CHAPTER XIV

TO SEA ONCE MORE

The process of adjudicating the reward due to the successful salvors

of a ship is a very complicated one, and any description of it would

be calculated to tire the most enthusiastic reader of a sea story.

Wherefore I do not propose to touch the subject further than by saying

that the value of the _Woden_ and her cargo was adjudged to be £17,500,

out of which Frank was awarded £2500, and a most flattering testimonial

from the underwriters engrossed on vellum, which I am sure pleased

him much more than the money. The other members of the crew were duly

awarded their shares by the court, and, as far as I have been able to

learn, were not only satisfied but sensible in the way they disposed of

these well-earned gains.

And now we must return to Frank for a while, who at the earliest

possible moment hastened home to dear old stony Dewsbury, and was

received, as you might expect, by the admiring crowd of friends and

relatives with immense enthusiasm. But his mother and his sisters felt

at once that the boy was gone for ever. In his place had returned a man

with clear untroubled sight and firm voice, accustomed to command, and

with confidence in his own power to _do_. His mother shed a few tears,

as women will, but secretly worshipped him; while his sisters hung upon

his lightest word, and looked with scorn upon all the other young men

they knew as utterly unworthy to compare with their stalwart brother.

Only his father of all the family now met him as an equal, and talked

about men and things with him as one man to another, feeling his heart

swell with pride as he looked upon this grave and self-possessed man of

eighteen.

Only a few days, however, had elapsed before he began to grow restless.

He wanted to be off again. The company of the youths of his own age

did not either interest or amuse him; they bored him with what he

considered their inane, incessant conversation about cricket and

football. Had they talked business, he could have understood them

and learned from them, but that topic they shunned as if it were the

plague. The serious side of life appealed to him, and while his sense

of humour was as strong as possible, and his enjoyment of life very

keen, he turned with positive disgust from people who thought of

nothing with any interest except games, and only thought of work under

compulsion, taking no pride in it at all. As a result of this he was

in an entirely receptive mood for the owner’s letter from Liverpool,

received after he had been at home a month, although one part of it

disappointed him bitterly. It informed him that the _Sealark_, having

secured a good charter to carry case oil from New York to Hong-Kong,

would of course not be coming to England at all until the close of the

present voyage, if she did then. And by the same post came a farewell

letter from Captain Jenkins, full of heartiest congratulations upon

his success, and keenest regrets at being compelled to sail without him.

The consolation, however, came in the postscript to the owner’s letter,

which informed Frank that he had been appointed third mate of the

_Thurifer_, a very large and fine steel ship, for those days, of 2000

tons register, and carrying twenty-two A.B.’s and eight apprentices. He

would, of course, be an apprentice still, not a great deal more than

half his time having been served; but he would live in the cabin, and

be treated in every respect like an officer. This news caused Frank’s

heart to leap for joy, and he was especially elated at the prospect of

having a cabin to himself; for although he had endured it cheerfully,

the dog-hole of a place which he had been compelled to share with three

other inmates on board the _Sealark_, had always been his greatest

hardship at sea.

And the fact that he had successfully striven to learn his navigation

and do all the writing that it demanded was the best proof possible

of his sterling quality of dogged perseverance. Moreover the owner

informed him that, in consequence of his proved ability, he would be

paid a small wage of £3 per month, although, of course, he was not

really entitled to any until the close of his indentures. The ship was

loading salt in Liverpool for Calcutta, and was due to sail in a week’s

time, so the sooner he joined her the better.

This summons drove all other thoughts out of his head, and he

became immediately like a keen hound straining at the leash, never

even noticing the wistful looks cast upon him by his mother and

sisters, and, it must be confessed, by several young ladies of

their acquaintance also, who were piqued, as well as amazed, by his

undisguised indifference to their charms and arch glances. No one

mentioned the matter to him, but if they had he would certainly have

retorted at once, “I have no time for silly spooning around at my age,

nor inclination either.” Yet there was not the slightest fear of his

developing into either a prig or a superior person, his work was the

thing, that’s all.

Two days after he received the summons found him speeding towards

Liverpool, full of eagerness as well as curiosity to see his new ship.

He had rather a hard parting from his people, for, besides their sorrow

at losing him at all, they had hoped to keep him at home until after

Christmas, the great family festival being due in about a fortnight.

But once away he speedily forgot all about that part of his life, and

counted the stations with the utmost impatience until his train steamed

into Lime Street.

