CHAPTER XVIII

As soon as Colonel Clark's commands were delivered to Captain Bowman at

Cahokia, I obtained permission for Thomas and myself to return to

Kaskaskia, that we might await there the issue of Ellen's illness. We

took turns of watching upon the porch of the commandant's house to be in

readiness for any instant service it was in our power to render.

Meantime Madame Rocheblave and Angelique nursed Ellen assiduously and

tenderly, and her physicians gave her faithful attention. This was my

first acquaintance with people of French blood, and their unfailing

cheerfulness and sympathy were a revelation to me. In truth the French

Americans of the Northwest were the most simple natured and warm hearted

race I have ever known--they had not, however, the hardier qualities of

my own people.

For seven days we had always the same answer to our questions given by

the little doctor, with cheery air, and sympathetic expression--"C'est

impossible a dire, Monsieur, il faut avoir la patience."

Late on the eighth night, Father Gibault came to me, his gentle face

beaming with pleasure, to announce that the crisis had been favorably

passed, and that with no relapse, Ellen would soon be as strong or

stronger than before.

* * * * *

The most hazardous part of our enterprise lay yet before us--the taking

of Vincennes, the real key to the Northwest, without which we could not

long hold our position at Kaskaskia and Cahokia. And every day the

English commandant, Abbott, might return from Detroit with

reenforcements for the fort, which was far stronger and better equipped

than the almost abandoned one at Kaskaskia. Moreover we could not hope

so easily to overawe and win the larger and more mixed population of the

town of Vincennes, which had fallen more directly under British

influence.

Colonel Clark had conceived that his best hope was to make the

Kaskaskians believe his riflemen the most formidable of warriors, and to

lead them to think that he could summon from our recently established

forts on the Ohio any number of reenforcements he might need. So we

drilled and mustered the men and made pretense of sending couriers to

our forts, till the Kaskaskians imagined us to be but the vanguard of an

army. Their fears were aroused for friends and relatives at Vincennes,

and Father Gibault himself offered to proceed to that town under an

escort of Colonel Clark's troops, to counsel submission and alliance.

Clark accepted his offer with apparent indifference, but secret joy, put

me in command of Father Gibault's escort, and bade me gather all the

information possible, in regard to the condition of the fort, the

feeling of the people toward the English, and everything I thought might

be useful in case we should have to storm or besiege the place.

Still our amazing good luck attended us. The logic of Father Gibault,

and the natural preference of the people for peace--which made a change

of masters a matter of secondary importance--proved irresistible. The

citizens assembled willingly in the church, swore allegiance to

Virginia, elected a town officer favorable to our interests, and allowed

us to garrison the fort, and raise our standards over it. Father Gibault

carried the news of our third bloodless victory back to Clark, and a

week later Captain Helm arrived to take command of the garrison of five

Americans, and about a score of French recruits. Colonel Clark had given

him the large sounding title of "Governor-General of Indian affairs on

the Wabash," and had charged him with a characteristic answer to

Tabac--the head chief of the Piankeshaws, who had visited us at

Vincennes, and arrogantly commanded us to convey a defiant message to

the chief of the Long-Knives.

"Take your choice," was Clark's answer--by the mouth of the interpreter

Givens--"between the British and the Big-Knives. Choose peace or war

with the Long Knives and you will--but whichever you select, remember it

is final and prepare to stand firmly by your choice. We are fighters by

trade, we object not to war, yet we have no present quarrel with the red

men, and seek none. We prefer to save our strength to make war upon the

British king"--and then the ground of our quarrel with Great Britain was

explained as well as Givens was able to do it by the use of such figures

of speech as the Indians could understand.

The negotiations lasted several days, nor could we gather from the

stolid faces of Tabac and his warriors what their decision would be. At

last Tabac announced that he had made up his mind,--then sat in

Sphinx-like silence for half an hour, smoking solemnly and looking

straight before him into the dense smoke made by the pine knots, burning

in the midst of our circle. His warriors did likewise. Instructed by

Givens, we showed neither curiosity nor impatience, but remained as

impassive as they.

Meantime, partially to rest my eyes from the smoke and flame of the pine

logs, I gazed long and curiously at Tabac. How crafty and subtle the

expression about the thin close-lipped mouth, and long half-shut eyes!

How savage the narrow sloping forehead, and the high fleshless cheek

bones, smeared with fantastic daubs of paint, and surmounted with

suggestive scalp lock, conspicuously adorned with gay feathers and stiff

quills. The noble red man indeed! I have no patience with this absurd

sentiment of admiration and pity for the Indian--which seems now to be

coming into fashion. The generation of pioneers, and frontiersmen not

long past, realize as others never can the inherent savagery of the

Indians. Either we should never have come to America, or we must

exterminate the savages. Indians and civilization repel each other like

the opposite poles of a magnet.

