A LITTLE CHILD SHALL LEAD THEM
Autumn merged imperceptibly into winter, and the days sped tranquilly
on. With the exception of brief absences on business, Graham was mostly
at home, for there was no place like his own hearth. His heart, so long
denied happiness, was content only at the side of his wife and child.
The shadows of the past crouched further away than ever, but even their
own health and prosperity, their happiness, and the reflected happiness
of others could not banish them wholly. The lights which burned so
brightly around them, like the fire on their hearth, had been kindled
and were fed by human hands only, and were ever liable to die out. The
fuel that kept them burning was the best that earth afforded, but the
supply had its inherent limitations. Each new tranquil day increased
the habitual sense of security. Graham was busy with plans of a large
agricultural enterprise in Virginia. The more he saw of Henry Anderson
the more he appreciated his sterling integrity and fine business
capabilities, and from being an agent he had become a partner. Grace's
writing-desk, at which Graham had cast a wistful glance the first time
he had seen it, was often covered with maps of the Virginia plantation,
which he proposed to develop into its best capabilities. Grace had a
cradle by the library fire as well as in her room. Beside this the
adopted grandmother knitted placidly, and the major rustled his paper
softly lest he should waken the little sleeper. Grace, who persisted in
making all of her little one's dainty plumage herself, would lift her
eyes from time to time, full of genuine interest in his projects and in
his plans for a dwelling on the plantation, which should be built
according to her taste and constructed for her convenience.
The shadows had never been further away. Even old Aunt Sheba was lulled
into security. Into her bereaved heart, as into the hearts of all the
others, the baby crept; and she grew so bewitching with her winsome
ways, so absorbing in her many little wants and her need of watching,
as with the dawning spirit of curiosity she sought to explore for
herself what was beyond the cradle and the door, that Aunt Sheba, with
the doting mother, thought of Hilda during all waking hours and dreamed
of her in sleep.
At last the inconstant New England spring passed away, and June came
with its ever-new heritage of beauty. The baby's birthday was to be the
grand fete of the year, and the little creature seemed to enter into
the spirit of the occasion. She could now call her parents and
grandparents by name, and talk to them in her pretty though senseless
jargon, which was to them more precious than the wisdom of Solomon.
It was a day of roses and rose-colors. Roses banked the mantelpieces,
wreathed the cradle, crowned the table at which Hilda sat in state in
her high chair, a fairy form in gossamer laces, with dark eyes--Grace's
eyes--that danced with the unrestrained delight of a child.
"She looks just like my little Grace of long, long years ago," said the
major, with wistful eyes; "and yet, Colonel, it seems but yesterday
that your wife was the image of that laughing little witch yonder."
"Well, I can believe," admitted Grandma Mayburn, "that Grace was as
pretty--a tremendous compliment to you, Grace--but there never was and
never will be another baby as pretty and cunning as our Hilda."
The good old lady never spoke of the child as Grace's baby. It was
always "ours." In Graham, Grace, and especially Hilda, she had her
children about her, and the mother-need in her heart was satisfied.
"Yes, Hilda darling," said the colonel, with fond eyes, "you have begun
well. You could not please me more than by looking like your mother;
the next thing is to grow like her."
"Poor blind papa, with the perpetual glamour on his eyes! He will never
see his old white-haired wife as she is."
He looked at her almost perfect features with the bloom of health upon
them, into her dark eyes with their depths of motherly pride and joy,
at her snowy neck and ivory arms bare to the summer heat, and longest
at the wavy silver of her hair, that crowned her beauty with an almost
supernatural charm.
"Don't I see you as you are, Grace?" he said. "Well, I am often
spellbound by what I do see. If Hilda becomes like you, excepting your
sorrows, my dearest wish in her behalf will be fulfilled."
Old Aunt Sheba, standing behind the baby's chair, felt a chill at heart
as she thought: "Dey'se all a-worshippin' de chile and each oder. I
sees it so plain dat I'se all ob a-tremble."
Surely the dark shadows of the past have no place near that birthday
feast, but they are coming nearer, closing in, remorseless, relentless
as ever, and among them are the gloomy rivals against whom Graham
struggled so long. He thought he had vanquished them, but they are
stealing upon him again like vindictive, unforgiving savages.
There was a jar of thunder upon the still air, but it was not heeded.
The room began to darken, but they thought only of a shower that would
banish the sultriness of the day. Darker shadows than those of
thunder-clouds were falling upon them, had they known it.
The wine was brought, and the health of the baby drank. Then Graham,
ordering all glasses to be filled, said reverently: "To the memory of
Warren Hilland! May the child who is named for him ever remind us of
his noble life and heroic death."