In twenty minutes he was alongside the _Thurifer_, and his heart

swelled with pride. He had expected a grand ship, but not one so

splendid as this. Her mighty masts towered into the sky full 200 feet

from the waterline, her lower yards were over 100-feet spread, the fore

and main, that is; and although the jibboom was rigged in, he could see

what a gigantic spar it was. Moreover the extraordinary number of her

yards delighted and awed him, for, while the _Sealark_ and _Woden_ had

only carried ten yards altogether, two masts each, being barques, the

_Thurifer_ carried seven on each of her three masts, and Frank could

just imagine what a mountain of white she would appear at sea with

all her great area of canvas spread and drawing. But he was specially

charmed with her figurehead. She had been named by a man who had been

attracted by the sound of the word without knowing its meaning, but

when the carver was asked to design a figurehead for her, he, being an

artist, made a splendid figure of a priest in full canonicals, who held

a thurible on high by its triple chain, and the effect was exceedingly

grand, especially when, as now, it was properly painted and gilded in

its correct colours.

All this observation of his took but very little time, and he soon

called a couple of idlers and bade them carry his traps on board.

He was met at the gangway by a huge forbidding-looking man whom he

instinctively recognised as the mate. This gentleman, although I strain

courtesy in calling him so, with a deepening of the set scowl on his

heavily bearded face, growled out in a deep voice, “Well, what do _you_

want?”

“I am the third mate, come to join the ship, sir,” replied Frank,

looking him squarely in the eyes.

“Ho, ho,” retorted the mate with a very definite sneer, “you’re the

sucking skipper we’ve been hearing so much about, then, _Captain_ Frank

Brown, I presume,” with an ungainly bow of mockery.

Poor Frank flushed crimson and stood irresolute, not knowing what to

do. Go forward he could not, for the mate barred the way, and he had

never felt so awkward since the day he joined the _Sealark_. Suddenly

the mate seemed to notice that he was blocking the gangway, and moved

aside, saying as he did so, “Ah, well, I s’pose you think yourself a

little tin god on wheels now, and it’ll be my painful dooty to put you

in your right place again. And I won’t have any third-officer nonsense

either, mind you; you’re Brown, senior apprentice, that’s all, and

don’t you forget it. Go and get your dunnage stowed away as soon as you

can, I’ve got a job for you.”

And Frank, feeling dazed and cut to the very soul, hastened into the

half deck like a man in a dream, while the mate stood and chuckled to

himself over the impression he had made on the boy who, as he thought,

needed taking down a peg or two.

Frank’s first impulse was to sit and be sorry for himself, but

happily his natural strength of spirit and determination came to his

assistance, and he hastily unpacked such of his traps as contained

his working rig, and in ten minutes appeared in a well-worn suit of

dungaree, from which all its original blue had faded, looking eminently

fit and workmanlike. Going up to the mate, who was standing picking his

teeth in front of the saloon, he said, “I’m ready for work now, sir.”

“Oh, you are, are you? Very well, just go into the saloon there and see

the captain, he’s waiting for you.”

Frank turned at once and entered, doffing his cap as he did so, and

walking up to a keen-looking, clean-shaven man of about forty who sat

there writing, he said respectfully, “I’m the third mate, sir, Frank

Brown. I’ve just come aboard, and the chief officer has told me you

want to see me.”

The skipper, looking up, laid down his pen and stared steadily at his

interlocutor without speaking for about a minute. Then he said, “So

you are the lad that brought the _Woden_ home, eh? Well, as long as

you don’t suffer from swollen head I daresay you’ll do very well, but

understand once for all, I’ll have no owner’s favourites in any ship

I command. You are nominally third mate, and on the articles as such,

but you are really only the senior apprentice, and if you want to be

treated properly you must remember that. Another thing, you are in a

very different ship to that old tub the _Sealark_, and will have to

learn to do things big-ship fashion. If you behave yourself you’ll find

me what they call a decent skipper, but if you put on any frills I

shall have to put you in your proper place in two shakes. Now go and do

what the mate tells you.”

He turned to his writing, when Frank, stepping a little closer, said,

“Beg pardon, sir, but it seems to me that the fact that I have done my

best successfully has made me enemies already. I’m sure I don’t want to

put on any frills, as you and the chief officer have termed it, but if

I am to be the third mate and given any responsible duty to perform,

I shan’t be able to get anybody to obey me, if it is seen that my

superiors have a dislike to me from the outset. Please give me a fair

trial before you make up your mind to dislike me.”

