CHAPTER XXI

"WHEN ROGUES FALL OUT"

The night seemed long to Madame Desvarennes. Agitated and feverish, she

listened through the silence, expecting every moment to hear some fearful

news. In fancy she saw Cayrol entering his wife's room like a madman,

unawares. She seemed to hear a cry of rage, answered by a sigh of

terror; then a double shot resounded, the room filled with smoke, and,

struck down in their guilty love, Serge and Jeanne rolled in death,

interlaced in each other's arms, like Paolo and Francesca de Rimini,

those sad lovers of whom Dante tells us.

Hour after hour passed; not a sound disturbed the mansion. The Prince

had not come in. Madame Desvarennes, unable to lie in bed, arose, and

now and again, to pass the time, stole on tiptoe to her daughter's room.

Micheline, thoroughly exhausted with fatigue and emotion, had fallen

asleep on her pillow, which was wet with tears.

Bending over her, by the light of the lamp, the mistress gazed at

Micheline's pale face, and a sigh rose to her lips.

"She is still young," she thought; "she may begin life afresh. The

remembrance of these sad days will be wiped out, and I shall see her

revive and smile again. That wretch was nearly the death of her."

And the image of Serge and Jeanne stretched beside each other in the room

full of smoke came before her eyes again. She shook her head to chase

the importunate vision away, and noiselessly regained her own apartment.

The day dawned pale and bleak. Madame Desvarennes opened her window and

cooled her burning brow in the fresh morning air. The birds were awake,

and were singing on the trees in the garden.

Little by little, the distant sound of wheels rolling by was heard. The

city was awakening from its sleep.

Madame Desvarennes rang and asked for Marechal. The secretary appeared

instantly. He, too, had shared the anxieties and fears of the mistress,

and had risen early. Madame Desvarennes greeted him with a grateful

smile. She felt that she was really loved by this good fellow, who

understood her so thoroughly. She begged him to go to Cayrol's, and gain

some information, without giving him further details, and she waited,

walking up and down the room to calm the fever of her mind.

On leaving the house in the Rue Taitbout, Serge felt bewildered, not

daring to go home, and unable to decide on any plan; yet feeling that it

was necessary to fix on something without delay, he reached the club.

The walk did him good, and restored his physical equilibrium. He was

thankful to be alive after such a narrow escape. He went upstairs with a

comparatively light step, and tossed his overcoat to a very sleepy

footman who had risen to receive him. He went into the card-room.

Baccarat was just finishing. It was three o'clock in the morning. The

appearance of the Prince lent the game a little fresh animation. Serge

plunged into it as if it were a battle. Luck was on his side. In a

short time he cleared the bank: a thousand louis. One by one the players

retired. Panine, left alone, threw himself on a couch and slept for a

few hours, but it was not a refreshing sleep. On the contrary, it made

him feel more tired.

The day servants disturbed him when they came in to sweep the rooms and

open the windows. He went into the lavatory, and there bathed his face.

When his ablutions were over he wrote a note to Jeanne, saying that he

had reflected, and could not possibly let her go away with him. He

implored her to do all in her power to forget him. He gave this letter

to one of the messengers, and told him to give it into the hands of

Madame Cayrol's maid, and to none other.

The care of a woman and the worry of another household seemed unbearable

to him. Besides, what could he do with Jeanne? The presence of his

mistress would prevent his being able to go back to Micheline. And now

he felt that his only hope of safety was in Micheline's love for him.

But first of all he must go and see if Herzog had returned, and ascertain

the real facts of the position in regard to the Universal Credit Company.

Herzog occupied a little house on the Boulevard Haussmann, which he had

hired furnished from some Americans. The loud luxury of the Yankees had

not frightened him. On the contrary, he held that the gay colors of the

furniture and the glitter of the gilded cornices were bound to have a

fascination for prospective shareholders. Suzanne had reserved a little

corner for herself, modestly hung with muslin and furnished with simple

taste, which was a great contrast to the loud appearance of the other

part of the house.

On arriving, Serge found a stableman washing a victoria. Herzog had

returned. The Prince quietly went up the steps, and had himself

announced.

