CHAPTER X.

RAW RECRUITS.

She asked for men, and up he spoke, my handsome and hearty Sam,

“_I’ll_ die for the dear old Union, if she’ll take me as I am”;

And if a better man than he there’s mother that can show,

From Maine to Minnesota, then let the people know.

LUCY LARCOM.

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Many facts bearing upon the subject of this sketch have been already

presented in the opening chapter, but much more remains to be told, and

the reader will pardon me, I trust, for now injecting a little bit of

personal history to illustrate what thousands of young men were doing at

that time, and had been doing for months, as it leads up directly to the

theme about to be considered.

After I had obtained the reluctant consent of my father to enlist,—my

mother never gave hers,—the next step necessary was to make selection of

the organization with which to identify my fortunes. I well remember the

to me eventful August evening when that decision to enlist was arrived

at. The Union army, then under McClellan, had been driven from before

Richmond in the disastrous Peninsular campaign, and now the Rebel army,

under General Lee, was marching on Washington. President Lincoln had

issued a call for three hundred thousand three-years’ volunteers. One

evening, shortly after this call was made, I met three of my former

school-mates and neighbors in the chief village of the town I then

called home, and, after a brief discussion of the outlook, one of the

quartette challenged, or “stumped,” the others to enlist. The challenge

was promptly accepted all around, and hands were shaken to bind the

agreement. I will add in passing, that three of the four stood by that

agreement; the fourth was induced by increased wages to remain with his

employer, although he entered the service later in the war, and bears a

shell scar on his face to attest his honorable service.

After the decision had been reached, not to be revoked on my part as I

fully determined, I returned to my home, and either that night or the

next morning informed my father of the resolution I had taken. Instead

of interposing an emphatic objection, as he had done the previous year,

he said, in substance, “Well, you know I do not want you to go, but it

is very evident that a great many more must go, and if you have fully

determined upon it I shall not object.”

Having already determined upon the arm of the service which I should

enter, accompanied by three other acquaintances of the same opinion, two

of them the school-fellows mentioned, I started for Cambridge, with a

view of seeing Captain Porter, who was then at home recruiting for the

First Massachusetts Battery, which he commanded, and enlisting with him,

as there were at least two men in his company who were fellow-townsmen.

But we were much disappointed when the Captain informed us that his

company was now recruited to the number required. However, we directed

our steps back to Boston without delay, and there, in the second story of

the Old State House, enlisted in a new organization then rapidly filling.

Here is a copy of a certificate, still in my possession, which I was to

present on enlisting. It tells its own story.

VOLUNTEER ENLISTMENT.

STATE OF __________ [Illustration] TOWN OF __________

I, __________ born in __________ in the State of __________

aged __ years, and by occupation a __________ DO HEREBY

ACKNOWLEDGE to have volunteered this __ day of __________

18__, to serve as a =Soldier= in the _Army of the United

States of America_, for the period of _THREE YEARS_, unless

sooner discharged by proper authority: Do also agree to

accept such bounty, pay, rations, and clothing, as are, or

may be, established by law for volunteers. And I, __________

do solemnly swear, that I will bear true faith and allegiance

to the =United States of America=, and that I will serve them

honestly and faithfully against all their enemies or opposers

whomsoever; and that I will observe and obey the orders of the

President of the United States, and the orders of the officers

appointed over me, according to the Rules and Articles of War.

Sworn and subscribed to, at __________ this __ day of

__________ 18__,

BEFORE __________

_I CERTIFY, ON HONOR_, That I have carefully examined the above

named Volunteer, agreeably to the General Regulations of the

Army, and that in my opinion he is free from all bodily defects

and mental infirmity, which would, in any way, disqualify him

from performing the duties of a soldier.

EXAMINING SURGEON.

_I CERTIFY, ON HONOR_, That I have minutely inspected the

Volunteer, __________ previously to his enlistment, and that

he was entirely sober when enlisted; that, to the best of

my judgment and belief, he is of lawful age; and that, in

accepting him as duly qualified to perform the duties of an

able-bodied soldier, I have strictly observed the Regulations

which govern the recruiting service. This soldier has

__________ _eyes_, __________ _hair_, __________ _complexion_,

_is_ __ _feet_ __ _inches high_.

_Regiment of __________ Volunteers._

RECRUITING OFFICER.

DECLARATION OF RECRUIT.

