CHAPTER XLII

MARRED LIVES

I

The discussion with the Girl is a source of much mortification. Harassed

on every side, persecuted by the authorities, and hounded even into the

street, my friend, in her hour of bitterness, confounds my appreciative

disagreement with the denunciation of stupidity and inertia. I realize

the inadequacy of the written word, and despair at the hopelessness of

human understanding, as I vainly seek to elucidate the meaning of the

Buffalo tragedy to friendly guards and prisoners. Continued

correspondence with the Girl accentuates the divergence of our views,

painfully discovering the fundamental difference of attitude underlying

even common conclusions.

By degrees the stress of activities reacts upon my friend's

correspondence. Our discussion lags, and soon ceases entirely. The world

of the outside, temporarily brought closer, again recedes, and the

urgency of the immediate absorbs me in the life of the prison.

II

A spirit of hopefulness breathes in the cell-house. The new commutation

law is bringing liberty appreciably nearer. In the shops and yard the

men excitedly discuss the increased "good time," and prisoners flit

about with paper and pencil, seeking a tutored friend to "figure out"

their time of release. Even the solitaries, on the verge of despair, and

the long-timers facing a vista of cheerless years, are instilled with

new courage and hope.

The tenor of conversation is altered. With the appointment of the new

Warden the constant grumbling over the food has ceased. Pleasant

surprise is manifest at the welcome change in "the grub." I wonder at

the tolerant silence regarding the disappointing Christmas dinner. The

men impatiently frown down the occasional "kicker." The Warden is

"green," they argue; he did not know that we are supposed to get currant

bread for the holidays; he will do better, "jest give 'im a chanc't."

The improvement in the daily meals is enlarged upon, and the men thrill

with amazed expectancy at the incredible report, "Oysters for New Year's

dinner!" With gratification we hear the Major's expression of disgust at

the filthy condition of the prison, his condemnation of the basket cell

and dungeon as barbarous, and the promise of radical reforms. As an

earnest of his regime he has released from solitary the men whom Warden

Wright had punished for having served as witnesses in the defence of

Murphy and Mong. Greedy for the large reward, Hopkins and his stools had

accused the two men of a mysterious murder committed in Elk City several

years previously. The criminal trial, involving the suicide of an

officer[50] whom the Warden had forced to testify against the

defendants, resulted in the acquittal of the prisoners, whereupon

Captain Wright ordered the convict-witnesses for the defence to be

punished.

[50] Officer Robert G. Hunter, who committed suicide August 30,

1901, in Clarion, Pa. (where the trial took place). He left

a written confession, in which he accused Warden E. S.

Wright of forcing him to testify against men whom he knew

to be innocent.

The new Warden, himself a physician, introduces hygienic rules,

abolishes the "holy-stoning"[51] of the cell-house floor because of the

detrimental effect of the dust, and decides to separate the consumptive

and syphilitic prisoners from the comparatively healthy ones. Upon

examination, 40 per cent. of the population are discovered in various

stages of tuberculosis, and 20 per cent. insane. The death rate from

consumption is found to range between 25 and 60 per cent. At light tasks

in the block and the yard the Major finds employment for the sickly

inmates; special gangs are assigned to keeping the prison clean, the

rest of the men at work in the shop. With the exception of a number of

dangerously insane, who are to be committed to an asylum, every prisoner

in the institution is at work, and the vexed problem of idleness

resulting from the anti-convict labor law is thus solved.

[51] The process of whitening stone floors by pulverizing sand

into their surfaces.

The change of diet, better hygiene, and the abolition of the dungeon,

produce a noticeable improvement in the life of the prison. The gloom of

the cell-house perceptibly lifts, and presently the men are surprised at

music hour, between six and seven in the evening, with the strains of

merry ragtime by the newly organized penitentiary band.

III

New faces greet me on the range. But many old friends are missing. Billy

Ryan is dead of consumption; "Frenchy" and Ben have become insane;

Little Mat, the Duquesne striker, committed suicide. In sad remembrance

I think of them, grown close and dear in the years of mutual suffering.

Some of the old-timers have survived, but broken in spirit and health.

