CHAPTER XXXIII

THE TUNNEL

I

The adverse decision of the Board of Pardons terminates all hope of

release by legal means. Had the Board refused to commute my sentence

after hearing the argument, another attempt could be made later on. But

the refusal to grant a rehearing, the crafty stratagem to circumvent

even the presentation of my case, reveals the duplicity of the previous

promise and the guilty consciousness of the illegality of my multiplied

sentences. The authorities are determined that I should remain in the

prison, confident that it will prove my tomb. Realizing this fires my

defiance, and all the stubborn resistance of my being. There is no hope

of surviving my term. At best, even with the full benefit of the

commutation time--which will hardly be granted me, in view of the

attitude of the prison management--I still have over nine years to

serve. But existence is becoming increasingly more unbearable; long

confinement and the solitary have drained my vitality. To endure the

nine years is almost a physical impossibility. I must therefore

concentrate all my energy and efforts upon escape.

My position as rangeman is of utmost advantage. I have access to every

part of the cell-house, excepting the "crank row." The incident of

feeding the insane has put an embargo upon my communication with them, a

special hallboy having been assigned to care for the deranged. But

within my area on the range are the recent arrivals and the sane

solitaries; the division of my duties with the new man merely

facilitates my task, and affords me more leisure.

* * * * *

The longing for liberty constantly besets my mind, suggesting various

projects. The idea of escape daily strengthens into the determination

born of despair. It possesses me with an exclusive passion, shaping

every thought, molding every action. By degrees I curtail correspondence

with my prison chums, that I may devote the solitude of the evening to

the development of my plans. The underground tunnel masters my mind with

the boldness of its conception, its tremendous possibilities. But the

execution! Why do my friends regard the matter so indifferently? Their

tepidity irritates me. Often I lash myself into wild anger with Carl for

having failed to impress my comrades with the feasibility of the plan,

to fire them with the enthusiasm of activity. My _sub rosa_ route is

sporadic and uncertain. Repeatedly I have hinted to my friends the

bitter surprise I feel at their provoking indifference; but my

reproaches have been studiously ignored. I cannot believe that

conditions in the movement preclude the realization of my suggestion.

These things have been accomplished in Russia. Why not in America? The

attempt should be made, if only for its propagandistic effect. True, the

project will require considerable outlay, and the work of skilled and

trustworthy men. Have we no such in our ranks? In Parsons and Lum, this

country has produced her Zheliabovs; is the genius of America not equal

to a Hartman?[48] The tacit skepticism of my correspondents pain me, and

rouses my resentment. They evidently lack faith in the judgment of "one

who has been so long separated" from their world, from the interests and

struggles of the living. The consciousness of my helplessness without

aid from the outside gnaws at me, filling my days with bitterness. But I

will persevere: I will compel their attention and their activity; aye,

their enthusiasm!

[48] Hartman engineered the tunnel beneath the Moscow railway,

undermined in an unsuccessful attempt to kill Alexander

II., in 1880.

With utmost zeal I cultivate the acquaintance of Tony. The months of

frequent correspondence and occasional personal meetings have developed

a spirit of congeniality and good will. I exert my ingenuity to create

opportunities for stolen interviews and closer comradeship. Through the

aid of a friendly officer, I procure for Tony the privilege of assisting

his rangeman after shop hours, thus enabling him to communicate with me

to greater advantage. Gradually we become intimate, and I learn the

story of his life, rich in adventure and experience. An Alsatian, small

and wiry, Tony is a man of quick wit, with a considerable dash of the

Frenchman about him. He is intelligent and daring--the very man to carry

out my plan.

For days I debate in my mind the momentous question: shall I confide the

project to Tony? It would be placing myself in his power, jeopardizing

the sole hope of my life. Yet it is the only way; I must rely on my

intuition of the man's worth. My nights are sleepless, excruciating with

the agony of indecision. But my friend's sentence is nearing completion.

We shall need time for discussion and preparation, for thorough

consideration of every detail. At last I resolve to take the decisive

step, and next day I reveal the secret to Tony.

His manner allays apprehension. Serene and self-possessed, he listens

gravely to my plan, smiles with apparent satisfaction, and briefly

announces that it shall be done. Only the shining eyes of my reticent

comrade betray his elation at the bold scheme, and his joy in the

adventure. He is confident that the idea is feasible, suggesting the

careful elaboration of details, and the invention of a cipher to insure

greater safety for our correspondence. The precaution is necessary; it

will prove of inestimable value upon his release.

With great circumspection the cryptogram is prepared, based on a

discarded system of German shorthand, but somewhat altered, and further

involved by the use of words of our own coinage. The cipher, thus

perfected, will defy the skill of the most expert.

But developments within the prison necessitate changes in the project.

The building operations near the bathhouse destroy the serviceability of

the latter for my purpose. We consider several new routes, but soon

realize that lack of familiarity with the construction of the

penitentiary gas and sewer systems may defeat our success. There are no

means of procuring the necessary information: Tony is confined to the

shop, while I am never permitted out of the cell-house. In vain I strive

to solve the difficulty; weeks pass without bringing light.

My Providence comes unexpectedly, in the guise of a fight in the yard.