They drank in silence, then put down the glasses and sat for moments
with bowed heads, Grace's tears falling softly. Without, nature seemed
equally hushed. Not a breath stirred the sultry air, until at last a
heavier and nearer jar of thunder vibrated in the distance.
The unseen shadows are closing around the little Hilda, whose eyelids
are heavy with satiety. Aunt Sheba is about to take her from her chair,
when a swift gust, cold and spray-laden, rushes through the house,
crushing to the doors and whirling all light articles into a carnival
of disorder.
The little gossamer-clad girl shivered, and, while others hastily
closed windows, Grace ran for a shawl in which to wrap her darling.
The shower passed, bringing welcome coolness. Hilda slept quietly
through its turmoil and swishing torrents--slept on into the twilight,
until Aunt Sheba seemed a shadow herself. But there were darker shadows
brooding over her.
Suddenly, in her sleep, the child gave an ominous barking cough.
"Oh, de good Lor'!" cried Aunt Sheba, springing to her feet. Then with
a swiftness in which there was no sign of age, she went to the landing
and called, "Mas'r Graham."
Grace was in the room before him. "What is it?" she asked breathlessly.
"Well, Missy Grace, don't be 'larmed, but I tinks Mas'r Graham 'ud
better sen' for de doctor, jes' for caution like."
Again came that peculiar cough, terror-inspiring to all mothers.
"Alford, Alford, lose not a moment!" she cried. "It's the croup."
The soldier acted as if his camp were attacked at midnight. There were
swift feet, the trampling of a horse; and soon the skill of science,
the experience of age, and motherly tenderness confronted the black
shadows, but they remained immovable.
The child gasped and struggled for life. Grace, half frantic, followed
the doctor's directions with trembling hands, seeking to do everything
for her idol herself as far as possible. Mrs. Mayburn, gray, grim, with
face of ashen hue, hovered near and assisted. Aunt Sheba, praying often
audibly, proved by her deft hands that the experience of her long-past
motherhood was of service now. The servants gathered at the door, eager
and impatient to do something for "de bressed chile." The poor old
major thumped restlessly back and forth on his crutches in the hall
below, half swearing, half praying. Dr. Markham, pale with anxiety, but
cool and collected as a veteran general in battle, put forth his whole
skill to baffle the destroyer. Graham, standing in the background with
clenched hands, more excited, more desperate than he had ever been when
sitting on his horse waiting for the bugle to sound the charge, watched
his wife and child with eyes that burned in the intensity of his
feeling.
Time, of which no notice was taken, passed, although moments seemed
like hours. The child still struggled and gasped, but more and more
feebly. At last, in the dawn, the little Hilda lay still, looked up and
smiled. Was it at her mother's face, or something beyond?
"She is better," cried Grace, turning her imploring eyes to the
physician, who held the little hand.
Alas! it was growing cold in his. He turned quickly to Graham and
whispered: "Support your wife. The end is near."
He came mechanically and put his arm around her.
"Grace, dear Grace," he faltered, hoarsely, "can you not bear this
sorrow also for my sake?"
"Alford!" she panted with horror in her tones--"Alford! why, why, her
hand is growing cold!"
There was a long low sigh from the little one, and then she was still.
"Take your wife away," said Dr. Markham, in a low, authoritative tone.
Graham sought to obey in the same mechanical manner. She sprang from
him and stood aloof. There was a terrible light in her eyes, before
which he quailed.
"Take me away!" she cried, in a voice that was hoarse, strained, and
unnatural. "Never! Tell me the belief of your heart. Have I lost my
child forever? Is that sweet image of my Hilda nothing but clay? Is
there nothing further for this idol of my heart but horrible
corruption? If this is true, no more learned jargon to me about law and
force! If this is true, I am the creation of a fiend who, with all the
cruel ingenuity of a fiend, has so made me that he can inflict the
utmost degree of torture. If this is true, my motherhood is a lie, and
good is punished, not evil. If this is true, there is neither God nor
law, but only a devil. But let me have the truth: have I lost that
child forever?"
He was dumb, and an awful silence fell upon the chamber of death.
Graham's philosophy failed him at last. His own father-heart could not
accept of corruption as the final end of his child. Indeed, it revolted
at it with a resistless rebound as something horrible, monstrous, and,
as his wife had said, devilish. His old laborious reasoning was
scorched away as by lightning in that moment of intense consciousness
when _his_ soul told him that, if this were true, his nature also was a
lie and a cheat. He knew not what he believed, or what was true. He was
stunned and speechless.