When Tabac arose deliberately to his feet at last, his eyes roved around

the circle, and were fixed upon me with an expression of defiance,

rather than upon Captain Helm, at whose left I sat, showing that he had

felt, and resented my scrutiny.

"Warriors of the Big-Knife," he began in slow, measured tones, that made

an impression of rude eloquence, though we understood not a word he said

until Givens had translated his speech; "I have reflected long--have

taken counsel of my warriors, and of the Great Spirit himself. I have

made my choice. I have reached a last decision. And when Tabac, chief of

the brave and noble tribe of the Piankeshaws decides, it is the

end--there is no more hesitation with him, nor with his people. We are

friends to the Big-Knife, and his warriors. We make alliance with the

tribes of Virginia. We, too, are Big-Knives, we stand or fall with our

pale face brethren from the rising sun."

Captain Helm made gracious answer to this language, interspersed with

much flattery of Tabac and his tribe, for their alliance was, really, of

the greatest importance to us, and our apparent indifference but a part

of the big game of bluff Clark was playing. Then the peace pipe was

passed around, presents interchanged, and after bidding our new allies

an elaborate farewell, we returned to the fort.

Just before he had sent me to Vincennes, Colonel Clark, as I neglected

to mention at the proper time, had raised me to my old rank of Captain,

and given me a place on his staff, as special attache to himself--as the

moving executive, so to speak, of the central authority. Clark remained

at Kaskaskia, where one Indian deputation after another flocked to him

to make treaties of peace or alliance, while I moved up the river to

Cahokia, or across the prairies and marshes to Vincennes, carrying his

orders, making reports, and gathering information.

Upon my return to Kaskaskia after my first trip to Vincennes, I found

Ellen more than convalescent. Her vigorous youth had quickly vanquished

the disease after the first crisis was safely passed, and she had made

such rapid recovery as caused Madame Rocheblave to lift her hands,

elevate her eyebrows, and exclaim over the marvelous physical powers of

"zeze so veery strong Ameerikans."

I found Ellen not only bright-eyed, but plump and rosy, as she had never

been before, and even gay among her new friends. They had already taken

her to their hearts, partly, I suppose, because she was so devout a

Catholic, partly because they had been called upon to befriend and care

for her, and partly too, as any one must recognize, for her own charming

personality. No wonder Thomas had been so infatuated! The thin, awkward,

shy girl, I remembered, with the beautiful blue eyes, set in a slim,

pale face, was become an indescribable compound of girlish roundness,

bloom, and sparkle, of maidenly softness and brightness. Her new woman's

clothes, constructed by Angelique's deft fingers of the delicate hued

soft stuffs of the place, which were woven of home grown flax, or of

buffalo wool, and dyed with native roots, hung about her in long,

graceful folds, that made her figure look statuesque in its poses of

natural grace. But even more than her beauty, her manner astonished

me--its graciousness, piquancy, gayety, and ease. Not Nelly Buford

herself, nor Miss Shippen, reigned with more charming assurance over her

circle of admirers, than did Ellen over the court of adorers which soon

gathered about her.

She had been enrolled as "John Givens" in Captain Dillard's company, and

they laid now special claim to her; every one of the officers making

himself the slave of her caprices, and vying one with another to flatter

and to spoil her. Dr. Lafonte and young Legere, a distant kinsman of the

commandant, promptly surrendered, and, presently, Colonel Clark enrolled

himself among her devoted admirers. There were a dozen fresh faced,

sweet voiced French girls of the peasant class in the village, but Ellen

alone had qualities to attract men like Dillard, Clark, Thomas and me,

who demanded more than rounded outlines, bright eyes, and soft skin.

If once I had patronized Ellen, it was her turn now, and she queened it

over me ruthlessly. At our very first interview she proved her power. I

had sought to see her alone, that I might give her in plain words my

opinion of her late rashness, and insist that in future she take no step

without consulting Thomas, or me, in lieu of closer kinsman, with better

right to advise her. It seemed my duty to do this, since Thomas'

infatuation made him dumb in her presence, and would allow him to

recognize no fault in her.

After keeping me waiting a good fifteen minutes, she came, trailing a

pale yellow robe behind her, and bearing herself like a princess.

"Is this really Ellen O'Niel?" I asked, involuntarily, meeting her half

way down the long room, and taking both her hands in cousinly greeting.