I, __________ desiring to VOLUNTEER as a Soldier in the =Army

of the United States=, for the term of THREE YEARS, =Do

Declare=, That I am __ years and __ months of age; That I have

never been discharged from the United States service on account

of disability or by sentence of a court-martial, or by order

before the expiration of a term of enlistment; and I know of no

impediment to my serving honestly and faithfully as a soldier

for three years.

GIVEN at __________

The __ day of __________

Witness: __________

No. __

__________

_Volunteered at_ __________, __________ 18__,

_By_ __________ _Regiment of_ __________

__ _enlistment_; _last served in Company_ (__________) __

_Reg’t of_ __________.

_Discharged_ __________ 18__.

CONSENT IN CASE OF MINOR.

I, __________ do certify, That I am the father of __________,

that the said __________ is __ years of age; and I do hereby

freely give my CONSENT to his volunteering as a SOLDIER IN THE

ARMY OF THE UNITED STATES for the period of THREE YEARS.

GIVEN at __________ the __ day of __________ 186_.

Witness: __________

How often in later years did the disappointment I experienced at not

obtaining membership in the company I at first decided upon recur to me,

and how grateful I always felt for the fate which thus controlled my

enlistment. For the lot of a recruit in an old company was, at the best,

not an enviable one, and sometimes was made very disagreeable for him. He

stood in much the same relation to the veterans of his company that the

Freshman in college does to the Sophomores, or did when hazing was the

rule and not the exception. It is to be remembered that he was utterly

devoid of experience in everything which goes to make up the soldier, the

details of camping, cooking, drilling, marching, fighting, etc., which

put him at a disadvantage on all occasions. For this reason he easily

became the butt of a large number of his company—not all, for there were

some men who were ever ready to extend sympathy and furnish information

to him, when they saw it was needed, and did what they could to raise

him to the same general plane occupied by the old members. But many of

the veterans seemed to forget how they themselves obtained their army

education little by little, and so ofttimes bore down on recruits with

great severity.

In the later years of the war, when large bounties were being paid by

town, city, and State governments, to encourage enlistments, these

recruits were often addressed as “bounty-jumpers” by the evil disposed

among the old members. But that term was a misnomer, unless these men

proved later that they were deserving of it, for a bounty-jumper was a

man—I hate to call him one—who enlisted _only_ to get the bounty, and

deserted at the earliest opportunity.

Recruits, it should be said, as a class, stood the abuse which was heaped

upon them with much greater serenity of temper than they should have

done, and, indeed, so anxious were they to win favor with the veterans,

and to earn the right to be called and pass for old soldiers, that they

generally bore indignities without turning upon their assailants. The

term “recruit” in the mouth of a veteran was a very reproachful one,

but after one good brush with the enemy it was dropped, if the new men

behaved well under fire. In fact, those who abused the recruits most were

themselves, as a rule, the most unreliable in action and the greatest

shirks when on camp duty.

[Illustration: A WOOD DETAIL.]

When a detail made up of recruits and veterans was sent with the

wagons for wood, the recruits would be patted on the back by their

wily associates, and cajoled into doing most of the chopping, and then

challenged to lift the heaviest end of the logs into the wagons, which

they seldom refused to do. In the artillery, it usually fell to their

lot to care for the spare and used-up horses, not from any intention of

imposing upon them, but because cannoneers and drivers had their regular

tasks to perform, and all recruits entering the artillery began as spare

men, and worked up from the position of private to that of the highest

private—a cannoneer.

They always came to camp “flush” with money, and received every

encouragement from the bummers of the company to spend it freely; if they

did not do this, they were in a degree ostracised, and their lot made

much harder. When their boxes of goodies arrived from home, the lion’s

share went to the old hands. If the recruit did not give it to them, the

meanest of them would steal it when he was away on detail.

Then, all sorts of games were played on recruits by men who liked nothing

so well as a practical joke. I recall the case of a young man in my own

company who had just arrived, and, having been to the quartermaster for

his outfit of clothing and equipments, was asked by one of the practical

jokers why he did not get his umbrella.

“Do they furnish an umbrella?” he asked.

“Why, certainly,” said his persecutor, unblushingly. “It’s just like that

fraud of a quartermaster to jew a recruit out of a part of his outfit, to

sell for his own benefit. Go back and _demand_ your umbrella of him, and

a good one too!”

