CHAPTER V: THE DISCOVERY

A RALLY, probably the result of a gift from Manchester, came about

in the latter half of February 1887. I quote his own words: "With a

few shillings to give me breathing space, I began to decipher and

put together the half-obliterated manuscript of 'Paganism.' I came

simultaneously to my last page and my last halfpenny; and went forth to

drop the MS. in the letter-box of _Merry England_.[15] Next day I spent

the halfpenny on two boxes of matches, and began the struggle for life."

This was the covering letter to my father, its editor:--

"_Feb. 23rd, '87._--Dear Sir,--In enclosing the

accompanying article for your inspection I must ask

pardon for the soiled state of the manuscript. It is

due, not to slovenliness, but to the strange places

and circumstances under which it has been written.

For me, no less than Parolles, the dirty nurse

experience has something fouled. I enclose stamped

envelope for a reply, since I do not desire the return

of the manuscript, regarding your judgment of its

worthlessness as quite final. I can hardly expect

that where my prose fails my verse will succeed.

Nevertheless, on the principle of 'Yet will I try the

last,' I have added a few specimens of it, with the

off chance that one may be less poor than the rest.

Apologising very sincerely for any intrusion on your

valuable time, I remain yours with little hope,

FRANCIS THOMPSON.

Kindly address your rejection to the Charing Cross Post

Office."

Francis had more than remembered the existence of the magazine and its

editor. "I was myself virtually his pupil and his wife's long before

I knew him. He has in my opinion--an opinion of long standing--done

more than any man in these latter days to educate Catholic literary

opinion," he wrote to Manchester soon after his first appearance in the

magazine. He knew the target at which he aimed.

"Paganism Old and New" is written in the unharassed manner of a man

whose style, and cuffs, had been kept in order at the Savile Club.

But he had no backing of library and chef to give him the courage

of his fine sentences; he was the man selling matches in the gutter

and sharpening his pencil on the kerb-stone. The beauty of the

circumstances of Pagan life, its processional maidens, "shaking a most

divine dance from their feet," its theatres unroofed to the smokeless

sky--with these, he says, the advocates of a revived Paganism contrast

the conditions of to-day: "the cold formalities of an outworn worship;

our _ne plus ultra_ of pageantry, a Lord Mayor's show; the dryadless

woods regarded chiefly as potential timber; the grimy streets, the

grimy air, the disfiguring statues, the Stygian crowd; the temple to

the reigning goddess Gelasma, which mocks the name of theatre; last

and worst, the fatal degradation of popular perception which has gazed

so long on ugliness that it takes her to its bosom. In our capitals

the very heavens have lost their innocence. Aurora may rise over our

cities, but she has forgotten how to blush." From the pavement where

the East sweeps the soot in eddies round his ankles, he protests:

"Pagan Paganism was not poetical. No pagan eye ever visioned the nymphs

of Shelley." "In the name of all the Muses, what treason against Love

and Beauty!" he cries against Catullus, Propertius, and Ovid, for the

arid eroticism that was satisfied to write of love without tribute to

the colour of a lady's eyes. For contrast, he quotes Rossetti's--

Her eyes were deeper than the depth

Of waters stilled at even;

Wordsworth's "Eyes like stars of twilight fair"; Collins's Pity "with

eyes of dewy light"; Shelley's "Thy sweet-child sleep, the filmy-eyed."

And of the fair love of Dante and other Christian poets he makes sweet

and loyal praises. He was the lover to write an essay in defence of

the social order that denied him love, sleep, pity, and the eyes of

any lady. It was the essay, too, of a man physically hungry. He supped

full, but with fancies.

* * * * *

Thompson's manuscripts, most uninviting in outward aspect, were

pigeon-holed, unread by a much-occupied editor for six months--were

then released, read, and estimated at their worth. The sanity of the

essay was proof enough of the genius of Thompson's inspiration against

the evidence in some of the poems of another inspiration--that of

drugs. My father and mother (the A. M. and W. M. of following pages)

decided to accept the essay and a poem, and to seek the author. To this

end my father wrote a letter addressed to Charing Cross Post Office,

stating the intention of printing some of the manuscript, and asking

Francis to call for a proof and to discuss the chances of future work.

To that letter came no reply and publication was postponed, but when at

last his letter was returned through the dead-letter office, he printed

the "Passion of Mary" as the best way of getting into communication

with the author. The poem appeared in _Merry England_ for April 1888,

and on the 14th my father received the following letter:--

"_April 14th, 1888._--DEAR SIR,--In the last days of

February or the first days of March, 1887 (my memory

fails me as to the exact date), I forwarded to you

for your magazine a prose article, "Paganism Old and

New" (or "Ancient and Modern," for I forget which

wording I adopted), and accompanied it by some pieces

of verse, on the chance that if the prose failed,

some of the verse might meet acceptance. I enclosed a

stamped envelope for a reply, since (as I said) I did

not desire the return of the manuscript. Imprudently,

perhaps, instead of forwarding the parcel through the

post, I dropped it with my own hand into the letter-box

of 43 Essex Street. There was consequently no stamp on

it, since I did not think a stamp would be necessary

under the circumstances. I asked you to address your

answer to the Charing Cross Post Office. To be brief,

from that day to this, no answer has ever come into

my hands. And yet, more than a twelve-month since

the forwarding of the manuscript, I am now informed

that one of the copies of verse which I submitted

to you (_i.e._ 'The Passion of Mary') is appearing

in this month's issue of _Merry England_. Such an

occurrence I can only explain to myself in one way,

viz., that some untoward accident cut off your means of

communicating with me. To suppose otherwise--to suppose

it intentional--would be to wrong your known honour

and courtesy. I have no doubt that your explanation,

when I receive it, will be entirely satisfactory to me.

