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Domnei

A Comedy of Woman-Worship

By

JAMES BRANCH CABELL

1920

"_En cor gentil domnei per mort no passa_."

TO

SARAH READ McADAMS

IN GRATITUDE AND AFFECTION

"The complication of opinions and ideas, of affections and habits,

which prompted the chevalier to devote himself to the service of a

lady, and by which he strove to prove to her his love, and to merit

hers in return, was expressed, in the language of the Troubadours, by a

single word, by the word _domnei_, a derivation of _domna_, which may

be regarded as an alteration of the Latin _domina_, lady, mistress."

--C. C. FAURIEL,

_History of Provencal Poetry_.

CONTENTS

CHAPTER

A PREFACE

CRITICAL COMMENT

THE ARGUMENT

PART ONE--PERION

I HOW PERION WAS UNMASKED

II HOW THE VICOMTE WAS VERY GAY

III HOW MELICENT WOOED

IV HOW THE BISHOP AIDED PERION

V HOW MELICENT WEDDED

PART TWO--MELICENT

VI HOW MELICENT SOUGHT OVERSEA

VII HOW PERION WAS FREED

VIII HOW DEMETRIOS WAS AMUSED

IX HOW TIME SPED IN HEATHENRY

X HOW DEMETRIOS WOOED

PART THREE--DEMETRIOS

XI HOW TIME SPED WITH PERION

XII HOW DEMETRIOS WAS TAKEN

XIII HOW THEY PRAISED MELICENT

XIV HOW PERION BRAVED THEODORET.

XV HOW PERION FOUGHT

XVI HOW DEMETRIOS MEDITATED.

XVII HOW A MINSTREL CAME

XVIII HOW THEY CRIED QUITS

XIX HOW FLAMBERGE WAS LOST

XX HOW PERION GOT AID

PART FOUR--AHASUERUS

XXI HOW DEMETRIOS HELD HIS CHATTEL

XXII HOW MISERY HELD NACUMERA.

XXIII HOW DEMETRIOS CRIED FAREWELL

XXIV HOW ORESTES RULED

XXV HOW WOMEN TALKED TOGETHER

XXVI HOW MEN ORDERED MATTERS

XXVII HOW AHASUERUS WAS CANDID

XXVIII HOW PERION SAW MELICENT

XXIX HOW A BARGAIN WAS CRIED

XXX HOW MELICENT CONQUERED

THE AFTERWORD

BIBLIOGRAPHY

A Preface

By

Joseph Hergesheimer

It would be absorbing to discover the present feminine attitude toward

the profoundest compliment ever paid women by the heart and mind of men

in league--the worshipping devotion conceived by Plato and elevated to

a living faith in mediaeval France. Through that renaissance of a

sublimated passion _domnei_ was regarded as a throne of alabaster by

the chosen figures of its service: Melicent, at Bellegarde, waiting for

her marriage with King Theodoret, held close an image of Perion made of

substance that time was powerless to destroy; and which, in a life of

singular violence, where blood hung scarlet before men's eyes like a

tapestry, burned in a silver flame untroubled by the fate of her body.

It was, to her, a magic that kept her inviolable, perpetually, in spite

of marauding fingers, a rose in the blanched perfection of its early

flowering.

The clearest possible case for that religion was that it transmuted the

individual subject of its adoration into the deathless splendor of a

Madonna unique and yet divisible in a mirage of earthly loveliness. It

was heaven come to Aquitaine, to the Courts of Love, in shapes of vivid

fragrant beauty, with delectable hair lying gold on white samite worked

in borders of blue petals. It chose not abstractions for its faith, but

the most desirable of all actual--yes, worldly--incentives: the sister,

it might be, of Count Emmerick of Poictesme. And, approaching beatitude

not so much through a symbol of agony as by the fragile grace of a

woman, raising Melicent to the stars, it fused, more completely than in

any other aspiration, the spirit and the flesh.

However, in its contact, its lovers' delight, it was no more than a

slow clasping and unclasping of the hands; the spirit and flesh,

merged, became spiritual; the height of stars was not a figment....

Here, since the conception of _domnei_ has so utterly vanished, the

break between the ages impassable, the sympathy born of understanding

is interrupted. Hardly a woman, to-day, would value a sigh the passion

which turned a man steadfastly away that he might be with her forever

beyond the parched forest of death. Now such emotion is held strictly

to the gains, the accountability, of life's immediate span; women have

left their cloudy magnificence for a footing on earth; but--at least in

warm graceful youth--their dreams are still of a Perion de la Forêt.

These, clear-eyed, they disavow; yet their secret desire, the most

Elysian of all hopes, to burn at once with the body and the soul, mocks

what they find.

That vision, dominating Mr. Cabell's pages, the record of his revealed

idealism, brings specially to _Domnei_ a beauty finely escaping the

dusty confusion of any present. It is a book laid in a purity, a

serenity, of space above the vapors, the bigotry and engendered spite,

of dogma and creed. True to yesterday, it will be faithful of

to-morrow; for, in the evolution of humanity, not necessarily the turn

of a wheel upward, certain qualities have remained at the center,

undisturbed. And, of these, none is more fixed than an abstract love.

Different in men than in women, it is, for the former, an instinct, a

need, to serve rather than be served: their desire is for a shining

image superior, at best, to both lust and maternity. This

consciousness, grown so dim that it is scarcely perceptible, yet still

alive, is not extinguished with youth, but lingers hopeless of

satisfaction through the incongruous years of middle age. There is

never a man, gifted to any degree with imagination, but eternally

searches for an ultimate loveliness not disappearing in the circle of

his embrace--the instinctively Platonic gesture toward the only

immortality conceivable in terms of ecstasy.