And the poor beguiled recruit returned to the quartermaster in high

dudgeon at the imagined attempt to swindle him, only to find, after a

little breeze, that he had been victimized by one of the practical jokers

of the camp.

There were at least two kinds of recruits to be found in every squad

that arrived in camp. One of these classes was made up of modest,

straightforward men, who accepted their new situation with its

deprivations gracefully, and brought no sugar-plums to camp with which to

ease their entrance into stern life on government fare and the hardships

of government service. They wore the government clothing as it was

furnished them, from the unshapely, uncomely forage cap to the shoddy,

inelastic sock. It mattered naught to them that the limited stock of the

quartermaster furnished nothing that fitted them. They accepted what he

tendered cheerfully, believing it to be all right, and seemed as happy

and as much at ease in a wilderness of overcoat and breeches as others

did who had been artistically renovated by the company tailor. But they

were none the less ludicrous and unsoldierly sights to look upon in such

rigs, and after a while would see themselves as others saw them, and

“spruce up” somewhat.

[Illustration: RECRUITS IN UNIFORM.]

These men drew their army rations to the full, not slighting the “salt

horse”, which I have intimated was rarely taken by old soldiers. They

found no fault when detailed for fatigue duty, were always ready to

learn, and in every way seemed anxious only to do the proper thing to

be done, hoping by such a course to win a speedy and easy ascent to the

plane of importance occupied by the veterans; and this course undoubtedly

did much to give them caste in the eyes of the latter.

Unlike these men in many particulars was the other class of recruits.

This latter class was not modest or retiring in demeanor. Its members

came to camp in a uniform calculated to provoke impertinent remarks

from the old vets. Their caps were from the store of a professional

hatter, and the numbers and emblem on the crown were of silver and gilt

instead of homely brass. Their clothing was generally custom-made.

The pantaloons in particular were not only made to fit well, but were

of the finest material obtainable, much unlike the government shoddy

which covered the old veteran, and through whose meshes peas of ordinary

calibre would almost rattle.

Then, their boots! such masterpieces of elegance and extravagance! Of

the cavalry pattern, reaching above the knee, almost doing away with the

necessity for pantaloons, sometimes of plain grained leather, sometimes

of enamelled, elaborately stitched and stamped, but always seeming to

mark their occupant as a man of note and distinction among his comrades.

They seemed a sort of fortification about their owner, protecting him

from too close contact with his vulgar surroundings. Alas! it never

required more than one day’s hard march in these dashing appendages to

humble their possessor so much that he would evacuate in as good order as

possible when camp was reached, if not compelled to before.

Their underwear was such as the common herd did not use in service. Their

shirts were “boiled”, that is, white ones, or, if woollen, were of some

“loud” checkered pattern, only less conspicuous than the flag which they

had sworn to defend. In brief, their general make-up would have stamped

them as military “dudes,” had such a class of creatures been then extant.

Of course, it was their privilege to wear whatever did not conflict with

Army Regulations, but I am giving the impressions they made on the minds

of the old soldiers.

As for government rations, they scoffed at them so long as there was a

dollar of bounty left, and a sutler within reach of camp to spend it

with. But when the treasury was exhausted they were disconsolate indeed,

and wished that the wicked war was over, with all their hearts. On

fatigue duty they were useless at-first, and the old soldiers made their

lot an unhappy one; but by dint of bulldozing and an abundance of hard

service, most of them got their fine sentimental notions pretty well

knocked out before they had been many weeks in camp. The sergeants into

whose hands they were put for instruction did not spare them, keeping

them hard at work until the recall from drill.

[Illustration: A SPARE MAN AND SPARE HORSES.]

It was fun in the artillery to see one of these dainty men, on his first

arrival, put in charge of a pair of spare horses,—spare enough, too,

usually. It was expected of him that he would groom, feed, and water

them. As it often happened that such a man had had no experience in the

care of horses, he would naturally approach the subject with a good deal

of awe. When the _Watering Call_ blew, therefore, and the bridles and

horses were pointed out to him by the sergeant, the fun began. Taking

the bridle, he would look first at it, then at the horse, as if in doubt

which end of him to put it on. In going to water, the drivers always

bridled the horse which they rode, and led the other by the halter. But

our unfledged soldier seemed innocent of all proper information. For the

first day or two he would _lead_ his charges; then, as his courage grew

with acquaintance, he would finally mount the near one, and, with his

legs crooked up like a V, cling for dear life until he got his lesson

learned in this direction. But all the time that he was getting initiated

he was a ridiculous object to observers.