The financier was sitting in his study by the window, looking through the

newspapers. When Serge entered he rose. The two men stood facing each

other for a moment. The Prince was the first to speak.

"How is it that you have kept me without news during your absence?"

asked he, harshly.

"Because," replied Herzog, calmly, "the only news I had was not good

news."

"At least I should have known it."

"Would the result of the operation have been different?"

"You have led me like a child in this affair," Serge continued, becoming

animated. "I did not know where I was going. You made me promises, how

have you kept them?"

"As I was able," quietly answered Herzog. "Play has its chances. One

seeks Austerlitz and finds Waterloo."

"But," cried the Prince, angrily, "the shares which you sold ought not to

have gone out of your hands."

"You believed that?" retorted the financier, ironically. "If they ought

not to have gone out of my hands it was hardly worth while putting them

into them."

"In short," said Panine, eager to find some responsible party on whom he

could pour out all the bitterness of his misfortune, "you took a mean

advantage of me."

"Good! I expected you to say that!" returned Herzog, smiling. "If the

business had succeeded, you would have accepted your share of the spoil

without any scruples, and would have felt ready to crown me. It has

failed; you are trying to get out of the responsibility, and are on the

point of treating me as if I were a swindler. Still, the affair would

not have been more honest in the first instance than in the second, but

success embellishes everything."

Serge looked hard at Herzog.

"What is there to prove," replied he, "that this speculation, which

brings ruin and loss to me, does not enrich you?"

"Ungrateful fellow!" observed the financier, ironically, "you suspect

me!"

"Of having robbed me!" cried Serge, in a rage. "Why not?"

Herzog, for a moment, lost his temper and turned red in the face. He

seized Panine violently by the arm, and said:

"Gently, Prince; whatever insults you heap upon me must be shared by you.

You are my partner."

"Scoundrel!" yelled Panine, exasperated at being held by Herzog.

"Personalities," said the financier, in a jesting tone. "Then I take my

leave!"

And loosing his hold of the Prince, he went toward the door.

Serge sprang after him, exclaiming:

"You shall not leave this room until you have given me the means of

rectifying this disaster."

"Then let us talk sensibly, as boon companions," said Herzog. "I know of

a marvellous move by which we can get out of the difficulty. Let us

boldly call a general meeting. I will explain the thing, and amaze

everybody. We shall get a vote of confidence for the past, with funds

for the future. We shall be as white as snow, and the game is played.

Are you in with me?"

"Enough," replied the Prince, intensely disgusted. "It does not suit me

to do a yet more shameful thing in order to get out of this trouble. It

is no use arguing further; we are lost."

"Only the weak allow themselves to be lost!" exclaimed the financier.

"The strong defend themselves. You may give in if you like; I won't.

Three times have I been ruined and three times have I risen again. My

head is good! I am down now. I shall rise again, and when I am well

off, and have a few millions to spare, I will settle old debts.

Everybody will be astonished because they won't expect it, and I shall be

more thought of than if I had paid up at the time."

"And if you are not allowed to go free?" asked Serge. "What if they

arrest you?"

"I shall be in Aix-la-Chapelle to-night," said Herzog. "From there I

shall treat with the shareholders of the Universal Credit. People judge

things better at a distance. Are you coming with me?"

"No," replied Serge, in a low voice.

"You are wrong. Fortune is capricious, and in six months we may be

richer than we ever have been. But as you have decided, let me give you

a piece of advice which will be worth the money you have lost. Confess

all to your wife; she can get you out of this difficulty."

The financier held out a hand to Serge which he did not take.

"Ah! pride!" murmured Herzog. "After all it is your right--It is you

who pay!"

Without answering a word the Prince went out.

At that same hour, Madame Desvarennes, tired by long waiting, was pacing

up and down her little drawing-room. A door opened and Marechal, the

long-looked for messenger, appeared. He had been to Cayrol's, but could

not see him. The banker, who had shut himself up in his private office

where he had worked all night, had given orders that no one should

interrupt him. And as Madame Desvarennes seemed to have a question on

her lips which she dared not utter, Marechal added that nothing unusual

seemed to have happened at the house.

