CHAPTER V

THE STRENGTHENING OF THE CHAIN

For the next few days following the night of the dinner at John

Castlemaine's house, a change seemed to have come over Radford

Leicester. He became less hopeless, and he did not drink so freely. It

might seem as though an evening spent in the society of a good woman had

a beneficial effect upon him. He did not take any further steps to carry

out his avowed intention, but when he spoke of women it was with less

bitterness.

Both Sprague and Purvis noticed this, and both wondered what it

portended. Could it be that Leicester meant to reform, or did it mean

that he was simply playing a part, in order to win the woman he had

boasted he could win?

Nevertheless he was moody, and seemed unhappy. He met these men

sometimes at the club, but spoke little. Moreover, in public he was very

abstemious, so much so that even the waiter noticed it.

"Is he turning over a new leaf?" asked Purvis of Sprague.

"If he is, he is not playing the game," replied the other.

"Why do you say that?"

"Because it was understood that he should win her on the understanding

that he was an atheist and a drunkard."

"But surely you don't object to his reforming?"

"No, of course I should be only too glad if he did, only in that case

all the point of our discussion would be gone."

They were, during this conversation, sitting in the club where we first

met them, and just as Purvis was about to reply to the other Leicester

entered the room. He looked even paler than usual, and the dark rings

around his eyes suggested pain either physical or mental. No sooner did

he see them than he walked towards them, as if glad of an opportunity of

companionship.

"How are you, Leicester?"

"I have a beastly headache," he replied.

Sprague and Purvis looked at each other significantly, a look which

Leicester noticed.

"No," he said, "don't draw your conclusions. I have not been drinking.

It's that confounded constituency."

"Why, anything happened there?"

"No--nothing of importance. It's only the old game. This man has to be

written to, and the other man has to have a certain statement explained.

I'd give up the whole thing for twopence."

"Where would your career be then, Leicester?"

"Hang the career," he said moodily.

"It's all very well to say that, old man, but a great deal depends on

it."

"What?"

"Well, your future--your future in Parliament, and your future

matrimonial arrangements."

He gave the two men an angry look.

"Surely that's my affair," he said.

"Sorry to contradict you, old man; but it is our affair too. That

hundred pounds, you know."

Leicester gave expression to a sentiment which was more forcible than

elegant.

Sprague looked at him eagerly. Ever since the night when we first met

these men, he had cherished anger in his heart towards Leicester. He

felt that this man despised him, and he was glad of the opportunity of

giving him one, as he termed it, "on his own account."

"Our gallant warrior is afraid to fight," he said with a sneer.

Leicester started as though he were stung. The look on Sprague's face

maddened him. For Leicester was in a nervous condition that night. His

abstention from spirits was telling on him terribly. Every fibre of his

being was crying out for whisky, and every nerve seemed on edge.

"What do you mean, Sprague?" he demanded.

"I mean that our gallant warrior is pulling down his flag," said

Sprague. "He has found out that the citadel cannot be easily taken, and

he's ready to give up without striking a blow."

Leicester looked on the ground moodily. In his heart of hearts he was

ashamed of the whole business, but he felt he would rather do anything

than confess it before these fellows.

"I hear he's turned teetotaller, too," went on Sprague, who seemed

anxious to pay off old scores. "Who knows? we may see Leicester posing

as a temperance advocate yet."

Leicester rose to his feet as if unable to contain himself. To be

sneered at by a man like Sprague was too much. He seemed about to give

vent to an insulting remark, then as if thinking better of it checked

himself. He rung a bell which stood on the table.

A waiter came in answer to his summons.

"Whisky," he said.

"A large or a small one, sir?"

"Bring--bring a bottle," he said savagely.

"I say, Leicester, don't do that!" said Purvis.

"Don't do what?"

"Don't start drinking again."

Again Leicester was almost overwhelmed with anger. How dare these

fellows seek to interfere with him!

"May I ask my dear Moody and Sankey when the control of my actions came

within your province?" he said, with a strong effort at self-control.

"Don't take it in that way, old man. I'm sure you are ashamed of the

other business, and----"

"What business?"

"You know what business. You can't go on with it. You would never have

thought of it if you hadn't been drinking too much; and really, I was

awfully glad when I saw that you were giving it up."

Leicester did not reply, but instead looked eagerly towards the waiter,

who was coming towards him.

He poured out a large portion of whisky into a glass, and then, having

added a small quantity of soda-water, he took a long draught.

"There," he said, when he set down the glass empty, "that for your pious

platitudes, my friends."

The action seemed to restore something of his equanimity, and it also

brought back the old bravado which had characterised him.

"The brave warrior appears to require Dutch courage," remarked Sprague,

who seemed bent on arousing all that was evil in him.