The skipper rose to his feet and thundered, “Get out of my cabin, boy!

how dare you bandy words with me? Mr. Vincent” (to the mate), “give

this fellow something to do, he wants employment.”

“All right, Captain Forrest,” answered the mate, “I’ll set him goin’.

Come along here and get to work stowin’ the stores in the lazaret.

You’ll find some of your fellow-apprentices there. It’s aft, not

forrard.”

For one wild moment Frank felt impelled to throw up everything and go

ashore without considering what his next step would be afterwards.

But a sudden fierce determination seized him to show these cowardly

bullies, as he thought them, that he was not to be driven out of the

ship or out of his chosen profession by any such accidents as they

were, and he choked his rage down, merely replying in stereotyped

phrase, “Very good, sir,” and walking out of the saloon.

Now of course it will be asked by every one unconnected with the sea,

“Whatever could such extraordinary conduct mean?” Alas, although I will

admit that this was an extreme case, it is a type of conduct towards

subordinates that is, or used to be, exceedingly common on board ship.

It is the outcome of one of the lowest and most despicable passions in

our nature, “Envy, the eldest born of hell.”

Viewed in its baleful light, Frank’s offence was indeed unpardonable.

He had distinguished himself as no boy could be expected to do, and

would naturally be exceedingly puffed up in his own estimation,

according to their narrow ideas. Besides, he had been very strongly

recommended to the captain by the owner, which, to some men, is

an almost inexpiable offence in itself, and one that causes more

ill-feeling on board ship than enough. And as both the captain and

chief officer were men of an exceedingly suspicious and resentful, as

well as envious, turn of mind, their treatment of Frank was only to be

expected. I could give instances of similar behaviour, which have come

under my notice, and which I myself have experienced, but will refrain

in order to get on with my yarn.

Frank strode aft to the lazaret hatch and lowered himself down promptly

into the midst of four youngsters of about sixteen years of age, who

were busily engaged in roasting one of their number, a boy evidently

somewhat younger than the rest of them, and obviously about to make his

first voyage. Three of them were certainly experienced to the extent of

at least one voyage, and it was a great game for them to break Johnny

Newcome in. But they all desisted from their sport as Frank dropped

among them, and stood half on the defensive, like hens when a strange

fowl is introduced to them. Frank just smiled cheerfully upon them and

said, “All right, boys, I’m one of yourselves, don’t mind me. But the

mate’ll be here in a minute or two, if I don’t mistake, and I don’t

know how you stand with him, but I don’t want him to find me one of the

unemployed. What are you supposed to be doing?”

The eldest boy present piped up, “We’re supposed to be stowing the

stores, but, as we don’t know anything about it, we’re not getting on

very fast. We heard that the third mate was coming to-day, and then I

s’pose we shall be all right.”

Frank laughed, but with a supreme effort, for his heart was very heavy,

and said, “Well, I’m supposed to be the third mate, so I’d better start

in, I think. But first of all, what’s your names?”

“Mine’s Thompson,” piped up the first speaker.

“Selden me,” chipped up another.

“Fitzgerald,” said a third.

The new-comer, who had not settled yet after his ragging, sullenly

mumbled, “My name is Reginald Percy Smith, and I want to complain to

the captain.”

There was a short, violent burst of laughter from the other young

rascals at this, and Frank, tapping him kindly on the shoulder, said,

“All right, Reggie, we’ll see about complaining afterwards. At present

what we’ve got to do is to get these cases and bags and barrels stowed

away snugly, so that they won’t get adrift when we are at sea. So here

goes,” and seizing one of the cases he up-ended it, and worked it into

a vacant space which gaped to receive it.

In five minutes the whole of them were labouring energetically under

Frank’s direction to get the chaos of packages reduced to something

like order. And then the mate came down with words of snarling

disparagement of Frank’s ability as a stevedore, made them do most

of the work over again, while Frank set his teeth and said nothing.

But even the new-comer could see the purposeful malice in the mate’s

behaviour, and, although he could not understand it, he dimly resented

it, for it reminded him of the bully at school.

