CHAPTER XXXV

AN ALLIANCE WITH THE BIRDS

I

The disappearance of the revolvers is shrouded in mystery. In vain I

rack my brain to fathom the precarious situation; it defies

comprehension and torments me with misgivings. Jim's certainty that the

weapons did not pass between the bars of the cellar, momentarily allays

my dread. But Tony's vehement insistence that he had delivered the

package, throws me into a panic of fear. My firm faith in the two

confidants distracts me with uncertainty and suspense. It is incredible

that Tony should seek to deceive me. Yet Jim has kept constant vigil at

the point of delivery; there is little probability of his having missed

the package. But supposing he has, what has become of it? Perhaps it

fell into some dark corner of the cellar. The place must be searched at

once.

Desperate with anxiety, I resort to the most reckless means to afford

Jim an opportunity to visit the cellar. I ransack the cell-house for old

papers and rags; with miserly hand I gather all odds and ends, broken

tools, pieces of wood, a bucketful of sawdust. Trembling with fear of

discovery, I empty the treasure into the sewer at the end of the hall,

and tightly jam the elbow of the waste pipe. The smell of excrement

fills the block, the cell privies overrun, and inundate the hall. The

stench is overpowering; steadily the water rises, threatening to flood

the cell-house. The place is in a turmoil: the solitaries shout and

rattle on the bars, the guards rush about in confusion. The Block

Captain yells, "Hey, Jasper, hurry! Call the plumber; get Jim. Quick!"

But repeated investigation of the cellar fails to disclose the weapons.

In constant dread of dire possibilities, I tremble at every step,

fancying lurking suspicion, sudden discovery, and disaster. But the days

pass; the calm of the prison routine is undisturbed, giving no

indication of untoward happening or agitation. By degrees my fears

subside. The inexplicable disappearance of the revolvers is fraught with

danger; the mystery is disquieting, but it has fortunately brought no

results, and must apparently remain unsolved.

* * * * *

Unexpectedly my fears are rearoused. Called to the desk by Officer

Mitchell for the distribution of the monthly allowance of matches, I

casually glance out of the yard door. At the extreme northwestern end,

Assistant Deputy Hopkins loiters near the wall, slowly walking on the

grass. The unusual presence of the overseer at the abandoned gate wakes

my suspicion. The singular idling of the energetic guard, his furtive

eyeing of the ground, strengthens my worst apprehensions. Something must

have happened. Are they suspecting the tunnel? But work has not been

commenced; besides, it is to terminate at the very opposite point of the

yard, fully a thousand feet distant. In perplexity I wonder at the

peculiar actions of Hopkins. Had the weapons been found, every inmate

would immediately be subjected to a search, and shops and cell-house

ransacked.

In anxious speculation I pass a sleepless night; morning dawns without

bringing a solution. But after breakfast the cell-house becomes

strangely quiet; the shop employees remain locked in. The rangemen are

ordered to their cells, and guards from the yard and shops march into

the block, and noisily ascend the galleries. The Deputy and Hopkins

scurry about the hall; the rotunda door is thrown open with a clang, and

the sharp command of the Warden resounds through the cell-house,

"General search!"

I glance hurriedly over my table and shelf. Surprises of suspected

prisoners are frequent, and I am always prepared. But some contraband is

on hand. Quickly I snatch my writing material from the womb of the

bedtick. In the very act of destroying several sketches of the previous

year, a bright thought flashes across my mind. There is nothing

dangerous about them, save the theft of the paper. "Prison Types," "In

the Streets of New York," "Parkhurst and the Prostitute," "Libertas--a

Study in Philology," "The Slavery of Tradition"--harmless products of

evening leisure. Let them find the booklets! I'll be severely

reprimanded for appropriating material from the shops, but my sketches

will serve to divert suspicion: the Warden will secretly rejoice that my

mind is not busy with more dangerous activities. But the sudden search

signifies grave developments. General overhaulings, involving temporary

suspension of the industries and consequent financial loss, are rare.

The search of the entire prison is not due till spring. Its precipitancy

confirms my worst fears: the weapons have undoubtedly been found! Jim's

failure to get possession of them assumes a peculiar aspect. It is

possible, of course, that some guard, unexpectedly passing through the

cellar, discovered the bundle between the bars, and appropriated it

without attracting Jim's notice. Yet the latter's confident assertion of

his presence at the window at the appointed moment indicates another

probability. The thought is painful, disquieting. But who knows? In an

atmosphere of fear and distrust and almost universal espionage, the best

friendships are tinged with suspicion. It may be that Jim, afraid of

consequences, surrendered the weapons to the Warden. He would have no

difficulty in explaining the discovery, without further betrayal of my

confidence. Yet Jim, a "pete man"[49] of international renown, enjoys

the reputation of a thoroughly "square man" and loyal friend. He has

given me repeated proof of his confidence, and I am disinclined to

accuse a possibly innocent man. It is fortunate, however, that his

information is limited to the weapons. No doubt he suspects some sort of

escape; but I have left him in ignorance of my real plans. With these

Tony alone is entrusted.