I therefore enclose a stamped and addressed envelope

for an answer, hoping that you will recompense me for

my long delay by the favour of an early reply. In any

case, however long circumstances may possibly delay

your reply, it will be sure of reaching me at the

address I have now given.--I remain, yours faithfully,

FRANCIS JOSEPH THOMPSON.

"_P.S._--Doubtless, when I received no answer, I

ought to have written again. My excuse must be that a

flood-tide of misfortune rolled over me, leaving me no

leisure to occupy myself with what I regarded as an

attempt that had hopelessly failed. Hence my entire

subsequent silence."

To this my father answered with an explanation and a repetition of his

invitation to Francis to arrange for regular work, and despatched his

answer by a special messenger to the address given, a chemist's shop in

Drury Lane. The chemist's manner of accepting responsibility for the

safe delivery of the letter was discouraging. He said that Thompson

sometimes called for letters, but that he knew little of him. After

a few days during which nothing was heard my father went himself in

search. His obvious eagerness prompted a query from the man behind the

counter: "Are you a relative? he owes me three-and-ninepence." With

that paid and a promise of ten-and-sixpence if he produced the poet, he

agreed to do his best, and, many days after, my father, being in his

workroom, was told that Mr. Thompson wished to see him. "Show him up,"

he said, and was left alone.

Then the door opened, and a strange hand was thrust in. The door

closed, but Thompson had not entered. Again it opened, again it shut.

At the third attempt a waif of a man came in. No such figure had been

looked for; more ragged and unkempt than the average beggar, with no

shirt beneath his coat and bare feet in broken shoes, he found my

father at a loss for words. "You must have had access to many books

when you wrote that essay," was what he said. "That," said Thompson,

his shyness at once replaced by an acerbity that afterwards became one

of the most familiar of his never-to-be-resented mannerisms, "that

is precisely where the essay fails. I had no books by me at the time

save Aeschylus and Blake." There was little to be done for him at

that interview save the extraction of a promise to call again. He made

none of the confidences characteristic of a man seeking sympathy and

alms. He was secretive and with no eagerness for plans for his benefit,

and refused the offer of a small weekly sum that would enable him to

sleep in a bed and sit at a table. I know of no man, and can imagine

none, to whom another can so easily unburden himself of uneasiness and

formalities as to my father. To him the poor and the rich are, as the

fishes and the flames to St. Francis, his brothers and his friends at

sight, even if these are shy as fishes and sightless as flame. But the

impression of the visit on my father was of a meeting that did not

end in great usefulness--so much was indicated by a manner schooled

in concealments. But Francis came again, and again, and then to my

father's house in Kensington. Of the falsity of the impression given by

his manner, his poetry in the address to his host's little girl is the

proof:--

Yet is there more, whereat none guesseth, love!

Upon the ending of my deadly night

(Whereof thou hast not the surmise, and slight

Is all that any mortal knows thereof),

Thou wert to me that earnest of day's light,

When, like the back of a gold-mailéd saurian

Heaving its slow length from Nilotic slime,

The first long gleaming fissure runs Aurorian

Athwart the yet dun firmament of prime.

Stretched on the margin of the cruel sea

Whence they had rescued me,

With faint and painful pulses was I lying;

Not yet discerning well

If I had 'scaped, or were an icicle,

Whose thawing is its dying.

Like one who sweats before a despot's gate,

Summoned by some presaging scroll of fate,

And knows not whether kiss or dagger wait;

And all so sickened is his countenance

The courtiers buzz, "Lo, doomed!" and look at him askance:--

At fate's dread portal then

Even so stood I, I ken,

Even so stood I, between a joy and fear,

And said to mine own heart, "Now, if the end be here!"

In the last four lines is probably an instance of his habitual

appropriation of things seen for his poetic images. If the door of my

father's room is here promoted to a part in _Sister Songs_, it takes

its place with the clock of Covent Garden, the arrowy minute-hand

of which Mr. Shane Leslie has remarked as suggesting Thompson's

description of himself when he

Stood bound and helplessly

For Time to shoot his barbéd minutes at me.

In the continuation of the same passage is found another example:--

Suffered the trampling hoof of every hour

In night's slow-wheeléd car;

Until the tardy dawn dragged me at length

From under those dread wheels; and, bled of strength,

I waited the inevitable last.

Even before he was knocked down by a cab, as happened to him later, the

heavy traffic of Covent Garden, harassing the straggler in the gutter,

may well have been to him a type of danger and fears.