Now I do not care to dwell further upon the way in which, during the

remaining days of the ship in dock, the mate endeavoured to make

life a burden to the young third mate, and succeeded in making him

nervous and diffident about his work, anxious as ever to do that work

well, but doubtful of his ability. Still I must record one fact that

commends itself to me as being the act of a brave man, to say nothing

of a youth. In the midst of this sore trial Frank allowed no word of

complaint to escape him to his father or the owner. And this he did

knowing as well as possible what a voyage was awaiting him. I feel that

he was quixotically heroic, but there it is, he made up his mind that

he would go through this thing no matter what the cost might be. And

out of this grew one good thing. The other lads, three of whom were new

and the other four all second voyagers, grew to admire him immensely,

some of them to love him, and of course that helped.

Then came sailing day, and with it a crowd of wasters, the dregs of

Liverpool, there being a dearth of foremast hands just then, and

skippers being glad to take what they could get. Only three out of

the twenty appeared to be good sailormen, the rest looked as if a

tramp steamer was the only kind of craft they had ever known, and in

consequence they were almost as much out of place on board of a ship

dependent for her motive power upon the wind as a landsman would be,

except for the matter of sickness.

The second mate, who joined late, was a splendidly clean-built young

fellow, who looked not only the highest type of seamen, but bore

unmistakably the hall-mark of a gentleman; and, as like cleaves to

like, he soon found Frank out, and took to him at once, uttering a

few kindly words in appreciation of his late feat that gave Frank the

first sensation of pleasure he had known since he came on board. He

had served his time in one of the splendid ships of Messrs. Patrick

Henderson & Co., the _Oamaru_, on the long trail from England to New

Zealand, being third mate on his last voyage, and this was his first

essay as second. His name was James Wilson, an Englishman from the

Midlands.

Precisely at noon on a grim December day, the 13th of that stern month,

the _Thurifer_ was seized by the tug and dragged out into the river,

looking most ungainly and helpless among the huge trim liners lying

easily at anchor on the bosom of the grey Mersey as she submitted

clumsily to the fussy efforts of the great Jolliffe tug. No sooner

was she in the river, and the mooring gear cleared away, than the big

business of rigging the jibboom out was taken in hand, and here the

mate got the first taste of the quality of his crew. Fortunately he

had as a bo’sun a huge Londoner from Blackwall, one of those splendid

seamen of the old school who, although he could hardly write his name,

could do anything with rope and wire and canvas that was possible,

having been, as he was wont to say laughingly, almost born in a

rigging-loft. In addition he was immensely strong, and stood well over

six feet.

This worthy seaman, under the orders of the mate, marshalled his motley

gang, who tumbled over one another, got in the way of the good men,

and showed conclusively that they were hopelessly bewildered at the

vast entanglement. There was much shouting and cursing and objurgation

generally of men who sign on as seamen and are only labourers, the mate

being almost beside himself with rage. Frank was in the thick of it

toiling like any beaver, and by his intelligent seamanship completely

winning the heart of the bo’sun, who, being so good a sailor himself,

was fully able to appreciate Frank’s ability, smartness, and industry.

But even Frank was amazed at the magnitude of the spar which they

were handling, and the complication of gear attached to it, for, as

he afterwards said in conversation with the bo’sun, the _Sealark’s_

jibboom was only a walking-stick compared with it. And as the number

of really useful hands engaged upon it was limited to four men and two

lads, the work proceeded but slowly, while the mate raved and swore

like a man possessed of a devil.

Steadily seaward went the ship into a rising gale, a nasty sea, and

the coming night. Gradually she began to dip and curtsy to the seas

as she was dragged to meet them, adding to the immense difficulty of

the work being performed by the devoted handful of workers, because

of the great showers of spray that were continually breaking over the

bows. But at last the mighty job was finished as well as it could be

under the circumstances, and wearied to the very bone, the workers’

thoughts were turned to rest. But in cases of this kind, especially

leaving Liverpool, where a ship is on the high sea so soon, those that

have knowledge have the burden laid upon them of using that knowledge,

with generally the added satisfaction of finding that the wasters and

loafers have a far better time all round.

However, respite came at last, and all hands, with the exception of

those at the wheel and look-out, went to supper, with the prospect

of presently being started at setting the great sails and proceeding

independently. Frank went to his cabin, which he was to share with the

second mate, and while waiting for his call to supper prepared to have

a wash.

But he had hardly entered before he heard the harsh voice of the mate

shouting, “Brown, where have you got to?”

Frank presented himself at once, and the mate said impressively, “What

sort of an officer do you think yourself, sneaking off below directly

you see a slant, like any other waster? You’ll keep watch up here with

the pilot, while the captain and I go to get our suppers, and don’t let

me catch you shirking again.”