"Praying" Andy is still in the block, his mind clouded, his lips

constantly moving in prayer. "Me innocent," the old man reiterates, "God

him know." Last month the Board has again refused to pardon the

lifetimer, and now he is bereft of hope. "Me have no more money. My

children they save and save, and bring me for pardon, and now no more

money." Aleck Killain has also been refused by the Board at the same

session. He is the oldest man in the prison, in point of service, and

the most popular lifer. His innocence of murder is one of the traditions

of Riverside. In the boat he had rented to a party of picnickers, a

woman was found dead. No clew could be discovered, and Aleck was

sentenced to life, because he could not be forced to divulge the names

of the men who had hired his boat. He pauses to tell me the sad news:

the authorities have opposed his pardon, demanding that he furnish the

information desired by them. He looks sere with confinement, his eyes

full of a mute sadness that can find no words. His face is deeply

seamed, his features grave, almost immobile. In the long years of our

friendship I have never seen Aleck laugh. Once or twice he smiled, and

his whole being seemed radiant with rare sweetness. He speaks abruptly,

with a perceptible effort.

"Yes, Aleck," he is saying, "it's true. They refused me."

"But they pardoned Mac," I retort hotly. "He confessed to a cold-blooded

murder, and he's only been in four years."

"Good luck," he remarks.

"How, good luck?"

"Mac's father accidentally struck oil on his farm."

"Well, what of it?"

"Three hundred barrels a day. Rich. Got his son a pardon."

"But on what ground did they dismiss your application? They know you are

innocent."

"District Attorney came to me. 'You're innocent, we know. Tell us who

did the murder.' I had nothing to tell. Pardon refused."

"Is there any hope later on, Aleck?"

"When the present administration are all dead, perhaps."

Slowly he passes on, at the approach of a guard. He walks weakly, with

halting step.

* * * * *

"Old Sammy" is back again, his limp heavier, shoulders bent lower. "I'm

here again, friend Aleck," he smiles apologetically. "What could I do?

The old woman died, an' my boys went off somewhere. Th' farm was sold

that I was borned in," his voice trembles with emotion. "I couldn't find

th' boys, an' no one wanted me, an' wouldn't give me any work. 'Go to

th' pogy',[52] they told me. I couldn't, Aleck. I've worked all me

life; I don't want no charity. I made a bluff," he smiles between

tears,--"Broke into a store, and here I am."

[52] Poorhouse.

With surprise I recognize "Tough" Monk among the first-grade men. For

years he had been kept in stripes, and constantly punished for bad work

in the hosiery department. He was called the laziest man in the prison:

not once in five years had he accomplished his task. But the new Warden

transferred him to the construction shop, where Monk was employed at his

trade of blacksmith. "I hated that damn sock makin'," he tells me.

"I've struck it right now, an' the Major says I'm the best worker in th'

shop. Wouldn't believe it, eh, would you? Major promised me a ten-spot

for the fancy iron work I did for them 'lectric posts in th' yard. Says

it's artistic, see? That's me all right; it's work I like. I won't lose

any time, either. Warden says Old Sandy was a fool for makin' me knit

socks with them big paws of mine. Th' Major is aw' right, aw' right."

* * * * *

With a glow of pleasure I meet "Smiling" Al, my colored friend from the

jail. The good-natured boy looks old and infirm. His kindness has

involved him in much trouble; he has been repeatedly punished for

shouldering the faults of others, and now the Inspectors have informed

him that he is to lose the greater part of his commutation time. He has

grown wan with worry over the uncertainty of release. Every morning is

tense with expectation. "Might be Ah goes to-day, Aleck," he hopefully

smiles as I pause at his cell. But the weeks pass. The suspense is

torturing the young negro, and he is visibly failing day by day.

* * * * *

A familiar voice greets me. "Hello, Berk, ain't you glad t' see an old

pal?" Big Dave beams on me with his cheerful smile.

"No, Davy. I hoped you wouldn't come back."

He becomes very grave. "Yes, I swore I'd swing sooner than come back.

Didn't get a chanc't. You see," he explains, his tone full of

bitterness, "I goes t' work and gets a job, good job, too; an' I keeps

'way from th' booze an' me pals. But th' damn bulls was after me. Got me

sacked from me job three times, an' den I knocked one of 'em on th'

head. Damn his soul to hell, wish I'd killed 'im. 'Old offender,' they

says to the jedge, and he soaks me for a seven spot. I was a sucker all

right for tryin' t' be straight."

