“_August 1, 1896._--I have enjoyed my six weeks in London with their

much people-seeing. People laugh at me for liking it all so much, and

still more for expressing my liking for it; but I believe I shall never

turn out to be ‘one of those whom Dante found in hell-border because

they had been sad under the blessed sun.’[548] How many people in ‘the

world,’ so called, are perfectly charming! Surely if there are many like

the Woods, Jerseys, William Lowthers, Pennants, Ilchesters, and oh! how

many others, good must far predominate over evil in society.

“You know how I have always said I hated leaving London for Sundays, but

I did leave it for three of them. The first was spent at Reigate

Manor--Lady Henry Somerset’s charming old house, with an oak panelled

hall and staircase, such as one is surprised to find near London. Lady

Henry is a delightful hostess, and though so enthusiastically interested

in all her good works, keeps them quite in the background. I was so glad

to find George Curzon at Reigate, as pleasant as ever, and his American

wife; and he has so much to say on all subjects that one does not wonder

he has been spoken of as the man who ‘had seen everything, known

everything, read all books, and written most of them.’ But yet the

‘feature’ of the party was Lord Carlisle’s son, Hubert Howard, who

jumped upon the donkeys browsing in the park, and was kicked off by

them; then upon a stray long-haired pony, and was kicked off by it; and

who finally would go out to sea on the lake in a barrel in his Sunday

clothes, and of course the barrel upset in the midst, and the nails with

which it was studded left him with very few clothes at all.[549]

“Then I was two days at Hatfield--days of brilliant sunshine, glowing

gardens, scent of lime-flowers, great kindness from host and hostess,

and much pleasant companionship. The rooms have names of trees: I was in

the hornbeam room, whence S. Alban’s Abbey was visible. I drew hard on

Sunday amid the brilliant flowers of the garden: oh! how wicked it would

have been thought when I was younger; but now no one thought it so. Most

of the guests did nothing but talk and enjoy the summer beauty. Madame

Ignatieff, coming to Hatfield, said, ‘Ah, I see what your life in great

country-houses is--eat and doddle (dawdle), doddle and eat.’ Dear Sir

Augustus Paget, of many pleasant Roman memories, sat out by me part of

the time, and on the Monday morning kept me after breakfast talking of

how very happy he was, how many enjoyments in his life. I could not help

feeling afterwards what characteristic ‘last words’ those were. I went

into the drawing-room to take leave of Lady Salisbury, and in an instant

Lady Cranborne ran in saying that Sir Augustus had fallen in the hall.

He scarcely spoke again, and on Saturday his bright spirit had

departed. I was _very_ sorry. I had known him so long, and--I am again

quoting George Eliot, whom I have just been reading--‘how unspeakably

the lengthening of memories in common endears one’s old friends.’

“Lady Salisbury is delightful, not only to listen to but to watch. She

is so young in her spirit. ‘On a l’age de son cœur.’ All she does, as

all she says, is so clever, and her relation to her many

daughters-in-law, to the great variety of her visitors, to her vast

household, is so unfailingly sagacious. Even ‘to know her is a liberal

education,’ as Steele said of a lady he admired. She is a great contrast

to Lord Salisbury: as I watched him solemnly and slowly walking up and

down the rooms with his hand on the head of his great dog Pharaoh, I was

always reminded of Henry Vaughan’s lines--

‘The darksome statesman, hung with weight and woe,

Like to thick midnight fog, mov’d there so slow,

He did not stay, nor go.’

“The next Sunday I was at Osterley, in intensely hot weather. Sir E.