Frank merely uttered the formula, “Very good, sir,” and turned away

rather relieved than otherwise, for he noted that the mate had

recognised him as an officer, against his previous declaration that he

was only a senior apprentice.

So he paced the broad expanse of the poop, looking round at the

darkening, lowering sky and rising sea, and feeling a sense of

responsibility coming back to him again to compensate him. Also the

pilot spoke a few cheery words to him about his recent exploit, warming

his heart anew, because praise from such men is of all the most

valuable to a sailor.

Then came the mate, who said ungraciously, “Go and get your supper, and

make haste up again. Don’t sit there half the night.”

Frank went, and found to his delight Mr. Wilson already at the table,

and the two had a most delightful meal, hurried, it is true, but the

food was good, and they were in full sympathy with each other on every

point. Wilson, however, was inclined to be pessimistic, dwelling upon

the obvious incapacity of the crew and the harshness of the skipper and

mate. He had already come into conflict with the former, who, although

a prime seaman, had the unfortunate belief that the way to treat young

officers was to bully and discourage them, forgetting entirely his own

first nervous essay as junior mate, so that, apart from the fact that

he was a genial, gentlemanly young fellow, his heart went out to Frank,

who, he felt, was going to be his brother in affliction, although of

course they would see little of each other, being in different watches.

Having finished their meal, they both hastened on deck, to be met

immediately by the thundered order of the skipper to get sail on the

ship. “Now,” thought Frank, “the fun begins.” And it was even so. The

utter incapacity and helplessness of the crew generally became at

once a very real and pressing danger. They could not go aloft in most

cases; those who did, always excepted the three prime seamen before

mentioned, could do nothing when they got there but cling tenaciously

to whatever rope came first, to do the smallest thing was beyond their

power entirely.

But here, as so often happens, the boys came to the rescue. There were

five of them, including Frank, who had been to sea at least a voyage,

and three had received a comprehensive sea education in the _Conway_,

the cadet-ship at Rock Ferry. So they were now called upon to exert all

their youthful strength and skill in making up for the deficiencies of

the men. The work, of course, took a shockingly long time to perform,

for the wasters of the crew did not even know how to pull, being clumsy

almost beyond belief, but still one by one the huge sails were spread,

until the _Thurifer_, under whole topsails, foresail, and lower fore

and aft sails, began to gain upon the tug, the wind blowing quite

strongly from the west, with promise of a speedy increase.

The time had come to part, the ship being now in mid-Channel, abreast

of Bardsey Island, with the deep bight of Cardigan Bay under her lee,

the narrow strait between Carnsore and St. David’s ahead of her, a gale

imminent, and night coming on thick and black. But whatever any one

felt he showed no sign, and the usual signal having been made to the

tug, she eased astern in order to assist the crew to get in the mighty

hawser. Indeed it is most probable that had she not done so they would

have been unable to do it without losing a tremendous lot of ground. As

it was, the job was got over fairly well, the tug dropped alongside and

took off the pilot as previously arranged, and the _Thurifer_ was left

to herself and her crew.

No sooner were the yards trimmed and the hawser stowed away than the

word was passed along for all hands to lay aft, while Frank was told

to take the wheel. The skipper came to the break of the poop when they

were all assembled and said, “Before the officers pick for watches

I want to tell you fellows, all but the three sailormen among you,

that if you think you’re going to ship as A.B.’s aboard my vessel not

knowing the first thing about your business, if you think you’re going

to obtain money under false pretences like that and have a good time,

you’ve made the one mistake of your worthless lives. You are just a

gang of low-down bummers, up to every dirty trick of loaferdom, and

would see honest able men kill themselves doing your work, if you’re

allowed to. But you won’t be. Until you pick up your work, and put all

the guts into it you’ve got, I’m going to make this ship a floating

hell for you, and don’t you forget it. Now go ahead and pick your

vermin, Mr. Vincent.” And he turned on his heel and walked away.

The business of the selection was soon over, and the men were dismissed

to begin, as inauspicious a voyage as could well be imagined. And

whatever we may think of the behaviour of the skipper and mate, it

must be remembered that the problem they had to face was a hard

one--especially so under the present circumstances. But fortunately

the gale increased in force very slowly, and held true to its point.

Also the ship was splendidly staunch and strong, every item of her

equipment being of the very best, so that they were able to carry

sail until the morning, when the danger point was passed, and what

had become an imperative necessity of shortening sail could be safely

yielded to without jeopardising the safety of the ship.

