegie when he conveyed Bessie to

school--quite uncalled-for remarks, which had originated at Fairfield

and the rectory. The impertinence of them roused Harry's temper, and,

boy-like, he instantly resolved that if his dear little Bessie was kept

away from home and punished on his account, he would give her meddlesome

friends something to talk about by going to Caen again and seeing her in

spite of them. He made out with clearness enough to satisfy his

conscience that Lady Latimer and Mrs. Wiley gave themselves unnecessary

anxiety about Mr. Fairfax's granddaughter, and that he was perfectly

justified in circumventing their cautious tactics. He did not speak of

his intention to the Carnegies, lest he should meet with a remonstrance

that he would be forced to yield to; but he told his sympathizing mother

that he was going to spend five pounds of his pocket-money in a run

across to Normandy to see Bessie Fairfax. Mrs. Musgrave asked if it was

quite wise, quite kind, for Bessie's sake. He was sure that Bessie would

be glad, and he did not care who was vexed.

Harry Musgrave gave himself no leisure to reconsider the matter, but

went off to Hampton, to Havre, to Caen, with the lightest heart and most

buoyant spirit in the world. He put up at Thunby's, and in the frosty

sunshine of the next morning marched with the airs and sensations of a

lover in mischief to the Rue St. Jean. Louise, that sage portress,

recognized the bold young cousin of the English _belle des belles_, and

announced him to Mademoiselle Adelaide. After a parley Bessie was

permitted to receive him, to go out with him, to be as happy as three

days were long. Harry told her how and why he had come, and Bessie was

furiously indignant at the Wileys pretending to any concern in her

affairs. Towards Lady Latimer she was more indulgent. They spent many

hours in company, and told all their experiences. Harry talked of dons

and proctors, of work and play, of hopes and projects, of rivals and

friends. Bessie had not so much to tell: she showed him the _classe_ and

her place there, and introduced him to Janey. They visited all the

public gardens and river-side walks. They were beautiful young people,

and were the observed of many observers. The sagacious _curé_ of St.

Jean's, the confessor and director at the school, saw them by chance on

the morning of a day when he had a mission to Bayeux. What more natural

than that he should call upon Madame Fournier at her uncle the canon's

house? and what more simple than that he should mention having met the

English _belle_ and her cousin of the dangerous sex?

Bessie Fairfax and Janey Fricker attended vespers regularly on Sunday

afternoons at the church of St. Jean; but they were not amongst the fair

penitents who whispered their peccadilloes once a fortnight in the

_curé's_ ear--he secluded in an edifice of chintz like a shower-bath,

they kneeling outside the curtain with the blank eyes of the Holy Mother

upon them, and the remote presence of a guardian-teacher out of hearing.

But he took an interest in them. No overt act of proselytism was

permitted in the school, but if an English girl liked vespers instead of

the second service at the Temple, her preference was not discouraged.

Bessie attended the Protestant ordinances at stated seasons, and went to

vespers and benediction besides. The _curé_ approved of her ingenuous

devotion. Once upon a time there had been Fairfaxes faithful children

of the Church: this young lady was an off-set of that house, its heiress

and hope in this generation; it would be a holy deed to bring her, the

mother perhaps of a new line, within its sacred pale.

Madame Fournier heard his communication with alarm. Already, by her

ex-teacher Mrs. Wiley, this young Musgrave had been spoken against with

voice of warning. Madame returned to Caen with her worthy pastor. The

enterprising lover was just flown. Bessie had a sunshine face.

Mademoiselle Adelaide wept that night because of the reproaches madame

made her, and the following morning Bessie was invited to resume her

lessons, and was mulcted of every holiday indulgence. Janey Fricker

suffered with her, and for nearly a week they were all _en penitence_.

Then Miss Foster came; madame vanished without leave-taking, as if

liable to reappear at any instant, and lessons lapsed back into leisure.

Bessie felt that she had been an innocent scapegrace, and Harry very

venturesome; but she had so much enjoyed her "treat," and felt so much

the happier for it, that, all madame's grave displeasure

notwithstanding, she never was properly sorry.

Harry Musgrave returned to England as jubilant as he left Bessie. The

trip, winter though it was, exhilarated him. But it behooved him to be

serious when Mr. Carnegie was angry, and Mrs. Carnegie declared that she

did not know how to forgive him. If his escapade were made known to Mr.

Fairfax, the upshot might be a refusal to let Bessie revisit them at

Beechhurst throughout the whole continuance of her school-days. And that

was what came of it. Of course his escapade was communicated to Mr.

Fairfax, and Madame Fournier received a letter from Abbotsmead with the

intimation that the youth who had presented himself in the Rue St. Jean

as a cousin of Miss Fairfax was nothing akin to her, and that if she

could not be secured from his presumptuous intrusions there, she must be

removed from madame's custody. They had associated together as children,

but it was desirable to stay the progress of their unequal friendship as

they grew up; for the youth, though well conducted and clever, was of

mean origin and poor condition; so Mr. Fairfax was credibly informed.