Burne Jones was there (as well as at Hatfield), the painter of morbid

and unlovely women, who has given an apotheosis to ennui--the Botticelli

of the nineteenth century. He is very agreeable naturally, and made

infinitely more so by his seductively captivating voice. He spoke much

of Mr. Pepys’ ‘Diaries,’ and what a pity it was he became blind, ‘we

might have had so many more volumes.’ He described going to dine with

the Blumenthals, where the footman at the door presented him with a gilt

apple, and informed him that he was Paris, and would go down to dinner

with whichever of the Graces he presented it to. ‘I knew I must make two

deadly enemies,’ said Sir Edward, ‘so I shut my eyes and stretched out

the apple into space; _some one_ took it.’ He said peacocks made their

shrill cry because they were afraid a thief might come and steal their

beauty away, and then he talked of the Talmud--‘that great repository of

interesting stories.’ The Grand-Vizier, he said, was terribly afraid

Solomon would marry the Queen of Sheba, so he told the king her legs

were hairy. Then, in his wisdom, Solomon surrounded his throne with

running water, and covered it with glass. And when the queen came to him

and saw the water, she lifted up her trailing robe, and he beheld her

legs reflected in the glass, and they were not hairy, and he said, ‘The

Grand-Vizier is a liar,’ and he put him to death. The beloved Halifaxes

were at Osterley, quite delightful always--

‘Bright sparklings of all human excellence,

To which the silver wands of saints in heaven

Might point in rapturous joy.’[550]

“After leaving London finally I went to Oxton Hall in Nottinghamshire

for my dear Hugh Bryan’s wedding with Miss Violet Sherbrooke--such a

pretty wedding--and thence to Wollaton Hall, Lord Middleton’s glorious

old house near Nottingham. On the way I stayed to draw Nottingham

Castle, which I had drawn as a boy, but they have quite spoilt it by

tearing up its fine old plateau of grey flagstones, and putting down

asphalt, only, of course, in the drawing I left that out. Wollaton is a

beautiful old grey stone building full of varied ornaments--niches,

pinnacles, and busts, with a central tower and huge central hall. It was

built by John of Padua with stone from Ancaster, all brought on donkeys,

and for which nothing was paid, coal being taken and given in exchange

for it from a pit already open in Elizabeth’s time. In the church, to

which we went on Sunday morning, is the tomb of John of Padua’s clerk of

the works, also the monument of Lady Anne Willoughby, _née_ Grey, aunt

of Lady Jane, and a beautiful tomb of a Willoughby who was Knight of the

Holy Sepulchre, with little effigies of his four wives, one of whom was

mother of the Arctic voyager. The afternoon was wet, and amongst other

relics we saw the clothes of this Willoughby hero, left behind when he

went to the North Pole, and preserved with many other old dresses in a

vast deserted upper chamber called ‘Bedlam,’ probably because the

‘gentlemen’s gentlemen’ slept there in old times, as in a dormitory.

There is much else to see in the house, which was strongly fortified

against the Nottingham rioters, and a number of handcuffs are hanging up

which were prepared for them. The first evening I was alone with my

delightfully genial host and hostess, but on Saturday many guests came,

including the exceedingly pleasant young Lord Deramore.

“The late Lord Middleton lived in this palace in most primitive fashion.

He used to have dinner-parties, but the dinner consisted in a haunch of

venison at one end and a haunch of venison at the other, and

currant-jelly in the middle, and then two apple-pies to match.

[Illustration: THE TERRACE DOOR, HOLMHURST.]

“Here is a delightful story of the present Bishop of London for you,

which is _molto ben trovato_, at any rate. One day, he took a cab home

to Fulham from the City, and wishing to be liberal, gave the man

sixpence beyond the full fare. The man looked at it. ‘What, aren’t you

satisfied?’ said the Bishop. ‘Oh yes, I’m _satisfied_,’ said the man;

‘but if I might, I should like to ask you a question.’ ‘Oh certainly,’

said the Bishop, ‘ask whatever you like.’ ‘Well, then, if St. Paul had

come back to earth and was Bishop, do you suppose he’d be living in this

here palace?’ ‘Certainly not,’ replied the Bishop promptly, ‘for he’d be

living at Lambeth, and it would be a shilling fare.’

“And now, after all these luxurious fine houses, I am in what, to me, is

the tenfold luxury of Holmhurst.

‘My green and silent spot amid the hills,

Oh, ’tis a quiet spirit-healing nook.’[551]

I should not like to live in a bare or commonplace house, but then I

don’t; and oh! the luxury of absolute independence. I should rather

_like_ a carriage and horse perhaps, but I don’t in the least _want_

them. Certainly, in words I have been reading of Bishop Fraser, ‘living

in comfort is a phrase entirely depending for its meaning on the ideas

of him who uses it.’”

* * * * *

_To_ FRANCIS COOKSON.