A truth, now, in very low esteem! With the solidification of society,

of property, the bond of family has been tremendously exalted, the mere

fact of parenthood declared the last sanctity. Together with this,

naturally, the persistent errantry of men, so vulgarly misunderstood,

has become only a reprehensible paradox. The entire shelf of James

Branch Cabell's books, dedicated to an unquenchable masculine idealism,

has, as well, a paradoxical place in an age of material sentimentality.

Compared with the novels of the moment, _Domnei_ is an isolated, a

heroic fragment of a vastly deeper and higher structure. And, of its

many aspects, it is not impossible that the highest, rising over even

its heavenly vision, is the rare, the simple, fortitude of its

statement.

Whatever dissent the philosophy of Perion and Melicent may breed, no

one can fail to admire the steady courage with which it is upheld.

Aside from its special preoccupation, such independence in the face of

ponderable threat, such accepted isolation, has a rare stability in a

world treacherous with mental quicksands and evasions. This is a valor

not drawn from insensibility, but from the sharpest possible

recognition of all the evil and Cyclopean forces in existence, and a

deliberate engagement of them on their own ground. Nothing more, in

that direction, can be asked of Mr. Cabell, of anyone. While about the

story itself, the soul of Melicent, the form and incidental writing, it

is no longer necessary to speak.

The pages have the rich sparkle of a past like stained glass called to

life: the Confraternity of St. Médard presenting their masque of

Hercules; the claret colored walls adorned with gold cinquefoils of

Demetrios' court; his pavilion with porticoes of Andalusian copper;

Theodoret's capital, Megaris, ruddy with bonfires; the free port of

Narenta with its sails spread for the land of pagans; the

lichen-incrusted glade in the Forest of Columbiers; gardens with the

walks sprinkled with crocus and vermilion and powdered mica ... all are

at once real and bright with unreality, rayed with the splendor of an

antiquity built from webs and films of imagined wonder. The past is, at

its moment, the present, and that lost is valueless. Distilled by time,

only an imperishable romantic conception remains; a vision, where it is

significant, animated by the feelings, the men and women, which only,

at heart, are changeless.

They, the surcharged figures of _Domnei_, move vividly through their

stone galleries and closes, in procession, and--a far more difficult

accomplishment--alone. The lute of the Bishop of Montors, playing as he

rides in scarlet, sounds its Provençal refrain; the old man Theodoret,

a king, sits shabbily between a prie-dieu and the tarnished hangings of

his bed; Mélusine, with the pale frosty hair of a child, spins the

melancholy of departed passion; Ahasuerus the Jew buys Melicent for a

hundred and two minae and enters her room past midnight for his act of

abnegation. And at the end, looking, perhaps, for a mortal woman,

Perion finds, in a flesh not unscarred by years, the rose beyond

destruction, the high silver flame of immortal happiness.

So much, then, everything in the inner questioning of beings condemned

to a glimpse of remote perfection, as though the sky had opened on a

city of pure bliss, transpires in _Domnei_; while the fact that it is

laid in Poictesme sharpens the thrust of its illusion. It is by that

much the easier of entry; it borders--rather than on the clamor of

mills--on the reaches men explore, leaving' weariness and dejection for

fancy--a geography for lonely sensibilities betrayed by chance into the

blind traps, the issueless barrens, of existence.

JOSEPH HERGESHEIMER.

CRITICAL COMMENT

_And Norman_ Nicolas _at hearté meant

(Pardie!) some subtle occupation

In making of his Tale of Melicent,

That stubbornly desiréd Perion.

What perils for to rollen up and down,

So long process, so many a sly cautel,

For to obtain a silly damosel!_

--THOMAS UPCLIFFE.

Nicolas de Caen, one of the most eminent of the early French writers of

romance, was born at Caen in Normandy early in the 15th century, and

was living in 1470. Little is known of his life, apart from the fact

that a portion of his youth was spent in England, where he was

connected in some minor capacity with the household of the Queen

Dowager, Joan of Navarre. In later life, from the fact that two of his

works are dedicated to Isabella of Portugal, third wife to Philip the

Good, Duke of Burgundy, it is conjectured that Nicolas was attached to

the court of that prince . . . . Nicolas de Caen was not greatly

esteemed nor highly praised by his contemporaries, or by writers of the

century following, but latterly has received the recognition due to his

unusual qualities of invention and conduct of narrative, together with

his considerable knowledge of men and manners, and occasional

remarkable modernity of thought. His books, therefore, apart from the

interest attached to them as specimens of early French romance, and in

spite of the difficulties and crudities of the unformed language in

which they are written, are still readable, and are rich in instructive

detail concerning the age that gave them birth . . . . Many romances

are attributed to Nicolas de Caen. Modern criticism has selected four

only as undoubtedly his. These are--(1) _Les Aventures d'Adhelmar de

Nointel_, a metrical romance, plainly of youthful composition,

containing some seven thousand verses; (2) _Le Roy Amaury_, well known

to English students in Watson's spirited translation; (3) _Le Roman de

Lusignan_, a re-handling of the Melusina myth, most of which is wholly

lost; (4) _Le Dizain des Reines_, a collection of quasi-historical

_novellino_ interspersed with lyrics. Six other romances are known to

have been written by Nicolas, but these have perished; and he is

credited with the authorship of _Le Cocu Rouge_, included by Hinsauf,

and of several Ovidian translations or imitations still unpublished.

The Satires formerly attributed to him Bülg has shown to be spurious

compositions of 17th century origin.