And he trusted that Madame Fournier would see the necessity of a

decisive separation between them.

Madame did see the necessity. With Mr. Fairfax's letter came to her

hand another, a letter from the "youth" himself, but addressed to his

dear Bessie. That it should ever reach her was improbable. There was the

strictest quarantine for letters in the Rue St. Jean. Even letters to

and from parents passed through madame's private office. She opened and

read Harry Musgrave's as an obvious necessity, smiled over its boyish

exaggeration, and relished its fun at her own expense, for madame was a

woman of wisdom and humor. Little by little she had learnt the whole of

Bessie's life and conversation from her own lips; and she felt that

there was nothing to be feared from a lover of young Musgrave's type,

unless he was set on mischief by the premature interposition of

obstacles, of which this denial to Bessie of her Christmas holiday was

an example.

However, madame had not to judge, but to act. She returned Harry

Musgrave his letter, with a polite warning that such a correspondence

with a girl at school was silly and not to be thought of. Harry blushed

a little, felt foolish, and put the document into the fire. Madame made

him confess to himself that he had gone to Caen as much for bravado as

for love of Bessie. Bessie never knew of the letter, but she cherished

her pretty romance in her heart, and when she was melancholy she thought

of the garden at Brook, and of the beeches by the stream where they had

sat and told their secrets on their farewell afternoon; and in her

imagination her dear Harry was a perfect friend and lover.

* * * * *

That episode passed out of date. Bessie gave her mind to improvement.

Discovery was made that she had a sweet singing voice, and, late in the

day as it seemed to begin, she undertook to learn the piano, on the plea

that it would be useful if she could only play enough to accompany

herself in a song. She had her dancing-lessons, her drawing-lessons, and

as much study of grammars, dictionaries, histories, geographies, and

sciences-made-easy as was good for her, and every day showed her more

and more what a dunce she was. Madame, however, treated her as a girl

who had _des moyens_, and she was encouraged to believe that when she

had done with school she would make as creditable a figure in the world

as most of her contemporaries.

How far off her _début_ might be no one had yet inquired. Since her late

experiences there was little certainty in Bessie's expectations of going

to Beechhurst for the long vacation which began in July. And it was

salutary that she entertained a doubt, for it mitigated disappointment

when it came. About a fortnight before the breaking up madame sent for

her one evening in to the _salon_, and with much consideration informed

her that it was arranged she should go with her to Bayeux and to the

sea, instead of going to England. Bessie had acquired the art of

controlling her feelings, and she accepted the fiat in silence. But she

felt a throb of vindictive rage against her grandfather, and said in her

heart that to live in a world where such men were masters, women ought

to be made of machinery. She refused to write to him, but she wrote home

to Beechhurst, and asked if any of them were coming to see her. But the

loving joint reply of her father and mother was that they thought it

better not.

Madame Fournier was indulgent in holiday-time, and Bessie was better

pleased at Bayeux than she had thought it possible to be. The canon

proved to be the most genial of old clergymen. He knew all the romance

of French history, and gave Bessie more instruction in their peripatetic

lectures about that drowsy, ancient city than she could have learnt in a

year of dull books. Then there was Queen Matilda's famous tapestry to

study in the museum, a very retired, rustic nook, all embowered in

vines. Bessie also practised sketching, for Bayeux is rich in bits of

street scenery--gables, queer windows, gateways, flowery balconies. And

she was asked into society with madame, and met the gentlefolks who kept

their simple, retired state about the magnificent cathedral. Before

Bayeux palled she was carried off to Luc-sur-Mer, the canon going too,

also in the care of madame his niece.

Bessie's regret next to that for home was for the loneliness of Janey

Fricker, left with Miss Foster in the Rue St. Jean. She wished for Janey

to walk with her in the rough sea-wind, to bathe with her, and talk with

her. One morning when the sun was glorious on the dancing waves, she

cried out her longing for her little friend. The next day Janey arrived

by the diligence. Mr. Fairfax had given madame _carte blanche_ for the

holiday entertainment of his granddaughter, and madame was glad to be

able to content her so easily. Luc-sur-Mer is not a place to be

enthusiastic about. Its beauty is moderate--a shelving beach, a

background of sand-hills, and the rocky reef of Calvados. The canon took

his gentle paces with a broad-brimmed abbé from Avranches, and madame

was happy in the society of a married sister from Paris. The two girls

did as they pleased. They were very fond of one another, and this

sentiment is enough for perfect bliss at their age. Bessie had never

wavered in her protecting kindness to Janey, and Janey served her now

with devotion, and promised eternal remembrance and gratitude.

When a fortnight came to an end at Luc-sur-Mer, Bessie returned to

Bayeux, and Janey went back to the Rue St. Jean. Before the school

reopened came into port at Caen the Petrel, and John Fricker, the

master-mariner, carried away his daughter. Janey left six lines of

hasty, tender adieu with Miss Foster for her friend, but no address. She

only said that she was "Going to sail with father."

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