But as the mistress was thanking her secretary, the great gate swung on

its hinges, and a carriage rolled into the courtyard. Marechal flew to

the window, and uttered one word,

"Cayrol!"

Madame Desvarennes motioned to him to leave her, and the banker appeared

on the threshold.

At a glance the mistress saw the ravages which the terrible night he had

passed through had caused. Yesterday, the banker was rosy, firm, and

upright as an oak, now he was bent, and withered like an old man. His

hair had become gray about the temples, as if scorched by his burning

thoughts. He was only the shadow of himself.

Madame Desvarennes advanced toward him, and in one word asked a world of

questions.

"Well?" she said.

Cayrol, gloomy and fierce, raised his eyes to the mistress, and answered:

"Nothing!"

"Did he not come?"

"Yes, he came. But I had not the necessary energy to kill him. I

thought it was an easier matter to become a murderer. And you thought so

too, eh?"

"Cayrol!" cried Madame Desvarennes, shuddering, and troubled to find

that she had been so easily understood by him whom she had armed on her

behalf.

"The opportunity was a rare one, though," continued Cayrol, getting

excited. "Fancy; I found them together under my own roof. The law

allowed me, if not the actual right to kill them, at least an excuse if

I did so. Well, at the decisive moment, when I ought to have struck the

blow, my heart failed me. He lives, and Jeanne loves him."

There was a pause.

"What are you going to do?"

"Get rid of him in another way," answered Cayrol. "I had only two ways

of killing him. One was to catch him in my own house, the other to call

him out. My will failed me in the one case; my want of skill would fail

me in the other. I will not fight Serge. Not because I fear death, for

my life is blighted, and I don't value it; but if I were dead, Jeanne

would belong to him, and I could not bear the thought of that even in

death. I must separate them forever."

"And how?"

"By forcing him to disappear."

"And if he refuse?"

Cayrol shook his head menacingly, and exclaimed:

"I defy him! If he resist, I will bring him before the assizes!"

"You?" said Madame Desvarennes, going nearer to Cayrol.

"Yes, I!" answered the banker, with energy.

"Wretched man! And my daughter?" cried the mistress. "Think well what

you are saying! You would disgrace me and mine."

"Am I not dishonored myself?" asked Cayrol. "Your son-in-law is a

robber, who has defiled my home and robbed my safe."

"An honest man does not seek to revenge himself after the manner you

suggest," said the mistress, gravely.

"An honest man defends himself as he can. I am not a knight. I am only

a financier. Money is my weapon. The Prince has stolen from me. I will

have him sentenced as a thief."

Madame Desvarennes frowned.

"Make out your account. I will pay it."

"Will you also pay me for my lost happiness?" cried the banker,

exasperated. "Should I not rather have chosen to be ruined than be

betrayed as I am? You can never repair the wrong he has done me.

And then I am suffering so, I must have my revenge!"

"Ah! fool that you are," replied Madame Desvarennes. "The guilty will

not feel your blows, but the innocent. When my daughter and I are in

despair will you be less unhappy! Oh! Cayrol, take heed that you lose

not in dignity what you gain in revenge. The less one is respected by

others the more one must respect one's self. Contempt and silence

elevate the victim, while rage and hatred make him descend to the level

of those who have outraged him."

"Let people judge me as they please. I care only for myself! I am a

vulgar soul, and have a low mind--anything you like. But the idea that

that woman belongs to another drives me mad. I ought to hate her, but,

notwithstanding everything, I cannot live without her. If she will come

back to me I will forgive her. It is ignoble! I feel it, but it is too

strong for me. I adore her!"

Before that blind love Madame Desvarennes shuddered. She thought of

Micheline who loved Serge as Cayrol loved Jeanne.

"Suppose she chooses to go away with Serge," said the mistress to

herself. In a moment she saw the house abandoned, Micheline and Serge in

foreign lands, and she alone in the midst of her overthrown happiness,

dying of sadness and regrets. She made a last effort to move Cayrol.