--E. Noel Codman,

_Handbook of Literary Pioneers._

Nicolas de Caen est un représentant agréable, naïf, et expressif de cet

âge que nous aimons à nous représenter de loin comme l'âge d'or du bon

vieux temps ... Nicolas croyait à son Roy et à sa Dame, il croyait

surtout à son Dieu. Nicolas sentait que le monde était semé à chaque

pas d'obscurités et d'embûches, et que l'inconnu était partout; partout

aussi était le protecteur invisible et le soutien; à chaque souffle qui

frémissait, Nicolas croyait le sentir comme derrière le rideau. Le ciel

par-dessus ce Nicolas de Caen était ouvert, peuplé en chaque point de

figures vivantes, de patrons attentifs et manifestes, d'une invocation

directe. Le plus intrépide guerrier alors marchait dans un mélange

habituel de crainte et de confiance, comme un tout petit enfant. A

cette vue, les esprits les plus émancipés d'aujourd'hui ne sauraient

s'empêcher de crier, en tempérant leur sourire par le respect: _Sancta

simplicitas!_

--Paul Verville,

_Notice sur la vie de Nicolas de Caen._

THE ARGUMENT

_"Of how, through Woman-Worship, knaves compound

With honoure; Kings reck not of their domaine;

Proud Pontiffs sigh; & War-men world-renownd,

Toe win one Woman, all things else disdaine:

Since Melicent doth in herselfe contayne

All this world's Riches that may farre be found.

"If Saphyres ye desire, her eies are plaine;

If Rubies, loe, hir lips be Rubyes sound;

If Pearles, hir teeth be Pearles, both pure & round;

If Yvorie, her forehead Yvory weene;

If Gold, her locks with finest Gold abound;

If Silver, her faire hands have Silver's sheen.

"Yet that which fayrest is, but Few beholde,

Her Soul adornd with vertues manifold."_

--SIR WILLIAM ALLONBY.

THE ROMANCE OF LUSIGNAN OF

THAT FORGOTTEN MAKER IN THE

FRENCH TONGUE, MESSIRE NICOLAS

DE CAEN. HERE BEGINS THE TALE

WHICH THEY OF POICTESME NARRATE

CONCERNING DAME MELICENT,

THAT WAS DAUGHTER TO

THE GREAT COUNT MANUEL.

PART ONE

PERION

_How Perion, that stalwart was and gay,

Treadeth with sorrow on a holiday,

Since Melicent anon must wed a king:

How in his heart he hath vain love-longing,

For which he putteth life in forfeiture,

And would no longer in such wise endure;

For writhing Perion in Venus' fire

So burneth that he dieth for desire._

1.

_How Perion Was Unmasked_

Perion afterward remembered the two weeks spent at Bellegarde as in

recovery from illness a person might remember some long fever dream

which was all of an intolerable elvish brightness and of incessant

laughter everywhere. They made a deal of him in Count Emmerick's

pleasant home: day by day the outlaw was thrust into relations of mirth

with noblemen, proud ladies, and even with a king; and was all the

while half lightheaded through his singular knowledge as to how

precariously the self-styled Vicomte de Puysange now balanced himself,

as it were, upon a gilded stepping-stone from infamy to oblivion.

Now that King Theodoret had withdrawn his sinister presence, young

Perion spent some seven hours of every day alone, to all intent, with

Dame Melicent. There might be merry people within a stone's throw,

about this recreation or another, but these two seemed to watch

aloofly, as royal persons do the antics of their hired comedians,

without any condescension into open interest. They were together; and

the jostle of earthly happenings might hope, at most, to afford them

matter for incurious comment.

They sat, as Perion thought, for the last time together, part of an

audience before which the Confraternity of St. Médard was enacting a

masque of _The Birth of Hercules_. The Bishop of Montors had returned

to Bellegarde that evening with his brother, Count Gui, and the

pleasure-loving prelate had brought these mirth-makers in his train.

Clad in scarlet, he rode before them playing upon a lute--unclerical

conduct which shocked his preciser brother and surprised nobody.

In such circumstances Perion began to speak with an odd purpose,

because his reason was bedrugged by the beauty and purity of Melicent,

and perhaps a little by the slow and clutching music to whose progress

the chorus of Theban virgins was dancing. When he had made an end of

harsh whispering, Melicent sat for a while in scrupulous appraisement

of the rushes. The music was so sweet it seemed to Perion he must go

mad unless she spoke within the moment.

Then Melicent said:

"You tell me you are not the Vicomte de Puysange. You tell me you are,

instead, the late King Helmas' servitor, suspected of his murder. You

are the fellow that stole the royal jewels--the outlaw for whom half

Christendom is searching--"

Thus Melicent began to speak at last; and still he could not intercept

those huge and tender eyes whose purple made the thought of heaven

comprehensible.

The man replied:

"I am that widely hounded Perion of the Forest. The true vicomte is the

wounded rascal over whose delirium we marvelled only last Tuesday. Yes,

at the door of your home I attacked him, fought him--hah, but fairly,

madame!--and stole his brilliant garments and with them his papers.

Then in my desperate necessity I dared to masquerade. For I know enough

about dancing to estimate that to dance upon air must necessarily prove

to everybody a disgusting performance, but pre-eminently unpleasing to

the main actor. Two weeks of safety till the _Tranchemer_ sailed I

therefore valued at a perhaps preposterous rate. To-night, as I have

said, the ship lies at anchor off Manneville."

Melicent said an odd thing, asking, "Oh, can it be you are a less

despicable person than you are striving to appear!"