But the toil and strain upon the handful of competents, especially the

boys, was very great, for they had to do all the work that was hardest

and most dangerous, in spite of the relentless driving exercised by the

mate and bo’sun upon the wasters. Their lives were indeed made a burden

to them, and doubtless in the eyes of all the others they deserved it,

but landsfolk should be able to spare a grain or two of pity for them,

seeing that they had never before realised the difference between a

tramp steamer and a sailing ship.

As a plain fact, nobody on board could boast of having much of a good

time during the first fortnight of the _Thurifer’s_ voyage. Nothing but

sheer seamanship and dogged determination on the part of the skipper

and mate brought her through gale after gale, which rose up against

her, and tried to drive her back. So severe was the strain and the

stress of iron discipline introduced by the skipper that Christmas

passed unnoticed in the midst of the hard work of sail-handling and

working up of the greenhorns, only the very slightest addition

being made to the grub served out, and the very word Christmas being

unmentioned in the after part of the ship.

And yet I feel sure that this iron time did Frank and the second mate

good. It brought out all that was best in them, and the terrific

training stiffened their muscles. Also, though they received no word of

kindness or praise for the splendid manner in which they rose to the

occasion, they got no active persecution, their services were far too

valuable for that. And as Frank felt day by day that every boy in the

half-deck was looking to him as their leader, he felt more and more of

the bone and sinew of manhood developing within him, and a fine pride

in himself came to help him live his life as it should be lived in

spite of all drawbacks.

And then came the fine weather with its opportunities for the skipper

and mate to work up the wastrels, an operation conducted with the

utmost ruthlessness as regards their work, although being under the

English flag there was no downright cruelty such as would have been

dealt out unstintedly in an American vessel. But the effect of this

working was most severe upon Frank. He was now recognised as third mate

tacitly, although never called “Mr.” or “Sir,” and had to supervise

the work which his watch were driven to do all day long, for except

the good hands, no one forward had any watch below. And the bo’sun’s

services were far too valuable in the direction of the rigger work to

make him just an overseer of labourers.

So Frank got no watch below in the daytime, he got no word of pleasant

intercourse from anybody, the men he was compelled to drive hated him

with a most virulent hatred, and he was fast degenerating into a mere

machine. Worst of all for himself, he felt he got no opportunity at

all to practise his navigation or add to his studies, and felt that

all he had learnt in the past was slipping away from him. There was

another point which he hardly admitted to himself, it seemed like some

grim spectre threatening him; he was actually beginning to dislike his

profession, which so short a time ago had seemed the one thing in the

world to him.

Mr. Wilson, the second mate, was also in parlous case, even worse than

Frank, for he had no such deep and enduring love of the sea as Frank

had to console him. But having worked his way so painfully upward as

far as his present position, it was a bitter reflection to him that he

was in the hands of a man who not only had it in his power to destroy

his career, but would do this diabolical act without compunction. There

are occasions, of course, when to stop a man from going farther in so

responsible a life as that of a sea-officer becomes a positive duty to

a conscientious man; but when some infernal kink in the brain leads

the man in power to abuse that power for the purpose of destroying the

career of his junior, who with a little encouragement would become an

entirely estimable officer, no words of mine could convey the horror

and detestation that I feel at such an act. Most happily, with the

passing away of the sailing ship that vile abuse of opportunity is

becoming less and less frequent in its incidence, and I hope will soon

finally disappear.

Under the incessant grind and constant supervision of the skipper, who,

if he spared nobody on board, certainly did not spare himself, the

noble _Thurifer_ gradually worked down to the region of the “roaring

forties” without any mishap, and this with a crew so drilled that the

majority of them could not knot a ropeyarn, and could not go aloft

and do something else besides hang on when they got there. It was a

triumph, and Captain Forrest’s grim face showed that he realised it to

the full as he strode to and fro on his spacious quarter-deck, nothing

escaping his keen eye. Yet it was strange that with these splendid

qualities so manifest in him he could not, or would not, recognise

merit in others, for even his chief officer and coadjutor was never

admitted to any terms of intimacy with him. He apparently preferred to

reign alone, unbendingly, an absolute monarch, who was self-satisfied,

self-contained, self-centred, who could command, and did so supremely

well, but had wilfully and deliberately crushed out of himself all the

finer feelings of humanity, and apparently would have subjected all who

came under him to the same stern rule of a loveless life.

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