“_Sept. 7._--Is it a sign of old age coming on, I wonder, when one has

the distaste for leaving home by which I am now possessed? I simply hate

it. When one has all one wants and exactly what one likes, why should

one set off on a round of visits, in which one may, and probably will,

have many pleasant hours, but as certainly many bare and dull ones,

often in dreary rooms, sometimes with wooden-headed people, and without

the possibility of the familiar associations which habit makes such a

pleasure? Then, in most country-houses, ‘l’anglais s’amuse moult

tristement,’ as Froissart says. I cannot say how delightful I always

find my home life--the ever-fresh morning glories of the familiar view

of brilliant flowers, green lawns, and oak woods; and then the sea,

which to me is so much more beautiful in its morning whiteness with

faint grey cloud-shadows, or smiling under the tremulous sun-rays,[552]

than in the evening light, which brings a lovely but monotonous blueness

with it: the joyous companionship of my little black spitz Nero

(‘Black,’ not the wicked emperor): the regularity of my proof-sheet

work, and other work, till luncheon-dinner, after which there are

generally visitors to be attended to; and then quiet work again, or

meditation on the long-ago and the future, when

‘Silent musings urge the mind to seek

Something too high for syllables to speak.’[553]

Then there is always my library, in which 6000 agreeable friends are

always ready to converse with me at any moment, and ‘vingt-sept années

d’ennui et de solitude lui firent lire bien des livres,’ as Catherine

II. said in her epitaph on herself, might certainly be applied to me.

Only I can imagine, if eyes and limbs failed, the winter evenings

becoming long and monotonous. ‘Meglio solo che male accompagnato’ is a

good Italian proverb, only it would be pleasant to be ‘ben

accompagnato.’ I am beginning to feel with Madame de Staël--‘J’aime la

solitude, mais il me faut à qui dire; j’aime la solitude.’

“The neighbours are very kindly beginning to consider me ‘the hermit of

Holmhurst,’ and come to visit me in my cell, especially on Tuesdays,

without expecting me to go to them. I would not have a bicycle on any

account, for then I might be obliged to go, and I am too poor to have a

carriage. So, in six weeks, I have only twice been outside the

gates--for one day to London for George Jolliffe’s wedding, and for two

nights to Battle, whence, to my great joy, the Duchess asked me to

‘mother’ her guests--charming Lady Edward Cavendish, the Vincent

Corbets, and Mr. Armstrong, the Oxford history professor--to

Hurstmonceaux. How beautiful, how interesting it all looked. No other

place ever seems to me half so romantic; but though ‘at each step one

treads on a memory,’ as Cicero says, I can go there now without a pang;

my affections are too full of Holmhurst to have any room for it, and the

old family are almost forgotten there already, ‘so much has happened

since they left.’ ‘Lord! to see how the world makes nothing of a man, an

houre after he is dead,’ writes Pepys in his Diary.

[Illustration: THE NAYLOR LANDING, HOLMHURST.]

“I wonder if you ever saw Coventry Patmore here, who died lately. He

often came to Holmhurst during the latter part of his residence at

Hastings, where he wrote ‘The Angel in the House’ in memory of his first

wife, and in memory of his second spent most of the large fortune she

had brought him, £60,000, in building a beautiful church, S. Mary Star

of the Sea; and whilst building it, though always a devout Catholic,

imbibed, from being brought into close contact with them, a hatred of

priests which never left him. The existence of ‘In Memoriam’ may be said

to be due to Patmore. When young, he and Tennyson lodged together at

some house in London, where they had a violent quarrel with their

landlady, and left suddenly in a huff. Once well away, they recollected

that the MS. of ‘In Memoriam’ was left in the cupboard of their room

with the unfinished ham and the half-empty jam-pot. The timid Alfred

would not face the wrath of the landlady, but Patmore went back to get

it. He found the woman cleaning her doorstep and told her that he was

come to get something he had left behind. ‘No,’ she said, ‘there was

nothing, and she had seen quite enough of him, he should not go

upstairs.’ But the slim Patmore took her by surprise, slipped past her,

rushed up to the room, and from the jam cupboard extracted the MS., and

made off with it in spite of her imprecations.

“Tennyson recognised what Patmore had done at the time, and said he

should give him the MS. But he never did; he gave it to Sir J. Simeon,

who left it to his second wife. When Tennyson’s MSS. rose so much in

value, his family asked for it back, and Lady Simeon has promised that

it shall go back at her death. In another generation, if Tennyson’s fame

lasts so long, it will probably be sold for a large sum.