"Rather, I am a more unmitigated fool than even I suspected, since when

affairs were in a promising train I have elected to blurt out, of all

things, the naked and distasteful truth. Proclaim it now; and see the

late Vicomte de Puysange lugged out of this hall and after appropriate

torture hanged within the month." And with that Perion laughed.

Thereafter he was silent. As the masque went, Amphitryon had newly

returned from warfare, and was singing under Alcmena's window in the

terms of an aubade, a waking-song. "_Rei glorios, verais lums e

clardatz--" Amphitryon had begun. Dame Melicent heard him through.

And after many ages, as it seemed to Perion, the soft and brilliant and

exquisite mouth was pricked to motion.

"You have affronted, by an incredible imposture and beyond the reach of

mercy, every listener in this hall. You have injured me most deeply of

all persons here. Yet it is to me alone that you confess."

Perion leaned forward. You are to understand that, through the

incurrent necessities of every circumstance, each of them spoke in

whispers, even now. It was curious to note the candid mirth on either

side. Mercury was making his adieux to Alcmena's waiting-woman in the

middle of a jig.

"But you," sneered Perion, "are merciful in all things. Rogue that I

am, I dare to build on this notorious fact. I am snared in a hard

golden trap, I cannot get a guide to Manneville, I cannot even procure

a horse from Count Emmerick's stables without arousing fatal

suspicions; and I must be at Manneville by dawn or else be hanged.

Therefore I dare stake all upon one throw; and you must either save or

hang me with unwashed hands. As surely as God reigns, my future rests

with you. And as I am perfectly aware, you could not live comfortably

with a gnat's death upon your conscience. Eh, am I not a seasoned

rascal?"

"Do not remind me now that you are vile," said Melicent. "Ah, no, not

now!"

"Lackey, impostor, and thief!" he sternly answered. "There you have the

catalogue of all my rightful titles. And besides, it pleases me, for a

reason I cannot entirely fathom, to be unpardonably candid and to fling

my destiny into your lap. To-night, as I have said, the _Tranchemer_

lies off Manneville; keep counsel, get me a horse if you will, and

to-morrow I am embarked for desperate service under the harried Kaiser

of the Greeks, and for throat-cuttings from which I am not likely ever

to return. Speak, and I hang before the month is up."

Dame Melicent looked at him now, and within the moment Perion was

repaid, and bountifully, for every folly and misdeed of his entire

life.

"What harm have I ever done you, Messire de la Forêt, that you should

shame me in this fashion? Until to-night I was not unhappy in the

belief I was loved by you. I may say that now without paltering, since

you are not the man I thought some day to love. You are but the rind of

him. And you would force me to cheat justice, to become a hunted

thief's accomplice, or else to murder you!"

"It comes to that, madame."

"Then I must help you preserve your life by any sorry stratagems you

may devise. I shall not hinder you. I will procure you a guide to

Manneville. I will even forgive you all save one offence, since

doubtless heaven made you the foul thing you are." The girl was in a

hot and splendid rage. "For you love me. Women know. You love me. You!"

"Undoubtedly, madame."

"Look into my face! and say what horrid writ of infamy you fancied was

apparent there, that my nails may destroy it."

"I am all base," he answered, "and yet not so profoundly base as you

suppose. Nay, believe me, I had never hoped to win even such scornful

kindness as you might accord your lapdog. I have but dared to peep at

heaven while I might, and only as lost Dives peeped. Ignoble as I am, I

never dreamed to squire an angel down toward the mire and filth which

is henceforward my inevitable kennel."

"The masque is done," said Melicent, "and yet you talk, and talk, and

talk, and mimic truth so cunningly--Well, I will send some trusty

person to you. And now, for God's sake!--nay, for the fiend's love who

is your patron!--let me not ever see you again, Messire de la Forêt."

2.

_How the Vicomte Was Very Gay_

There was dancing afterward and a sumptuous supper. The Vicomte de

Puysange was generally accounted that evening the most excellent of

company. He mingled affably with the revellers and found a prosperous

answer for every jest they broke upon the projected marriage of Dame

Melicent and King Theodoret; and meanwhile hugged the reflection that

half the realm was hunting Perion de la Forêt in the more customary

haunts of rascality. The springs of Perion's turbulent mirth were that

to-morrow every person in the room would discover how impudently every

person had been tricked, and that Melicent deliberated even now, and

could not but admire, the hunted outlaw's insolence, however much she

loathed its perpetrator; and over this thought in particular Perion

laughed like a madman.

"You are very gay to-night, Messire de Puysange," said the Bishop of

Montors.

This remarkable young man, it is necessary to repeat, had reached

Bellegarde that evening, coming from Brunbelois. It was he (as you have

heard) who had arranged the match with Theodoret. The bishop himself

loved his cousin Melicent; but, now that he was in holy orders and

possession of her had become impossible, he had cannily resolved to

utilise her beauty, as he did everything else, toward his own

preferment.

"Oh, sir," replied Perion, "you who are so fine a poet must surely know

that _gay_ rhymes with _to-day_ as patly as _sorrow_ goes with

_to-morrow_."

"Yet your gay laughter, Messire de Puysange, is after all but breath:

and _breath_ also"--the bishop's sharp eyes fixed Perion's--"has a

hackneyed rhyme."

"Indeed, it is the grim rhyme that rounds off and silences all our

rhyming," Perion assented. "I must laugh, then, without rhyme or

reason."

Still the young prelate talked rather oddly. "But," said he, "you have

an excellent reason, now that you sup so near to heaven." And his

glance at Melicent did not lack pith.

"No, no, I have quite another reason," Perion answered; "it is that

to-morrow I breakfast in hell."