* * * * *

The idea of rescue came slowly and doubtfully to Francis, who was

far less ready than my father to believe that he was fitted for the

writing career. Their first talks were of books; of his history he

said nothing. He was willing to tell of the poets he had read in the

Guildhall Library, until the police, being, as he said, against him,

barred the entrance. He was willing, too, that anything he had written

should be published, and bring temporary wealth; but reluctant to

admit that he might become a worker and quit the streets--so fixedly

reluctant that some strong reason was conjectured. He would visit my

father, then living in Kensington, but it was long before he would

accept substantial hospitalities; coming in the evening or afternoon,

he would leave to return to his calling--literally a calling--of cabs.

That he was also during this time either parting with or searching

for his Ann is not unlikely. He took his reprieve as he had taken

his doom; he went frightened and brave at once, at war with peace,

at peace with war. With his hesitations, it was more than six months

later that he wrote anew for _Merry England_, in the November issue of

which appeared "Bunyan in the Light of Modern Criticism"; his three

previous appearances, in April, May, and June, with the "Passion of

Mary," "Dream Tryst," and "Paganism Old and New," having exhausted the

possible things among those first submitted. He was not an absentee

because he could not write better than the oldest hand the articles

exactly fitted for _Merry England_. The intention declared in an early

number of my father's magazine was to give voice to a renascence of

happiness; "We shall try to revive in our own hearts, and in the hearts

of others, the enthusiasm of the Christian Faith." This enthusiasm

was to inform essays on social problems and essays in literary and

artistic criticism, and an optimistic editor had told his contributors

to recover the humour, and good humour, of the Saints and Fathers.

"Paganism Old and New," in which it was sought to expose the fallacy of

searching for love of beauty and sweetness in the pagan mythology, and

to reveal the essential modernity, and even Christianity, of Keats' and

Shelley's pagan beauties, was a triumph of journalistic obedience and

appropriateness.

It ends: "Bring back even the best age of Paganism, and you smite

beauty on the cheek. But you _cannot_ bring back then, the best age of

Paganism, the age when Paganism was a faith. None will again behold

Apollo in the forefront of the morning, or see Aphrodite in the upper

air loose the long lustre of her golden locks. But _you may_ bring

back--_dii avertant omen_--the Paganism of the days of Pliny, and

Statius, and Juvenal. . . . This is the Paganism which is formidable,

and not the antique lamp whose feeding oil is spent, whose light has

not outlasted the damps of its long sepulture." This he wrote, who

might have been exercising his knowledge of ignominy in a _Ventre de

Londres_ or at least in such a book as the memorable _Rowton House

Rhymes_.

The streets, somehow, had nurtured a poet and trained a journalist.

He had gone down into poverty so absolute that he was often without

pen and paper, and now emerged a pressman. Neither his happiness,

nor his tenderness, nor his sensibility had been marred, like his

constitution, by his experiences. To be the target of such pains as it

is the habit of the world to deplore as the extreme of disaster, and

yet to keep alive the young flame of his poetry; to be under compulsion

to watch the ignominies of the town, and yet never to be nor to think

himself ignominious; to establish the certitude of his virtue; to keep

flourishing an infinite tenderness and capability for delicacies and

_gentilezze_ of love--these were the triumphs of his immunity. A mother

not yet delivered of her child must be protected from all ills of mind

and body lest they do injury to the delicate and susceptible life

within her. Horrors must not be spoken in her presence; it has been

held fit that she should have pictures about her bed of fair infants

that her thoughts might instruct the features of the unborn child

in good-favouredness. How otherwise was the poet dealt with, whose

intellect was the womb of the word! The making of Viola, as he tells

it, is a sweeter business than the making of a poet--of the maker of

a "Making of Viola"--but not more natural and inevitable. Thompson's

muse rose intact, but trailing bloody insignia of battle; his spirit

rose from the penal waters fresh as Botticelli's Venus. It had not been

more marvellous if Sandro's lady, with cool cheeks, floating draperies,

and dry curls, had risen from a real unplumbed, salt, estranging sea,

instead of from the silly ripples of Florentine convention.

But physically he was battered; and his condition led my father to

prevail upon him, with much difficulty, to be examined by a doctor. "He

will not live," was the first verdict, "and you hasten his death by

denying his whims and opium." But the risk was taken, and Francis sent

to a private hospital.

Thus he alludes to the change within himself:--"Please accept my

warmest thanks for all your kindness and trouble on my behalf. I know

this is a very perfunctory looking letter; but until the first sharp

struggle is over, it is difficult for me to write in any other way."

De Quincey thought that opium killed Coleridge as a poet, that it was

the enemy of his authorship; that the leaving off of opium creates a

new heaven and a new earth. Thompson had now to experience such things

by the denial of the drug. Of his links with Coleridge A. M. writes in

the _Dublin Review_, January 1908:--

"Of his alienation from ordinary life, laudanum was

the sole cause, and, of laudanum, early and long

disease. Coleridge's fault was Thompson's--an evasion

of the daily dues of man to man. It was laudanum that

dissolved Coleridge's bond to wife and child, and piled

their unanswered letters by his bed of illusion and

shattering dreams; it was laudanum that held the hand

bound to open them, turning it half callous and half

timorous, as though insensibility should borrow of

sensibility its flight, its cowardice, and its closed

eyes; or rather the sensitive and loving man was acting

his own part, wearing a delusive likeness to himself,

while laudanum cared nothing for wife or child. It was

laudanum that sent Coleridge to take refuge on one

alien hearth when no fire was kindled to welcome him in

any home of his kindred. It was laudanum that was the

unspoken thing, the unnamed, in Coleridge's conscious

talk; other things he would confess, but not this,

which was the daily desire, the daily possession, and

the daily stealth. So it was also, in his own degree,

with this later sufferer. Francis Thompson was not like

Coleridge; he had not Coleridge's bond and obligations;

but the laudanum was alike in the wronged veins, the

altered blood, of both."

