DOROTHY'S NEW HOME.
But even with Sidney as her companion and protector the long journey
south was a great trial to Dorothy, who had only once before left her
native place. She was very pale and nervous; he could see her little
hands trembling when they did not lie clasped tightly together on her
lap. The tears gathered under her drooping eyelids, and now and then
rolled slowly down her cheeks. The change in her life had been too
sudden and too great. Only a week ago she had been still a forlorn and
neglected child, of whom no one took any thought. She had believed
herself to be the daughter of a very poor man, who could afford her no
advantages of education and training. Now she was told that she was
heiress to a great fortune; and already the luxuries of wealth were
beginning to surround her. She was traveling by an express train in a
first-class carriage; and Sidney had bought a heap of newspapers and
books to beguile the hours of her journey. She did not open one of
them; her brain was too busy for her to read. Her heart, too, was
beating with fear that had something akin to pleasure in it.
What would Mrs. Martin be like? She had never seen any man like
Sidney; but she loved him, and felt grateful to him. She watched him
shyly from under her long eyelashes, and thought how handsome and
distinguished he looked; very different from her father, whose hair had
been white and his face gray and morose as long as she could remember
him. She admired her guardian with an intense admiration that would
have amused him greatly had he known of it. But she was afraid of Mrs.
Martin, and still more afraid of the boys of whom Sidney had spoken.
The well kept park, with its fine avenue of elm trees, lying round
Apley Hall, was very different from the neglected wilderness of a
garden surrounding the old Manor House; and the long front of the Hall
itself, with its stone walls and mullioned windows, and the broad
terrace of velvet-like lawn stretching before it, was very imposing to
her eyes, and filled her with a strong feeling of dismay. She was not
fit to live in such a place as this, and with such people as inhabited
it. A crimson flush rose painfully to her pale face; the tears
gathered again in her eyes as Sidney almost lifted her out of the
carriage, for her dimmed eyes caught a vision of a beautiful woman
coming down the steps to meet them, with an eager and graceful
movement, as if she was hastening to welcome her. Dorothy, like a
child, flung her arms round Margaret's neck, and hid her face on her
shoulder, as she burst into a passion of tears.
"My poor girl! my poor little girl!" reiterated Margaret, pressing
Dorothy closer to her, "you will be at home here very soon. We are
going to make you fond of us, Dorothy."
"Oh!" she said, "I did not mean to be so foolish."
Margaret herself led her to her room, the one which Phyllis had always
occupied when she stayed all night at the Hall. It was near to
Margaret's own room; and she wished to have Dorothy near to her.
Dorothy had never seen such a room before. There was a small white bed
in one corner, hidden by an Indian screen; but in all other respects it
was fitted up as a young lady's sitting room. The window sills were
low and broad, and cushioned as seats; and as soon as Margaret left her
she sat down on one of them, and gazed half frightened about her.
There were books, and pictures, and flowers everywhere. A small
cottage piano stood against the wall, and a writing table was placed in
a good light, as if the occupant of the room was supposed to spend a
good portion of her time in writing. How different it all was from the
bare, uncarpeted, uncurtained chamber, in a lonely corner of the old
Manor, where she had slept last night, and all the nights of all the
years she could remember! She felt almost too shy to walk about this
dainty nest and examine its numerous decorations. Most of the pictures
were engravings of famous originals; and presently she realized that
they were chiefly sacred subjects in which the central figure was that
of our Lord. Three of them were photographs of bas-reliefs,
representing his triumphal entrance into Jerusalem, the way to the
Cross, and the procession of sad men and women carrying his dead body
to the sepulcher. The predominant impression made upon her by the
pleasant room was that produced by these representations of the life of
the Saviour. The place seemed like a sacred vestibule to another world.
The sound of voices on the terrace below arrested her attention, and
she peeped stealthily through one corner of the window. The light of
the setting sun lay low upon it, casting long shadows across the close,
smooth turf from some figures pacing to and fro under her windows.
There was Margaret; and leaning on her arm was Phyllis, in some wonder
of a white gown, with soft spots of color here and there, which to
Dorothy's eyes looked the prettiest and daintiest of dresses. She was
talking to Margaret playfully and lovingly, but glancing back now and
then to smile upon Sidney, who was following them, and by whose side
walked a young man as tall, as handsome, and as distinguished looking
as himself. This, then, was one of his boys! Dorothy caught her
breath, in a sob of mingled terror and admiration.
She stole away into a little dressing room, and looked long at herself,
with grave concern and disapprobation, in the mirror, which gave to
her, for the first time in her life, a full-length reflection of her
face and figure. Her dress was clumsily made, and her dark hair was
drawn tightly back from her face, and fastened up into a prim knot at
the back of her head. She was smaller and shorter than the beautiful
girl she had just seen. There was neither grace nor charm about her,
she felt vaguely. Nothing in her former life had fitted her for the
one she was just entering. It would have been better for her to have
remained at Brackenburn.
She went back to the sitting room disturbed and unhappy; but a soothing
and comforting presence seemed to be there. The terrace was deserted
now; and only the long shadows of the trees fell across its soft sward.
The low evening light gave a tranquil brightness to her room, which was
neither hot nor garish; and in it she seemed to see more distinctly the
many pictures, which more or less clearly told the story of the life of
Christ.
"Oh, I must be good!" she said in a half whisper. "I will try to be
good."
She heard a low knock at her door, and Margaret looked in, dressed for
dinner.
"My dear," she said, "I thought you would be too tired to dine with us
to-day, so you shall have dinner here alone, and Phyllis and I will
come and take tea with you by and by. Will you like that, Dorothy?"
"Oh! I could not go down to-night," she answered eagerly.
"And my husband says he will come to see you," continued Margaret; "he
looks upon you as his special charge. By and by you will be quite at
home among us."