"Well, they tell me the landlord of that place is used to cater to each

according to his merits," the bishop, shrugging, returned.

And Perion thought how true this was when, at the evening's end, he was

alone in his own room. His life was tolerably secure. He trusted

Ahasuerus the Jew to see to it that, about dawn, one of the ship's

boats would touch at Fomor Beach near Manneville, according to their

old agreement. Aboard the _Tranchemer_ the Free Companions awaited

their captain; and the savage land they were bound for was a thought

beyond the reach of a kingdom's lamentable curiosity concerning the

whereabouts of King Helmas' treasure. The worthless life of Perion was

safe.

For worthless, and far less than worthless, life seemed to Perion as he

thought of Melicent and waited for her messenger. He thought of her

beauty and purity and illimitable loving-kindness toward every person

in the world save only Perion of the Forest. He thought of how clean

she was in every thought and deed; of that, above all, he thought, and

he knew that he would never see her any more.

"Oh, but past any doubting," said Perion, "the devil caters to each

according to his merits."

3.

_How Melicent Wooed_

Then Perion knew that vain regret had turned his brain, very certainly,

for it seemed the door had opened and Dame Melicent herself had come,

warily, into the panelled gloomy room. It seemed that Melicent paused

in the convulsive brilliancy of the firelight, and stayed thus with

vaguely troubled eyes like those of a child newly wakened from sleep.

And it seemed a long while before she told Perion very quietly that she

had confessed all to Ayrart de Montors, and had, by reason of de

Montors' love for her, so goaded and allured the outcome of their

talk--"ignobly," as she said,--that a clean-handed gentleman would come

at three o'clock for Perion de la Forêt, and guide a thief toward

unmerited impunity. All this she spoke quite levelly, as one reads

aloud from a book; and then, with a signal change of voice, Melicent

said: "Yes, that is true enough. Yet why, in reality, do you think I

have in my own person come to tell you of it?"

"Madame, I may not guess. Hah, indeed, indeed," Perion cried, because

he knew the truth and was unspeakably afraid, "I dare not guess!"

"You sail to-morrow for the fighting oversea----" she began, but her

sweet voice trailed and died into silence. He heard the crepitations of

the fire, and even the hurried beatings of his own heart, as against a

terrible and lovely hush of all created life. "Then take me with you."

Perion had never any recollection of what he answered. Indeed, he

uttered no communicative words, but only foolish babblements.

"Oh, I do not understand," said Melicent. "It is as though some spell

were laid upon me. Look you, I have been cleanly reared, I have never

wronged any person that I know of, and throughout my quiet, sheltered

life I have loved truth and honour most of all. My judgment grants you

to be what you are confessedly. And there is that in me more masterful

and surer than my judgment, that which seems omniscient and lightly

puts aside your confessings as unimportant."

"Lackey, impostor, and thief!" young Perion answered. "There you have

the catalogue of all my rightful titles fairly earned."

"And even if I believed you, I think I would not care! Is that not

strange? For then I should despise you. And even then, I think, I would

fling my honour at your feet, as I do now, and but in part with

loathing, I would still entreat you to make of me your wife, your

servant, anything that pleased you . . . . Oh, I had thought that when

love came it would be sweet!"

Strangely quiet, in every sense, he answered:

"It is very sweet. I have known no happier moment in my life. For you

stand within arm's reach, mine to touch, mine to possess and do with as

I elect. And I dare not lift a finger. I am as a man that has lain for

a long while in a dungeon vainly hungering for the glad light of

day--who, being freed at last, must hide his eyes from the dear

sunlight he dare not look upon as yet. Ho, I am past speech unworthy of

your notice! and I pray you now speak harshly with me, madame, for when

your pure eyes regard me kindly, and your bright and delicate lips have

come thus near to mine, I am so greatly tempted and so happy that I

fear lest heaven grow jealous!"

"Be not too much afraid--" she murmured.

"Nay, should I then be bold? and within the moment wake Count Emmerick

to say to him, very boldly, 'Beau sire, the thief half Christendom is

hunting has the honour to request your sister's hand in marriage'?"

"You sail to-morrow for the fighting oversea. Take me with you."

"Indeed the feat would be worthy of me. For you are a lady tenderly

nurtured and used to every luxury the age affords. There comes to woo

you presently an excellent and potent monarch, not all unworthy of your

love, who will presently share with you many happy and honourable

years. Yonder is a lawless naked wilderness where I and my fellow

desperadoes hope to cheat offended justice and to preserve

thrice-forfeited lives in savagery. You bid me aid you to go into this

country, never to return! Madame, if I obeyed you, Satan would protest

against pollution of his ageless fires by any soul so filthy."

"You talk of little things, whereas I think of great things. Love is

not sustained by palatable food alone, and is not served only by those

persons who go about the world in satin."

"Then take the shameful truth. It is undeniable I swore I loved you,

and with appropriate gestures, too. But, dompnedex, madame! I am past

master in these specious ecstasies, for somehow I have rarely seen the

woman who had not some charm or other to catch my heart with. I confess

now that you alone have never quickened it. My only purpose was through

hyperbole to wheedle you out of a horse, and meanwhile to have my

recreation, you handsome jade!--and that is all you ever meant to me. I

swear to you that is all, all, all!" sobbed Perion, for it appeared

that he must die. "I have amused myself with you, I have abominably

tricked you--"

Melicent only waited with untroubled eyes which seemed to plumb his

heart and to appraise all which Perion had ever thought or longed for

since the day that Perion was born; and she was as beautiful, it seemed

to him, as the untroubled, gracious angels are, and more compassionate.