The renunciation of opium, not its indulgence, opened the doors of the

intellect. Opium killed the poet in Coleridge; the opium habit was

stifled at the birth of the poet in Thompson. His images came toppling

about his thoughts overflowingly during the pains of abstinence. This,

too, was de Quincey's experience, told when he was unwinding "the

accursed chain": "I protest to you I have a greater influx of thoughts

in one hour at present than in a whole year under the reign of opium.

It seems as though all the thoughts which had been frozen up for a

decade of years by opium had now, according to the old fable, been

thawed at once."

"The Ode to the Setting Sun" was written at midsummer in 1889, and on

receiving it, his editor, with my mother and a young friend, Mr. Vernon

Blackburn, straightway took the train to congratulate him on this first

conclusive sign of the splendour of his powers. For the poet had been

placed with the monks at Storrington Priory, and it was the music of

three wandering musicians heard in the village street that opened the

ode[16]:--

The wailful sweetness of the violin

Floats down the hushéd waters of the wind,

The heart-strings of the throbbing harp begin

To long in aching music. . . .

Thus by accident were the words of Sir Thomas Browne, an author beloved

of Francis--words quoted by de Quincey--again made good: "And even

that tavern music, which makes one merry, another mad, in me strikes a

deep fit of devotion."

After requests for boots and writing-pads--walking and writing made up

his days--he gives notice that with many misgivings he has fixed on

Shelley for the theme of a first _Dublin Review_ article:--

"I have done so principally because I remember more of

him than any other poet (though that is saying little).

Coleridge was always my favourite poet; but I early

recognised that to make him a model was like trying to

run up a window-pane, or to make clotted cream out of

moonlight, or to pack jelly-fish in hampers. So that

until I was twenty-two Shelley was more studied by me

than anyone else. At the same time I am exposed to

the danger of talking platitudes, because so much has

been written about Shelley of late years which I have

never read. I may have one or two questions to ask you

in relation to the subject as I go on. Thank you for

the American paper. Only the poet feels complimented.

Your criticisms on the _Merry England_ article were

(for once in a way) entirely anticipated by my own

impressions. Happy are they that hear their detractions

and can put them to mending. With regard to what you

say about the advantage of my being in a more booky

place than Storrington[17] I entirely agree. Nor need

you fear the opium. I have learned the advantage of

being without it for mental exercise; and (still more

important) I have learned to bear my fits of depression

without it. Personally I no longer fear it."

In a later letter:--"Shelley was sent off yesterday.

Herewith the few fugitive verses I spoke of. With

regard to the article, please take no notice of any

writing on the backs of the sheets, and disregard all

pencilled writing, either front or back. The opening is

carefully constructed so that, if you think advisable,

you can detach it, and leave the article to commence on

page 10."

His next runs:--

"Surprised about Shelley. Seemed to me dreadful trash

when I read it over before sending it. Shut my eyes

and ran to the post, or some demon might have set me

to work on picking it again. Don't see but what we can

easily draw the knife out of your heart by knocking out

the praise of Swinburne. Won't grieve you if we leave

in the disparaging part of the comparison, I hope? And

I daresay you are perfectly right about it."

Of this Shelley article nearly the whole history is told in a long

letter to his own and his family's friend, Dr. Carroll:--

"The article on Shelley which you asked about I

finished at last, with quite agonising pain and

elaboration. It might have been written in tears, and

is proportionately dear to me. I fear, however, that

it will not be accepted, or accepted only with such

modifications as will go to my heart. It has not been

inserted in the current issue of the _Dublin_--a fact

which looks ominous. First, you see, I prefaced it by

a fiery attack on Catholic Philistinism (exemplified

in Canon T----, though I was not aware about him at

the time I wrote the article), driven home with all

the rhetoric which I could muster. That is pretty sure

to be a stumbling-block. I consulted Mr. Meynell as to

its suppression, but he said 'Leave it in.' I suspect

that he thoroughly agrees with it. Secondly, it is

written at an almost incessant level of poetic prose,

and seethes with imagery like my poetry itself. Now the

sober, ponderous, ecclesiastical _Dublin_ confronted

with poetic prose must be considerably scared. The

editor probably cannot make up his mind whether it

is heavenly rhetoric or infernal nonsense. And in the

midst of my vexation at feeling what a thankless waste

of labour it is, I cannot help a sardonic grin at his

conjectured perplexity. Mr. Meynell's opinion was

'"Shelley" is splendid.'. . .