“Apropos of poets, pleasant old Miss Courtenay was talking to me the

other day of how Browning was beyond all things a man of the world

rather than a poet. When she saw Mrs. Browning at Naples long ago, and

expressed some surprise at his being so much with Lockhart, who was then

in his last serious illness, Mrs. Browning said, ‘Yes, and isn’t it

delightful that Mr. Lockhart likes him so much; he told me the other

day, “I like Robert so much because he is not a damned _literary_

person!’”

“The clergyman in the little iron tabernacle of a church at our gate

seemed to some to preach at me last night for not having been at the

morning service, at which there was the Sacrament. He was quite right. I

really might have gone, for I had no ‘boys’ here, and I was not merely

kept away by my detestation of sermons, so seldom, what Spurgeon said

they should be, ‘the man in flower;’ but I never thought of it, and was

very busy at home about a thousand things. But though I revere the

Sacrament as a holy commemorative ordinance, I cannot feel as if it did

one the slightest good, except as concentrating one’s thoughts for a

few minutes on sacred memories. James Adderley, the monk-preacher, says

there are many who regard the Sacrament like a ‘mourning ring;’ and that

is exactly how I look upon it. I cannot understand how people can

consider such a mere commemorative service ‘a thing to live by,’ as they

call it; and all the transubstantiation idea is to me too truly

horrible. If I were dying--dying, I mean, in the trembling hope of a

near blessed reality--the reception of this mere type would be no

comfort to me. Then, also, as I am on the confession tack, I do not

believe for one instant in ‘original sin;’ rather, as Solomon--who had

much personal knowledge of the subject--says, that ‘God hath made man

upright, but he hath sought out many inventions.’[554] ... And yet,

truly, in my own way, I always feel that--

‘Malgré nous, vers le ciel il faut tourner les yeux.’”[555]

* * * * *

JOURNAL _and_ LETTERS.

“_Chesters, Northumberland, Oct. 6._--All my dread of visits passed away

when they began. Capital indeed is Milton’s advice--

‘Be not over-exquisite

To cast the fashion of uncertain evils.’

And then I know one ought to go into the world ‘as a fireman on duty,’

which Cardinal Manning said was his only way of visiting it for thirty

years. One thing a man who pays a good many visits should always be

certain of--_never_ to outstay his welcome. It would be dreadful to see

one’s hostess begin to have the fidgets. It is safest--at latest--to go

by the eleven o’clock train, but a good and pleasant plan is to take

leave overnight, and _be_ gone the next morning. I was full of enjoyment

at Penrhyn Castle--the genial and charming family, the great variety of

the guests, and the excursions, in spite of furious storms, into the

Welsh hills. Then I was with a most kind bachelor host, Fred Swete, at

Oswestry, and spent the day at Brogyntyn with Lord Harlech, a perfect

example of old-fashioned courtesy and kindness. In his grounds is a long

terrace with a glorious view over the plains and hills of Shropshire,

including the beloved Hawkestone range of my childhood. The next day, at

the Brownlow-Towers’ pleasant house at Ellesmere, a little girl of eight

was most amusingly _fin de siècle_. ‘Now, darling, you must go up to the

schoolroom and stay there,’ said her mother after luncheon. ‘No,

darling, no,’ answered the child. ‘I must not, darling,’ with an exact

imitation of its mother’s manner, ‘for I’ve been listening, and it’s

going to be interesting.’

“We made delightful excursions from Lutwyche to draw at Bridgenorth and

an old moated grange called Elswick, meeting Lady Boyne and her party,

who came from Burwarton as to a half-way house.

“Then I was at Ridley Hall, full of--oh! how many memories of my

long-ago. But it was the greatest pleasure to see Frank and Lady Anne

Lyon there, and how much they appreciated and cared for the place. Lord

and Lady Wantage were at Ridley, and I went with them to Hexham Abbey,

once a most grand church, but utterly ruined by an ignorant

restoration. And now, wandering still on the footprints of past days, I

am at Chesters with the widow and children of my dear old friend George

Clayton, he as well as all the earlier generation of his family having

passed away, and Miss Annie Ogle, whom I knew so well in those far-away

days, here as a delightful _old_ lady, with snow-white hair, but the

same winning character and ways as in her youth. A museum has been built

now for the immense collection of Roman altars and fragments, &c., from

the ‘stations’ of the Roman wall, one of the best of which (Cilurnum) is

just in front of the house; while below ‘the riotous rapids of the

Tyne,’ as Swinburne calls them, with their rocky shores and bosky banks,

are the boundary of the park.”