"None other than the forlorn little Irish lass you used to be kind to,"

and she flashed upon me an irradiating smile, and drew her hands out of

mine with an air of gentle dignity that somehow embarrassed me. "But you

did not know me in riflemen's uniform--my heart need not have fluttered

so that day in the forest when you planted yourself before me, and

looked me straight in the eye."

"It makes me tremble even yet, Ellen," I answered, "to think of your

rash conduct during the last few months."

"All has turned out beautifully, Cousin Donald, and I would do it all

over again," and she spoke gaily, but with more seriousness, as she

added: "Are you not risking all for freedom; and is not liberty as dear

to a woman as to a man? I took the risk and I have won. Had I died in

the attempt 'twould have been better than the life of slavery and

persecution. Besides, cousin, though your narrow Protestantism may find

it hard to grant such grace to Catholics, we, too, have faith in an

overruling Providence, believe in a power that can protect the helpless,

and guide the orphan. I rode away from my Uncle Thomas' house that

night, unguarded by man, but guided by the holy Christ and the gentle

Virgin,"--Ellen's face shone with uplifted rapture as she spoke

thus--"By them I have been brought in safety to this peaceful village of

kindly, cheerful people, to the care of holy Father Gibault, kind Madame

Rocheblave, and faithful Angelique. I shall not again lack friends nor

suffer persecution for my religion. You are a distant kinsman, 'tis

true, Cousin Donald, and I hold you in grateful affection for past

kindnesses--but I will not be scolded nor upbraided. I am done with

that, for always. Nor have I any apologies to make to any one. I was

driven to what I did by those who were called to give me a home and

affection. I repeat I would do over again what I have done. If you wish

to treat me with a kinsman's kindness upon these terms I shall be

glad--otherwise you must say farewell, and leave me to my new found

friends."

Never was I so completely cowed by speech from the lips of any one, as

by these quiet words from Ellen, as she sat before me in calm dignity.

Scattered like summer smoke was my intent to reprimand her once for all,

and set before her the suffering she had caused us.

"Did you not promise, the night we said good night at the spring, to be

my friend and comrade always?" I answered, "and have not friends and

comrades the right to speak the truth to one another? Once for all,

Ellen, I must say I think you acted rashly, and beg that you will never

again act upon impulse without taking counsel of Thomas or me who are

your loyal kinsmen, and would risk our lives for you. I speak not to

disapprove, but to warn; the dangers, the risks your independent,

confident spirit may lead you into, frighten me. And, Ellen," I went on

rapidly, lest I should never again be able to summon up the needful

courage to say it--"you must not include Uncle Thomas, nor my mother, in

your just condemnation of Aunt Martha; both are sincerely grieved, and

Uncle Thomas half distracted with apprehension and remorse; neither had

a thought that you were so very unhappy."

"Uncle Thomas had not the courage to take my side, nor your mother to

offer me a refuge--both preferred family peace, and their own comfort to

my salvation; they left no other course open to me than that I took. Not

even Cousin Thomas, though he wished to befriend me, had the bravery to

make a stand on my side against his mother; he, too, was cowed by her

domineering spirit--were I a man, I would cringe to no one, not even to

the woman that I love."

That last sentence I remembered, and afterwards it helped me to hold my

own a little better against Ellen's growing power over me.

"You were most unkindly treated, Ellen, and it will always be a reproach

upon us, something for which we must all hang our heads in shame,--but

will you not try to forgive them? They have bitterly atoned for the

wrong they did you, if unhappiness, and self reproach, can atone."

"Father Gibault says I must freely forgive them ere he can absolve me

from the wrong thoughts, and actions of which I too have been guilty,"

answered Ellen--that catch in her voice, which so often I had recalled

to mind, and had never heard in any other woman's--"but I find no

consolation in their remorse. In you, Cousin Donald, I have nothing to

forgive, you have always been good to me. I am still your friend and

comrade, if you wish--though already you are a great and noble man, as I

foresaw you would be," and again she gave me that flashing smile which

made my head swim.

"And you will go home with Thomas and me when this business is ended?"

"I can never go back to that dreary, solemn valley, where people think

of nothing but hard work, and long doleful prayers. As yet I have heard

mass but twice, and only once have I been to confession; it seemed to me

that the spirit of my dead parents were with me, and it brought me such

joy and peace as you cannot conceive. I can never be separated again

from the exercise of my religion. In truth I have a solemn and holy

purpose set before me, of which I shall tell you, some day. Meantime let

us not talk upon this painful subject, Cousin Donald,--life is so good

to me now, so full of pure joy, and perfect happiness that I like not to

recall the past five years."

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