Despair was turning his wife's face into stone, when old Aunt Sheba,
who had been crouching, sobbing and praying at the foot of the little
couch, rose with streaming eyes and stretched out her hands toward the
desperate mother.
"No, Missy Grace," she cried, in tones that rang through the house;
"no, no, no. Your chile am not lost to you; your chile am not dead. She
on'y sleeps. Did not de good Lord say: 'Suffer de little chillen ter
come unter Me'? An' Hilda, de dear little lamb, hab gone ter Him, an'
is in de Good Shepherd's arms. Your little chile am not lost to you,
she's safe at home, de dear bressed home ob heben, whar your moder is
Missy Grace. De Hebenly Father say, 'Little Hilda, you needn't walk de
long flinty, thorny path and suffer like you'se dear moder. You kin
come home now, and I'se 'll take keer ob ye till moder comes.' Bress de
little lamb, she smile when de angels come fer her, an' she's safe,
safe for ebermore. No tears fer little Hilda, no heartbreak in all her
'ternal life. Dear Missy Grace, my little baby die, too, but I hain't
los' it. No, no. De Good Shepherd is a keepin' it safe fer me, an' I
shall hab my baby again."
It is impossible to describe the effect of this passionate utterance of
faith as it came warm and direct from the heart of another bereaved
mother, whose lowliness only emphasized the universal human need of
something more than negations and theories of law and force. The major
heard it in the hall below, and was awed. Mrs. Mayburn and the servants
sobbed audibly. The stony look went out of Grace's face; tears welled
up into her hot, dry eyes, and she drew near and bent over her child
with an indescribable yearning in her face. Aunt Sheba ceased, sank
down on the floor, and throwing her apron over her face she rocked back
and forth and prayed as before.
Suddenly Grace threw herself on the unconscious little form, and cried
with a voice that pierced every heart: "O God, I turn to Thee, then. Is
my child lost to me forever, or is she in Thy keeping? Was my mother's
faith true? Shall I have my baby once more? Jesus, art Thou a Shepherd
of the little ones? Hast Thou suffered my Hilda to come unto Thee? Oh,
if Thou art, Thou canst reveal Thyself unto me and save a
broken-hearted mother from despair. This child _was_ mine. Is it mine
still?" and she clasped her baby convulsively to her bosom.
"Suffer de little chillen ter come unter me, and forbid dem not,'"
repeated Aunt Sheba in low tones.
Again a deep, awed silence fell upon them all. Grace knelt so long with
her own face pressed against her child's that they thought she had
fainted. The physician motioned Graham to lift her up, but he shook his
head. He was crushed and despairing, feeling that in one little hour he
had lost the belief of his manhood, the child that had brought into his
home a heaven that he at least could understand, and as he heard his
wife's bitter cry he felt that her life and reason might soon go also.
He recognized again the presence of his bitter rivals, Grief and Death,
and felt that at last they had vanquished him. He had not the courage
or the will to make another effort.
"Mrs. Graham, for your husband's sake--" began Dr. Markham.
"Ah! forgive me, Alford," she said, rising weakly; "I should not have
forgotten you for a moment."
She took an uncertain step toward him, and he caught her in his arms.
Laying her head upon his breast, she said gently, "Alford, our baby is
not dead."
"Oh, Grace, darling!" he cried in agony, "don't give way, or we are
both lost. I have no strength left. I cannot save you again. Oh! if the
awful past should come back!"
"It now can never come back. Alford, we have not lost our child. Aunt
Sheba has had a better wisdom than you or I, and from this hour forth
my mother's faith is mine. Do not think me wild or wandering. In my
very soul has come the answer to my cry. Horrible corruption is not the
end of that lovely life. You can't believe it, any more than I. Dear
little sleeper, you are still _my_ baby. I shall go to you, and you
will never suffer as I have suffered. God bless you, Aunt Sheba! your
heaven-inspired words have saved me from despair. Alford, dear Alford,
do not give way so; I'll live and be your true and faithful wife. I'll
teach you the faith that God has taught me."
He drew long, deep breaths. He was like a great ship trying to right
itself in a storm. At last he said, in broken tones:
"Grace, you are right. It's not law or force. It's either God, who in
some way that I can't understand, will bring good out of all this evil,
or else it's all devilish, fiendish. If after this night you can be
resigned, patient, hopeful, your faith shall be mine."
The shadows, affrighted, shrank further away than ever before. "I take
you at your word," she replied, as she drew him gently away. "Come, let
us go and comfort papa."