"Better that than none at all," remarked Leicester quietly. "And let me

tell you this, my friend, you can tell your mother that I shall not

assist you in your drawing-room meetings. By the way, what line are you

on now? Is it Hottentot children, anti-smoking, or the conversion of the

Jews?"

The colour had risen to his cheeks, the old light had come back to his

eyes.

"As if I cared for your Dorcas meeting standards of morality," he went

on. "What, you thought the poor sinner was repenting, eh? And you had

all your texts, and your rag-tags of advice to pour into my willing

ears. Tell me, Sprague, have you selected one of your women speakers to

speak a word in season? You know how partial I am to public women."

"You tried to give up the drink for a whole week for one," retorted

Sprague angrily.

"Did I, now? Well, then, I'll make up for my past misdeeds. I repent of

my backsliding, my dear pastor, and I return to my spiritual comforter."

He poured out more whisky, still with a steady hand, and looked at them

with a mocking smile.

"Have faith, Sprague," he said; "have faith, as your favourite women

speakers say so eloquently at those dear drawing-room meetings which you

love so much, 'there's nothing done without faith.'"

Purvis, who was the better fellow of the two, looked really distressed.

He was ashamed of what had taken place, and had sincerely hoped that

Leicester had given up the wild scheme upon which they had embarked.

"I am sorry for all this, Leicester," he said, "and I confess frankly I

hoped----"

"That I had been brought to the stool of repentance, that I was ashamed

of my misdeeds, and that I was going to give up the game. No, my

friends, I stand by what I said, and what is more, I am going to carry

it through. I am not converted to your professed belief in the nobility

of women, and as for being ashamed--tah, as though I cared for your

copybook morality!"

Neither of the men spoke in reply. They were almost afraid of the man.

He spoke quietly, and yet the strange light in his eyes showed how much

moved he was.

"And what is more, dear Moody and Sankey," he went on, "I'll play the

game honestly. I'll hide none of my sentiments. I'll win this woman

under no false colours. Why should I? There is no need. What did I say?

Let women have their selfish ambition gratified, and nothing else

matters."

"Come now, Leicester, you know it is not so. I should think your visit

to Mr. Castlemaine's would at least have caused you to drop that

rubbish."

He had by this time finished his second glass of whisky, and while as on

the former occasion it showed no effects on his perfect articulation,

and while he spoke very quietly, it doubtless made him say and do what

without its influence he would never think of doing.

"I say, Purvis," he said, lying back comfortably in his chair, and

lighting a cigar, "did I hide my sentiments at Mr. Castlemaine's? Did I

pose as a moral reformer? And what is more, did you spare me? Did you

not, with great and loyal friendship, give both Mr. and Miss

Castlemaine your views concerning me? Did you not tell Miss Castlemaine

of my reputation at Oxford, and of my terrible opinions? Did you not

tell Mr. Castlemaine that I was an atheist, that I had laughed at

Christian morality, and that I was a hard drinker? Come now, deny it if

you can."

"You know what you said to me," said Purvis, looking on the floor like a

man ashamed.

"Of course I did, my dear fellow. Don't look so miserable about it.

Well, I did my worst, and you did your worst. Now look at that!"

He threw a letter to Purvis as he spoke.

"Am I to read it?"

"Else why did I give it you?"

Purvis opened the letter and read it. It was an invitation to Mr.

Castlemaine's to dinner.

"Are you going?" asked Purvis.

"Of course I am. Do you think I am going to let such an opportunity

slip? Oh, you need not be afraid to show it to Sprague. It is not an

invitation to a drawing-room meeting, it is only to a dinner."

"Well, that means nothing," said Sprague.

"No? I think it proves my statements to the hilt. That invitation would

not have come from John Castlemaine without his daughter's

consent--perhaps it was at her instigation. And yet she knows that I

am--well--all you've described me to be. I am an atheist, I've thrown

copybook morals overboard, I am a hard drinker. But what then? I conform

to the conventions; no man has ever seen me drunk; but more than all

that, I am mentioned as one who is going to have a brilliant career.

Hence the invitation."

"An invitation to dinner means nothing," urged Sprague.

"Hence the invitation, and hence the future justification of my

statements," he persisted. "Good-night, my friends, I am sorry I cannot

stay longer."

He walked out of the room quite gaily. A casual passer-by, if he had met

him, would at that moment have thought of him as a happy man.

And yet, although Sprague and Purvis did not know it, Leicester had

entered the smoking-room of the club that night with a strong

inclination to refuse the invitation to John Castlemaine's house. He

_had_ been ashamed of making a woman the subject of a wager, and more,

he had for several days been fighting against the craving for alcohol.

