CHAPTER XXIII

Little by little, Laurent became furiously mad, and resolved to drive

Camille from his bed. He had first of all slept with his clothes on,

then he had avoided touching Thérèse. In rage and despair, he wanted, at

last, to take his wife in his arms, and crush the spectre of his victim

rather than leave her to it. This was a superb revolt of brutality.

The hope that the kisses of Thérèse would cure him of his insomnia, had

alone brought him into the room of the young woman. When he had found

himself there, in the position of master, he had become a prey to such

atrocious attacks, that it had not even occurred to him to attempt

the cure. And he had remained overwhelmed for three weeks, without

remembering that he had done everything to obtain Thérèse, and now that

she was in his possession, he could not touch her without increased

suffering.

His excessive anguish drew him from this state of dejection. In

the first moment of stupor, amid the strange discouragement of the

wedding-night, he had forgotten the reasons that had urged him to marry.

But his repeated bad dreams had aroused in him a feeling of sullen

irritation, which triumphed over his cowardice, and restored his memory.

He remembered he had married in order to drive away nightmare, by

pressing his wife closely to his breast. Then, one night, he abruptly

took Thérèse in his arms, and, at the risk of passing over the corpse of

the drowned man, drew her violently to him.

The young woman, who was also driven to extremes, would have cast

herself into the fire had she thought that flames would have purified

her flesh, and delivered her from her woe. She returned Laurent his

advances, determined to be either consumed by the caresses of this man,

or to find relief in them.

And they clasped one another in a hideous embrace. Pain and horror took

the place of love. When their limbs touched, it was like falling on live

coal. They uttered a cry, pressing still closer together, so as not

to leave room for the drowned man. But they still felt the shreds of

Camille, which were ignobly squeezed between them, freezing their skins

in parts, whilst in others they were burning hot.

Their kisses were frightfully cruel. Thérèse sought the bite

that Camille had given in the stiff, swollen neck of Laurent, and

passionately pressed her lips to it. There was the raw sore; this wound

once healed, and the murderers would sleep in peace. The young woman

understood this, and she endeavoured to cauterise the bad place with the

fire of her caresses. But she scorched her lips, and Laurent thrust her

violently away, giving a dismal groan. It seemed to him that she was

pressing a red-hot iron to his neck. Thérèse, half mad, came back.

She wanted to kiss the scar again. She experienced a keenly voluptuous

sensation in placing her mouth on this piece of skin wherein Camille had

buried his teeth.

At one moment she thought of biting her husband in the same place, of

tearing away a large piece of flesh, of making a fresh and deeper wound,

that would remove the trace of the old one. And she said to herself that

she would no more turn pale when she saw the marks of her own teeth.

But Laurent shielded his neck from her kisses. The smarting pain he

experienced was too acute, and each time his wife presented her lips, he

pushed her back. They struggled in this manner with a rattling in their

throats, writhing in the horror of their caresses.

They distinctly felt that they only increased their suffering. They

might well strain one another in these terrible clasps, they cried out

with pain, they burnt and bruised each other, but were unable to calm

their frightfully excited nerves. Each strain rendered their disgust

more intense. While exchanging these ghastly embraces, they were a prey

to the most terrible hallucinations, imagining that the drowned man was

dragging them by the heels, and violently jerking the bedstead.

For a moment they let one another go, feeling repugnance and invincible

nervous agitation. Then they determined not to be conquered. They

clasped each other again in a fresh embrace, and once more were obliged

to separate, for it seemed as if red-hot bradawls were entering their

limbs. At several intervals they attempted in this way to overcome their

disgust, by tiring, by wearing out their nerves. And each time their

nerves became irritated and strained, causing them such exasperation,

that they would perhaps have died of enervation had they remained in the

arms of one another. This battle against their own bodies excited them

to madness, and they obstinately sought to gain the victory. Finally,

a more acute crisis exhausted them. They received a shock of such

incredible violence that they thought they were about to have a fit.

Cast back one on each side of the bed, burning and bruised, they began

to sob. And amidst their tears, they seemed to hear the triumphant

laughter of the drowned man, who again slid, chuckling, under the sheet.

They had been unable to drive him from the bed and were vanquished.

Camille gently stretched himself between them, whilst Laurent deplored

his want of power to thrust him away, and Thérèse trembled lest the

corpse should have the idea of taking advantage of the victory to press

her, in his turn, in his arms, in the quality of legitimate master.

They had made a supreme effort. In face of their defeat, they understood

that, in future, they dared not exchange the smallest kiss. What they

had attempted, in order to drive away their terror, had plunged them

into greater fright. And, as they felt the chill of the corpse, which

was now to separate them for ever, they shed bitter tears, asking

themselves, with anguish, what would become of them.

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