The drilling of raw recruits of both the classes mentioned was no small

part of the trials that fell to the lot of billeted officers, for they

got hold of some of the crookedest sticks to make straight military men

of that the country—or, rather, _countries_—produced. Not the least

among the obstacles in the way of making good soldiers of them was

the fact that the recruits of 1864-5, in particular, included many who

could neither speak nor understand a word of English. In referring to

the disastrous battle of Reams Station, not long since, the late General

Hancock told me that the Twentieth Massachusetts Regiment had received

an accession of about two hundred German recruits only two or three days

before the battle, not one of whom could understand the orders of their

commanding officers. It can be easily imagined how much time and patience

would be required to mould such subjects as those into intelligent,

reliable soldiery.

[Illustration: DRILLING THE AWKWARD SQUAD.]

But outside of this class there were scores of men that spoke English

who would “hay-foot” every time when they should “straw-foot.” They were

incorrigibles in almost every military respect. Whenever they were out

with a squad—usually the “awkward squad”—for drill, they made business

lively enough for the sergeant in charge. When they stood in the rear

rank their loftiest ambition seemed to be to walk up the backs of their

file-leaders, and then they would insist that it was the file-leaders

who were out of step. Members of the much abused front rank often had

occasion to wish that the regulation thirteen inches from breast to back

might be extended to as many feet; but when the march was backward in

line, these front rank men would get square with their persecutors in the

rear.

To see such men attempt to change step while marching was no mean show.

I can think of nothing more apt to compare it with than the game of Hop

Scotch, in which the player hops first on one foot, then on both; or to

the blue jay, which, in uttering one of its notes, jumps up and down on

the limb; and if such a squad under full headway were surprised with a

sudden command to halt, they went all to pieces. It was no easy task to

align them, for each man had a line of his own, and they would crane

their heads out to see the buttons on the breast of the second man to

such an extent that the sergeant might have exclaimed, with the Irish

sergeant under like circumstances, “O be-gorra, what a bint row! Come out

here, lads, and take a look at yoursels!”

The awkward squad excelled equally in the infantry manual-of-arms.

Indeed, they displayed more real individuality here, I think, than in the

marchings, probably because it was the more noticeable. At a “shoulder”

their muskets pointed at all angles, from forty-five degrees to a

vertical. In the attempt to change to a “carry,” a part of them would

drop their muskets. At an “order,” no two of the butts reached the ground

together, and if a man could not always drop his musket on his _own_

toe he was a pretty correct shot with it on the toe of his neighbor.

But, with all their awkwardness and slowness at becoming acquainted with

a soldier’s duties, the recruits of the earlier years in time of need

behaved manfully. They made a poor exhibition on dress parade, but could

generally be counted on when more serious work was in hand. Sometimes,

when they made an unusually poor display on drill or parade, they were

punished—unjustly it may have been, for what they could not help—by

being subjected to the knapsack drill, of which I have already spoken.

It was a prudential circumstance that the war came to an end when it

did, for the quality of the material that was sent to the army in 1864

and 1865 was for the most part of no credit or value to any arm of the

service. The period of enlistments from promptings of patriotism had gone

by, and the man who entered the army solely from mercenary motives was

of little or no assistance to that army when it was in need of valiant

men, so that the chief burden and responsibility of the closing wrestle

for the mastery necessarily fell largely on the shoulders of the men who

bared their breasts for the first time in 1861, ’62, and ’63.

I have thus far spoken of a recruit in the usual sense of a man enlisted

to fill a vacancy in an organization already in the field. But this seems

the proper connection in which to say something of the experiences of men

who enlisted with original regiments, and went out with the same in ’61

and ’62. In many respects, their education was obtained under as great

adversity as fell to the lot of recruits. In _some_ respects, I think

their lot was harder. They knew absolutely nothing of war. They were

stirred by patriotic impulse to enlist and crush out treason, and hurl

back at once in the teeth of the enemy the charge of cowardice and accept

their challenge to the arbitrament of war. These patriots planned just

two moves for the execution of this desire: first, to enlist—to join some

company or regiment; second, to have that regiment transferred at once

to the immediate front of the Rebels, where they could fight it out and

settle the troubles without delay. Their intense fervor _to do something

right away_ to humble the haughty enemy, made them utterly unmindful

that they must first go to school and learn the art of war from its very

beginnings, and right at that point their sorrows began.