"There can now be no doubt that the _Dublin Review_

has rejected my article. Nothing has been heard of it

since it was sent. I only hope that they have not lost

the MS. That would be to lose the picked fruit of three

painful months--a quite irreparable loss. I am not

surprised, myself. What is an unlucky ecclesiastical

editor to do when confronted with something so _sui

generis_ as this--my friend's favourite passage, and

the only one which I can remember. I had been talking

of the 'Cloud,' and remarking that it displayed 'the

childish faculty of make-believe, raised to the nth

power.' In fact, I said, Shelley was the child, still

at play, though his play-things were larger. Then I

burst into prose poetry. 'The universe is his box

of toys. He dabbles his hands in the sunset. He is

gold-dusty with tumbling amid the stars. He makes

bright mischief with the moon. He teases into growling

the kennelled thunder, and laughs at the shaking of

its fiery chain. He dances in and out of the gates

of heaven. He runs wild over the fields of ether. He

chases the rolling world. He gets between the feet of

the horses of the sun. He stands in the lap of patient

Nature, and twines her loosened tresses after a hundred

wilful fashions, to see how she will look nicest in his

poetry.' The editor sees at once that here is something

such as he has never encountered before. Personally, I

recollect nothing like it in English prose. In French

prose I could point to something not so dissimilar--in

Victor Hugo. But not in English. De Quincey is as

boldly poetical, and his strain far higher; but he is

poetical after quite another style. The editor feels

himself out of his latitude. He is probably a person of

only average literary taste--that is, he can tell the

literary hawk from the literary handsaw when the wind

is southerly. He feels that discretion is the better

part of valour. The thing may be very good, may be very

bad. But it is beyond or below comprehension. So he

rejects it. Twelve years hence (if he live so long) he

will feel uncomfortable should anyone allude to that

rejection. Unless he has lost the MS. In that case the

thing is gone for ever.

"I had a commission (through Mr. Meynell) to write an

article for the jubilee number of the _Tablet_; but the

editor would have nothing to do with it when it was

written. I had said that Cardinal Wiseman too often

wrote like a brilliant schoolboy (I _might_ have said

that, as regards his style, he seldom wrote like anyone

else); and I had been guilty of other sins of omission

and commission which were likely to bristle the hair of

the Canon T----s."

And later, to the same correspondent:--

"_August._--I have been re-reading what I said

regarding my rejected Shelley article, and I see

that you might possibly interpret my language as

referring to its _merit_. This would make my words read

arrogantly in the extreme. When I said that I knew

nothing just like it in the language, I was speaking of

its _kind_, its style. As to the _merit_ of that style,

I have ventured no opinion of my own, but simply given

you my friends' opinion. I am so poor a judge of my own

work, that they never pay any attention to what I think

about it. Please always bear this in mind. You may be

sure that in speaking about my own work I always follow

the same rule, to tell you merely what my friends say

as to its merit."

What little more remains to be told of the writing and the posthumous

publication of the Shelley article comes from W. M.:--

"It happened that Bishop (afterwards Cardinal) Vaughan,

who knew the poet's family well in Lancashire, and had

known Francis himself at Ushaw, met him in London at

our house, and out of this meeting and the Bishop's

wish to serve him, came the suggestion that he should

contribute a paper to the _Dublin Review_. That

venerable quarterly, founded by Cardinal Wiseman half

a century before, Bishop Vaughan now owned but did not

edit. It inherited ecclesiastical rather than literary

traditions; and a due consideration for these dictated

the opening passages of the Essay, since somewhat

curtailed. Hence proceeded the plea that Theology and

Literature might be reconciled--just such another

reconciliation as Art had been adjured to seal with

Nature at the end of the eighteenth century:

Go find her, kiss her, and be friends again!

And Thompson's plea had this added relevance--that the

choice of a subject, left to himself, had fallen upon

Shelley; perhaps a dubious choice. At any rate the

article was returned to him from the _Dublin_--one more

of those memorable rejections that go into the treasury

of all neglected writers' consolations, perhaps their

illusions. Thrown aside by its discouraged author, the

Essay[18] was found among his papers after his death.

His literary executor thought it right that the Review

for which it was originally designed should again have

the offer of it, since a new generation of readers

had arisen, and another editor, in days otherwise

regenerate. Thus it happened that this orphan among

Essays entered at last on a full inheritance of fame."

It appeared in the _Dublin_ dated July 1908, and for the first time

in a long life of seventy-two years the Review passed into a second

edition. Its reissue in separate form has for preface Mr. George

Wyndham's estimate of it as the most important contribution made to

English literature for twenty years.

* * * * *

From F. T. to W. M.:--

"The _Dublin_ article having been sent, I write to

ask you for more work, or directions as to work. I am

afraid, however, that even if there is room for it

the article will hardly be in time, and that through

my own fault. I miscalculated the date from Father

Driffield's letter, and seeing no newspapers, did

not discover my error till I came to post it. This

is something like a confession of failure, and I am

naturally chagrined about it. But I have one comfort

from the affair: I not only hope but think (though

until I see how I proceed with my next book I will not

speak decidedly) that it has broken me to harness. You

ask me to write frankly, and so I will tell you just

how I have found myself get on with my work. At first

I could not get on at all. I tried regularly enough

to settle myself to writing; but my brain would not

work. During the last four days I wrote at a pretty

uniform rate, and wrote so continuously as I have never

been able to write before--in fact, more continuously

than I mean to write again, except in an emergency

like this--I began to feel very shaken at the end of

it. But the valuable thing is that I was able to make

myself write when and for as long as I pleased. I want

some more work now, but if left to myself I may lose a

habit scarcely acquired. . . . The only two ideas in my

head both require books. The one is for an article on

Dryden, the other an old idea for an article on 'Idylls

of the King.' Very likely my idea with regard to the

latter has long been anticipated: so that to prevent

any possible waste of labour let me briefly explain

it. I have seen it objected to them that there are

only the slightest and most arbitrary narrative links

between them, and that they form no real sequence.