[49] Safe blower.

The reflection is reassuring. Even if indiscretion on Tony's part is

responsible for the accident, he has demonstrated his friendship.

Realizing the danger of his mission, he may have thrown in the weapons

between the cellar bars, ignoring my directions of previously

ascertaining the presence of Jim at his post. But the discovery of the

revolvers vindicates the veracity of Tony, and strengthens my confidence

in him. My fate rests in the hands of a loyal comrade, a friend who has

already dared great peril for my sake.

* * * * *

The general search is over, bringing to light quantities of various

contraband. The counterfeit outfit, whose product has been circulating

beyond the walls of the prison, is discovered, resulting in a secret

investigation by Federal officials. In the general excitement, the

sketches among my effects have been ignored, and left in my possession.

But no clew has been found in connection with the weapons. The

authorities are still further mystified by the discovery that the lock

on the trapdoor in the roof of the cell-house building had been tampered

with. With an effort I suppress a smile at the puzzled bewilderment of

the kindly old Mitchell, as, with much secrecy, he confides to me the

information. I marvel at the official stupidity that failed to make the

discovery the previous year, when, by the aid of Jim and my young friend

Russell, I had climbed to the top of the cell-house, while the inmates

were at church, and wrenched off the lock of the trapdoor, leaving in

its place an apparent counterpart, provided by Jim. With the key in our

possession, we watched for an opportunity to reach the outside roof,

when certain changes in the block created insurmountable obstacles,

forcing the abandonment of the project. Russell was unhappy over the

discovery, the impulsive young prisoner steadfastly refusing to be

reconciled to the failure. His time, however, being short, I have been

urging him to accept the inevitable. The constant dwelling upon escape

makes imprisonment more unbearable; the passing of his remaining two

years would be hastened by the determination to serve out his sentence.

The boy listens quietly to my advice, his blue eyes dancing with

merriment, a sly smile on the delicate lips. "You are right, Aleck," he

replies, gravely, "but say, last night I thought out a scheme; it's

great, and we're sure to make our get-a-way." With minute detail he

pictures the impossible plan of sawing through the bars of the cell at

night, "holding up" the guards, binding and gagging them, and "then the

road would be clear." The innocent boy, for all his back-country

reputation of "bad man," is not aware that "then" is the very threshold

of difficulties. I seek to explain to him that, the guards being

disposed of, we should find ourselves trapped in the cell-house. The

solid steel double doors leading to the yard are securely locked, the

key in the sole possession of the Captain of the night watch, who cannot

be reached except through the well-guarded rotunda. But the boy is not

to be daunted. "We'll have to storm the rotunda, then," he remarks,

calmly, and at once proceeds to map out a plan of campaign. He smiles

incredulously at my refusal to participate in the wild scheme. "Oh, yes,

you will, Aleck. I don't believe a word you say. I know you're keen to

make a get-a-way." His confidence somewhat shaken by my resolution, he

announces that he will "go it alone."

The declaration fills me with trepidation: the reckless youth will throw

away his life; his attempt may frustrate my own success. But it is in

vain to dissuade him by direct means. I know the determination of the

boy. The smiling face veils the boundless self-assurance of exuberant

youth, combined with indomitable courage. The redundance of animal

vitality and the rebellious spirit have violently disturbed the inertia

of his rural home, aggravating its staid descendants of Dutch forbears.

The taunt of "ne'er-do-well" has dripped bitter poison into the innocent

pranks of Russell, stamping the brand of desperado upon the good-natured

boy.

I tax my ingenuity to delay the carrying out of his project. He has

secreted the saws I had procured from the Girl for the attempt of the

previous year, and his determination is impatient to make the dash for

liberty. Only his devotion to me and respect for my wishes still hold

the impetuous boy in leash. But each day his restlessness increases;

more insistently he urges my participation and a definite explanation of

my attitude.

At a loss to invent new objections, I almost despair of dissuading

Russell from his desperate purpose. From day to day I secure his solemn

promise to await my final decision, the while I vaguely hope for some

development that would force the abandonment of his plan. But nothing

disturbs the routine, and I grow nervous with dread lest the boy,

reckless with impatience, thwart my great project.

II

The weather is moderating; the window sashes in the hall are being

lowered: the signs of approaching spring multiply. I chafe at the lack

of news from Tony, who had departed on his mission to New York. With

greedy eyes I follow the Chaplain on his rounds of mail delivery.

Impatient of his constant pauses on the galleries, I hasten along the

range to meet the postman.

"Any letters for me, Mr. Milligan?" I ask, with an effort to steady my

voice.

"No, m' boy."

My eyes devour the mail in his hand. "None to-day, Aleck," he adds;

"this is for your neighbor Pasquale."