"Yes," Perion said, "I am trying to lie to you. And even at lying I

fail."

She said, with a wonderful smile:

"Assuredly there were never any other persons so mad as we. For I must

do the wooing, as though you were the maid, and all the while you

rebuff me and suffer so that I fear to look on you. Men say you are no

better than a highwayman; you confess yourself to be a thief: and I

believe none of your accusers. Perion de la Forêt," said Melicent, and

ballad-makers have never shaped a phrase wherewith to tell you of her

voice, "I know that you have dabbled in dishonour no more often than an

archangel has pilfered drying linen from a hedgerow. I do not guess,

for my hour is upon me, and inevitably I know! and there is nothing

dares to come between us now."

"Nay,--ho, and even were matters as you suppose them, without any

warrant,--there is at least one silly stumbling knave that dares as

much. Saith he: 'What is the most precious thing in the world?--Why,

assuredly, Dame Melicent's welfare. Let me get the keeping of it, then.

For I have been entrusted with a host of common priceless things--with

youth and vigour and honour, with a clean conscience and a child's

faith, and so on--and no person alive has squandered them more

gallantly. So heartward ho! and trust me now, my timorous yoke-fellow,

to win and squander also the chiefest jewel of the world.' Eh, thus he

chuckles and nudges me, with wicked whisperings. Indeed, madame, this

rascal that shares equally in my least faculty is a most pitiful,

ignoble rogue! and he has aforetime eked out our common livelihood by

such practices as your unsullied imagination could scarcely depicture.

Until I knew you I had endured him. But you have made of him a horror.

A horror, a horror! a thing too pitiful for hell!"

Perion turned away from her, groaning. He flung himself into a chair.

He screened his eyes as if before some physical abomination.

The girl kneeled close to him, touching him.

"My dear, my dear! then slay for me this other Perion of the Forest."

And Perion laughed, not very mirthfully.

"It is the common usage of women to ask of men this little labour,

which is a harder task than ever Hercules, that mighty-muscled king of

heathenry, achieved. Nay, I, for all my sinews, am an attested

weakling. The craft of other men I do not fear, for I have encountered

no formidable enemy save myself; but that same midnight stabber

unhorsed me long ago. I had wallowed in the mire contentedly enough

until you came.... Ah, child, child! why needed you to trouble me! for

to-night I want to be clean as you are clean, and that I may not ever

be. I am garrisoned with devils, I am the battered plaything of every

vice, and I lack the strength, and it may be, even the will, to leave

my mire. Always I have betrayed the stewardship of man and god alike

that my body might escape a momentary discomfort! And loving you as I

do, I cannot swear that in the outcome I would not betray you too, to

this same end! I cannot swear--Oh, now let Satan laugh, yet not

unpitifully, since he and I, alone, know all the reasons why I may not

swear! Hah, Madame Melicent!" cried Perion, in his great agony, "you

offer me that gift an emperor might not accept save in awed gratitude;

and I refuse it." Gently he raised her to her feet. "And now, in God's

name, go, madame, and leave the prodigal among his husks."

"You are a very brave and foolish gentleman," she said, "who chooses to

face his own achievements without any paltering. To every man, I think,

that must be bitter work; to the woman who loves him it is impossible."

Perion could not see her face, because he lay prone at the feet of

Melicent, sobbing, but without any tears, and tasting very deeply of

such grief and vain regret as, he had thought, they know in hell alone;

and even after she had gone, in silence, he lay in this same posture

for an exceedingly long while.

And after he knew not how long a while, Perion propped his chin between

his hands and, still sprawling upon the rushes, stared hard into the

little, crackling fire. He was thinking of a Perion de la Forêt that

once had been. In him might have been found a fit mate for Melicent had

this boy not died very long ago.

It is no more cheerful than any other mortuary employment, this

disinterment of the person you have been, and are not any longer; and

so did Perion find his cataloguing of irrevocable old follies and

evasions.

Then Perion arose and looked for pen and ink. It was the first letter

he ever wrote to Melicent, and, as you will presently learn, she never

saw it.

In such terms Perion wrote:

"Madame--It may please you to remember that when Dame Mélusine and I

were interrogated, I freely confessed to the murder of King Helmas and

the theft of my dead master's jewels. In that I lied. For it was my

manifest duty to save the woman whom, as I thought, I loved, and it was

apparent that the guilty person was either she or I.

"She is now at Brunbelois, where, as I have heard, the splendour of her

estate is tolerably notorious. I have not ever heard she gave a thought

to me, her cat's-paw. Madame, when I think of you and then of that

sleek, smiling woman, I am appalled by my own folly. I am aghast by my

long blindness as I write the words which no one will believe. To what

avail do I deny a crime which every circumstance imputed to me and my

own confession has publicly acknowledged?

"But you, I think, will believe me. Look you, madame, I have nothing to

gain of you. I shall not ever see you any more. I go into a perilous

and an eternal banishment; and in the immediate neighbourhood of death

a man finds little sustenance for romance. Take the worst of me: a

gentleman I was born, and as a wastrel I have lived, and always very

foolishly; but without dishonour. I have never to my knowledge--and God

judge me as I speak the truth!--wronged any man or woman save myself.

My dear, believe me! believe me, in spite of reason! and understand

that my adoration and misery and unworthiness when I think of you are

such as I cannot measure, and afford me no judicious moment wherein to

fashion lies. For I shall not see you any more.

"I thank you, madame, for your all-unmerited kindnesses, and, oh, I

pray you to believe!"

4.