My idea is to show that they have not a narrative,

but a moral, sequence. (I have nothing to do with the

allegory.) Tennyson's idea has been to show the gradual

disruption of Arthur's court and realm through the

'little pitted speck in garnered fruit' of Guinevere's

sin, which 'rotting inward slowly moulders all.'

This he does by a series of separate pictures each

exhibiting in a progressive style the disintegrating

process. Each exhibits some definite development of

decaying virtue in court or kingdom. Viewed in this

light, they have a real relation to each other which is

that of their common relation to the central idea. It

is a _crescendo_ of moral laxity; and throughout, by

constant little side touches, he keeps before my mind

how all this is sprung from the daily visible sin of

the Queen's life. That is the idea: judge for yourself

if it is worth anything. If you have any work ready for

me, I should prefer to do that; I think I could now do

work not originated by myself."

He continues:--

"I gather from her last poem that Miss Tynan is no

longer with you, or I should have hardly sent you the

longer verses (the 'Sere of the Leaf'), for I feel

that I have taken a perhaps unwarrantable liberty in

apostrophising her, even in her poetical and therefore

public capacity. I can only plead that verse, like

'l'Amour' in Carmen's song--

est enfant de Bohème,

Qui n'a jamais, jamais connu de loi!

The thing would not write itself otherwise. She

happened to set the current of my thought, and I could

not quit the current."

Of this liberty Miss Tynan, one of the earliest of Francis's admiring

and admired, wrote to her poet:--

"I must thank you very much for associating my name

with your luxuriantly beautiful poem in the current

number (January 1891) of _Merry England_, and for

giving my words place on the golden and scarlet web

and woof of poetry. No one could fail to be proud and

grateful for such a distinction. I have been deeply

interested in your poetry since the first day I saw

your name to 'Dream Tryst.' I am sure I was one of the

first to write and ask, 'Who is Francis Thompson?'"

And again in 1892:--

" . . . You are too good to say you are indebted to me.

If I thought you were, I should begin to feel proud of

myself. I'd like to think better of my own work than I

do of some of my friends' work--Mr. Yeats is one, and

you are another--but I can't. My faculty of admiration

is too true and strong. . . . I hope you will write to

me again, and I look forward to meeting and knowing you

when I come to London. Your buying the 'Poppies' in

the circumstances was indeed a tribute. I am very glad

to know you are now lifted to a safer position, out of

danger of such poverty. I am very glad for you to be

the Meynells' friend." . . .

F. T. to W. M.:--

"DEAR MR. MEYNELL,--How good and kind and patient you

are with me! far more than I am with myself, for I am

often sick with the being that inhabits this villainous

mud-hut of a body. . . . I beguiled the four ill nights

I have spoken of, while the mental cloud was somewhat

lifted, by writing the verses [one set of these was

the 'Sere of the Leaf'] I herewith send you. If there

be no saving grace of poetry in them they are damned;

for I am painfully conscious that they display me, in

every respect, at my morally weakest. Indeed no one but

yourself--or, to be more accurate, yourselves--would

I have allowed to see them; for often verse written

as I write it is nothing less than a confessional far

more intimate than the sacerdotal one. _That_ touches

only your sins, and leaves in merciful darkness your

ignominious, if sinless, weaknesses. When the soul

goes forth, like Andersen's Emperor, thinking herself

clothed round with singing-robes, while in reality her

naked weakness is given defenceless to the visiting

wind, not every mother's son would you allow to gaze

on you at such a time. And the shorter of the two

pieces especially is such a self-revelation, I feel,

as even you have hardly had from me before. Something

in them may be explained to you, and perhaps a little

excused, by the newspaper cutting I forward. For some

inscrutable reason it has affected me as if I never

expected it. I knew of it beforehand; I thought I was

familiarised with the idea; yet when the newspaper

came as I sat at dinner, and I saw her name among so

many familiar names, I pushed away the remainder of my

dinner and--well, I will not say what I did. I have

been miserable ever since. The fact is my nerves want

taking up like an Atlantic cable, and recasing. I am

sometimes like a dispossessed hermit-crab, looking

about everywhere for a new shell, and quivering at

every touch. Figuratively speaking, if I prick my

finger I seem to feel it with my whole body." The shell

he had cast, with lamentations, was the encrustation of

disease, of opium, of street miseries.

In February 1890, having bidden good-bye at Storrington to Daisy "and

Daisy's sister-blossom or blossom-sister, Violet (there are nine

children in the family, the last four all flowers--Rose, Daisy, Lily,

and Violet)," he returned to London. In town the poetry was continued.

"Love in Dian's Lap" was written as he paced, in place of the Downs,

the library floor at Palace Court; and in Kensington Gardens, where

I have seen him at prayer as well as at poetry, he composed "Sister

Songs." Both were pencilled into penny exercise-books. His reiterated

"It's a penny exercise-book" is remembered by every member of the

household set to search for the mislaid first drafts of "Love in Dian's

Lap"--he himself too dismayed to look.

