XVIII

And so my life went on for a little while, filled with pleasure and

amusement. I was contented with my lot, and had no wish for change. The

time went by, and we reached the first week in April. Girolamo had

organised a great ball to celebrate the completion of his Palace. He had

started living in it as soon as there were walls and roof, but he had

spent years on the decorations, taking into his service the best artists

he could find in Italy; and now at last everything was finished. The

Orsi had been invited with peculiar cordiality, and on the night we

betook ourselves to the Palace.

We walked up the stately staircase, a masterpiece of architecture, and

found ourselves in the enormous hall which Girolamo had designed

especially for gorgeous functions. It was ablaze with light. At the

further end, on a low stage, led up to by three broad steps, under a

dais, on high-backed, golden chairs, sat Girolamo and Caterina Sforza.

Behind them, in a semicircle, and on the steps at each side, were the

ladies of Caterina's suite, and a number of gentlemen; at the back,

standing like statues, a row of men-at-arms.

'It is almost regal!' said Checco, pursing up his lips.

'It is not so poor a thing to be the Lord of Forli,' answered Matteo.

Fuel to the fire!

We approached, and Girolamo, as he saw us, rose and came down the steps.

'Hail, my Checco!' he said, taking both his hands. 'Till you had come

the assembly was not complete.'

Matteo and I went to the Countess. She had surpassed herself this night.

Her dress was of cloth of silver, shimmering and sparkling. In her hair

were diamonds shining like fireflies in the night; her arms, her neck,

her fingers glittered with costly gems. I had never seen her look so

beautiful, nor so magnificent. Let them say what they liked, Checco and

Matteo and the rest of them, but she was born to be a queen. How strange

that this offspring of the rough Condottiere and the lewd woman should

have a majesty such as one imagines of a mighty empress descended from

countless kings.

She took the trouble to be particularly gracious to us. Me she

complimented on some verses she had seen, and was very flattering in

reference to a pastoral play which I had arranged. She could not

congratulate my good Matteo on any intellectual achievements, but the

fame of his amours gave her a subject on which she could playfully

reproach him. She demanded details, and I left her listening intently to

some history which Matteo was whispering in her ear; and I knew he was

not particular in what he said.

I felt in peculiarly high spirits, and I looked about for someone on

whom to vent my good humour. I caught sight of Giulia. I had seen her

once or twice since my return to Forli, but had never spoken to her. Now

I felt sure of myself; I knew I did not care two straws for her, but I

thought it would please me to have a little revenge. I looked at her a

moment. I made up my mind; I went to her and bowed most ceremoniously.

'Donna Giulia, behold the moth!' I had used the simile before, but not

to her, so it did not matter.

She looked at me undecidedly, not quite knowing how to take me.

'May I offer you my arm,' I said as blandly as I could.

She smiled a little awkwardly and took it.

'How beautiful the Countess is to-night!' I said. 'Everyone will fall in

love with her.' I knew she hated Caterina, a sentiment which the great

lady returned with vigour. 'I would not dare say it to another; but I

know you are never jealous: she is indeed like the moon among the

stars.'

'The idea does not seem too new,' she said coldly.

'It is all the more comprehensible. I am thinking of writing a sonnet on

the theme.'

'I imagined it had been done before; but the ladies of Forli will

doubtless be grateful to you.'

She was getting cross; and I knew by experience that when she was cross

she always wanted to cry.

'I am afraid you are angry with me,' I said.

'No, it is you who are angry with me,' she answered rather tearfully.

'I? Why should you think that?'

'You have not forgiven me for--'

I wondered whether the conscientious Giorgio had had another attack of

morality and ridden off into the country.

'My dear lady,' I said, with a little laugh, 'I assure you that I have

forgiven you entirely. After all, it was not such a very serious

matter.'

'No?' She looked at me with a little surprise.

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