_How the Bishop Aided Perion_

Then at three o'clock, as Perion supposed, someone tapped upon the

door. Perion went out into the corridor, which was now unlighted, so

that he had to hold to the cloak of Ayrart de Montors as the young

prelate guided Perion through the complexities of unfamiliar halls and

stairways into an inhospitable night. There were ready two horses, and

presently the men were mounted and away.

Once only Perion shifted in the saddle to glance back at Bellegarde,

black and formless against an empty sky; and he dared not look again,

for the thought of her that lay awake in the Marshal's Tower, so near

at hand as yet, was like a dagger. With set teeth he followed in the

wake of his taciturn companion. The bishop never spoke save to growl

out some direction.

Thus they came to Manneville and, skirting the town, came to Fomor

Beach, a narrow sandy coast. It was dark in this place and very still

save for the encroachment of the tide. Yonder were four little lights,

lazily heaving with the water's motion, to show them where the

_Tranchemer_ lay at anchor. It did not seem to Perion that anything

mattered.

"It will be nearing dawn by this," he said.

"Ay," Ayrart de Montors said, very briefly; and his tone evinced his

willingness to dispense with further conversation. Perion of the Forest

was an unclean thing which the bishop must touch in his necessity, but

could touch with loathing only, as a thirsty man takes a fly out of his

drink. Perion conceded it, because nothing would ever matter any more;

and so, the horses tethered, they sat upon the sand in utter silence

for the space of a half hour.

A bird cried somewhere, just once, and with a start Perion knew the

night was not quite so murky as it had been, for he could now see a

broken line of white, where the tide crept up and shattered and ebbed.

Then in a while a light sank tipsily to the water's level and presently

was bobbing in the darkness, apart from those other lights, and it was

growing in size and brilliancy.

Said Perion, "They have sent out the boat."

"Ay," the bishop answered, as before.

A sort of madness came upon Perion, and it seemed that he must weep,

because everything fell out so very ill in this world.

"Messire de Montors, you have aided me. I would be grateful if you

permitted it."

De Montors spoke at last, saying crisply:

"Gratitude, I take it, forms no part of the bargain. I am the kinsman

of Dame Melicent. It makes for my interest and for the honour of our

house that the man whose rooms she visits at night be got out of

Poictesme--"

Said Perion, "You speak in this fashion of the most lovely lady God has

made--of her whom the world adores!"

"Adores!" the bishop answered, with a laugh; "and what poor gull am I

to adore an attested wanton?" Then, with a sneer, he spoke of Melicent,

and in such terms as are not bettered by repetition.

Perion said:

"I am the most unhappy man alive, as surely as you are the most

ungenerous. For, look you, in my presence you have spoken infamy of

Dame Melicent, though knowing I am in your debt so deeply that I have

not the right to resent anything you may elect to say. You have just

given me my life; and armoured by the fire-new obligation, you

blaspheme an angel, you condescend to buffet a fettered man--"

But with that his sluggish wits had spied an honest way out of the

imbroglio.

Perion said then, "Draw, messire! for, as God lives, I may yet

repurchase, at this eleventh hour, the privilege of destroying you."

"Heyday! but here is an odd evincement of gratitude!" de Montors

retorted; "and though I am not particularly squeamish, let me tell you,

my fine fellow, I do not ordinarily fight with lackeys."

"Nor are you fit to do so, messire. Believe me, there is not a lackey

in this realm--no, not a cut-purse, nor any pander--who would not in

meeting you upon equal footing degrade himself. For you have slandered

that which is most perfect in the world; yet lies, Messire de Montors,

have short legs; and I design within the hour to insure the calumny

against an echo."

"Rogue, I have given you your very life within the hour--"

"The fact is undeniable. Thus I must fling the bounty back to you, so

that we sorry scoundrels may meet as equals." Perion wheeled toward the

boat, which was now within the reach of wading. "Who is among you?

Gaucelm, Roger, Jean Britauz--" He found the man he sought. "Ahasuerus,

the captain that was to have accompanied the Free Companions oversea is

of another mind. I cede my leadership to Landry de Bonnay. You will

have the kindness to inform him of the unlooked-for change, and to

tender your new captain every appropriate regret and the dying

felicitations of Perion de la Forêt."

He bowed toward the landward twilight, where the sand hillocks were

taking form.

"Messire de Montors, we may now resume our vigil. When yonder vessel

sails there will be no conceivable happening that can keep breath

within my body two weeks longer. I shall be quit of every debt to you.

You will then fight with a man already dead if you so elect; but

otherwise--if you attempt to flee this place, if you decline to cross

swords with a lackey, with a convicted thief, with a suspected

murderer, I swear upon my mother's honour! I will demolish you without

compunction, as I would any other vermin."

"Oh, brave, brave!" sneered the bishop, "to fling away your life, and

perhaps mine too, for an idle word--" But at that he fetched a sob. "How

foolish of you! and how like you!" he said, and Perion wondered at this

prelate's voice.

"Hey, gentlemen!" cried Ayrart de Montors, "a moment if you please!" He

splashed knee-deep into the icy water, wading to the boat, where he

snatched the lantern from the Jew's hands and fetched this light

ashore. He held it aloft, so that Perion might see his face, and Perion

perceived that, by some wonder-working, the person in man's attire who

held this light aloft was Melicent. It was odd that Perion always

remembered afterward most clearly of all the loosened wisp of hair the

wind tossed about her forehead.

"Look well upon me, Perion," said Melicent. "Look well, ruined

gentleman! look well, poor hunted vagabond! and note how proud I am.

Oh, in all things I am very proud! A little I exult in my high station

and in my wealth, and, yes, even in my beauty, for I know that I am

beautiful, but it is the chief of all my honours that you love me--and

so foolishly!"