I think the greatest cross they bore consisted in being compelled to

settle down in home camp, as some regiments did for months, waiting

to be sent off. Here they were in sight of home in many cases, yet

outside of its comforts to a large extent; soldiers, yet out of danger;

bidding their friends a tender adieu to-day, because they are to leave

them—perhaps forever—to-morrow. But the morrow comes, and finds them

still in camp. Yes, there were soldiers who bade their friends a long

good-by in the morning, and started for camp expecting that very noon

or afternoon to leave for the tented field, but who at night returned

again to spend a few hours more at the homestead, as the departure of the

regiment had been unexpectedly deferred.

The soldiers underwent a great deal of wear and tear from false alarms

of this kind, owing to various reasons. Sometimes the regiment failed

to depart because it was not full; sometimes it was awaiting its field

officers; sometimes complete equipments were not to be had; sometimes

it was delayed to join an expedition not yet ready; and thus, in one

way or other, the men and their friends were kept long on the tiptoe of

expectation. Whenever a rumor became prevalent that the regiment was

surely going to leave on a certain day near at hand, straightway there

was an exodus from camp for home, some obtaining a furlough, but more

going without one, to take another touching leave all around, for the

dozenth time perhaps. Many of those who lived too far away to be sure

of returning in time, remained in camp, and telegraphed friends to meet

them at some large centre, as they passed through on the specified day,

which of course the friends faithfully tried to do, and succeeded if the

regiment set forth as rumored.

I said that many soldiers went home _without_ furloughs. There was a camp

guard hemming in every rendezvous for troops, with which I was familiar;

but no sentinel could see a man cross his beat _if he did not look at

him_, and this few of them did. Indeed, many of the sentinels themselves,

as soon as they were posted and the relieving squad were out of sight,

stuck their inverted muskets into the ground and decamped, either for

their two hours or for the day, and took their chances of being brought

to answer for it. The fact is, the men of ’61 and ’62 _wanted to go to

war_, and, whether they left the camp with or without leave, they were

sure to return to it. This fact was quite generally understood by their

superiors.

This home camp life seems interesting to look back upon. Hundreds of

men did not spend one day in six in camp. They came often enough to

have it known that they had not deserted, and then flitted again, but

other hundreds conscientiously remained. The company streets on every

pleasant day were radiant with the costumes of “fair women, and brave

men”—_to be_. On such a day a young man sauntering along the parade, or

winding in and out of the various company streets, the willing prisoner

of one or more interesting young women—his sisters, perhaps, or somebody

else’s—walked, the envy of the men who had no such friends to enliven

their camp life, or whose friends were too far away to visit them. If

these latter men secured an introduction to such a party, it tempered

their loneliness somewhat. And if such a party entered a tent, and joined

in the social round, it made a merry gathering while they tarried. But

there were other promenaders whose passing aroused no emotions of envy.

The husband and father attended by the loving wife and mother, whose brow

had already begun to wear that sober aspect arising from a forecasting

of the future, seeing, possibly, in the contingencies of war, herself a

widow, her children fatherless—dependent on her own unaided hands for all

of this world’s comforts, which must be provided for the helplessness of

childhood and youth. The husband, too, leading his boy or girl by the

hand as he walks, is not unmindful of the risks he has assumed or the

comforts he must sacrifice. But his hand is on the plough, and he will

not turn back.

Another interesting party often to be seen in the company street

comprised a father, mother, and son, perhaps an only boy, who had

volunteered for the war. Their reluctance at the step which he had taken

was manifested by turns in their looks, words, and acts. But while he

remained in the State, they must be with him as much as possible. See

that carpet-bag which the mother opens, as they take a seat on the straw

in the son’s tent! Notice the solicitude which she betrays as she takes

out one comfort or convenience after another—the socks for cold weather,

the woollens to ward off fever and ague, the medicine to antidote foul

water, the little roll of bandages which—may he never have occasion for;

the dozen other comforts that he ought to be provided with, including

some goodies which he had better take along if the regiment should chance

to go in a day or two. And so she loads him up—God bless her!—utterly

unmindful that the government has already provided him with more than he

can carry very far with his unaided strength.

Then, the camps were full of pedlers of “Yankee notions,” which soldiers

were supposed to stand in need of. I shall refer to some of these in

another connection.