In this form "Sister Songs" (written at about the time of "The Hound of

Heaven," in 1891, but not published till 1895) was covertly handed as a

Christmas offering to his friends, or rather left with a note where it

would be seen by them:--

"DEAR MR. MEYNELL,--I leave with this on the

mantel-piece (in an exercise-book) the poem of which

I spoke. If intensity of labour could make it good,

good it would be. One way or the other, it will be an

effectual test of a theme on which I have never yet

written; if from it I have failed to draw poetry, then

I may as well take down my sign.--Always yours,

FRANCIS THOMPSON."

Later, having recovered the manuscript to add to it the "Inscription"

he returned it with:--

"Before I talk of anything else, let me thank you _ab

imis medullis_ for the one happy Christmas I have had

for many a year. Herewith I send you my laggard poem.

I have been delayed partly through making some minor

corrections, but chiefly through having to transcribe

the 'Inscription' at the close of it."

He had watched the piling up of family presents before making his own,

and in the "Inscription" he tells:--

But one I marked who lingered still behind,

As for such souls no seemly gift had he:

He was not of their strain,

Nor worthy so bright beings to entertain,

Nor fit compeer for such high company;

Yet was he surely born to them in mind,

Their youngest nursling of the spirit's kind.

Last stole this one,

With timid glance, of watching eyes adread,

And dropped his frightened flower when all were gone;

And where the frail flower fell, it witheréd.

But yet methought those high souls smiled thereon;

As when a child, upstraining at your knees

Some fond and fancied nothings, says, "I give you these."

Of the first notion for this poem's title, "Amphicypellon," he wrote:--

"It refers to the αμφικυπελλον which Hephaestus,

in Homer, bears round to the gods when he acts as

cupbearer by way of joke. When Schliemann's things

from Troy were first exhibited at South Kensington,

I remember seeing among them a drinking-cup labelled

'Perhaps the _amphicypellon_ of Homer.' It was a

boat-shaped cup of plain gold, open at the top and

with a crescentic aperture at either extremity of the

rim, through which the wine could either be poured or

drunk. So that you could pour from either end, and (if

the cup were _brimmed_ with wine) two people could

have drunk from it at the same time, one at either

extremity. In a certain sense, therefore, it was a

double cup. And it had also two handles, one at either

of its boat-shaped sides, so that it was a two-handled

cup. You will see at once why I have applied the name

to my double poem."

Later this title was abandoned:--

"Let it be 'Sister Songs' as you suggest. But keep 'an

offering to two sisters' where it now is--on the title

page. 'Sister Songs' was my own first alteration of the

title, but was dropped I hardly know why."

One of his first articles after he left his always beloved Storrington

was the notice of General Booth's _In Darkest England_. Called

"Catholics in Darkest England," and signed "Francis Tancred," it

appeared in _Merry England_ for January 1891. Mr. Stead, in the _Review

of Reviews_, wrote:--

"Tancred sounds a bugle-blast which, it is hoped,

will ring through the Catholic ranks not only in

England, but in all Catholic Christendom. After

speaking highly of General Booth and his large,

daring, and comprehensive scheme, he points out that

it will of necessity lead to the proselytising of

neglected Catholics. He, therefore, cries aloud for

the creation of a Catholic Salvation Army, or rather,

for the utilisation of the Franciscans, Regulars and

Tertiaries, for the purpose of social salvation."

"Mr. Francis Tancred" received from Mr. Stead the following letter:--

"_January 12, 1891._

"DEAR SIR,--I beg to forward you herewith a copy

of the _Review of Reviews_, in which you will find

your admirable article quoted and briefly commented

upon. Permit me to say that I read your article with

sincere admiration and heartfelt sympathy, and that it

delighted the Salvation Army people at headquarters

more than anything that has appeared for a long time.

'That man can write said Bramwell Booth to me, and I

think he sincerely grudges your pen to the Catholic

Church.--I am, yours truly,

W. T. STEAD."[19]

Cardinal Manning[20] thereupon summoned Francis through my father, who

was the Cardinal's friend, and to this single meeting Francis alludes

in "To the Dead Cardinal of Westminster," a poem written, when, a year

later, 1892, Manning died. Of this, A. M. has written:--

"In 1892 his editor asked him for a poem on Cardinal

Manning, just dead, whom the poet had once visited;

surely never was a poem 'to order' so greatly and

originally inspired. I have alluded to days of deep

depression in Francis Thompson's life, and they

occurred now and then, with fairly cheerful intervals,

at this time. It was in the grief and terror of

such a day that he wrote 'To the dead Cardinal of

Westminster,' which is a poem rather on himself than

on the dead, an all but despairing presage of his own

decease, which, when sixteen years later it came,

brought no despair."

Claiming the ear of the dead, because the Cardinal asked the poet to go

often to him, he writes in a first version of the poem:--

I saw thee only once,

Although thy gentle tones

Said soft:--

"Come hither oft."

Therefore my spirit clings

Heaven's porter by the wings,

And holds

Its gated golds

Apart, with thee to press

A private business;

Whence

Deign me audience.

