CHAPTER XV.

The death of the young man excited universal sympathy. He was mourned

not only by his relatives and friends, but by all his dependants, the

peasants on his estates, nay, even by strangers to whom he had only

been pointed out as he passed by. And on the day when he was buried,

with all the honours befitting the noble name which he had borne so

worthily, there was in the whole country round no little child whose

hands were not folded in prayer for him, no poor labouring woman who

had ever met him in the road, and whose existence his kindly smile had

helped to lighten, who did not wear a black apron or a black kerchief,

in loving memory of him. No one, perhaps, could have told what he or

she had expected of the young Count, but all felt that with him some

hope had died, some sunshine had been buried.

Fritz Malzin, the only witness of the insult offered to the Conte, died

the night before the duel; nothing therefore was known save what the

Conte chose to tell; the versions of the reasons that had induced

Oswald's rash acceptance of the Conte's challenge were many and widely

differing, but not one of them bore the least relation to the truth.

As Oswald had foreseen, his relatives overwhelmed Georges with

reproaches for the part he had borne in a duel between his cousin and a

parvenu. But the letter to Truyn which Oswald left behind, exculpated

Georges completely.

People declared, to be sure, that Georges ought to have restrained the

folly of his hot-tempered cousin, but the unaffected grief evinced by

the man, hitherto regarded as careless and indifferent, disarmed every

one. His devotion to his dead cousin revealed itself in his every

action, in the exquisite tenderness of his treatment of Oswald's

wretched mother, and his management of the estates thus suddenly fallen

to him, absolutely in accordance as it was with all Oswald's wishes,

soon won him the warmest sympathy from all.

Of course the Conte was denounced; Oswald's associates in his own rank

regarded the man as no better than a murderer. But he coldly defied

public opinion, and held his head higher than ever; he seemed even to

pride himself upon his deed, and several newspapers defended him.

CONCLUSION.

When in May a white-edged, black cloud discharges a storm of hail upon

the fresh, green wheat, the tender blades break and are buried out of

sight beneath heavy sleet; when the storm is past, and the ice melted,

and the sun once more beaming bright and warm in cloudless skies, the

bruised blades think they cannot bear the light, and lying close upon

the ground would fain die. Then over the fields thus laid waste many a

head is shaken, and many a sigh is breathed for the broken promise of

the harvest.

But some there are who, seeing farther and knowing better, shrug their

shoulders, and say "A hailstorm in spring prostrates, but does not

kill!" and they look forward hopefully to the future.

Gradually, and very slowly, the warm sunshine penetrates the crushed

blades, awakening and strengthening within them the benumbed forces of

youth. Before the summer is fully abroad in the land, the wheat stands

erect and tall, to the inexperienced eye all unharmed, but the

husbandman can detect the callous ring where the blade was bent, and

says: "The wheat has been shot in the knee."

Thus it is with youthful souls, crushed to the earth in the spring-time

of life by some fierce tempest. Slowly but surely the spirit, well-nigh

wounded to death, recovers, and God grants to the hearts of those whom

he loves a glorious resurrection.

Gabrielle recovered from the fearful blow that had befallen her,--very

slowly, and painfully to be sure, but at last. At first indeed, her

grief was so profound, she suffered so silently, so tearlessly, that

they feared for her reason, and then, when all seemed darkest to her,

she was suddenly possessed by an intense, inexplicable yearning to

return to the pretty home in the Avenue Labedoyere in which the fairest

hours of her shattered bliss had been spent.

Her desire was complied with; and for many a long winter night Zinka

sat beside her by the same little white bed where the girl had once

whispered to her in the delirium of her happiness that it seemed as if

her heart would break with joy. With tenderest sympathy the young

stepmother talked of the departed unweariedly with the girl, allowing

her tears free course, without ever cruelly attempting to restrain the

expression of her grief. And when Truyn, in despair over such endless

grieving, unreasonably taxed his wife with exciting Ella's emotion, and

with hindering her from forgetting, Zinka replied gently, "Let me

alone; I know what I am doing. There is nothing more terrible, more

dreadful than the spectre of a grief that has been violently stifled;

it lurks in wait for us, and persecutes us all the more persistently,

the more resolutely we thrust it from us. The memory of our beloved

dead must not be banished, it must be tenderly welcomed and cherished,

until in time it loses all bitterness, and is ever with us, sad, but

very dear."