The combatants are locked up on my range. One of them proves to be

"Mac," an aged prisoner serving a third term. During his previous

confinement, he had filled the position of fireman, one of his duties

consisting in the weekly flushing of the sewers. He is thoroughly

familiar with the underground piping of the yard, but his reputation

among the inmates is tinged with the odor of sycophancy. He is, however,

the only means of solving my difficulty, and I diligently set myself to

gain his friendship. I lighten his solitary by numerous expressions of

my sympathy, often secretly supplying him with little extras procured

from my kitchen friends. The loquacious old man is glad of an

opportunity to converse, and I devote every propitious moment to

listening to his long-winded stories of the "great jobs" he had

accomplished in "his" time, the celebrated "guns" with whom he had

associated, the "great hauls" he had made and "blowed in with th'

fellers." I suffer his chatter patiently, encouraging the recital of his

prison experiences, and leading him on to dwell upon his last "bit." He

becomes reminiscent of his friends in Riverside, bewails the early

graves of some, others "gone bugs," and rejoices over his good chum

Patty McGraw managing to escape. The ever-interesting subject gives

"Mac" a new start, and he waxes enthusiastic over the ingenuity of

Patty, while I express surprise that he himself had never attempted to

take French leave. "What!" he bristles up, "think I'm such a dummy?" and

with great detail he discloses his plan, "'way in th' 80's" to swim

through the sewer. I scoff at his folly, "You must have been a chump,

Mac, to think it could be done," I remark. "I was, was I? What do you

know about the piping, eh? Now, let me tell you. Just wait," and,

snatching up his library slate, he draws a complete diagram of the

prison sewerage. In the extreme southwest corner of the yard he

indicates a blind underground alley.

"What's this?" I ask, in surprise.

"Nev'r knew _that_, did yer? It's a little tunn'l, connectin' th'

cellar with th' females, see? Not a dozen men in th' dump know 't; not

ev'n a good many screws. Passage ain't been used fer a long time."

In amazement I scan the diagram. I had noticed a little trap door at the

very point in the yard indicated in the drawing, and I had often

wondered what purpose it might serve. My heart dances with joy at the

happy solution of my difficulty. The "blind alley" will greatly

facilitate our work. It is within fifteen feet, or twenty at most, of

the southwestern wall. Its situation is very favorable: there are no

shops in the vicinity; the place is never visited by guards or

prisoners.

The happy discovery quickly matures the details of my plan: a house is

to be rented opposite the southern wall, on Sterling Street. Preferably

it is to be situated very near to the point where the wall adjoins the

cell-house building. Dug in a direct line across the street, and

underneath the south wall, the tunnel will connect with the "blind

alley." I shall manage the rest.

II

Slowly the autumn wanes. The crisp days of the Indian summer linger, as

if unwilling to depart. But I am impatient with anxiety, and long for

the winter. Another month, and Tony will be free. Time lags with tardy

step, but at last the weeks dwarf into days, and with joyful heart we

count the last hours.

To-morrow my friend will greet the sunshine. He will at once communicate

with my comrades, and urge the immediate realization of the great plan.

His self-confidence and faith will carry conviction, and stir them with

enthusiasm for the undertaking. A house is to be bought or rented

without loss of time, and the environs inspected. Perhaps operations

could not begin till spring; meanwhile funds are to be collected to

further the work. Unfortunately, the Girl, a splendid organizer, is

absent from the country. But my friends will carefully follow the

directions I have entrusted to Tony, and through him I shall keep in

touch with the developments. I have little opportunity for _sub rosa_

mail; by means of our cipher, however, we can correspond officially,

without risk of the censor's understanding, or even suspecting, the

innocent-looking flourishes scattered through the page.

With the trusted Tony my thoughts walk beyond the gates, and again and

again I rehearse every step in the project, and study every detail. My

mind dwells in the outside. In silent preoccupation I perform my duties

on the range. More rarely I converse with the prisoners: I must take

care to comply with the rules, and to retain my position. To lose it

would be disastrous to all my hopes of escape.

As I pass the vacant cell, in which I had spent the last year of my

solitary, the piteous chirping of a sparrow breaks in upon my thoughts.

The little visitor, almost frozen, hops on the bar above. My assistant

swings the duster to drive it away, but the sparrow hovers about the

door, and suddenly flutters to my shoulder. In surprise I pet the bird;

it seems quite tame. "Why, it's Dick!" the assistant exclaims. "Think of

him coming back!" my hands tremble as I examine the little bird. With

great joy I discover the faint marks of blue ink I had smeared under its

wings last summer, when the Warden had ordered my little companion

thrown out of the window. How wonderful that it should return and

recognize the old friend and the cell! Tenderly I warm and feed the

bird. What strange sights my little pet must have seen since he was

driven out into the world! what struggles and sorrows has he suffered!

The bright eyes look cheerily into mine, speaking mute confidence and

joy, while he pecks from my hand crumbs of bread and sugar. Foolish

birdie, to return to prison for shelter and food! Cold and cruel must be

the world, my little Dick; or is it friendship, that is stronger than

even love of liberty?

So may it be. Almost daily I see men pass through the gates and soon

return again, driven back by the world--even like you, little Dick. Yet

others there are who would rather go cold and hungry in freedom, than be

warm and fed in prison--even like me, little Dick. And still others

there be who would risk life and liberty for the sake of their

friendship--even like you and, I hope, Tony, little Dick.

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