Your singer did not come

Back to that stern, bare home:[21]

He knew

Himself and you.

I saw, as seers do,

That you were even you;

And--why,

I too was I.

In that, as in "The Fallen Yew"--

"I take you to my inmost heart, my true!"

Ah fool! but there is one heart you

Shall never take him to!--

his theme is one that often pressed home upon him:--

"There is such goodwill to impart, and such goodwill to

receive, that each threatens to become the other, but

the law of individuality collects its secret strength;

you are you and I am I, and so we remain."

These concluding words are transcribed with a suppressed verse of "To

the Dead Cardinal of Westminster"--a verse suppressed, I imagine,

because its poetry was not approved rather than because it committed

its author to a too definite theory of Individualism. While he marks

the impenetrability of mind and mind, he writes hotly nevertheless of

the Political Economist's Individualism:--

"For diabolical this doctrine of Individualism is; it

is the outcome of the proud teaching which declares it

despicable for men to bow before their fellow-men. It

has meant, not that a man should be individual, but

that he should be independent. Now this I take to be an

altogether deadly lie. A man _should_ be individual,

but not independent. The very laws of Nature forbid

independence. . . . Independent, he puts forth no

influence; he is sterile as the sands of the desert.

For it is little less than an immutable ordinance

throughout the universe that without intercommunion

nothing is generated. The plant may reproduce on

itself, but if you would rise above mere vegetation, or

the lowest forms of animal life, there can be no true

hermaphroditism; aye, even in the realm of Mind, 'male

and female created He them.' There is but one thing

you can do for yourself; you can kill yourself. Though

you may try to live for yourself, you cannot, in any

permanence, live by yourself. You may rot by yourself,

if you will; but that is not doing, it is ceasing."

Afterwards he was to learn even more strictly from Patmore that the

unit of the world has two persons.

As in the realm of Mind, so in the Spiritual. What might seem the

culmination of secret Individualism, the Communion between Christ and

the Soul, is made universal in the Open Court of Catholicism. However

strict the segregation of Francis's spiritual experiences, they were,

save in some rare and awful moments of estrangement, offered to Christ,

through Christ to the Church, through the Church to the men from whose

intercourse he found himself debarred. Tolstoy's "every man in the

depths of his soul has something he alone comprehends, namely, his

attitude towards God" is a thought divinely expressed in the "Fallen

Yew," but it is only one aspect of the truth, as the single reflection

in a looking-glass is but a single aspect of the thing before it.

Second thoughts, like second mirrors, encircle and multiply the first

impression.[22]

FOOTNOTES:

[15] _Merry England_ was a magazine he had known in Manchester, and

noted especially during his Christmas holiday at home. His uncle,

Edward Healy Thompson, was already a contributor, and among others were

Cardinal Manning, Lionel Johnson, Hilaire Belloc, May Probyn, St. John

Adcock, Sir William Butler, Coulson Kernahan, Alice Corkran, Coventry

Patmore, W. H. Hudson, Katharine Tynan, J. G. Snead Cox, Aubrey de

Vere, Wilfrid Scawen Blunt, Father R. F. Clark, J. Eastwood Kidson, and

Bernard Whelan.

[16] He himself notes the circumstances of composition. "Mem.--'Ode to

Setting Sun' begun in the field of the Cross, and under shadow of the

Cross, at sunset; finished ascending and descending Jacob's Ladder (mid

or late noon?)" "The Song of the Hours" also was written at Storrington.

[17] The Shelley Essay bears signs of the booklessness of Storrington.

All the quotations were made from memory, and nearly all were

inaccurate.

[18] Also a Shelley "Selection," not published.

[19] There perished with Mr. Stead in the _Titanic_ disaster in 1912

a Catholic priest, who had, shortly before sailing, recommended "The

Hound of Heaven" (with the strangely significant line "Adown Titanic

glooms of chasméd fears") to a friend, as an antidote to decadent

poetry.

[20] At this time he met another Cardinal, then without his Hat, who

knew his people in Manchester. There were many pauses when the talk

turned to his home. Francis, untamable in shabbiness, even to the point

of rags, explained afterwards: "I did not like to dwell on the subject,

lest he should discover that I was in poor circumstances. You see he

corresponds with my father." But his father did, of course, already

know of his need. A letter, dated April 1892, from Bishop Carroll,

runs:--

"MY DEAR MR. MEYNELL,--Francis Thompson's father has agreed to give

me a small sum weekly (3_s._ 6_d._) for his son. I have consented to

forward it, and will do so monthly, adding a little myself. I now

enclose a cheque for 24_s._ It is not much, but it will help.--Ever

yours sincerely,

J. CARROLL."

[21] The old Archbishop's House in Carlisle Place.

[22] At this time he wrote to W. M. of an article in _Merry England_:--

"The Franciscan article is decidedly good. But I am getting a little

sick of this talk of 'individualism,' which only darkens counsel.

The writer seems to mean by it not at all what it means to me--and,

I think, to the Cardinal. What _he_ calls regulated individualism

many people would call Socialism. In fact, some Socialists claim the

Franciscans as a Catholic and religious experiment in the direction

of Socialism. It seems to me that you can juggle with words like

'individualism' to suit your own whims."

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