He realised more than any man the mastery which it had gained over him,

and he knew that unless he conquered the habit, he would soon be a slave

to it, body and soul. An evening spent in the society of a good woman,

moreover, had aroused his latent manhood, and he felt that he could not

degrade himself by standing by the challenge he had made. He knew as

well as they that it was made under the influence of whisky, and that no

man of honour should stand by it.

During the days he had been fighting his craving for drink, the thought

of what he had done became more and more repugnant, and when he entered

the room where Sprague and Purvis were, he intended telling them that

nothing more must be said about it.

It seemed, however, that the fates were against him. He was in a

nervous, irritable mood, caused by his abstention from the poison which

had become almost a necessity to him, and the significant glances of the

two men maddened him. Had they met him in the right spirit, it is

possible that the affair, which did not reflect credit upon any of them,

might have been dismissed as an idle joke. As we have seen, however,

they had taunted him, they had aroused him to anger; these men whom he

regarded as his inferiors had assumed an air of superiority, and this in

the present state of his nerves was more than he could bear. He had

ordered whisky, and after that his good resolutions went by the board.

Radford Leicester would have died rather than have confessed himself

beaten. Thus do great issues often rest upon unimportant events.

After he had gone a silence fell between the two young men for some

time.

"I wish we hadn't been such fools, Sprague," said Purvis presently.

"What do you mean?"

"I mean that we are as bad as he is, perhaps worse. We at least were

sober."

"Yes, I know; but who would have thought that he would stand by his

guns?"

"We know what he is. I believe if we had been wise to-night he might

have been led to give it up. But now nothing will move him."

"Well, it may teach Miss Castlemaine a lesson," said Sprague, whose

pride had not yet recovered from the wound which her refusal had made;

"but there--it's all right. It'll never come to anything. For that

matter, if anything serious came of it, I would tell her the whole

history of the joke."

"No, you wouldn't."

"Why?"

"Because you dare not. Because she would despise us all to our last day,

because she would never speak to us again. You know the kind of girl

she is."

Sprague was silent.

"Is it a dinner-party which Mr. Castlemaine is giving, or is Leicester

invited in a friendly way, I wonder?" he said presently.

"Evidently a friendly invitation, seeing Mr. Castlemaine has written the

letter with his own hand."

"Was it true that you told Mr. Castlemaine the truth about him?"

Purvis looked uncomfortable.

"Evidently he did not believe it," he replied, after hesitating a few

seconds. "You know Leicester's way. When you look into those wonderful

eyes of his you cannot tell whether he's joking or whether he's in

earnest. Besides, he's such a handsome, fascinating chap, and I saw that

Mr. Castlemaine took to him. Then, although it is perfectly true that he

talked in his usual mocking way during a part of the evening, he altered

his tone before he left. Evidently he found Miss Castlemaine to be a

congenial companion, for he grew quite earnest in his conversation, and

you know that when he is earnest, he is nothing short of brilliant. In

fact, he showed us two Radford Leicesters that night: we had Leicester

the cynic, but we had also Leicester the scholar, the brilliant

conversationalist, the man who has read everything worth reading, and

seen everything worth the seeing. No one could help noticing how Miss

Castlemaine admired him."

"And you believe he'll carry this thing through now?"

"I'm sure he'll propose to her. Didn't you see his eyes? And you know

what a fellow he is. When once he sets his mind upon a thing he'll go

straight on. Ordinary considerations do not daunt him. Refusals will

only make him more determined. Besides, you wounded his pride to-night,

and--well, I wish we had not been such fools. For my own part, I am

ashamed of the whole business."

"I tell you we need not fear. We know what Miss Castlemaine is. She is

not the kind of woman to be carried away by a handsome presence and

clever speeches. It isn't as though this would be her first offer."

"No, but she admires strength. Do you know her favourite characters in

history?"

"No."

"Well, just think. The men she admires most are Luther, Richelieu,

Cromwell, and Napoleon."

"A curious combination."

"Yes, but each one of them had the same characteristics. All of them

were strong men, men who dared great things, played for great stakes."

"Well, Leicester has not dared great things."

"But he's capable of great things. Why, you know as well as I, that when

he's in a room, every one else is put in the shade, that is if he cares

to exert himself. I tell you Leicester could be a great man, if he only

had the motive power."

"But we need have no fear. When did you say he was invited to Mr.

Castlemaine's?"

"Next Thursday week."

"I wish we were invited too," said Sprague.

"Who knows?--perhaps we may be."

As a matter of fact they were, and when the night of the dinner came

round they both found themselves sitting not only in close proximity to

Leicester, but also to Miss Olive Castlemaine. For this was one of

those rare occasions when John Castlemaine gave a dinner-party.

Radford Leicester sat beside Olive Castlemaine, and all admitted that

they were the most striking-looking couple in the room. Had they met in

some brilliant society throng, they would have been just as noteworthy.