"You do not understand--!" cried Perion.

"Rather I understand at last that you are in sober verity a lackey, an

impostor, and a thief, even as you said. Ay, a lackey to your honour!

an imposter that would endeavour--and, oh, so very vainly!--to

impersonate another's baseness! and a thief that has stolen another

person's punishment! I ask no questions; loving means trusting; but I

would like to kill that other person very, very slowly. I ask no

questions, but I dare to trust the man I know of, even in defiance of

that man's own voice. I dare protest the man no thief, but in all

things a madly honourable gentleman. My poor bruised, puzzled boy," said

Melicent, with an odd mirthful tenderness, "how came you to be

blundering about this miry world of ours! Only be very good for my sake

and forget the bitterness; what does it matter when there is happiness,

too?"

He answered nothing, but it was not because of misery.

"Come, come, will you not even help me into the boat?" said Melicent.

She, too, was glad.

5.

_How Melicent Wedded_

"That may not be, my cousin."

It was the real Bishop of Montors who was speaking. His company, some

fifteen men in all, had ridden up while Melicent and Perion looked

seaward. The bishop was clothed, in his habitual fashion, as a

cavalier, showing in nothing as a churchman. He sat a-horseback for a

considerable while, looking down at them, smiling and stroking the

pommel of his saddle with a gold-fringed glove. It was now dawn.

"I have been eavesdropping," the bishop said. His voice was tender, for

the young man loved his kinswoman with an affection second only to that

which he reserved for Ayrart de Montors. "Yes, I have been

eavesdropping for an instant, and through that instant I seemed to see

the heart of every woman that ever lived; and they differed only as

stars differ on a fair night in August. No woman ever loved a man

except, at bottom, as a mother loves her child: let him elect to build

a nation or to write imperishable verses or to take purses upon the

highway, and she will only smile to note how breathlessly the boy goes

about his playing; and when he comes back to her with grimier hands she

is a little sorry, and, if she think it salutary, will pretend to be

angry. Meanwhile she sets about the quickest way to cleanse him and to

heal his bruises. They are more wise than we, and at the bottom of

their hearts they pity us more stalwart folk whose grosser wits

require, to be quite sure of anything, a mere crass proof of it; and

always they make us better by indomitably believing we are better than

in reality a man can ever be."

Now Ayrart de Montors dismounted.

"So much for my sermon. For the rest, Messire de la Forêt, I perfectly

recognised you on the day you came to Bellegarde. But I said nothing.

For that you had not murdered King Helmas, as is popularly reported, I

was certain, inasmuch as I happen to know he is now at Brunbelois,

where Dame Mélusine holds his person and his treasury. A terrible,

delicious woman! begotten on a water-demon, people say. I ask no

questions. She is a close and useful friend to me, and through her aid

I hope to go far. You see that I am frank. It is my nature." The bishop

shrugged. "In a phrase, I accepted the Vicomte de Puysange, although it

was necessary, of course, to keep an eye upon your comings in and your

goings out, as you now see. And until this the imposture amused me. But

this"--his hand waved toward the _Tranchemer_--"this, my fair friends,

is past a jest."

"You talk and talk," cried Perion, "while I reflect that I love the

fairest lady who at any time has had life upon earth."

"The proof of your affection," the bishop returned, "is, if you will

permit the observation, somewhat extraordinary. For you propose, I

gather, to make of her a camp-follower, a soldier's drab. Come, come,

messire! you and I are conversant with warfare as it is. Armies do not

conduct encounters by throwing sugar-candy at one another. What home

have you, a landless man, to offer Melicent? What place is there for

Melicent among your Free Companions?"

"Oh, do I not know that!" said Perion. He turned to Melicent, and long

and long they gazed upon each other.

"Ignoble as I am," said Perion, "I never dreamed to squire an angel

down toward the mire and filth which for a while as yet must be my

kennel. I go. I go alone. Do you bid me return?"

The girl was perfectly calm. She took a ring of diamonds from her hand,

and placed it on his little finger, because the others were too large.

"While life endures I pledge you faith and service, Perion. There is no

need to speak of love."

"There is no need," he answered. "Oh, does God think that I will live

without you!"

"I suppose they will give me to King Theodoret. The terrible old man

has set my body as the only price that will buy him off from ravaging

Poictesme, and he is stronger in the field than Emmerick. Emmerick is

afraid of him, and Ayrart here has need of the King's friendship in

order to become a cardinal. So my kinsmen must make traffic of my eyes

and lips and hair. But first I wed you, Perion, here in the sight of

God, and I bid you return to me, who am your wife and servitor for ever

now, whatever lesser men may do."

"I will return," he said.

Then in a little while she withdrew her lips from his lips.

"Cover my face, Ayrart. It may be I shall weep presently. Men must not

see the wife of Perion weep. Cover my face, for he is going now, and I

cannot watch his going."

PART TWO

MELICENT

_Of how through love is Melicent upcast

Under a heathen castle at the last:

And how a wicked lord of proud degree,

Demetrios, dwelleth in this country,

Where humbled under him are all mankind:

How to this wretched woman he hath mind,

That fallen is in pagan lands alone,

In point to die, as presently is shown._

6.

_How Melicent Sought Oversea_

It is a tale which they narrate in Poictesme, telling how love began

between Perion of the Forest, who was a captain of mercenaries, and

young Melicent, who was daughter to the great Dom Manuel, and sister to

Count Emmerick of Poictesme. They tell also how Melicent and Perion

were parted, because there was no remedy, and policy demanded she

should wed King Theodoret.

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