IV

In the large cage at the centre of the block, the men employed about the

cell-house congregate in their idle moments. The shadows steal silently

in and out of the inclosure, watchful of the approach of a guard. Within

sounds the hum of subdued conversation, the men lounging about the

sawdust barrel, absorbed in "Snakes" Wilson's recital of his protracted

struggle with "Old Sandy." He relates vividly his persistent waking at

night, violent stamping on the floor, cries of "Murder! I see snakes!"

With admiring glances the young prisoners hang upon the lips of the old

criminal, whose perseverance in shamming finally forced the former

Warden to assign "Snakes" a special room in the hospital, where his

snake-seeing propensities would become dormant, to suffer again violent

awakening the moment he would be transferred to a cell. For ten years

the struggle continued, involving numerous clubbings, the dungeon, and

the strait-jacket, till the Warden yielded, and "Snakes" was permanently

established in the comparative freedom of the special room.

Little groups stand about the cage, boisterous with the wit of the

"Four-eyed Yegg," who styles himself "Bill Nye," or excitedly discussing

the intricacies of the commutation law, the chances of Pittsburgh

winning the baseball pennant the following season, and next Sunday's

dinner. With much animation, the rumored resignation of the Deputy

Warden is discussed. The Major is gradually weeding out the "old gang,"

it is gossiped. A colonel of the militia is to secure the position of

assistant to the Warden. This source of conversation is inexhaustible,

every detail of local life serving for endless discussion and heated

debate. But at the 'lookout's' whimpered warning of an approaching

guard, the circle breaks up, each man pretending to be busy dusting and

cleaning. Officer Mitchell passes by; with short legs wide apart, he

stands surveying the assembled idlers from beneath his fierce-looking

eyebrows.

"Quiet as me grandmother at church, ain't ye? All of a sudden, too. And

mighty busy, every damn one of you. You 'Snakes' there, what business

you got here, eh?"

"I've jest come in fer a broom."

"You old reprobate, you, I saw you sneak in there an hour ago, and

you've been chawin' the rag to beat the band. Think this a barroom, do

you? Get to your cells, all of you."

He trudges slowly away, mumbling: "You loafers, when I catch you here

again, don't you dare talk so loud."

One by one the men steal back into the cage, jokingly teasing each other

upon their happy escape. Presently several rangemen join the group.

Conversation becomes animated; voices are raised in dispute. But anger

subsides, and a hush falls upon the men, as Blind Charley gropes his way

along the wall. Bill Nye reaches for his hand, and leads him to a seat

on the barrel. "Feelin' better to-day, Charley?" he asks gently.

"Ye-es. I--think a little--better," the blind man says in an uncertain,

hesitating manner. His face wears a bewildered expression, as if he has

not yet become resigned to his great misfortune. It happened only a few

months ago. In company with two friends, considerably the worse for

liquor, he was passing a house on the outskirts of Allegheny. It was

growing dark, and they wanted a drink. Charley knocked at the door. A

head appeared at an upper window. "Robbers!" some one suddenly cried.

There was a flash. With a cry of pain, Charley caught at his eyes. He

staggered, then turned round and round, helpless, in a daze. He couldn't

see his companions, the house and the street disappeared, and all was

utter darkness. The ground seemed to give beneath his feet, and Charley

fell down upon his face moaning and calling to his friends. But they had

fled in terror, and he was alone in the darkness,--alone and blind.

"I'm glad you feel better, Charley," Bill Nye says kindly. "How are your

eyes?"

"I think--a bit--better."

The gunshot had severed the optic nerves in both eyes. His sight is

destroyed forever; but with the incomplete realization of sudden

calamity, Charley believes his eyesight only temporarily injured.

"Billy," he says presently, "when I woke this morning it--didn't seem

so--dark. It was like--a film over my eyes. Perhaps--it may--get better

yet," his voice quivers with the expectancy of having his hope

confirmed.

"Ah, whatcher kiddin' yourself for," "Snakes" interposes.

"Shut up, you big stiff," Bill flares up, grabbing "Snakes" by the

throat. "Charley," he adds, "I once got paralyzed in my left eye. It

looked just like yours now, and I felt as if there was a film on it. Do

you see things like in a fog, Charley?"

"Yes, yes, just like that."

"Well, that's the way it was with me. But little by little things got to

be lighter, and now the eye is as good as ever."

"Is that right, Billy?" Charley inquires anxiously. "What did you do?"

"Well, the doc put things in my eye. The croaker here is giving you some

applications, ain't he?"