Moreover, this was one of those nights when Radford Leicester found

himself in a mood to exert himself, while Olive Castlemaine, as hostess,

naturally desired to be agreeable.

For the first part of the dinner but little of note was said. The

conversation passed from one topic to another. Motor-cars, a continental

exhibition, the latest new novel of note, and the political situation

were each discussed in their turn. Society scandal was not indulged in,

and the sayings and doings of actresses and music-hall singers were not

to be mentioned. Thus, when one comes to think about it, the

conversation was of a considerably higher standard than that often

indulged in at society functions. But then it must be remembered that

John Castlemaine was a middle-class man, who professed the Christian

religion, and the atmosphere of his house was not favourable to "smart"

talk.

Indeed, if the truth must be told, Radford Leicester grew rather restive

under it. He noticed, too, that both Sprague and Purvis were watching

him closely, and listening to all he had to say. He instinctively knew

of what they were thinking, and more, he felt certain that if his host

and hostess were aware of the circumstances which led to his being their

guest that night, a servant would have shown him to the door. Moreover,

although he was not afraid of the outward effect of taking much wine at

dinner, he was obliged to be abstemious. Olive Castlemaine had heard of

his weakness, and would doubtless take note of the number of times the

waiter filled his glass.

Presently, when discussing politics, someone remarked on the amount of

self-sacrifice which had been practised by Members of Parliament,

especially by those who held a prominent position in the country.

"Mr. Leicester does not believe in that," remarked Purvis. "He is of

opinion that it is all great fun."

At this all eyes were turned towards Leicester.

"You are mistaken," he replied, "I believe the self-sacrifice of these

men is very great."

"Mr. Leicester has surely altered his opinion of late," remarked

Sprague. "Behold, a Saul among the prophets!"

"Not in the slightest, I assure you," replied Leicester. "I believe that

hosts of these men sacrifice themselves a great deal. If you ask me who

they sacrifice themselves for, I should say--themselves."

"Then the candidate for Taviton sacrifices his leisure for----"

"The candidate for Taviton, exactly. My dear Sprague, you have hit off

the situation with your usual felicity."

"I don't think Mr. Leicester is fair to himself," remarked Olive

Castlemaine, looking questioningly into Leicester's face.

"I assure you I am," replied Leicester. "Indeed, I am inclined to think

that the people who are called self-sacrificing are very undesirable

people to associate with."

"Come, come now, Leicester, you don't believe that," said Purvis.

"I assure you I do most sincerely," replied Leicester quietly. "The

other day I was at a house where there were six people present, and they

were waiting to play some game where only four could take part. Well,

four of them were self-sacrificing people, and wanted to give way to the

others. Two were selfish, and desired to engage in the game. Well,

neither of these four would give way in their unselfishness--with the

result that the game was never played at all. The evening was spoiled by

unselfish people."

He looked so serious as he spoke that Olive Castlemaine laughed

outright.

"Many an evening which might have been pleasant," went on Leicester,

"has been spoiled for me by these unselfish people making themselves and

everybody else uncomfortable, under the pretence that they were trying

to make us comfortable. Of this I am sure, if people were really and

truly honest, and were openly selfish, then each man would seek his own

enjoyment and find it."

"And be miserable when he had found it," remarked Olive quietly.

"I assure you that is a fallacy," said Leicester, "else why is it that

the so-called moral and unselfish people are the most disagreeable to

deal with? This I can say truly, the most morose and unhappy people I

have ever met are these moral reformers."

"Then what would you suggest?"

"A good healthy paganism. I know this is an awful heresy, but can any

reasonable man say that the English, with all their religious

institutions, are as happy as the old Greeks were?"

"We can't accuse Leicester of hiding his light under a bushel," said

Sprague to Purvis, after dinner, during which Leicester continued to

talk in the same strain.

"No, but I have yet to see that Miss Castlemaine is repelled by him."

"That's because she believes he is playing a part."

"You believe that she thinks he's been joking?"

"Exactly."

But they were wrong. Olive Castlemaine believed that there was an

undertone of sincerity in all Leicester said, and she was sorry for him.

During the evening she saw a great deal of him, and although she did not

feel quite comfortable in his presence, his personality fascinated her.

Indeed, he became quite an enigma to her. Sometimes, when the cynical

side of his nature was uppermost, she felt almost sorry that he had been

invited to the house, but when he changed and spoke earnestly on matters

which interested her, she forgot her feelings of aversion.

Indeed, when all the guests had left the house that night, Olive

Castlemaine reflected what a fine man Radford Leicester would be if the

sad, hopeless spirit were cast out of him, and he could be inspired by

high and noble motives.

"I wonder what would do it?" she asked herself again and again.

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