I feel apprehensive at Tony's silence. Another twenty-four hours must

elapse before the Chaplain returns. Perhaps there will be no mail for me

to-morrow, either. What can be the matter with my friend? So many

dangers menace his every step--he might be sick--some accident....

Anxious days pass without mail. Russell is becoming more insistent,

threatening a "break." The solitaries murmur at my neglect. I am nervous

and irritable. For two weeks I have not heard from Tony; something

terrible must have happened. In a ferment of dread, I keep watch on the

upper rotunda. The noon hour is approaching: the Chaplain fumbles with

his keys; the door opens, and he trips along the ranges. Stealthily I

follow him under the galleries, pretending to dust the bars. He descends

to the hall.

"Good morning, Chaplain," I seek to attract his attention, wistfully

peering at the mail in his hand.

"Good morning, m' boy. Feeling good to-day?"

"Thank you; pretty fair." My voice trembles at his delay, but I fear

betraying my anxiety by renewed questioning.

He passes me, and I feel sick with disappointment. Now he pauses.

"Aleck," he calls, "I mislaid a letter for you yesterday. Here it is."

With shaking hand I unfold the sheet. In a fever of hope and fear, I

pore over it in the solitude of the cell. My heart palpitates violently

as I scan each word and letter, seeking hidden meaning, analyzing every

flourish and dash, carefully distilling the minute lines, fusing the

significant dots into the structure of meaning. Glorious! A house has

been rented--28 Sterling Street--almost opposite the gate of the south

wall. Funds are on hand, work is to begin at once!

With nimble step I walk the range. The river wafts sweet fragrance to my

cell, the joy of spring is in my heart. Every hour brings me nearer to

liberty: the faithful comrades are steadily working underground. Perhaps

within a month, or two at most, the tunnel will be completed. I count

the days, crossing off each morning the date on my calendar. The news

from Tony is cheerful, encouraging: the work is progressing smoothly,

the prospects of success are splendid. I grow merry at the efforts of

uninitiated friends in New York to carry out the suggestions of the

attorneys to apply to the Superior Court of the State for a writ, on the

ground of the unconstitutionality of my sentence. I consult gravely with

Mr. Milligan upon the advisability of the step, the amiable Chaplain

affording me the opportunity of an extra allowance of letter paper. I

thank my comrades for their efforts, and urge the necessity of

collecting funds for the appeal to the upper court. Repeatedly I ask the

advice of the Chaplain in the legal matter, confident that my apparent

enthusiasm will reach the ears of the Warden: the artifice will mask my

secret project and lull suspicion. My official letters breathe assurance

of success, and with much show of confidence I impress upon the trusties

my sanguine expectation of release. I discuss the subject with officers

and stools, till presently the prison is agog with the prospective

liberation of its fourth oldest inmate. The solitaries charge me with

messages to friends, and the Deputy Warden offers advice on behavior

beyond the walls. The moment is propitious for a bold stroke. Confined

to the cell-house, I shall be unable to reach the tunnel. The privilege

of the yard is imperative.

It is June. Unfledged birdies frequently fall from their nests, and I

induce the kindly runner, "Southside" Johnny, to procure for me a brace

of sparlings. I christen the little orphans Dick and Sis, and the memory

of my previous birds is revived among inmates and officers. Old Mitchell

is in ecstasy over the intelligence and adaptability of my new feathered

friends. But the birds languish and waste in the close air of the

block; they need sunshine and gravel, and the dusty street to bathe in.

Gradually I enlist the sympathies of the new doctor by the curious

performances of my pets. One day the Warden strolls in, and joins in

admiration of the wonderful birds.

"Who trained them?" he inquires.

"This man," the physician indicates me. A slight frown flits over the

Warden's face. Old Mitchell winks at me, encouragingly.

"Captain," I approach the Warden, "the birds are sickly for lack of air.

Will you permit me to give them an airing in the yard?"

"Why don't you let them go? You have no permission to keep them."

"Oh, it would be a pity to throw them out," the doctor intercedes. "They

are too tame to take care of themselves."

"Well, then," the Warden decides, "let Jasper take them out every day."

"They will not go with any one except myself," I inform him. "They

follow me everywhere."

The Warden hesitates.

"Why not let Berkman go out with them for a few moments," the doctor

suggests. "I hear you expect to be free soon," he remarks to me

casually. "Your case is up for revision?"

"Yes."

"Well, Berkman," the Warden motions to me, "I will permit you ten

minutes in the yard, after your sweeping is done. What time are you

through with it?"

"At 9.30 A. M."

"Mr. Mitchell, every morning, at 9.30, you will pass Berkman through the

doors. For ten minutes, on the watch." Then turning to me, he adds:

"You are to stay near the greenhouse; there is plenty of sand there. If

you cross the dead line of the sidewalk, or exceed your time a single

minute, you will be punished."

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