"Yes; but he says it's for the inflammation."

"That's right. That's what the doctors told me. You just take it easy,

Charley; don't worry. You'll come out all right, see if you don't."

Bill reddens guiltily at the unintended expression, but quickly holds up

a warning finger to silence the giggling "Snowball Kid." Then, with

sudden vehemence, he exclaims: "By God, Charley, if I ever meet that

Judge of yours on a dark night, I'll choke him with these here hands, so

help me! It's a damn shame to send you here in this condition. You

should have gone to a hospital, that's what I say. But cheer up, old

boy, you won't have to serve your three years; you can bet on that.

We'll all club together to get your case up for a pardon, won't we,

boys?"

With unwonted energy the old yegg makes the rounds of the cage, taking

pledges of contributions. "Doctor George" appears around the corner,

industriously polishing the brasswork, and Bill appeals to him to

corroborate his diagnosis of the blind man's condition. A smile of timid

joy suffuses the sightless face, as Bill Nye slaps him on the shoulder,

crying jovially, "What did I tell you, eh? You'll be O. K. soon, and

meantime keep your mind busy how to avenge the injustice done you," and

with a violent wink in the direction of "Snakes," the yegg launches upon

a reminiscence of his youth. As far as he can remember, he relates, the

spirit of vengeance was strong within him. He has always religiously

revenged any wrong he was made to suffer, but the incident that afforded

him the greatest joy was an experience of his boyhood. He was fifteen

then, and living with his widowed mother and three elder sisters in a

small country place. One evening, as the family gathered in the large

sitting-room, his sister Mary said something which deeply offended him.

In great rage he left the house. Just as he was crossing the street, he

was met by a tall, well-dressed gentleman, evidently a stranger in the

town. The man guardedly inquired whether the boy could direct him to

some address where one might pass the evening pleasantly. "Quick as a

flash a brilliant idea struck me," Bill narrates, warming to his story.

"Never short of them, anyhow," he remarks parenthetically, "but here was

my revenge! 'you mean a whore-house, don't you?' I ask the fellow. Yes,

that's what was wanted, my man says. 'Why,' says I to him, kind of

suddenly, 'see the house there right across the street? That's the place

you want,' and I point out to him the house where the old lady and my

three sisters are all sitting around the table, expectant like--waiting

for me, you know. Well, the man gives me a quarter, and up he goes,

knocks on the door and steps right in. I hide in a dark corner to see

what's coming, you know, and sure enough, presently the door opens with

a bang and something comes out with a rush, and falls on the veranda,

and mother she's got a broom in her hand, and the girls, every blessed

one of them, out with flatiron and dustpan, and biff, baff, they rain it

upon that thing on the steps. I thought I'd split my sides laughing. By

an' by I return to the house, and mother and sisters are kind of

excited, and I says innocent-like, 'What's up, girls?' Well, you ought

to hear 'em! Talk, did they? 'That beast of a man, the dirty thing that

came to the house and insulted us with--' they couldn't even mention the

awful things he said; and Mary--that's the sis I got mad at--she cries,

'Oh, Billie, you're so big and strong, I wish you was here when that

nasty old thing came up.'"

The boys are hilarious over the story, and "Doctor George" motions me

aside to talk over "old times." With a hearty pressure I greet my

friend, whom I had not seen since the days of the first investigation.

Suspected of complicity, he had been removed to the shops, and only

recently returned to his former position in the block. His beautiful

thick hair has grown thin and gray; he looks aged and worn. With sadness

I notice his tone of bitterness. "They almost killed me, Aleck!" he

says; "if it wasn't for my wife, I'd murder that old Warden." Throughout

his long confinement, his wife had faithfully stood by him, her

unfailing courage and devotion sustaining him in the hours of darkness

and despair. "The dear girl," he muses, "I'd be dead if it wasn't for

her." But his release is approaching. He has almost served the sentence

of sixteen years for alleged complicity in the bank robbery at

Leechburg, during which the cashier was killed. The other two men

convicted of the crime have both died in prison. The Doctor alone has

survived, "thanks to the dear girl," he repeats. But the six months at

the workhouse fill him with apprehension. He has been informed that the

place is a veritable inferno, even worse than the penitentiary. However,

his wife is faithfully at work, trying to have the workhouse sentence

suspended, and full liberty may be at hand.

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