One after another stole out after them until Mrs. Mayburn was alone
with the dead. Long and motionless she stood, with her eyes fixed on
the quiet, lovely face.
"Hilda," at last she moaned, "little Hilda, shall poor old grandma ever
see our baby again?"
At that moment the sun rose high enough to send a ray through the
lattice, and it lighted the baby's face with what seemed a smile of
unearthly sweetness.
A few moments later Aunt Sheba found the aged woman with her head upon
little Hilda's bosom, and there she received a faith that brought peace.
A few evenings later there was a grassy mound, covered with roses,
under the apple-tree by the rustic seat; and at the head of the little
grave there was placed a block of marble bearing the simple inscription:
"Here sleeps our Baby Hilda."
* * * * * * *
Years have passed. The little monument is now near another and a
stately one in a Virginia cemetery. Fresh flowers are on it, showing
that "Our Baby Hilda" is never forgotten. Fresh flowers are beneath the
stately column, proving that the gallant soldier sleeping under it is
never forgotten. Fresh flowers are on the young Confederate's grave,
commemorating a manly and heroic devotion to a cause that was sacred to
him. The cause was lost; and had he lived to green old age he would
have thanked God for it. Not least among the reasons for thankfulness
is the truth that to men and peoples that which their hearts craved is
often denied.
Not far away is a home as unostentatious as the Northern cottage, but
larger, and endowed with every homelike attribute. Sweet Grace Graham
is its mistress. Her lovely features are somewhat marked by time and
her deep experiences, but they have gained a beauty and serenity that
will defy time. Sounds of joyous young life again fill the house, and
in a cradle by her side "little Grace" is sleeping. Grandma Mayburn
still knits slowly by the hearth, but when the days are dry and warm it
is her custom to steal away to the cemetery and remain for hours with
"Our Baby." The major has grown very feeble, but his irritable protest
against age and infirmity has given place to a serene, quiet waiting
till he can rest beside the brave soldiers who have forgotten their
laurels.
Colonel Anderson, now a prosperous planter, has his own happy home
life, and his aged father shares the best there is in it. He still
preaches in the quaint old church, repaired but not modernized, and his
appearance and life give eloquence to his faltering words. The event of
the quiet year is the annual visit of Rita and Captain Windom with
their little brood. Then truly the homes abound in breezy life; but
sturdy, blue-eyed Warren Graham is the natural leader of all the little
people's sport. The gallant black horse Mayburn is still Iss's pride,
but he lets no one mount him except his master. Aunt Sheba presides at
the preparation of state dinners, and sits by the cradle of baby Grace.
She is left, however, most of the time, to her own devices, and often
finds her way also to the cemetery to "wisit dat dear little lamb,
Hilda," murmuring as she creeps slowly with her cane, "We'se all
a-followin' her now, bress de Lord."
Jinny's stories of what she saw and of her experiences abroad have
become so marvellous that they might be true of some other planet, but
not of ours. Dusky faces gather round her by the kitchen fire, and
absolute faith is expressed by their awed looks. Old Jehu has all the
chickens and "sass" he wants without working for them, and his son Huey
has settled down into a steady "hand," who satisfies his former ruling
passion with an occasional coon-hunt. Both of the colonels have the
tastes of sportsmen, and do all in their power to preserve the game in
their vicinity. They have become closer friends with the lapsing years,
and from crossing swords they look forward to the time when they can
cross their family escutcheons by the marriage of the sturdy Warren
with another little Rita, who now romps with him in a child's happy
unconsciousness.
There are flecks of gray in Graham's hair and beard, and deep lines on
his resolute face, but he maintains his erect, soldierly bearing even
when superintending the homely details of the plantation. Every one
respects him; the majority are a little afraid of him, for where his
will has sway there is law and order, but to the poor and sorrowful he
gives increasing reason to bless his name. His wife's faith has become
his. She has proved it true by the sweet logic of her life. In their
belief, the baby Hilda is only at home before them, and the soldier
without fear and without reproach has found the immortality that he
longed for in his dying moments. He is no longer a cherished, honored
memory only; he is the man they loved, grown more manly, more noble in
the perfect conditions of a higher plane of life. The dark mysteries of
evil are still dark to them--problems that cannot be solved by human
reason. But in the Divine Man, toward whose compassionate face the
sorrowful and sinful of all the centuries have turned, they have found
One who has mastered the evil that threatened their lives. They are
content to leave the mystery of evil to Him who has become in their
deepest consciousness Friend and Guide. He stands between them and the
shadows of the past and the future.
THE END