"Come, must I appeal in vain? Can you forget that I was a sure and

devoted friend to you, and that you owe your fortune to me? You are a

good man and will not forget the past. You have been outraged and have

the right of seeking revenge, but think that in carrying it out you will

hurt two women who have never done you any harm. Be generous! Be just!

Spare us!"

Cayrol remained silent; his face did not relax. After a moment he said:

"You see how low I have fallen, by not yielding at once to your

supplications! Friendship, gratitude, generosity, all the good feelings

I had, have been consumed by this execrable love. There is nothing left

but love for her. For her, I forget everything. I degrade and debase

myself. And what is worse than all, is that I know all this and yet I

cannot help myself."

"Miserable man!" murmured the mistress.

"Oh! most miserable," sobbed Cayrol, falling into an armchair.

Madame Desvarennes approached him, and quietly placed her hand on his

shoulder.

"Cayrol, you are weeping? Then, forgive."

The banker arose and, with lowering brow, said:

"No! my resolution is irrevocable. I wish to place a world between

Jeanne and Serge. If he has not gone away by tonight my complaint will

be lodged in the courts of justice."

Madame Desvarennes no longer persisted. She saw that the husband's heart

was permanently closed.

"It is well. I thank you for having warned me. You might have taken

action without doing so. Good-by, Cayrol. I leave your conscience to

judge between you and me."

The banker bowed, and murmured:

"Good-by!"

And with a heavy step, almost tottering, he went out.

The sun had risen, and lit up the trees in the garden. Nature seemed to

be making holiday. The flowers perfumed the air, and in the deep blue

sky swallows were flying to and fro. This earthly joy exasperated Madame

Desvarennes. She would have liked the world to be in mourning. She

closed the window hastily, and remained lost in her own reflections.

So everything was over! The great prosperity, the honor of the house,

everything was foundering in a moment. Even her daughter might escape

from her, and follow the infamous husband whom she adored in spite of his

faults--perhaps because of his very faults--and might drag on a weary

existence in a strange land, which would terminate in death.

For that sweet and delicate child could not live without material

comforts and mental ease, and her husband was doomed to go on from bad to

worse, and would drag her down with him! The mistress pictured her

daughter, that child whom she had brought up with the tenderest care,

dying on a pallet, and the husband, odious to the last, refusing her

admission to the room where Micheline was in agony.

A fearful feeling of anger overcame her. Her motherly love gained the

mastery, and in the silence of the room she roared out these words:

"That shall not be!"

The opening of the door recalled her to her senses, and she rose. It was

Marechal, greatly agitated. After Cayrol's arrival, not knowing what to

do, he had gone to the Universal Credit Company, and there, to his

astonishment, had found the offices closed. He had heard from the

porter, one of those superb personages dressed in blue and red cloth,

who were so important in the eyes of the shareholders, that the evening

before, owing to the complaint of a director, the police had entered the

offices, and taken the books away, and that the official seal had been

placed on the doors. Marechal, much alarmed, had hastened back to Madame

Desvarennes to apprise her of the fact. It was evidently necessary to

take immediate steps to meet this new complication. Was this indeed the

beginning of legal proceedings? And if so how would the Prince come out

of it?

Madame Desvarennes listened to Marechal, without uttering a word. Events

were hurrying on even quicker than she had dreaded. The fears of the

interested shareholders outran even the hatred of Cayrol. What would the

judges call Herzog's underhand dealings? Would it be embezzlement?

Or forgery? Would they come and arrest the Prince at her house?

The house of Desvarennes, which had never received a visit from a

sheriff's officer, was it to be disgraced now by the presence of the

police?

The mistress, in that fatal hour, became herself again. The strong-

minded woman of old reappeared. Marechal was more alarmed at this sudden

vigor than he had been at her late depression. When he saw Madame

Desvarennes going toward the door, he made an effort to detain her.

"Where are you going, Madame?" he inquired, with anxiety.

The mistress gave him a look that terrified him, and answered:

"I am going to square accounts with the Prince."

And, passing through the door leading to the little staircase, Madame

Desvarennes went up to her son-in-law's rooms.

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