The lesson of submission to higher military authority was a hard one for

free, honest American citizens to learn, and, while learning it, they

chafed tremendously. It was difficult for them to realize the difference

between men _with_ shoulder-straps and _without_ them; in fact, they

_would not_ realize it for a long time. When the straps crowned the

shoulders of social inferiors, submission to such authority was at times

degrading indeed. I have already touched upon this subject. But the

most judicious code of military discipline, even if administered by an

accomplished officer of estimable character, would have met with vigorous

opposition, for a time, from these impetuous and hitherto untrammelled

American citizens. Fortunately for them, perhaps, but unfortunately for

the service, the line officers were men of their own selection, their

neighbors and friends, who had met them as equals on all occasions. But

now, if such an officer attempted to enforce the authority conferred

by his rank, in the interest of better drill or discipline, he was

at once charged by his late equals with “showing off his authority,”

“putting on airs,” “feeling above his fellows”; and letters written home

advertised him as a “miniature tyrant,” etc., which made his position a

very uncomfortable one to hold for a time. But this condition of affairs

wore away soon after troops left the State, when the necessity for rigid

discipline became apparent to every man. And when the private soldier

saw that his captain was held responsible by the colonel for uncleanly

quarters or arms, or unsoldierly and ill disciplined men, the colonel in

turn being held to accountability by _his_ next superior, the growls grew

less frequent or were aimed at the government rather than the captain,

and the growlers began to settle down and accept the inevitable, taking

lessons in something new every day.

[Illustration: DRAFTED.]

It will be readily seen, I think, that the men composing the earliest

regiments and batteries had also their trials to endure, and they were

many; for not only they but their superiors were learning by rough

experience the art of war. They were, in a sense, “achieving greatness,”

while the recruits had “greatness thrust upon them,” often at short

notice. Furthermore, recruits from the latter part of 1862 forward went

out with a knowledge of much which they must undergo in the line of

hardship and privation, which the first rallies had to learn by actual

experience. And while it may be said that it took more courage for men

to go with the stern facts of actual war confronting them than when its

realities were unknown to them, yet it is also true that many of these

later enlistments were made under the advantage of pecuniary and other

inducements, without which many would not have been made. For patriotism

unstimulated by hope of reward saw high-water mark in 1861, and rapidly

receded in succeeding years, so that whereas men enlisted in 1861 and

early in ’62 because they wanted to go, and without hope of reward,

later in ’62 towns and individuals began to offer bounties to stimulate

lagging enlistments, varying in amount from $10 to $300; and increased

in ’63 and ’64 until, by the addition of State bounties, a recruit,

enlisting for a year, received in the fall of ’64 from $700 to $1000 in

some instances. It was this large bounty which led old veterans to haze

recruits in many ways. Of course, there was no justification for their

doing it, only as the recruits in some instances provoked it.

There was a song composed during the war, entitled the “Raw Recruit,”

sung to the tune of “Abraham’s Daughter,” which I am wholly unable to

recall, but a snatch of the first verse, or its parody, ran about as

follows:—

I’m a raw recruit, with a bran’-new suit,

Nine hundred dollars bounty,

And I’ve come down from Darbytown

To fight for Oxford County.

The name of the town and county were varied to suit the circumstances.

In 1863 a draft was ordered to fill the ranks of the army, as volunteers

did not come forward rapidly enough to meet the exigencies of the

service. Men of means, if drafted, hired a substitute, as allowed by law,

to go in their stead, when patriotism failed to set them in motion. Many

of these substitutes did good service, while others became deserters

immediately after enlisting. Conscription was never more unpopular than

when enforced upon American citizens at this time.

Here is a suggestive extract from a rhyme of that period, entitled

THE SUBSTITUTE.

A friend stepped up to me one day;

These are the words that he did say:

“A thousand dollars to you I’ll owe,

If in my place to war you’ll go.”

“A thousand dollars? Done!” says I;

“’Twill help to keep my family.”

I soon was clothed in a soldier’s suit,

And off to war as a substitute.

To a conscript camp first I was sent

And to the barracks my steps I bent.

I saw many there who wore blue suits,

And learned they were all substitutes.

Then orders came for us to go,

Way down where blood like rivers flow.

When the soldiers saw me, they yelled, “Recruit!

Why did you come as a substitute?”

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