Truyn listened incredulously, but a few weeks later he perceived with

surprise, and with trembling delight that Gabrielle's pale cheeks began

to show a faint colour, and that her weary gait grew more elastic. Then

when he was alone with Zinka he kissed her gratefully, saying "I see

you understand better than I how to comfort."

"And from whom did I learn the art?" she asked in reply, with a loving

glance, "do you not see that I am only repaying old debts?"

With the first snowdrops in February came a golden-haired little

brother for Gabrielle, who, by Zinka's desire was christened "Ossi."

Thus Gabrielle learned to utter her dead lover's name without tears.

She idolizes the little one, and sometimes smiles when she has him in

her arms; he has given her a fresh interest in life. Georges who came

to Paris the last of May, only to see the Truyns, and to find out

especially how Gabrielle was, perceived this with pleasure, and said

much that was encouraging to Truyn, who is still anxious about his

sorrowing child. A hailstorm in spring prostrates, but does not kill.

* * *

But when a storm of hail just before harvest beats down the ripened

ears, the grain never recovers. Bowed down to the earth, broken and

blasted by the weight of the hailstones, the crop lies prostrate in the

fields, only awaiting the hand that shall clear it away.

* * *

Never again will the Countess Lodrin rally. Had her health been less

vigorous she might have died of agony, had her mind been less strong,

she might have forgotten. But her health is perfect, and her mind clear

as daylight.

She occupies her modest suite of apartments at Tornow, which Georges

has prayed her always to consider as her home. Her rooms are but a

shrine for relics and memorials of the dead. Every object which

Oswald's hand ever touched is sacred for her. Every benevolent scheme

devised by Oswald in his generous desire, 'to brighten the existence of

as many people as possible,' she promotes. She heaps his former

servants with benefits, his faithful Newfoundland is her constant

companion. She tried to employ her widow's jointure in buying back

Schneeburg for poor Fritz's children, but her agent could effect

nothing against Capriani's obstinacy and millions. At least she

succeeded in buying Malzin's children of their mother.

Charlotte married again, another secretary of Capriani's. The little

Malzins live at Tornow under the care of an English governess, and

thrive apace. The Countess attends to every detail of their education

and training, and sees them every day although only for a short time;

there is no close tie between them. In spring when she hears their

sweet voices resounding with merriment in the park, she winces, and

grows paler than usual. She avoids them, but if she encounters them by

chance she never fails to speak a kind word to them, or to bestow upon

them a gentle caress. She is no longer capable of a fervent affection

for any living being. Her heart is a tomb, completely filled by a

single, idolized, dead son, but for his dear sake she does all the good

that she can to the living. Thus, even after his departure, she seems

striving for his approval.

She devotes the greatest part of her income and of her time to the most

self-sacrificing benevolence. There is no misery in all the country

round which she does not search out, and try to alleviate, going from

hut to hut, and never shrinking from even the most menial services to

the sick. She is revered as a saint throughout the district. In her

social intercourse with her peers, which grows less year by year, her

son's name never passes her lips; if others mention it she turns the

conversation. But when the country-people utter his name with

blessings, and recall his constant kindliness and readiness to

aid;--when the peasants and day-labourers kiss the hem of her dress,

with tears, saying, "God give him his reward in Heaven, we shall never

have another such master!" she lifts her head and her eyes gleam with

intense, sacred pride. Those who meet her then walking erect and with

beaming looks on her way back to the castle, think her wonderfully

recovered, and never dream how utterly shattered her life is. But could

they see her later, when, exhausted by the temporary exaltation, she

takes refuge in her chamber and sinks into the arm-chair wherein she

fell asleep on that horrible night, they would be horror-struck by the

fearful misery of her expression.

There she sits for hours, erect, her elbows close pressed, her hands

folded in her lap. Her whole life is but a protracted, lingering agony;

with fixed gaze she seems listening for the rustling wings of the

messenger who shall release her: the Angel of Death.

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