* * * * *

“_Redholm, North Berwick, Oct. 17._--I am staying here with Robert Shaw

Stewart, a friend of old Roman days, and his kind wife, who was a

daughter of Charles Warner, the well-known statesman-philanthropist of

Trinidad,--‘fort comme le diamant, plus tendre qu’une mère’--of whom

Froude has given so charming a description. The Dalzells and all my

other dear friends of past days here have gone over the border-land,

but, in this hospitable house, I have seen quite a diorama of people. A

topic has been the three modern Scotch novelists, Crockett,[556]

Barrie,[557] and Ian Maclaren (Watson): Crockett such a delightful

fellow, so full of sunshine, of real happy enjoyment of people and

things: Barrie, a weaver’s boy as to his origin, but simple and

straightforward to a degree, though his books have made him rich: Watson

just a little spoilt since the great success of his annals of

Drumtochty, which, under another name (Logiealmond, near Glenalmond) was

the place where he was minister. The Free Kirk minister in this place,

Dr. Davidson, told me how when they all were at college together, Barrie

and Crockett used to tell stories in class. They sate up in a corner,

with a little coterie round them, and held their audience enthralled. No

one listened to the lecturer, and some of the students outside the

charmed circle used to say, ‘Had not you better send down to the

professor and tell him not to make so much noise?’ The lower orders in

Scotland seem to read the modern national novelists just as much as the

upper, and they read other deeper books too, and think calmly in a way

very unlike Englishmen. ‘The Shorter Catechism,’ which they all

understand, is a proof of this. When it was published, indeed, there was

a far more serious catechism for adults: this one was only intended for

‘those of tender years,’ yet there is much requiring deepest thought in

it, though the peasant classes always master it.”

* * * * *

“_Airlie Castle, Oct. 18._--Monday was fearfully cold, and it was a

pleasure to see the beautiful face of Lady Airlie--more picturesque and

distinguished in late middle life than any one else--looking out of a

close carriage come to meet me. Her most poetical home is just suited to

her--the tiniest castle in the world, with its one noble gate-tower

giving access to a little green plateau beneath which the Melgum and

the Isla rush through deep wooded gorges to their meeting-place. And

into these gorges the castle windows look deep down. Then, to those who

know Lady Airlie, I need not say how beautiful the little rooms are, how

splendid the few flowers, how much of story clusters round the furniture

and pictures--‘only a few; I do not like a room or a wall to be crowded,

even with the best things,’ says their mistress.

“In the serene beauty of her age, she herself lends a lustre to her

surroundings; quietly, contentedly severing most links with the great

world in which she has so long been a star, ‘elle dépose fleur à fleur

la couronne de la vie.’[558]

“Lady Maude White is here, returning to an intellectual world with which

she has never broken a single link, after many years of privation,

solitude, and duty nobly borne, first with her brother, and then with

her husband, at a horse-ranch in America.

“The castle of Airlie has never recovered its burning by Argyll and the

Covenanters, when

‘It fell on a day, a bonnie summer day,

When the corn was brearin’ fairly,

That there fell out a great dispute

Between Argyll and Airlie.’

The family were always for the King and the Church, indeed too much so,

for Maryott Ogilvy was the mistress of Cardinal Beaton, for whom he

built several castles, and who was enormously endowed by him. Of their

six children, the eldest girl had the richest dower in Scotland, and

married the Lord Crawford of that day. It was David, Lord Ogilvy, who

was out in the ‘45, who rebuilt a bit of the old castle, just enough to

live in by himself after he came home, and added a few rooms for his

wife when he married a second time. Behind the castle is a delightful

old garden, to which Lady Airlie has added hedges and peacocks in

clipped yew, with divers other ‘incidents;’ and all along the ledges of

the gorges run wonderful little pathlets--beautiful exceedingly in the

crimson and gold of their autumnal glory. But they will be gone

directly; for, as Edward Fitzgerald says, ‘The trees in the Highlands

give themselves no dying airs, but turn orange in a day, and are swept

off in a whirlwind, and winter is come.’

“We drove to Cortachy through woods laid prostrate by the great storm of

1893, which has left the trees piled on one another, like the dead of a

vanquished army on a battlefield. Lady Airlie made the whole of the

weird desolate country live through her interpretation of it:--

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